“I am so happy for you, Jase.” I really was, “But you’re an idiot for not telling me this before.”
“When would have been a good time, before I left for the airport?”
“Well it seems to be working now, we are on our way to the airport and you …I’m happy for you Jase.”
He smiled, “Thanks. Stay. Meet her.”
I felt my heart beating against my chest, “Jase I can’t. I have to go.”
He looked stunned, “Alright, then.”
He turned on the SUV and pulled onto the road. He drove a little faster than he had been. He didn’t look at me, he didn’t speak again.
“Jase, are you okay?” I couldn’t stand it anymore the silence was killing me.
“Yes, I’m fine,” his tone was clipped.
“Obviously, you aren’t,” I whispered under my breath and of course he heard me.
He drove a little faster and eventually he pulled into the airport and parked.
“Jase you have so much to deal with right now. You have a little girl. Do you have a picture?” He looked at me funny, “I’d like to see her picture.”
“Why?” he looked away.
“Because Jase, she is important to you and,” he interrupted me with a laugh, “please can I see her?”
Jase reached into his pocket and grabbed his phone. He handed me the phone and I smiled. She was absolutely beautiful. “She looks like you, except her eyes, they must be her Momma’s.”
“What time does your flight leave?”
“You trying to get rid of me?” I smiled trying to lighten whatever dark path I just pushed Jase down.
“I’m really not sure.”
“Okay, so you just had a six year old dream come true right?” He looked at me expressionless, “Play along will you?”
“Yes, Carly.”
“And you want me to meet her already? Jase, I’ve met a lot of women who have popped in and out of my Dad’s life. You don’t want that for her. Look at her, she is the most beautiful thing in your world.”
Jase started to tap his foot, “You don’t have to sell her to me Carly, okay? I know what she is.”
“That’s not what I am saying, Jase look…”
“No, I get it,” he opened the door and walked around the vehicle and opened my door. He reached in and grabbed my bag.
“I don’t know what just happened.”
“Nothing, just forget about it.” Jase stood waiting for me to get out.
“Jase I can’t do that to you or her okay?”
“I get it Carly,” Jase looked up at me.
“Well I don’t,” I said as I got out.
“You don’t want to be tied down, the exact reason I didn’t tell you in the first place. No big deal,” Jase started walking towards the airport doors.
“You really need to figure out what the fuck you want,” I grabbed my bag out of his hand and walked quickly into the airport.
He grabbed my arm, “What the fuck is that supposed to mean Carly?”
I pulled my arm away and smiled at a couple watching us, “Promise you’ll finish school, meet my daughter, fucking head trip Jase, that’s what I am talking about.”
“You’re one to talk about head trips,” he smiled and nodded to the same elderly couple and then scowled at me.
“Go fuck yourself. Oh and don’t introduce her to every bimbo you bring in and out of your life,” I moved ahead in line.
“I have only wanted to introduce her to one fucking bimbo, and a crazy one at that,” Jase snatched my bag out of my hand and held it as he stood next to me in line.
“I’m crazy? Good Jase, that’s just …” I took a step forward and bumped into the man in front of me and fell back.
He caught me, “Oh, and she has the fucking grace of a ballerina.”
“Screw you.”
“You had your chance,” he sneered.
Someone tapped me on my shoulder and I turned around, “How long have the two of you been married?”
“We aren’t,” Jase and I answered at the same time.
The women looked at her husband and they both smiled at each other.
After a few awkward moments I looked at Jase. He had his eyes closed and his jaw clenched tightly: he must have felt me starring. He opened his eyes and looked at me and shook his head. Then he grabbed my hand and held it. I heard the lady behind me giggle and I held his a little tighter.
I got my ticket and we walked towards the security gate, “The line isn’t long,” Jase was making small talk.
“No, shouldn’t take long.”
“You have a little over an hour still.”
“I know,” I looked at him and those eyes pierced right through me.
“You would like her,” Jase looked away.
“Would she like me Jase? Or would she see me as,” I stopped and looked at him, “I’ve only had a little while to process this and of course it comes on the tail of me running away from home because of my Dad’s newest bimbo. Jase, Bella is beautiful and that picture… the way she looked at you Jase, she loves you. You have so many lost years to make up for. I won’t be the one to confuse that.”
“You going back to Brad?” Jase rolled his eyes.
“I am going to tell him that I sucked face with my Jersey boy,” I shoved him lightly with my hip.
“Your Jersey boy. What the hell does that mean?” He was pissed and it made me laugh.
“It’s an east coast west coast thang, yo.”
He scowled at me and then shook his head and tried not to laugh, “You really should not even try to talk like that.”
“That bad huh?”
“Yeah,” he smiled.
“Yes, I’m going to tell Brad. It’s the right thing to do.”
“That’s it? That’s the right thing to do.”
“I am not a cheater, remember?”
“Yeah, I remember.” We stood silently for a few minutes, “So if he forgives you, then what?”
“Doesn’t matter. Apparently my feelings for him aren’t that strong. If …well,” I felt my face turn red.
“You have a lot of classes with him this semester?”
“Two, and the research project still if Professor Higgins receives the grant he applied for,” I looked at Jase and he was grinning, “What?”
“Research project. Professor Higgins. My girl is a nerd,” Jase smiled, dimple winked.
“Your girl would not take kindly to being called a nerd, and who said she was yours?”
“The nerd thing is a turn on, short little plaid skirt, pig tails, glasses resting on your nose,” Jase closed his eyes tightly and smiled, “And my girl, meaning you Baby, because I said so.”
“Because I said so?” I crossed my arms.
“Fine because you said so, glad that’s all hashed out.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
“Well it works for me, so I’m going with it.” Jase put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me against him, “You won’t stay?”
“I can’t, I’m trying to prove a point here, Jase. It really has nothing to do with you-- now anyways, maybe a little before,” this whole thing was overwhelming to say the least.
“You have almost an hour Carly, let’s go sit and talk.”
He didn’t wait for an answer, he just grabbed my hand and pulled me out of line and walked to the nearest bench and sat.
“Look-- I thought you would run if you thought I had abandoned a child, but I was prepared to tell you everything after being with you that first night at the hotel. And just so you know, that’s why things didn’t go any further than that night. I needed you to know first. Then the phone call, and well… I had to make a choice. I chose to build a relationship with my daughter,” he looked away for a moment.
“If you had just told me…”
“I know that now. Baby, let me just finish,” he was getting frustrated.
“You better get used to interruption there buddy… we girls do that, you know,
” I smiled.
“I get that now…”
“And you will for the rest of your life.”
He squinted those beautiful chocolate eyes at me, “You trying to prove a point here?”
“I am. Is it working?” I laughed.
“Yes… now will you shut up for,” I kissed him and sat back and smiled, “That was very,” I kissed him again and he laughed.
“Now I proved two points,” he smiled at me.
“And what would that be?”
“Girls interrupt is the first one of course.”
“Of course,” he smiled bigger, “And what was the second?”
“I like the Jersey boy a lot. Right now he’s on the wrong coast, and has something way more important that needs his attention. I have school and…”
“Brad, you have Brad.” The way Jase said his name made me laugh.
“No I think I pretty much messed that up.”
“You okay with that?”
“Depends,” I shrugged.
“On what?”
“Well was it worth it? I mean can the Jersey boy carry on a long distance relationship? Can his focus be on his beautiful Bella? Can he really be…?” Jase kissed me, and it was nice. He held the back of my head gently and his lips covered mine and when I opened my mouth he rubbed that hard steel slowly up and down my tongue.
Lost in his kiss, and seriously not remembering where I was… I kind of sat on his lap. He groaned into my mouth and pulled back, “Baby, PDA?”
“Oh, oh shit,” I hoped off his lap and he laughed. I looked around and the elderly lady was smiling at me, so I grinned back and Jase laughed.
“You won’t stay?” he rubbed my hand.
“I can’t. I have a point to prove, Jase. As much as that point seems moot and insignificant now, I have to. Not just for me but for this guy I’m digging, and for beautiful little Bella. They need time.”
His phone rang and he didn’t even look at it. I quickly directed him, “Umm hey Daddy? What if that’s your girl? You can’t ignore calls like that.”
I reached into his pocket and well I felt him, “Wrong pocket, Baby,” he hissed.
I left my hand right there and played a bit and reached my other hand in his other pocket. It was Zandor.
I didn’t have time to say anything, “Did you nail it or what man? Come on we have dealt with your bullshit for two months now, spill it.”
“Well, we just finished and until we were so rudely interrupted we were working on Prince Albert’s introduction to the can,” Jase’s mouth gapped and he chuckled.
Zandor didn’t respond, “You still there?”
“Fuck yeah, just getting ready to jerk off, tell me more.”
“Pig!” I snapped.
“Prude.” He snapped back.
“Phone’s for you Jase, your brother is an ass!”
Jase took the phone and hung it up. He laughed when I told him what was said.
“It’s not funny.”
“You’re going to have to grow thicker skin now.”
“What’s that supposed to mean!”
“You just engaged in a little game Zandor loves to play.”
“What’s that?” I was still mad.
“Don’t worry about it, I’ll take care of it,” Jase laughed. “He won’t be talking to you like that anymore. Baby, you about done teasing the fuck out of me?” He swayed his hips a little and I realized my hand was still in his pocket.
I pulled it out and grabbed his hand, “Where are you taking me?”
I looked around and saw a family bathroom and then pulled him inside, “What are you doing, Baby?”
“Shut up Jase,” I kicked the door closed and locked it. The bathroom was clean and I was grateful. I kissed him and started unbuckling his black leather belt.
“Damn Carly, I really can’t believe I am going to say this but I really don’t want to do you in a public restroom. I want to take…” I pulled his pants down and grabbed his rock hard erection firmly in my hand, “Fuck Baby, I…”
“Jase, do you have a condom?” he shook his head no and pushed into my hand and I stroked him. “Good answer-- that would piss me off.” I gripped him firmly and his eyes widened, “I’m sure you don’t want a baby on each coast so here’s the deal, you’re not going to fuck me, I’m going to fuck you, with my mouth.”
I knelt down and took him as far as I could and he groaned loudly as his hands gripped my hair tightly. I have no idea why, but it felt good.
“Baby this may not be the time, oh damn… please don’t stop,” Jase was unraveling in front of me and it felt good to have that kind of power, “Carly, I love you.”
I licked his head and looked up, “I bet you do right now.”
“Bad fucking timing Baby, but I did before, damn don’t stop,” Jase’s eyes were on fire and I stopped. I bit down on him and he growled.
“Did that hurt?”
His eyes lit up, “Yeah a little, kind of a sensitive area.”
“So is my heart, don’t you hurt it again.”
“I won’t Baby, I love you, I won’t hurt you.”
I was seriously on my knees in a public restroom hearing three words that I had never heard from a man before. And yes… his dick was half in my mouth, and hell yes I was going to finish.
The noises that came out of him were almost orgasm inducing on their own.
“Fuck Carly,” he pulled out of my mouth, and I caught his piercing between my teeth and he stopped, “You gonna let go of that?” I shook my head no, “So now you’re going to drag me around by my cock AND my heart?” Jase smiled and I shook my head yes, “I was trying to be a gentleman and not shoot months’ worth of pent up frustration down your throat, Baby,” he bit his lip, “ You gonna let me be a gentleman?” I shook my head no, “So fucking glad you said that, fuck me with your mouth Baby. Fast and hard, and I’m going to fill you up so much, my cum is going to drip down your chin.”
Okay, so yeah-- someone should be slapped across the face for that but it made me so hot, and I did exactly what I had set out to do and he fulfilled his promise, over fulfilled.
He leaned against the wall coming down from his high with his pants still around his knees and the Prince hanging out in all its glory. I tried to sneak my phone out of my bag and one of his eyes popped opened, “What’re you doing?”
“Go back to wherever you were, close your eyes,” I smiled sweetly at him, or I thought I did.
“What the hell are you thinking?”
I snapped a photo and he stood up off the wall, “Carly what the hell?”
“I am going to make this into a poster and hang it above my bed.” I grabbed a bottle of water out of my bag and took a drink.
“Like hell you are,” he pulled his pants up.
“I am and you are going to be just fine with it, because you love me,” I smiled broadly.
He chuckled as he buckled his belt, “I do but there will be no fucking poster above a head…”
I laughed, “Bed, not head.”
“Yeah whatever,” he laughed and tried to grab the phone.
“Do you really love me?”
“Yeah, have for a while now, but men don’t get stupid when they fall in love. You’re going to delete that.”
“On more step, and it goes viral,” I made the most intimidating look I could.
“Please, Baby,” he pleaded.
“Compromise?”
“Let’s hear it first.”
“I won’t make a poster and I won’t share it with anyone, and I get to keep it all to myself,” I smiled.
“Promise?” he asked.
“Pinky promise,” I held out my pinky and he looked confused, “You need to learn these things, you have little girl.” I showed him how and he smiled.
“I was just thinking Bella might not like you all that well,” he looked at me.
“Why?” Okay now I was nervous, panicky actually.
“You swallowed her siblings,” he smiled and t
hen kissed me.
I stayed in his embrace long after the kiss and he took my phone, “Hey!” He turned his back and played with it, blocking my attempts to snatch it back. “Give it back.”
“Fine,” he handed it back and I quickly looked for the picture and I finally found it.
He had added YOURS and For your eyes only.
“Mine,” I smiled and kissed him, “Jase, my flight.”
“I know, damn it. You won’t reconsider?”
“I can’t.”
“Okay,” he picked up my bag and we walked out the door.
I immediately noticed the elderly women smirk and I laughed, Jase smiled and pulled me into his arm.
Thankfully the line wasn’t long, “Baby I love you, when can we do this again?”
“Public bathroom blow jobs?”
He smiled, “Let me clarify, when can I see you again?”
“Spring break is at the end of March, I’ll come back then,” I smiled broadly.
“What?”
“I’m going to get a hotel when I come back. You can sneak over anytime you want.”
“Three months is a long damn time,” he groaned.
“We love each other so it will fly…”
“I love you, you have not said the same Baby.”
“Well duh,” I rolled my eyes and his bottom lip stuck out. “I love you, Jovanni Steel.”
He smiled and kissed me, “You better.”
“And you better not screw up or I will hurt you.”
8
I snuck in the house at three in the morning, I missed being with Mom for Christmas by three damn hours. Instead I got to hang with Barbie, bitch!
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