“Babe,” he says once he gets in the room, walking over to me. “I’m calling you.”
“Really?” I say, muting the television. “I didn’t hear my name. I heard something, but I didn’t know who you were talking to.”
“Babe,” he says again. “My parents aren’t coming.”
I turn off the television. “What happened?” Worry sets in.
“Nothing really. Justin, my youngest brother, fell on the ice and his cage lifted up, and he has to have stitches and Mom doesn’t feel right about leaving him.”
My hand flies to my chest. “Is he okay?”
“Yeah, he’s fine. They are already home.” He sits down, grabbing the remote from me and switching it to the sports channel. We aren’t even on the channel for long before his name is brought up.
“Today is the day to see if New York actually made a mistake by signing the washed-up Matthew Grant.”
“Oh, please,” I say out loud, looking over at Matthew, watching his eyebrows pinch together while the two reporters go on and on about the pros and cons of having Matthew here. I can’t stand to listen to the bullshit, so I reach over and snatch the remote from his hand, turning the television off. “Assholes.” I get up, throwing the remote on the table, sitting on the table in front of Matthew. “Listen to me. Don’t let them get in your head.” When he doesn’t say anything I continue, “If anyone is getting in that thick headed skull of yours it’s me.” Nothing. He just blinks. “You get me, babe?” I throw in the babe to try and get him to focus on my words. I know I reach him when he smiles. His eyes light up, the sides of his eyes crinkling. “Now we need to get ready. You need to go pack and get in the zone. Or whatever you guys do. But you won’t give those two wannabes any other thought.”
“You like me.” Is the only thing he says.
“Seriously, after that whole speech that’s what you get?” I get up, walking out of the room, turning once I get to the first step. “You better not make me look bad by sulking.” I storm up the stairs to my room.
I make my bed, going over a to-do list in my head when I hear a beep alerting me of a text. Picking it up, I see it’s from Vivienne.
Salope!!!
I laugh because it’s the French word for slut. I answer her back.
It takes one to know one.
Touché, mon amie. So did he get to eat his breakfast?
He made us omelets. I’m packing now.
Omelets doesn’t sound like pussy. Is that an English term? She follows with the crying emoji.
I’m rolling my eyes. Can you hear them? When I get back, we need to have coffee.
Oui, madame. Don’t forget to not pack undies.
See you soon. Stay out of trouble.
Moi? Jamais! Me never.
I throw my phone on my bed, going to my closet, and getting my small overnight bag, throwing panties, bras, jeans, and also PJs in it. After my shower, I close up my toiletry bag and dump it into the bag. I look at the clock, wondering how much time I have. I notice it’s already three, so I decide to do my hair and light makeup. This is the first time I’m traveling with the team. I’m not sure how I’m supposed to dress, so I go for business casual.
Once I set my hair in waves I walk over, grabbing my tan pencil skirt that reaches me just below my knee. I grab a black silk button-down shirt that goes up to my elbows. I pair it with a thin gold belt and my black Louboutins. I grab a black leather dressy jacket for after the game. I finally zip up my bag and head downstairs, spotting Matthew in the living room already dressed.
He’s sitting with his elbows on his knees with his hands crossed, his head down on the bench that’s right in front of the window. I walk in and he doesn’t even raise his head. Suddenly a knot forms in my chest. I stop in front of him and put my hand on his shoulder. He’s wearing a plain black suit, his white shirt underneath. The smell of his rich cologne fills the room. “Hey,” I say quietly.
He looks up, his eyes troubled, a dark brown, so dark they look black.
“What’s the matter?”
“I’m fucking scared,” he finally whispers out. “What if I fuck up? What if I choke? What if I go out there and I’m really not set for this game? What if this is the end for me?”
I’ve always gotten the strong vibe from him. He’s always carried such a presence about him, a cockiness, but this vulnerability just makes him that much more amazing.
“You can’t fuck up.” My hand rubs his shoulder. “The only thing you can do is prove them wrong. Go out there and skate like you never skated before, all the while chanting ‘fuck you’ in your head.”
He smiles at me, his eyes becoming lighter.
“Do you think my father would do this if he didn’t believe in you? You think everyone would be taking a chance on you if you weren’t that good?” I shake my head. “It’s because you’re that good that people want to knock you down.”
“My parents are always the ones to talk me down, always there to cheer me on. I guess them not being here is bugging me more than I thought.” He grabs the hand that’s hanging by my side in his. “Will you be in the stands tonight?”
“There isn’t any place I’d rather be.” I smile at him while he squeezes my hand. “Would it help if I wore a jersey with your name on it?”
“You would do that for me, babe?” He tries to hide his laugh, and I push him away with my hand.
“Not anymore.” I look out and see that the car is here to bring us in. “Now let’s go show them that Matthew Grant is back. With a vengeance.” I grab my jacket, putting it on and grabbing my purse.
“You look hot,” he says, standing up, and I finally see all of him. His jacket is tight around his arms. His tie is a skinny black. He’s perfection, complete and utter perfection.
“You’re not bad yourself.” I smile at him. “Now grab the bags and let’s go.” I point to the bags at the door, waiting for him to walk out before locking up.
The drive to the arena is quiet. We just look out and I don’t move my hand when I feel his on top of mine. I let him have this because I know he needs it, and if I’m honest, the butterflies in my stomach stop me also.
When we get into the arena, there’s already a camera crew waiting to capture this moment. Matthew opens his door, stepping out, the pictures snapping already. I get out from my side, hiding behind him, but he stops so I can walk by his side, his hand going to the small of my back when we make it through the doors that will lead him to the locker room. I don’t have time to say anything to him because Robert is here waiting for him.
“There he is.” He shakes his hand while slapping him on the shoulder. “Ready to do this?”
Matthew smiles at me. “I am now.” He winks at me, making me roll my eyes, and walks down the hallway.
I lean against the wall, catching my breath. The public relations girl, Mindy, comes up to find me. She’s dressed in a pant suit, an earpiece in her ear, with a clipboard in her hands.
“Karrie?” she asks, not sure till I smile. “I’m Mindy. I was sent by Matthew to make sure I show you around. Now I’ve emailed you all the itineraries for the next couple of months. You have a seat on the plane and the bus, you travel with the team, so please make sure you are dressed appropriately.” She smiles at me. “Also I’ve contacted the hotels and you’ll be under Matthew’s name with a connecting door. Also I have your badges for the wives’ box as well as a seat ticket in case—” She stops talking when her phone rings, and she picks it up and starts telling them there was a mistake. She moves the phone from her mouth. “If you need anything, my number is at the bottom of the email.” With that, she nods and walks away.
I finally make my way toward the hallway where I almost run into a guy who is looking down at his phone.
He’s wearing a blue suit, a navy tie, and he has a beanie on. A blond scuff on his face. “Sorry,” he says, smiling. “I wasn’t looking where I was going.”
I shake my head. “No worries. It’s okay.” I smile and I’m
about to walk around him when he stops me with his hand on my arm.
“I’m Jamie. I play for New York.” He smiles at me, holding out his hand.
I don’t want to be rude, so I grab it and shake it.
“I’m Karrie Cooney.” The forced smile is still on my face.
“Shit, the boss’s daughter.” He laughs. “Just my luck. The only girl to pique my interest and she’s off-limits.”
I don’t say anything because a big booming voice interrupts us,
“Totally off-limits, bud.”
I look over Jamie’s shoulder, finding Matthew, who has changed out of his suit and is now in his workout gear. Jamie smiles at Matthew, walking past him, slapping him on the back.
“Got it.” Is all Jamie says, making me cross my arms.
“The nerve of him,” I grumble, turning around while I walk toward the arena where I flash my badge. I walk into the arena, stopping at the gift shop and I’m right away shocked at all the Matthew shirts that are hanging everywhere. I grab a jersey and a couple of shirts. Once I pay for the shirts, I walk out where I bump into a couple of the wives I’ve met through the years at some of the fundraising activities. I follow them into the box where we sit and have something to eat and I grab a glass of white wine.
When we hear the music come on and then the roaring, we get up to go and check what is going on. I’m not even at the door when I see Matthew’s picture on the jumbotron. His face is hard, his eyes ready while he skates around, making sure his skates are exactly how he wants them to be.
I hear a couple of girls in the box next to me. “Holy shit, he’s hotter than I thought he would be,” one of them says while another vows to find his dick size by the end of the month.
I roll my eyes while my hand itches to point the fuck you finger at them. It’s the last girl that makes me lose my shit.
“I heard his cock is like a baseball bat. I know a girl who slept with him in Cali. Well, him and another teammate tag teamed her. I think she has pictures.”
I walk away before I tell them to keep fucking dreaming.
I grab another glass of wine, taking my phone out to text Vivienne.
I can’t go to these games alone. I almost bitch slapped a girl for knowing someone who fucked Matthew.
You know it is only going to get worse. I Googled him and there are about a gazillion pictures of him but none are with any women.
LIAR.
Okay, fine, none of him with the same woman twice.
ASSHOLE.
Him or me?
Both. I’m going to check Google now.
NO. DON’T DO THAT TO YOURSELF.
I think it’s best if I don’t do it. At least not now. Maybe when we are together.
I don’t have time to think of anything else but the game because the lights go down as the singer comes out to sing the national anthem. After that it’s game on. The first period, Matthew starts on shaky legs, messing up with a pass in the neutral zone, making the other team have a breakaway. Thankfully, the goalie is on fire, stopping it. He skates to the bench, his head down, his shoulders slumped, the hockey stick taking a beating when he smashes it on the boards before sitting on the bench.
The second period they come out with the same push and pull as before till Matthew intercepts a pass at the defense line. He skates up to the puck ahead of the defenseman toe dragging the puck through his skates and coming one on one with the goalie, shooting it just above his pad, hitting the net.
The building goes crazy. The fans are on their feet. I throw my hands straight over my head, yelling at the top of my lungs. Matthew celebrates by skating with one foot bent at the knee in the front while he roars with happiness.
His teammates all go to him, celebrating with him, then they skate over to the bench, high-fiving everyone on the bench. One guy puts his glove in Matthew’s face. His smile lights up his whole face.
The smile that lights up the room is now looking directly at me. He spots me and winks. The camera catches it and everyone in the arena is thinking that it’s for them, but deep down I know it’s all for me.
Chapter Seven
Matthew
I’m a nervous fucking wreck walking into the locker room. I grab a bottle of Gatorade, opening it and taking a big gulp. The media is all over, snapping pictures, watching my every move.
I’m introduced to the team. Some I know and have played with or against. The starting goalie, Luka, gets up to greet me, shaking my hand. “Welcome to the team,” he says while I nod.
Another teammate Phil gets up, coming to me. “Can’t wait to see what you’ve got.” I don’t say anything because my mouth has become suddenly dry.
The star defenseman Paul comes up to me. “Hey, golden boy.” He smirks at me. I’ve played against him many times before. I’m happy to say that I’ve beat him most of the time. “Glad you’re on my side now,” he says, turning around to tell stories of when I used to zip by him.
The star of the team, Max, comes up to me, his smirk coming out. “I don’t know what the big fuss is, but let’s see what you can do.”
I immediately want to knock his teeth out. His smirk is more like a leer. He comes closer to my ear so only I can hear, “You don’t fool me. You’re a has-been. Just a matter of time before everyone sees it.” He smacks me on the shoulder and walks away.
Brendan, another star on the team, sees this and looks at me. “Don’t take too much of what Max says. He hates it when someone tries to steal his thunder.”
“Don’t want to steal anyone’s anything. I just want to play the game,” I say, going to the cubby where I see my name on it. All my equipment is laid out for me. I shrug my suit jacket off taking my workout gear and heading into the room to change. Usually I would undress in front of the guys, but the press is in there and I need a second to breathe. Once I’m in my workout gear, I walk out of the room where I hear Karrie’s voice.
“No worries, it’s okay.” She smiles and is about to walk around him when he stops her with his hand on her arm. I’m about to go and break his hand.
“I’m Jamie. I play for New York.” He smiles at her, holding out his hand.
I see her looking down at it, grabbing it and shaking it.
“I’m Karrie Cooney.” The forced smile is on her face. Unlike the ones she gives me at home. Well, there are also the glares. I can’t decide which one I love the most.
“Shit, the boss’s daughter.” He laughs. “Just my luck. The only girl to pique my interest and she’s off-limits.”
Okay, this is enough.
“Totally off-limits, bud.”
She looks over Jamie’s shoulder, finding me.
Jamie smiles at me, walking past me and slapping me on the back. “Got it.” Is all Jamie says, making Karrie cross her arms.
“The nerve of him,” she grumbles, turning around, walking toward the arena, and I’m pretty sure she’s still talking to herself. I shake my head while I watch her ass walk away. Fuck, my handprint would look great on her.
Walking back into the room, I zone everything out. I warm up my muscles and start doing my routine that I’ve always done. Gearing up, I look around the room as some of the teammates argue and joke with each other while some music fills the room.
Coach Dan sticks his head into the room. “Go time, boys.”
I look at the board with the lines. I’m on the third line with Jamie and Phil. Third line is better than no line. I walk to the ice, the noise of the crowd growing when everyone skates on. I’m the last one out of the door and the roar of the crowd goes nuts. I hold my stick up, saying thank you while skating in a circle.
I stop by the board while we do drills, looking around. I look up at the boxes and my eyes find her, but she’s looking over at the other box while she must be listening to the girls talking. I don’t know what they are saying, but I can see her lips mumble from here. She’s a nut.
Once the puck drops, it takes a while before I get my feet under me. A fuck up in the neutral
zone has me skating to the bench, almost ready to snap my stick on the board. It doesn’t help that Max shoots his mouth off when I get to the bench right before he goes on, “Well done, rookie.” I shake my head.
“Don’t mind him. He gets pissy when someone prettier comes along,” Phil says to me. “You’ll get it back.”
By the time the end of the first period comes it’s still 0-0. We walk into the dressing room, all of us sitting down while the coach goes over plays that we fucked up on. Once he’s done he walks out, leaving us to ourselves.
“Almost made us down one with that move,” Max says to the whole room.
Luka gets up, taking his stick.
“What, Max? You never fucked up? What about the time you had a cramp and couldn’t skate and I had a three on one?” Luka shakes his head, looking at me. “Don’t do that shit again.” He points to me and walks out to get his skate fixed.
I don’t say anything nor do I try and engage in any conversations. I
go over plays in my head. Once I get on the ice I get more comfortable. I make more daring plays, more chances till one finally pays off when I stick poke at a pass, intercepting it at the blue line.
I skate up to the puck ahead of me, my speed going ahead of the puck, so I’m toe dragging the puck through my skates and coming one on one with the goalie. I’m coming in fast and the goalie goes deeper into his net, protecting nearly every single part, but he goes a little too low and I see the sweet spot right above the pads. I lift up my stick a little, snapping it into the net.
The building goes crazy. The fans are on their feet. I throw my one leg up, skating on one, fisting my hands by my sides, roaring out, “Fuck yeah.”
My line mates come and celebrate with me.
“There goes that monkey off your back,” Jamie says as we skate to the bench, high-fiving everyone.
Brendan puts his hands in my face when I get on the bench. I smile big and look up at the only person I care to see. Karrie. I find her and see her smiling at me. I wink at her, the camera catching it and having everyone cheering, thinking it is for them, but she knows it is all for her.
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