His forehead is pressing against mine and he is struggling to compose himself. “Chloe, there are rooms her for the VIP’s. We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do….”
Before he was finished speaking, I was nodding my head in agreement. “I want to experience this with you.” I have been waiting for the right man to come along. He’s here, right here in front of me.
Aidan grabbed my hand and led me through the crowd of masked clubbers. We didn’t even bother with our masks this time. We were too intent on getting to a room. We ascended a small flight of stairs to another level, through an unmarked door, and down a long hallway. The farther we got away from the main room of the club, the quieter it became. The only sound was my pulse racing and my labored breathing.
We came to a man sitting at a desk and Aidan handed him a nondescript card that I assume is his proof of membership. The man nodded in silence and handed Aidan a key. We continued to walk down the hallway until we reached the room indicated on the key.
He turned to gaze upon me hoping to see the same lust filled desires staring back at him. With my head still nervously looking down, I peered up at him through my thick lashes. I gave him a slight nod. He inhaled deeply and opened the door.
Chapter 10
Aidan
We walked into the room where we were basked in the glow of dim lights and soft piano music. The VIP rooms here at the club are pretty much all the same except for the themed rooms. But I knew Chloe wasn’t ready for anything hardcore.
The walls of the room are painted in a dark red and the bed is covered in black, silky sheets. I walked Chloe farther into the room and had her sit on the bench at the foot of the bed as I gave her a minute to adjust to the room and all it had to offer. She was intently focusing on all the minor nuances and décor, and I could sense the nerves radiating off her body.
The bed has a slotted but sturdy headboard and footboard and at all four corners of the bed are rings to be used for ropes or other bondage instruments for tying of hands and feet. In one corner of the room is a chest that has various sex toys and play items to enhance the experience. There is another low padded bench used for kneeling and it’s at the right height for taking someone from behind.
Even though I have never used any of these rooms, I helped Grayson design them so I’m quite familiar with the layout and what each item is used for. I watch Chloe take in everything and her eyes dart around the room in a curious fashion. I kneeled in front of her as she sat on the bench.
“Chloe. You don’t have to do anything you are not comfortable with. I brought you up here so that it will be a neutral place for both of us to explore what we are feeling.”
She calmed at my words and I could see she was curious. “Aidan, I want to experience these things with you, but I just don’t know what to do.” She blushes and was visibly shaking. I can’t get enough of her shyness and I can’t wait to explore all the places that her blush reaches.
I wouldn’t call myself an expert on all things BDSM, but I know what I like, and I know how to make a woman feel good. I’m excited to show Chloe how she can tap into her inner goddess and help her remove the wall that is guarding her heart and mind. She needs some BDSM therapy to help explore the vixen that I can sense is lying dormant within her.
Despite what she has gone through and whether she knows it or not, Chloe needs to know how to control her fears and that a dominant man in her life can be a pleasant and passionate experience. I have witnessed her needs and wants firsthand, when she was grinding on my lap. Her body craves the sexual experience. Buts she needs to relinquish control to me, in bed, giving over to her baser instincts and her sexual desires.
I’m still kneeling so that I can be at eye level with her. “Chloe. I want to get all the talking out of the way now so that when we are in the moment, we don’t need to stop and discuss it. Okay?”
She lets out a ragged breath of pent up nerves, but her face is relaxed at the thought that we aren’t just going to jump into anything without discussing it first.
“If I say anything that is a trigger for you or if I do something you are not comfortable with, you tell me to stop and I will stop.” She nods her head in agreement.
“Should we have a safe word?” I gave her a curious look and she quickly followed up her question. “Okay, so I read a lot of romance novels. Isn’t that what all the Dom’s do? Safe word their subs?” Her naivety is cute, and I can tell she is trying to be in the moment as much for me as for herself.
“What we are going to do tonight will not require a safe word. But if you feel better having one, then pick one that makes you feel comfortable. Something that when you say it, I will know you are in distress.”
“Peaches!” She blurts out and it makes us both laugh. “You know, because I’m from Georgia and I love peaches.”
She could not be any more adorable than she is right in the moment. I can’t wait to see if she tastes like peaches too.
Taking a moment to kiss her sweetly on the tip of her nose, I hesitated to get into other more personal territory. There was no way to ease into these conversations, so I just dove right it. “I get tested regularly and my results have all come back clean. What about you? Are you on birth control Chloe?”
She appears a bit startled at my question but she calmly answers. “I was just tested recently too through my health insurance company when I changed plans. I’m clean as well. But yes, I’m on birth control. I have been since college.”
I noticed a slight flash of a memory as she quickly glanced at the floor, but I tried to quickly move on. “Chloe, I need you to trust me when I say that I only have your best interest at heart. I want to help you through your healing process. I may have killed the mood with all this personal and clinical talk, but I need to know. Do you trust me?”
She cocks her head to the side and searches my face as if to find the answers in my eyes. “Yes Aidan. I trust you. I’m ready to move past my experience with my ex and focus on us.”
Sitting here staring up at me, she seems so innocent and vulnerable. After telling me her story of mental anguish, all because of her ex, her soul is bared to me and is craving me to heal her.
I slowly stand from my kneeling position, straightening to my full height. She is gazing up at me awaiting my next move.
In a strong and demanding voice, I give her my first command. “Stand up and take your clothes off.”
Chapter 11
Chloe
A peaceful calm washed over me. I slowly stand and take off my dress and kick off my shoes. As my dress slides to the floor and all I’m left in just my lacey bra and panties, I try to look away. I’m feeling uneasy about him taking in my body. “Don’t take your eyes off mine Chloe.” I’m visibly trembling but I follow his instructions.
I can see that he is reigning in control but struggling to not reach out and grab me. He is being very patient with me and letting me get comfortable with the moment. This is all so overwhelming for a girl like me. But his determination remains while he calmly reassures me.
“Chloe, this is all about controlling emotions. Yours and mine.” He speaks to me in a dominant tone but it’s strangely soothing and makes me feel needed, wanted, and comforted. My body is responding to him in ways that I didn’t know it could. I know I shouldn’t want him to control me, but my body is humming with anticipation of what he is going to do to me.
Don’t panic Chloe. This is your chance.
He slowly walks around me as if stalking me. He is standing behind me so that my back is flush against his still clothed chest. He unhooks my bra and lets it slide down my arms. My breathing is labored, and I feel like I just ran a marathon.
He hooks his thumbs in the waistband of my panties, and slowly pulls them down my body. He places open mouthed kisses on the back of my thighs as he goes.
Just breathe Chloe.
He continues his slow torturous walk around and is now standing in front of me, taking in my flushed skin. I can fe
el the heat from my blush as it starts in my face and travels all the way down my now heaving chest. He nods in approval and I hear a low growl coming from deep in his chest.
“So, beautiful.” He whispers in my ear and I’m instantly wet.
As I stand before him naked, my body and soul are exposed to him and my vulnerability is in the palm of his hands. I want to let my fears and anxieties go and I want him to be the one to take them from me.
Another command. “On the bed. Face down.” I hesitate but when he gazes down upon me, I see his serious but lust driven expression. “You have to trust me Chloe.”
I do as he says, and I walk over to the side of the bed and slowly crawl up towards the headboard, looking over my shoulder for his approval. I’m mesmerized by the hooded look of his eyes, like he wants to devour me whole. Another low growl comes from deep within his chest and his fists are clenched. He wants to take me, but I can see the powerful control he has over his own body.
I lay flat on the bed; my hair is sprawled all down my back. The view he has is the slope of my back down to the dimples above my heart shaped ass. I’m nervously wiggling with anticipation as my flushed, creamy skin beckons for him to touch me.
I hear him casually walk over to one of the cabinets that is in the corner of the room. He pulls something out and places at the foot of the bed. I’m trying to look from the corner of my eye, but I’m still face down and he is keeping me waiting.
In his deep commanding voice, he says, “Chloe. I’m going to slip this mask over your eyes now. Is that okay?” I’m slightly paralyzed with fear of the implications, but I need to trust him. I need this dominance and complete surrender if I’m ever going to get past the voices of doubt. The voices that keep reminding me of what my ex did to me.
I don’t verbally respond, so he repeats his himself. “Chloe, I need you to tell me if this is okay?”
My voice is quiet but surprisingly calm. “Yes. I trust you.”
With that he slips the mask over my eyes so that I’m in total darkness. I try not to panic and focus on my breathing. I’m listening to what is going on around me and I can feel my body buzzing with desire, trying to be in tune to what my body is telling me.
I want this. I want him.
I hear a flip of a cap and he calmly explains to me what he’s about to do. “I’m going to put lotion on your body now Chloe. It may be a little cold, but it will soon feel soothing and warm.”
He pulls my hair away from my back and starts rubbing the lotion on my upper back, massaging my shoulders. I shudder at the cool feeling of the lotion and the feeling of him touching me so simply but intimately. My body is craving his touch and I need to just give into my instincts. My needs.
I hear myself hum and moan with enjoyment and I’m almost purring like a cat. The lotion slowly warms as he rubs my skin. It’s making me tingle all over and I’m soaking wet for him.
I start to feel the stress leave my body at the way he continues to rub and massage my shoulders and back. He slowly makes his way down my back until he reaches the dimple right above my ass cheeks. I feel him place a feather light kiss on each dimple as he continues his way down the globes of my ass. Now I’m vocally moaning at the sensation and my skin breaks out in goose bumps.
Aidan’s voice is low and sensual as he rubs gently down my body. “That’s it baby. Feel the tension leave your body and focus on how my hands feel on you. Take a deep breath in through your nose and blow it out of your mouth. Slow and calming breaths.”
He continues his sensual caresses of my body and words of encouragement as he massages and rubs his way down my legs and the back of my calves. When he reaches my feet, I instantly jerk my foot away as a reflex.
He found my ticklish spot and it makes me giggle. But once he applies pressure to the arch of my foot, I let out a sigh of contentment and it makes my toes curl.
He has magical hands. I’m still moaning and trying not to wiggle around but I just can’t stop wondering what else he can do with those big strong hands and those long, sensual fingers.
“Oh God Aidan. Your hands are amazing. Please don’t stop.”
I hear him chuckle behind me. “You are doing great Chloe. Just keep breathing. Take calming breaths and focus on your body.”
He starts making his way back up my legs and my baser instincts take over. I feel myself spreading them as he makes his ascent up my now slack body. My breath stutters in anticipation of what comes next.
He starts rubbing my inner thigh and my breathing is now coming in short pants in anticipation of where his hands are going next. My pussy is flooded with arousal and my senses are heightened. It feels like my nerves are firing at once.
I’m still in complete darkness trying to hear him around me and I know he can feel the sexual tension in my body, despite how relaxing the massage has been for me.
I’m sure at this point that the blush of my skin has covered my pale body, making me glow hot and red from his touch. My core is thrumming, and I’m wet with desire for him to massage between my legs.
As if he can read my mind, he slides the palm of his hand between my legs and his finger dips into my folds. I’m embarrassingly wet. Wet for him as he has heightened all my senses by his relaxing touch.
Aidan sounds winded himself as if he is trying to keep control. “Baby, you are so wet for me. Does this make you feel good?”
“Yes, oh fuck yes. Please.” I don’t know what it’s exactly that I’m begging for, but I need more.
“Please what Chloe? What do you want me to do to you?” Aidan’s voice is tinged with a playful desire and he’s toying with me. He knows what I want.
“Please. Just don’t stop touching me. I need your hands on me. In me.”
I hear the zipper of his pants and I’m panting with the desire of the things that he can do to my body as I’m laid out before him, struggling to breathe.
“Chloe, turn over on your back but don’t take your mask off.”
I do as he commands and hear his breath hitch. “You’re so beautiful. If only you could see how I see you. Your blush of desire is covering your sexy body, and I all I want is to lick you…taste you.”
I feel the weight of the bed shift and then feel him kiss me full on the lips and bite down ever so slightly on my bottom lip. “Mmmmm, I’m losing control. I can’t wait to see you come apart.”
I hear him shift ever so slightly to the side of the bed. I can feel something silky glide over my chest.
“Chloe, I’m going to tie your hands to the bed with a scarf. If this becomes too much for you, tell me to stop.”
I don’t hesitate to answer him this time. “Okay.”
I’m a bit nervous to be constrained to the bed. But I know that Aidan wouldn’t put me in danger. I just hope that I can give myself completely to him without focusing on being bound in total darkness.
I feel Aidan grab my hands and ever so gently raises them up over my head. From what I remember, the headboard has rings at the post. I feel the scarf slide over my wrists, locking them to the rings, but they are not tight enough to cause discomfort. I feel a little panicked, but his calming presence soothes me as he secures my other wrist to the bed.
“Baby. You are so beautiful like this. You are doing so good. Just keep breathing calming breaths.” I can hear the awe and admiration in his voice and it makes me feel powerful.
I hear him get more lotion for his continued massage now on my front side. My breasts automatically pebble with anticipation and my nipples harden into twin peaks.
I hear his clothes rustling and I’m disappointed that I didn’t get to see his handsome body. When he straddles me now fully naked, I feel his impressively long, hard length is pressed against my belly. I instinctively lick my lips.
He starts his quest on my collarbone and uses his thumb to apply slight pressure to my neck. I know he can feel my pulse beating wildly and my breathing is becoming more erratic. I’m biting my lip and my body twists in the sheets, searching for
him. The pressure of his body on top of me is an incredible feeling.
He leans in to kiss my lips that are sore and plump from me biting them, trying to keep control of my emotions. His tongue probes my lips begging to get in. I tug at my bindings. I want so badly to run my hands through his hair. I need something to hold onto. I’m spiraling out of control.
Keep it together Chloe. Don’t panic.
I softly moan deep in my throat when our kiss intensifies and whimper when he leaves me wanting more. My body is purring with desire for this man. I feel like screaming. To release all my pent-up rage for what used to be. For the girl that I was and for the woman that I’m becoming.
All because of him.
He continues his massage, stopping to appreciate and worship my breasts. Kneading them in his hands, pulling my nipples between his fingers before his hot mouth descends upon them. Licking and sucking me into a frenzy.
“Mmmmm, Aidan. Please don’t stop.” I’m squirming and pulling on my restraints, biting my bottom lip trying to hold back my cries of pleasure.
His breath is hot at my ear, and his voice is lust filled and intoxicating. “Let it go baby. I want to hear what you’re feeling.” He slips his hand down my body, between my legs. The palm of his hand grinds against my clit and I let out a raspy cry of desire. He continues his assault on my clit while dipping his long fingers into my hot, wet pussy, curling them to find the perfect spot. I scream out in pleasure as my orgasm rocks through my body.
He doesn’t let up. His mouth is at my neck. Kissing me behind my ear, trailing his tongue down my neck and down my chest. My back is arching off the bed as much as I can with my hands still tied with this sexy, talented man on top of me.
I can feel his long hard length pulsing with desire as he strokes and rocks himself against my hip. He continues his assault with his hands as he is placing open mouth kisses down my chest and towards my stomach.
The sounds that we are both making are echoing through the room and it’s so intoxicating.
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