Rhia looked at him for a second, “All right.” Her voice was still shaky, and she lay back on the bed, her eyes weary.
Aidan pushed her thighs wide, trying to be able to accommodate his broad shoulders. He made certain her leg didn’t bother her, and settled between her parted legs.
He saw how wet she was, how pink and perfect. She was practically glistening, and Aidan knew he had done that to her. It made him feel powerful, and prideful.
He breathed her in, knowing she just had a bath before bed, and she smelled like woman and soap. Again. It was his favorite combination of scents. The scent of his woman. Only his.
He leaned forward and licked her wet folds, from the center, straight up to the small pearl at the top of her slit. She let out a strangled gasp and grabbed his long hair in fistfuls.
The taste of her was beyond words. Beyond explanation, but it was phenomenal. Salt, sweetness and woman. No other way to describe the taste of his woman on his tongue.
He licked again, dipping into the tight hole, playing in the wetness that slipped from her. He circled his tongue around the small nub after licking his way up her sheath, knowing this is where she would find her pleasure. She gasped again, just his name and he knew he hit the right spot.
He left it for a minute and dipped his tongue into her core again, lapping at the wetness that seeped from her. He wanted to lick it all, to taste what she had to give him. He loved knowing that he was the first and the only one to give her pleasure. To make her writhe and gasp. To make her come.
She was writhing on the bed, her hands tight in his hair as she gasped, moaned and cried out his name. And Aidan loved every moment of it.
He finally went back to the tiny nub at the top of her sex, and sucked it into his mouth. Making sure his tongue touched it, and swirled around it. Soft licks, and occasional flicks of his tongue against it, made her clench her fists hard in his hair and moan again and again.
After a few more licks, and sucking it into his mouth, she came undone, crying out his name, her body bowing from the pleasure. Her back almost lifted completely off the bed with the strength of her orgasm.
Aidan licked a bit longer, not wanting to leave the bounty he had discovered, but she pushed him away, gasping. She had fallen back on the bed, her chest heaving with breath.
He wiped up the juices she had left on his face with the back of his hand, and climbed back up her body. Sad that his beard was gone, but grateful he got to taste it just for now without it.
“Where, where did you learn that? My body feels like it is not my own.”
Aidan grinned, “I have heard stories from men talking of it. And I had to try it for myself after hearing about it. There has never been a woman I would want to do that with. Only you. But, I am not finished with you yet. We have only just begun.”
Aidan lowered his body down to hers, his skin sliding along hers, and let out a breath of how right it felt, being here in this moment with his love. Fitting his large cock to her entrance, Rhia looked up at him, the trust and love in her eyes profound, and Aidan stared down into her blue depths as he slowly pushed his thick length inside of her.
She shut her eyes at the feeling, throwing her head back on the pillow, and Aidan groaned, as her tight wetness once again surrounding him. Remembering how good it had felt the first few times.
He pulled out to just the tip of his cock was inside her and thrust back in. Rhia gasped and clutched his shoulders.
Aidan leaned forward and sucked one nipple into his mouth while he thrust in and out of her. His pace slow and unhurried. At least for the moment. He knew this time he wouldn’t last long. He was too on edge.
After having her fall apart in his arms earlier, his cock had wept drops of pre-cum on the bed.
He loved to feel how tight Rhia was, how wet. Her sheath fitting him like a glove as he pumped in and out of her.
She kept writhing on the bed, saying incoherent things, moaning his name as he took her, his thrusts becoming harder and faster as she moaned his name. It was the best sound he had ever heard. His name said in complete ecstasy.
This was not their regular love making. This was hard, fast and rough. This was what they needed right now. To feel each other. To know the other was alive, well. Whole.
He felt her core tighten and start to ripple on his cock, making him grunt from how tight it was now. It kept squeezing him tighter until she arched under him, crying out as her body released again.
He couldn’t hold back, pumping hard just a handful more times, and letting his release barrel out of him and into her.
His seed coating her womb, he let out a hoarse cry as he came, his body strung tight. He felt like his soul had been poured into her body, and it drained him. Being with her was better than any dream, any reality he could have thought up.
He knew that she could get pregnant from this and he didn’t care. He was going to make her his wife as soon as was humanly possible. He wanted her to get pregnant. To see her grow round with his child. Her small body carrying one that they created from their love. Their child was something he would cherish.
He collapsed on top of her, his release draining him completely, and held her close.
She wrapped him in her arms and he could feel their bodies stick together, both sweaty and hot. They were both breathing hard, and Aidan held her tighter.
He loved every second of it. He kissed her softly, knowing she would taste herself on his lips. Taste the release Aidan had never even dreamed of having for himself. To him, it was a supremely intimate thing.
He rolled to the side, still inside of her. Still as hard as he was before they started, and just held her.
She rested her head on his chest and kissed one of his scars there. “I love you, my sweet Rhia. So much.”
Rhia looked up into his face, “I love you too.”
Aidan smiled down at her, “You can sleep if you want, I would have you try to get what you can. This night, I am not resting, I am going to take you over and over. Learn new ways to please you, and to please me.”
Rhia sucked in a breath, “I like the sound of all of that.”
Aidan kissed her again and let her sleep for a bit, just holding her naked body in his arms.
It felt surreal and so wonderful to have her in his bed, it made him feel complete. It made him possessive and protective. More than he thought was possible. Never again would anyone harm the woman he loved. He would die first.
After a time, his body needed hers with a fierce need he didn’t know it could possess.
So, he started making love to her all over again. He woke her with kisses all over her body.
She moaned when he tasted her, starting with her sensitized nipples, and then moving lower.
Tasting her sweet, hot, wetness again. He didn’t stop, just licked her over and over as she grabbed his hair, not caring if she pulled too hard.
The things he was doing to her body were criminal. When she splintered apart, screaming his name, he was there, holding her together.
It made him want to roar, beat his chest, something. He felt like an animal, a god, there wasn’t really anything to describe how good it felt to make his woman scream in ecstasy. Scream his name. To know that he was the first and only man who got to be with this goddess on the bed before him, made him grin.
She was his. Only his and he would take her any and every way he could. He needed to take her in a different way, one bestial and rough. It was like a fire in his blood to do it this way, one so animalistic and raw.
He rolled her to her stomach; got her on her knees, with her elbows on the bed, her delicious and perfect ass in the air, and took her that way. Guiding his hard cock to her wet opening, Aidan knew in the back of his head to be careful, but he was past caring. Needing his woman in this way.
He slammed into her. Grateful that she was still wet from her release moments ago, and pumped into her, hard, fast and deep.
Rhia had to bite a pillow to keep from screaming out.
It felt so good this way, deeper than he had ever gone. He could feel every single inch of his shaft dragging through her tight sheath, and it squeezed at him, trying to milk him before he was even close to being finished with her.
His fingers dug into her hips, hard. And he knew he was going to leave bruises, but he was beyond caring.
He took her hard and fast, pumping into her deep. He could hear the sounds that they made where they joined; wet and raw. The groans, soft moans and even a squeal from Rhia, that slipped from both of them, were the only sounds in the room.
He longed to see her face, to see how him pumping deep inside her made her feel. Each of her emotions was plastered on her face, and not seeing them was hard on him. But he knew her body must be sensitive, as she arched and moaned, and her sheath milked him with each pass inside her body. It was tight and getting tighter as she finally gave in to the climax that he was pulling from her.
Aidan finally gave in, feeling as if she was milking him for every single drop of his seed, and let go. The base of his spine tingled and he could feel his release barrel down his shaft and deep into her.
His release was hard, one of the hardest ones, possibly even the strongest orgasm of his life, and it took his breath away.
He put his head on the back of her neck, their bodies again sweaty and sticky. He closed his eyes and breathed. Just breathed her in. The scent of her, of him. Of their mixed passion. Just breathing. It was all he could do.
Rhia shuddered under him, little pulses still shooting from her and onto him.
He finally opened his eyes, and pulled out of her. She groaned, so did he from the loss of his length deep inside. He was sensitive as she was. This round of love making draining, and yet exhilarating.
He rolled them both to the side, and Rhia stretched out her leg a small groan leaving her lips. Aidan winced to see her in distress, all because he felt so animalistic. So primal in his need for her.
He felt like the worst sort of man, and he needed to get it in check. He gathered her in his arms and kissed the back of her neck.
“I was too rough, I am sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt your leg. I just wasn’t thinking.”
He ran his hands down her body, trying to soothe her, and to check her for any damage he may have done.
She turned in his arms and looked up at him. “I am fine Aidan. More than that actually. Yes, I feel like I may never move from this bed, but not in a bad way. I have never felt something like that, even with the other times we made love.”
Aidan cupped her face and she leaned into him. “I love you Rhiannon. More than my own life, I would never do anything to hurt you. I was just mindless. The need I have for you can’t be diminished. Not even after these few times. I feel like an animal. Like I need to mark you as mine, to make sure no one will take you from me. I don’t want other men to look at you. To see your beauty. I want to lock you away from the world, to use your body in whatever way I see fit. I can’t stop it Rhia. I don’t know how. I wish I did.”
He looked so helpless that Rhia kissed him and pushed him onto his back. He was a big man, and if he didn’t want to go, he wouldn’t have. He was shocked though, so he rolled over onto his back.
She straddled his chest and bracketed his ribs with her legs; the position not an easy one for her to achieve with her leg, but she had to do this.
“You listen to me, Aidan Saint Andrew. None of this is going to scare me away. Nothing will. Never again will I run from you. You put this ring on my finger and made me fall in love with you, and it won’t stop. I am yours Aidan. Yours. If you want to take me like that, I will never complain. Take me how you will, as I will surely do the same. If you are an animal, then I am too.”
Rhia leaned down and kissed him, hard. Aidan’s face looked shocked to hear her vehemence.
“I want you just as much as you want me. I want all the women out there to know that you are mine. And only mine. If that makes me an animal, then I will embrace it. Fully. And I will love that part of me, just as I would love that part of you. I love how much you love me. I am not afraid of your possession of me, because I want it. I long for it. You should recall that I asked for you to make love to me here, and to make love to me at the inn. You were going to be a gentleman and leave it with us simply kissing. Which, I love. You are a true gentleman, but I wouldn’t leave it with just that. I didn’t want to. I couldn’t Aidan.”
She slid down his body a few inches, kissing his throat, and chest. Stopping and kissing what scars she could see.
“I wanted to feel you. See you. Have you. Maybe that is too much for you, to know I am not what society thinks women should do. Or be. Or act. I am certainly not about to start. But I won’t apologize for that. I can’t Aidan. Because, I love you. And no one should say whether or not how we show that love. It is not what society expects, I know this, so if that bothers you, then I will do my best to change it. But I am here Aidan. I’m not leaving, not again. I can’t. You are my love. My life. You are stuck with me and every one of my flaws I’m afraid.”
Aidan was watching her, just staring at her face, his own going from shock, to possession, to pure need in the moments she was speaking.
When she was finished, he reared up under her, and took her mouth in a blistering kiss.
“You have all of me. Every single thing, is yours. My life, my love. My everything. I never wanted someone that society accepts or someone who was part of that life. Not once did I want someone like that. I love that you aren’t like them. As I am not either. I love that I can express my love in the way I have wanted to since the very first time I saw you. I have wanted you naked and under me for far longer than you think or even could believe. It is all I wanted then and now. To hear you call my name when you reach your release. Knowing that I am the first and only man who gets to see you in complete ecstasy. Knowing that you are mine, and only mine. Knowing you want me as fiercely as I want you, knowing you wanted to be with me in ways I have only dreamed of, and never thought I would ever experience. That the first time I took you was right after we first expressed our love. And knowing that we very well could have made our child tonight. I am going to tie you to me in every way I can. If I am a beast, then I am your beast. And I will continue to be for as long as I live.”
She grabbed hold of his hair, and kissed him this time. “Good, I am glad we are both in agreement then. Love me Aidan.” was all she said.
Aidan whispered, “Forever.”
She kissed her way down his chest, her hand circling his still hard erection. He gave a hiss of pleasure and she squeezed him tighter. It was his turn to throw his head back in pleasure, but seeing her face as she touched him, made Aidan know deep down that she loved seeing his pleasure.
When he could take her touches no longer, he reared up under her again, and lifted her in his arms, and positioned her so she was on top of his shaft. She guided his cock to her opening and slid down it, rocking her hips. Not quite certain what to do. He helped guide her and in moments, they both crested again.
They made love over and over again. Hard and fast, and others, soft and slow.
They reached the peak of ecstasy several times over, with Rhia calling out his name to the ceiling and him burying her name in her skin.
When the sky started to lighten outside his window, Aidan put his robe on her body, and brought her back to her room, making love to her one last time. He wanted to feel her skin on his before he had to leave it for a few hours.
He pulled away and reluctantly went back to his room. He had kissed her, and told her to sleep. And she mumbled that he had to leave her alone for her to get some sleep, and he smiled and left.
Here he was. Lying back on his bed, his sheets rumpled; smelling of sex, Rhia, and him.
He groaned and hated that he had to bring her back to her room. He didn’t want to be here without her. Not anymore.
He needed her in his arms, his bed, his life. And after yesterday, when all hell broke loose, he would wait no longer t
o make her his wife.
He knew that it would be difficult for Cole, but he couldn’t wait any longer.
She was his life. And he still had a hard time believing he had found her. He thanked his lucky stars he had been out in the storm.
He was grateful that she gave him hope for the first time in his existence. She had brought him to life after his life of darkness and pain. She was the light that he had searched his whole life for.
He had seen first-hand the worst life could offer, and yet, here he was. Still living, but barely surviving. Going through the motions of day to day, but not enjoying life. He was always just there, until his light blew into his dark world.
She came into his life; muddy and wet, shivering with cold, and it changed him. For the better. Changed how he would live his life from here on out.
He smiled thinking of how fierce she had been tonight. Taking charge; and letting him know in no uncertain terms that she was here, that she was not going anywhere.
And he closed his eyes, knowing she was right. He also knew that this was the last time he would sleep without her again.
Chapter Thirty-Four
Aidan
Northumberland, England Sept 1812
Aidan woke a few hours later, the sun bright through his window. He sighed and stretched his muscles. He was sore and spent. After making love with Rhia all night, he was bound to be.
He grinned, thinking of how fierce and untamed their love making had been.
He was so grateful that he had only experienced it with Rhia and Rhia alone. She was truly his other half, his soul mate.
He knew that if he had tried to be with another, it would be empty and unfulfilling. Which is another reason he had waited for her. He didn’t regret waiting for her, not for a single heartbeat.
Aidan called for a bath, for himself, and for Rhia. He didn’t like that she was washing away their night. He wanted to smell her on his skin, but he also didn’t want anyone else to. So it had to be done.
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