I stand on
Top of the mountain,
Looking up in the sky
And watching the birds
Go by.
The clouds look
As comfy as a pillow,
Then I look down below.
I see
The beautiful
Green grass and
Small insects crawling
And flying.
Beautiful flowers
Covering the ground
And also, rose bushes
By the house.
The breezy wind
Blowing my hair
And the smell of the
Roses in the air.
Hurtful Lies
The hurtful
Lies that you’ve
Told me have
Threw me so far
From myself that I
Forgot what love
Really means.
I sit and wonder
Why 98% of people
Are liars and 2% of people
Are real.
I thought you
Were part of that 2%
But I guess I was wrong.
I’ve tried
To trust and
Believe but
Now I can’t because
Of all your
Hurtful lies.
Nature Melts My Soul
Nature melts
My soul with love
And desire.
It melts like
Drip… drip… drip
With desire.
The Unexpected
Shallow roads
Below my feet
Takes me places
I’ve never seen before.
Unknown life sends
Me messages of uncertainty
As I become closer to the
Living.
I am unaware
Of my place of being
As I don’t know it.
I can’t fit into the
Life of unexpectedness.
Smell of Rain
As I walk outside
I can sense rain is coming-
Sense of smell in rain
Sinful Consciousness
Our sin
Is loving the
Demons within
Us that feeds us
Heartbreak.
Numbness occurs
When we choose to
Not feel reality,
And live in a fantasy.
Livelihood only exists
In our minds, never to be
Recognized.
Seas of joy
Drains into the
Dirt, drying out
Into nothing but
Selflessness.
Feelings are
No longer deep
In our souls.
Gravity lifts
Us up into dreams
Of consciousness,
Wishing we were there.
Your Life
Clouds dripping
Rain like a person
Drops tears in their fears,
Happiness, and sadness.
But when it comes
A time when they want to
Be happy always,
They find a way
To make it worse
At the end of the day.
It’s like wanting
An outfit minus the shorts
When shorts is what
Makes the outfit be what
It is.
You pick
What you want
To be,
Sad, mad, or happy
Or do you just want
To be all sappy and
Lonely because
When it comes down
To it,
What you choose
Is what you’re going
To be,
You’ll see.
Protected
She feels safe,
She feels protected,
Whatever happens
She knows she’ll neglect it,
But she will fight it.
She knows what’s
Happening,
Sometimes it’s good
And sometimes it’s bad,
Sometimes when it’s gone,
She feels like sighing.
Whenever she’s alone
Or thinking,
She thinks about
How she feels
And thinks about
What she has to live
Through probably
For the rest of her life.
She knows she’s
Not neglected
And she knows
That when she doesn’t
Feel safe or is scared,
She will always be
Protected.
Never Let Go
They’re close
More than ever
There’s nothing to
Break them apart.
They talk,
They laugh,
They’ll never
Go short.
It seems
As if they’re
So close,
They’ll never
Let go.
My One And Only Love
Love is
What I feel
When I’m with you.
I feel it
So much
I don’t know
What to do.
Whenever
I’m with you,
Nothing can break
Us apart, not even
A earthquake that
Shakes us so hard.
I feel like
You’re the only
One that’s
In my heart
And will always
Be in my heart.
So, my love
For you will never
Change,
It’ll never be exchanged
For nothing else
Because you are my
One and only love.
In The Storm
You don’t know
How it feels to feel bad,
You don’t know how it feels
To be sad.
You think
That people
Get over it,
But they don’t.
All the stuff
That happens to you,
It feels like you’re in
A storm but you know
You’ll find a way to deal with
It.
As I Can See
You say you
Love me as I can hear,
But you say that
You have fear.
I look at you
And you look away,
But it seems like you’re
Just ignoring me,
As I can see.
You come
Say hello,
I say hi and then
You leave without
A goodbye.
I’m wondering
What is going on
And why you treat
Me the way you do.
Well, I’m done,
I’m through with you.
Save Me
Save me
From this dark
Path in which I’m
Walking on.
Save me
From all the
Hurt and all the
Pain that has
Been thrown at me.
Save me
From the
Bad people
That hurt me and
The bad things
That’s happened to me.
Save me
From everything
And anyone that cares,
But they really don’t.
Just save
Me from the
Bad world.
Please, Someone Help Me
Dark places
And spaces closing
In on
me,
I’m stuck, I can’t
Get out.
So I just shout,
Hoping someone
Can hear my shout out
For help, but no one
Hears me.
It’s like
I’m closing in
Through a wall,
Again trying to call
For help.
There’s no one there,
But I don’t think I can
Bear it anymore to be in
A cold, dark, place.
I do
Everything I can
To break this
Wall and go out freely,
But it’s too strong
Like ice.
I’m stuck,
I can’t get out,
Please someone,
Help me out.
Feelings For You
Standing in the rain
Getting soaked,
I get choked up because
I hear your voice,
I see your face,
I feel I can’t be without
You but I will give you space,
So that you can feel
The same way I do.
When we
Hang out,
I can’t help
But smile for more
Than awhile.
You light up
My world,
You’re everything
And that’ll always
Be true.
I Have A Fear
I have
A fear of hurt,
That I won’t
Be happy.
I have
A fear of happiness,
Fearing that it
Won’t last.
I have
A fear of people,
A fear that they’ll
Degrade me.
I have
A fear of trust,
That I will never
Be able to
Trust anyone.
I have
A fear that
All these fears
I have won’t
Vanish .
That’s my
Main fear.
Guardian Angel
They watch you,
They watch me,
Wherever we go,
That’s where they’re
Going to be.
They help
With problems,
They tell us
How to deal with
Them.
They stay
With us day
And night,
They’ll never leave
Our side.
We all have
One and I’m glad
We do,
And they’ll be with
Us forever too.
Make Love To My Heart
Make love
To my heart
And soul.
Cherish and love
My feelings.
Touch the depths
Of my spirit.
Kiss the pain
And hurt away.
Make love
To my heart
And place your hands onto
My sacred place
So that maybe,
It’ll only stay sacred
For me and you.
Make love
To my heart
And feel all my
Emotions as we
Go through these
Motions of desire
And pleasure.
Make love
To my heart
Day and night
Until midnight.
Caress my most
Insecure spots and
Make them secure
With your loving
Ecstasies.
Make love
To my heart
And make me cry
With all kinds of
Wild emotions.
Make love
To my heart and
Never stop.
Caring For You
I’ve never
Cared for anyone
The way I care
For you.
You’re my everything
And that’ll always
Be true.
I’ll always love
And care for you
No matter what
We go through.
True Liar
You have
Hidden behind
Your lies,
The true you.
The you that
Never spoke true
Words into the ears
That would have rather
Heard “I don’t love you”.
I tried to deny
What I heard from
Other people.
I tried to
Block the negativity,
The explicitly and
Harshness of words
That told the meaning
Of you.
But, in my heart,
I knew all of what
Was said was legit.
See, I never thought
I would see you as
A true liar,
Because in my mind,
You wasn’t that.
All of a sudden,
Visions of the future
That I once had about
You had vanished.
I believe in
The truth and
The only truth in
You is your lies.
Unafraid Love
Hearts collide
Into one faithfully,
Fearless of one’s heartbreak.
Ceilings crash
Onto unforgiving hearts,
Crushing feelings of hurt
And pain.
Now, maybe love
Won’t be so bad,
Maybe it won’t be so
Painful.
Love is like
Mother nature,
You never know
What comes until
You stay and pay
Attention to what
It really means.
Souls intertwine,
They connect mentally.
They collect intimacy
From their soulful
Minds and hearts.
Feelings spread
Throughout their
Souls,
Making them closer.
Livelihood is now
Trusting and loved
And love is now fearless.
Fighting For Her
He leaves
To go and fight
In the war,
She cries, thinking
He might never
Come back
And escape
Being shot and
Killed.
He still calls
Every day and night,
Hearing her cry,
Saying I love you
In case he gets killed.
He says he
Loves her back
And he’ll be home
Soon,
Saying they’ll
Look at the stars
And moon like they
Always used to.
She believes
Him when he says
He’s doing this for her,
But she never wanted
Him to sacrifice his
Life for her.
The next day,
She heard a knock
On the door,
Thinking it wouldn’t
Go well.
She opened
The door and
There he was,
She smiled and gave
Him a big hug.
He told
Her he loved
Her and that he
Did it to fight for her.
Oceans And Seas
Oceans and seas,
How beautiful they ar
e,
They in which I would
Come to see from afar.
Boy crush
He looks,
He stares,
He smiles,
He glares.
He passes me
Down the hallways,
He will protect me always.
I blush
When he
Comes around,
When I need him,
I know he’ll
Always be around.
Sometimes,
I get nervous
And don’t know
What to do or say,
But all I think about
Is him all day.
Wonderful Gift
This gift
Is a gift that
You’ll always
Remember,
This gift is a gift
That is soft and tender.
This gift
Is a gift that
You can never
Replace,
This gift is a gift
That’ll always be in
A special place.
This gift
Is a gift that
You should
Always treasure,
This gift is a gift
That you could
Always share.
Feelings
You hurt,
You cry,
You laugh,
You sigh.
You wonder
If people care,
You wonder if
They feel your
Pain.
Sometimes,
You feel as if
People don’t care,
You wonder if people
Have feelings.
Do they have
Feelings?
Or do they just
Act as if they do.
Nature
Trees moving
Back and forth,
Wind as breezy
As ever.
Birds chirping
out your window,
They’re always
There to sing to you.
The sun is shining,
Bright as a star at night.
Bumblebees fly
Their beautiful
Wings up and down.
Animals and creatures
Running around,
Place to place.
It’s all part
Of one thing
And that’s nature.
Floating In Air
I’m numb,
No feelings at all,
Sitting there…
Staring.
Feeling like
I’m floating
In air.
I feel
Light,
Like I’m
Empty.
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