A Long Winter's Night: A Four Seasons Novella

by Geneva Lee

  “Merry Christmas!” I cried as I jumped the last few stairs.

  My father smiled, but Tara’s somber expression changed to one of shock. “You are going to break your ankle, and do you even have a bra on?”

  Perhaps that explained while I felt so uninhibited. I shrugged as if it was no big deal.

  “Your boyfriend will be down here any minute,” she reminded me.

  “Trust me. They are old news to him,” I said, plopping onto the other side of the couch.

  I expected her to attack me again, but instead she was staring past me. I followed her gaze to the stairs and felt my mouth fall open.

  Liam. My Liam. My sexy, muscular, tousle-haired, blue-eyed Liam was coming down the stairs in a kilt—and every joke he’d ever made about them was true. He looked like a god, as though an old-fashioned warrior was heading toward us. I took in the firm curve of his calves and let my imagination wander up and under the kilt. I knew why Scottish boys wore kilts. Did I ever know. And if I was lucky I might find out what they wore under them later.

  “Happy Christmas,” he said in his Scottish brogue as he entered the room.

  “And the same to you,” my dad replied, standing to clap him on his shoulder. “You look dashing.”

  “Jillian’s always talking about kilts, so I thought I would surprise her.”

  My cheeks reddened as he admitted this to my parents. There was pretty much only one reason that I would talk about kilts. I shot him an embarrassed look, which he laughed at.

  “Shall we get started?” Tara asked, ignoring my discomfort and handing a present to my dad.

  There was the usual Christmas gifts—scarves, pajamas, a tie for Dad—but for the first time in my life, cozied up next to Liam, I understood where the merry aspect of the holiday came in. Tara had bought Liam a few things, which surprised me and thrilled me at the same time. She even had the good grace to pretend she liked the Olympic State shirt I brought her, and Dad acted as Santa, doling out presents at precise intervals so we could watch one another unwrap.

  “This one is for Jillian.” Dad handed me a thin envelope that looked suspiciously like a bill.

  “Finally collecting all those years of room and board?” I asked.

  “Now there’s an idea,” Tara said, but there was a smile in her voice. Even she had started to relax.

  “I really hope it’s that pony I’ve always wanted.”

  Liam’s eyebrow cocked up. “I had no idea you rode.”

  My eyes widened and I choked back a laugh. Horror flashed across his face when he realized what he said.

  “Be good,” he whispered, lightly pinching my arm, which sent a shiver running through me. Being good wasn’t easy around Liam.

  But the naughty thoughts vanished when I tore open the envelope.

  “This is a check for $60,000.” My voice was barely a whisper. I wasn’t even sure I had spoken.

  “It should cover the rest of your time at Olympic State and then some,” Dad said.

  “We’ve been paying your bills too long,” Tara added.

  “What your mother means,” Dad jumped in, “is that we trust you and we support you staying at Olympic State. We hope to alleviate some of your stress with that money in your bank account.”

  “You should create a budget as soon as you get back, so that you don’t…” Tara trailed off as my Dad shot her a warning glare.

  “Well, I have been planning a killer kegger,” I said.

  “Your sense of humor alludes me,” she said.

  “I’m kidding, Mom.” I paused awkwardly, looking for the right words. Liam squeezed my shoulder, and I realized all I needed to say were two simple words. “Thank you.”

  “Of course, you don’t have to stay at Olympic State,” Dad continued, ignoring that my mother was now glaring at him. “You’re a smart girl, Jillian. Do what’s best for you.”

  There were so many implications in that statement, I didn’t know where to begin. I couldn’t quite wrap my head around it. No more threats of not paying my tuition. No more demands that I return home. I could do anything I wanted now. I felt liberated and overwhelmed at the same time.

  “I should get breakfast in the oven,” Tara announced. It was clear she had mixed feelings about this present, and suddenly all her worrying and criticism this last week made sense. She’d known she was about to hand me my freedom, so she’d tried to condense another couple of years of Tara’s special brand of mothering into seven days. She’d said plenty of things that hurt me this week, but at least I understood where she was coming from now. Jumping to my feet, I lunged, wrapping my arms tightly around her.

  “Thank you,” I whispered.

  “I love you, Jillian,” she said in a soft voice, tearing herself away and excusing herself once more to the kitchen.

  She was never good at public—or for that matter, private—displays of affection.

  My Dad accepted my hug with more spirit, which brought tears to my eyes. My family wasn’t perfect, but who’s was? We stepped away from each other and the awkwardness I was more accustomed to set in.

  “Fire’s dying,” Dad said suddenly. “I’ll go get more logs.”

  The fire was still roaring with life, and I knew my dad well enough to spot an excuse. It wasn’t until after he left that it hit me that he was giving Liam and I a moment alone. Liam hadn’t said anything since my parents gave me the envelope, and now a slightly smug grin rested on his face.

  “You knew!” I wagged a finger at him.

  “Your dad told me,” he admitted, crossing the room to take me in his arms. “It was why I didn’t go ballistic on your mum this week.”

  “I can’t believe you kept it a secret.” Despite being mildly annoyed with him, I buried my face in his chest, longing for the feeling of normalcy I experienced when I heard his heart beat.

  “I’m good at secrets,” he said. “I even have one of my own.”

  I pulled away and stared at him. “A secret?”

  He nodded, his grin bursting into a full smile. Reaching over to the tree, he plucked a tiny silver box from its branches.

  “That’s why you were downstairs last night.”

  “I wanted to hide it until I could get you alone.” He offered the box to me and I took it with shaky hands. Holding it now, I realized about what size it was.

  “Liam—”

  “Shush, chicken. It’s not that,” he said.

  The relief I felt mingled with something that felt a little like disappointment, but I smiled up at him, hoping he didn’t see my momentary confusion.

  “Open it,” he said softly.

  I did as he asked and discovered a beautiful pearl nestled in a delicate gold ring. It wasn’t an engagement ring but it was the most beautiful gift I’d ever received.

  “Pearls come from rough beginnings,” Liam said, “but they are beautiful for the suffering.”

  I swallowed against the ache in my throat, knowing it wouldn’t do anything to keep me from crying, but I still couldn’t speak.

  “I’ve always loved them,” Liam continued, his eyes shining. “Probably because they come from the ocean. But now they remind me of you. Beautiful and layered. They glow in the right light. There are a lot of myths about them.”

  “What myths?” I asked as the first tear tickled down my cheek.

  “That they are born of tears. You’re supposed to give them to a bride to ward off weeping in her marriage.”

  “And yet I’m crying,” I pointed out.

  “I think they ward off sad tears, chicken.” His fingers brushed away the moisture on my cheeks. “It’s a promise. That no matter what you are beautiful. You are valuable. Remember that when you wear it.”

  Liam slipped the ring out of the box and onto my right hand. “Don’t want to give your parents the wrong idea.”

  He held my outstretched hand, and we admired the ring for a moment before he knitted his fingers through mine.

  “I like the way that looks there,” he sai
d. “I could get used to seeing my ring on your finger.”

  His words sent a thrill racing through me. It settled in my chest and set my heart to pounding. “I could, too.”

  Liam’s eyes lit up and he tilted my chin up with his free hand, bringing his lips to meet mine. The kiss was soft and deep, full of unspoken promises and hopes, sweet and sensual as honey. When we finally broke the embrace we stood before the tree, letting the magic of the moment soak into us. Neither of us spoke. We didn’t need to. We were connected by love and promises and hope. My Christmas miracle had come early this year, and he was here to stay.

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  Life is what happens when you’re busy making other plans.

  √ Life in order.

  √ Five year plan.

  √ Reliable, predictable boyfriend.

  Jessica Stone is right on track until her boyfriend throws her for a loop and proposes, which should not have happened for another 2.5 years.

  That’s when she realizes he isn’t the one.

  So when her best friend demands her presence on a spontaneous winter vacation in Mexico, she runs away from him and his ring. Sand, sun, and no men might give her a chance to figure things out. Except life has a sense of humor and no regard for her five year plan, because the last person she expects is heading to Mexico, too: her smoking hot, former professor Roman Markson. As sparks fly the pair decide to break the rules for one week. But can what happened in Mexico stay there when something fun turns into something more?

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  Although I had no prior experience, I’d always imagined a marriage proposal resulted in tears and smiling. Boy asks, girl bursts into a waterfall of happy tears, wedding plans ensue. I didn’t cry, which was a bad sign. We both knew that, but Brett was still down there on one knee with a ring in his hand.

  Will you marry me?

  There had been more to his speech. Something about compatibility and solid communication skills. Basically, the antithesis of romantic. It takes a lot to shut me up completely. I’m talking about total I-can’t-think-of-a-thing-to-say silence, but Brett had managed to dumbfound me with that one question. In fact, I could barely process thoughts at all, so I started to make a mental list, hoping it would look like I was thinking and not stalling long enough that he’d give me an out. Or we’d fall into a wormhole. Or die of old age.

  Basically, anything that got me out of answering him.

  Lists were my back-up plan. They kept me on top of school, out of trouble, and most of all, they made sure my life was organized. My whole brain was like a giant day planner, split into neat, categorized lists: classes, MCATs, Cassie and Jillian, family, and Brett. Not necessarily in that order, but close. Brett’s list took up the smallest amount of space in my brain’s agenda. I didn’t think it was harsh, because he didn’t need much. Not from me. Brett was independent and responsible, majoring in business and planning to continue straight through for his MBA. We worked because we didn’t need each other. At least, that’s what I thought. Now, I wasn’t so certain. Getting married would require a major recategorization. Apparently, Brett wasn’t happy with the tiny, but adequate, space he occupied on my priority list. Why else would he be asking me to marry him?

  The ring he held was proof of premeditation. He’d been thinking about this—planning this—for days? Weeks? It’s not like you can pick up a diamond at a 24-hour mini-mart. Retracing my night, I examined each of the evening’s events moment by moment, looking for some clue as to what the hell had brought this about tonight. We’d both finished finals earlier in the week, which let me focus on getting Jillian through her own tests. Tonight, we had met Cassie, Jillian, and Liam at Garrett’s for the end of the semester celebration. Cassie had begged out to hunt down Trevor, and Jillian and Liam had left for a private party back at our apartment.

  But no matter how hard I retraced my steps for the evening, I couldn’t find one hint that Brett was unhappy with our relationship as it stood. He was quiet at the bar, but he always was. Brett’s brain was constantly in two places at once: trying to go on a date while worrying about school or the future. We had that in common. It was part of what made us work.

  Brett cleared his throat to remind me he was still there, and I shook my head, trying to clear my thoughts. I was out of time, and I still couldn’t think of anything to say to him. What would Jillian or Cassie do in this situation? Jillian would laugh at him and Cassie would curse at him. Neither of those reactions seemed appropriate, although I felt a little like doing both. And maybe crying, too, but not in a good way.

  “Jess?” Brett prompted, and I forced myself to look at him. He was good-looking but not so hot that he was an asshole. Clean-shaven with precisely cut hair and clothes that skirted the line between hipster and preppy. I had no doubt that those clothes would get preppier the closer we got to graduation. Blazers and khakis were in his future. Because Brett was the perfect match for someone who planned to continue on to a demanding career. He was steady, responsible, and moderately ambitious, but as I stared at him now, I realized that didn’t mean anything to me.

  The fact that he was down on one knee made the whole thing so much more awkward.

  “I’m thinking,” I hedged.

  “Are you thinking yes or no?” The accompanying laugh was too forced to break the tension. Could he sense my hesitance? It couldn’t be what he’d expected when he planned his proposal.

  “I don’t know.” I really didn’t know. My mind was incapable of producing a definite answer to any question at the moment. He could ask me if the sky was blue right now and I couldn’t say yes.

  Brett’s shoulders dropped, but the smile stayed pinned to his face. I was beginning to think he wouldn’t budge from this spot until I agreed to be his wife.

  His wife!

  Crap on a cracker.

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