Ruthven glanced somewhat dubiously at the dog, then, as the animal made no offensive movement, he craned his fleshy neck, striving to see inside the house.
He did see — nothing very much — only the same young girl, still in her furs, emerging from an inner room, her arms full of dolls.
In his eagerness to see more, Ruthven pushed past the great white dog, who withdrew his head disdainfully from the unceremonious contact, but quietly followed Ruthven into the house, standing beside him, watching him out of great limpid, deerlike eyes.
But Ruthven no longer heeded the dog. His amused and slightly sneering gaze was fastened on the girl in furs who had entered what appeared to be a living room to the right, and now, down on her knees beside a couch, smiling and talking confidentially and quite happily to herself, was placing her dolls in a row against the wall.
The dolls were of various sorts, some plainly enough home-made, some very waxy and gay in sash and lace, some with polished smiling features of porcelain. One doll, however, was different — a bit of ragged red flannel and something protruding to represent the head, something that glittered. And the girl in the fur jacket had this curious doll in her hands when Ruthven, to make sure of her identity, took a quick impulsive step forward.
“With the acrid smell of smoke choking her.”
Then the great white dog growled, very low, and the girl in the fur jacket looked around and up quickly.
Alixe! He realised it as she caught his pale eyes fixed on her; and she stared, sprang to her feet still staring. Then into her eyes leaped terror, the living horror of recognition distorting her face. And, as she saw he meant to speak she recoiled, shrinking away, turning in her fright like a hunted thing. The strange doll in her hand glittered; it was a revolver wrapped in a red rag.
“W-what’s the matter?” he stammered, stepping forward, fearful of the weapon she clutched.
But at the sound of his voice she screamed, crept back closer against the wall, screamed again, pushing the shining muzzle of the weapon deep into her fur jacket above her breast.
“F-for God’s sake!” he gasped, “don’t fire! — don’t—”
She closed both eyes and pulled the trigger; something knocked her flat against the wall, but she heard no sound of a report, and she pulled the trigger again and felt another blow.
The second blow must have knocked her down, for she found herself rising to her knees, reaching for the table to aid her. But her hand was all red and slippery; she looked at it stupidly, fell forward, rose again, with the acrid smell of smoke choking her, and her pretty fur jacket all soaked with the warm wet stuff which now stained both hands.
Then she got to her knees once more, groped in the rushing darkness, and swayed forward, falling loosely and flat. And this time she did not try to rise.
It was her way; it had always been her way out of trouble; the quickest, easiest escape from what she did not choose to endure. And even when in her mind the light of reason had gone out for ever, she had not lost that instinct for escape; and, wittingly or not, she had taken the old way out of trouble — the shortest, quickest way. And where it leads — she knew at last, lying there on her face, her fur jacket and her little hands so soiled and red.
As for the man, they finally contrived to drag the dog from him, and lift him to the couch, where he lay twitching among the dolls for a while; then stopped twitching.
Later in the night men came with lanterns who carried him away. A doctor said that there was the usual chance for partial recovery. But it was the last excitement he could ever venture to indulge in. His own doctors had warned him often enough. Now he had learned something, but not as much as Alixe had already learned. And perhaps he never would; but no man knows such things with the authority to speak of them.
ARS AMORIS
Nine days is the period of time allotted the human mind in which to wonder at anything. In New York the limit is much less; no tragedy can hold the boards as long as that where the bill must be renewed three times u day to hold even the passing attention of those who themselves are eternal understudies in the continuous metropolitan performance. It is very expensive for the newspapers, but fortunately for them there is always plenty of trouble in the five boroughs, and an occasional catastrophe elsewhere to help out.
So they were grateful enough that the Edgewater tragedy lasted them forty-eight hours, and on the forty-ninth they forgot it.
In society it was about the same. Ruthven was evidently done for; that the spark of mere vitality might linger for years in the exterior shell of him familiar to his world, concerned that world no more. Interest in him was laid aside with the perfunctory finality with which the memory of Alixe was laid away.
As for Selwyn, a few people noticed his presence at the services; but even that episode was forgotten before he left the city, six hours later, under an invitation from Washington which admitted of no delay on the score of private business or of personal perplexity. For the summons was peremptory, and his obedience so immediate that a telegram to Austin comprised and concluded the entire ceremony of his leave-taking.
Later he wrote a great many letters to Eileen Erroll — not one of which he ever sent. But the formality of his silence was no mystery to her; and her response was silence as profound as the stillness in her soul. But deep into her young heart something new had been born, faint fire, latent, unstirred; and her delicate lips rested one on the other in the sensitive curve of suspense; and her white fingers, often now interlinked, seemed tremulously instinct with the exquisite tension hushing body and soul in breathless accord as they waited in unison.
Toward the end of March the special service battleship squadron of the North Atlantic fleet commenced testing Chaosite in the vicinity of the Southern rendezvous. Both main and secondary batteries were employed. Selwyn had been aboard the flag-ship for nearly a month.
In April the armoured ships left the Southern drill ground and began to move northward. A destroyer took Selwyn across to the great fortress inside the Virginia Capes and left him there. During his stay there was almost constant firing; later he continued northward as far as Washington; but it was not until June that he telegraphed Austin:
“Government satisfied. Appropriation certain next session. Am on my way to New York.”
Austin, in his house, which was now dismantled for the summer, telephoned Nina at Silverside that he had been detained and might not be able to grace the festivities which were to consist of a neighbourhood dinner to the younger set in honour of Mrs. Gerald. But he said nothing about Selwyn, and Nina did not suspect that her brother’s arrival in New York had anything to do with Austin’s detention.
There was in Austin a curious substreak of sentiment which seldom came to the surface except where his immediate family was involved. In his dealings with others he avoided it; even with Gerald and Eileen there had been little of this sentiment apparent. But where Selwyn was concerned, from the very first days of their friendship, he had always felt in his heart very close to the man whose sister he had married, and was always almost automatically on his guard to avoid any expression of that affection. Once he had done so, or attempted to, when Selwyn first arrived from the Philippines, and it made them both uncomfortable to the verge of profanity, but remained as a shy source of solace to them both.
And now as Selwyn came leisurely up the front steps, Austin, awaiting him feverishly, hastened to smooth the florid jocose mask over his features, and walked into the room, big hand extended, large bantering voice undisturbed by the tremor of a welcome which filled his heart and came near filling his eyes:
“So you’ve stuck the poor old Government at last, have you? Took ’em all in — forts, fleet, and the marine cavalry?”
“Sure thing,” said Selwyn, laughing in the crushing grasp of the big fist. “How are you, Austin? Everybody’s in the country, I suppose,” glancing around at the linen-shrouded furniture. “How is Nina? And the kids? . . . Good business! . . . And Eileen?”
“She’s all right,” said Austin; “gad! she’s really a superb specimen this summer. . . . You know she rather eased off last winter — got white around the gills and blue under the eyes. . . . Some heart trouble — we all thought it was you. Young girls have such notions sometimes, and I told Nina, but she sat on me. . . . Where’s your luggage? Oh, is it all here? — enough, I mean, for us to catch a train for Silverside this afternoon.”
“Has Nina any room for me?” asked Selwyn.
“Room! Certainly. I didn’t tell her you were coming, because if you hadn’t, the kids would have been horribly disappointed. She and Eileen are giving a shindy for Gladys — that’s Gerald’s new acquisition, you know. So if you don’t mind butting into a baby-show we’ll run down. It’s only the younger bunch from Hitherwood House and Brookminster. What do you say, Phil?”
Selwyn said that he would go — hesitating before consenting. A curious feeling of age and grayness had suddenly come over him — a hint of fatigue, of consciousness that much of life lay behind him.
Yet in his face and in his bearing he could not have shown much of it, though at his deeply sun-burned temples the thick, close-cut hair was silvery; for Austin said with amused and at the same time fretful emphasis: “How the devil you keep the youth” in your face and figure I don’t understand! I’m only forty-five — that’s scarcely eight years older than you are! And look at my waistcoat! And look at my hair — I mean where the confounded ebb has left the tide-mark! Gad, I’d scarcely blame Eileen for thinking you qualified for a cradle-snatcher. . . . And, by the way, that Gladys girl is more of a woman than you’d believe. I observe that Gerald wears that peculiarly speak-easy-please expression which is a healthy sign that he’s being managed right from the beginning.”
“I had an idea she was all right,” said Selwyn, smiling.
“Well, she is. People will probably say that she ‘made’ Gerald. However,” added Austin modestly, “I shall never deny it — though you know what part I’ve had in the making and breaking of him, don’t you?”
“Yes,” replied Selwyn, without a smile.
Austin went to the telephone and called up his house at Silverside, saying that he’d be down that evening with a guest.
Nina got the message just as she had arranged her tables; but woman is born to sorrow and heiress to all the unlooked-for idiocies of man.
“Dear,” she said to Eileen, the tears of uxorial vexation drying unshed in her pretty eyes, “Austin has thought fit to seize upon this moment to bring a man down to dinner. So if you are dressed would you kindly see that the tables are rearranged, and then telephone somebody to fill in — two girls, you know. The oldest Craig girl might do for one. Beg her mother to let her come.”
Eileen was being laced, but she walked to the door of Nina’s room, followed by her little Alsatian maid, who deftly continued her offices en route.
“Whom is Austin bringing?” she asked.
“He didn’t say. Can’t you think of a second girl to get? Isn’t it vexing! Of course there’s nobody left — nobody ever fills in in the country. . . . Do you know, I’ll be driven into letting Drina sit up with us! — for sheer lack of material. I suppose the little imp will have a fit if I suggest it, and probably perish of indigestion to-morrow.”
Eileen laughed. “Oh, Nina, do let Drina come this once! It can’t hurt her — she’ll look so quaint. The child’s nearly fifteen, you know; do let me put up her hair. Boots will take her in.”
“Well, you and Austin can administer the calomel to-morrow, then. . . . And do ring up Daisy Craig; tell her mother I’m desperate, and that she and Drina can occupy the same hospital to-morrow.”
And so it happened that among the jolly youthful throng which clustered around the little candle-lighted tables in the dining-room at Silverside, Drina, in ecstasy, curly hair just above the nape of her slim white neck, and cheeks like pink fire, sat between Boots and a vacant chair reserved for her tardy father.
For Nina had waited as long as she dared; then Boots had been summoned to take in Drina and the youthful Craig girl; and, as there were to have been six at a table, at that particular table sat Boots decorously facing Eileen, with the two children on either hand and two empty chairs flanking Eileen.
A jolly informality made up for Austin’s shortcoming; Gerald and his pretty bride were the centres of delighted curiosity from the Minster twins and the Innis girls and Evelyn Cardwell — all her intimates. And the younger Draymores, the Grays, Lawns, and Craigs were there in force — gay, noisy, unembarrassed young people who seemed scarcely younger or gayer than the young matron, their hostess.
As for Gladys, it was difficult to think of her as married; and to Boots Drina whispered blissfully: “I look almost as old; I know I do. After this I shall certainly make no end of a fuss if they don’t let me dine with them. Besides, you want me to, don’t you, Boots?”
“Of course I do.”
“And — am I quite as entertaining to you as older girls, Boots, dear?”
“Far more entertaining,” said that young man promptly. “In fact, I’ve about decided to cut out all the dinners where you’re not invited. It’s only three more years, anyway, before you’re asked about, and if I omit three years of indigestible dinners I’ll be in better shape to endure the deluge after you appear and make your bow.”
“When I make my bow,” murmured the child; “oh, Boots, I am in such a hurry to make it! It doesn’t seem as if I could wait three more long, awful, disgusting years! . . . How does my hair look?”
“Adorable,” he said, smiling across at Eileen, who had heard the question.
“Do you think my arms are very thin? Do you?” insisted Drina.
“Dreams of Grecian perfection,” explained Boots. And, lowering his voice, “You ought not to eat everything they bring you; there’ll be doings to-morrow if you do. Eileen is shaking her head.”
“I don’t care; people don’t die of overeating. And I’ll take their nasty old medicine — truly I will, Boots, if you’ll come and give it to me.”
The younger Craig maiden also appeared to be bent upon self-destruction; and Boots’s eyes opened wider and wider in sheer amazement at the capacity of woman in embryo for rations sufficient to maintain a small garrison.
“There’ll be a couple of reports,” he said to himself with a shudder, “like Selwyn’s Chaosite. And then there’ll be no more Drina and Daisy — Hello!” — he broke off, astonished— “Well, upon my word of words! Phil Selwyn! — or I’m a broker!”
“Phil!” exclaimed Nina.. “Oh, Austin! — and you never told us—”
Austin, ruddy and bland, came up to make his excuses; a little whirlwind of excitement passed like a brisk breeze over the clustered tables as Selwyn followed; and a dozen impulsive bare arms were outstretched to greet him as he passed, returning the bright, eager salutations on every hand.
“Train was late as usual,” observed Austin. “Philip and I don’t mean to butt into this very grand function — Hello, Gerald! Hello, Gladys! . . . Where’s our obscure corner below the salt, Nina? . . . Oh, over there—”
Selwyn had already caught sight of the table destined for him. A deeper colour crept across his bronzed face as he stepped forward, and his firm hand closed over the slim hand offered.
For a moment neither spoke; she could not; he dared not.
Then Drina caught his hands, and Eileen’s loosened in his clasp and fell away as the child said distinctly, “I’ll kiss you after dinner; it can’t be done here, can it, Eileen?”
“You little monkey!” exclaimed her father, astonished; “what in the name of cruelty to kids are you doing here?”
“Mother let me,” observed the child, reaching for a bonbon. “Daisy is here; you didn’t speak to her.”
“I’m past conversation,” said Austin grimly, “and Daisy appears to be also. Are they to send an ambulance for you, Miss Craig? — or will you occupy the emergency ward upstairs?”
“Upstairs,” sai
d Miss Craig briefly. It was all she could utter. Besides, she was occupied with a pink cream-puff. Austin and Boots watched her with a dreadful fascination; but she seemed competent to manage it.
Selwyn, beside Eileen, had ventured on the formalities — his voice unsteady and not yet his own.
Her loveliness had been a memory; he had supposed he realised it to himself; but the superb, fresh beauty of the girl dazed him. There was a strange new radiancy, a living brightness to her that seemed almost unreal. Exquisitely unreal her voice, too, and the slightly bent head, crowned with the splendour of her hair; and the slowly raised eyes, two deep blue miracles tinged with the hues of paradise.
“There’s no use,” sighed Drina, “I shall not be able to dance. Boots, there’s to be a dance, you know; so I’ll sit on the stairs with Daisy Craig; and you’ll come to me occasionally, won’t you?”
Miss Craig yawned frightfully and made a purely mechanical move toward an iced strawberry. Before she got it Nina gave the rising signal.
“Are you remaining to smoke?” asked Eileen as Selwyn took her to the doorway. “Because, if you are not — I’ll wait for you.”
“Where?” he asked.
“Anywhere. . . . Where shall I?”
Again the twin blue miracles were lifted to his; and deep in them he saw her young soul, waiting.
Around them was the gay confusion, adieux, and laughter of partners parted for the moment; Nina passed them with a smiling nod; Boots conducted Drina to a resting-place on the stairs; outside, the hall was thronged with the younger set, and already their partners were returning to the tables.
“Find me when you can get away,” said Eileen, looking once more at Selwyn; “Nina is signalling me now.”
Again, as of old, her outstretched hand — the little formality symbolising to him the importance of all that concerned them. He touched it.
“A bientôt,” she said.
Works of Robert W Chambers Page 365
