Magic in Her Eyes

by Donna Dalton

  “You have Mrs. Valder.”

  “I want you. Please stay.”

  He glanced at hearth. “I suppose I could make a pallet in here by the fire.”

  “Not here. I want you with me…in my bedroom…in my bed.”

  “I can’t stay with you like that and not want to…”

  “I know.” She melted against him. “I need you, Preston. I need the comfort of your arms, of your body. Please say you’ll stay.”

  ****

  Preston stopped on the second-floor landing. The faint glow of lamplight leaked from an open doorway at the end of the hall. Desire flared inside him. Meredith was in that bedroom, waiting for him. He’d gone out to see to his horse and to give her some time to prepare for bed. And think about what they were about to do. He wanted her to accept him willingly, with no second thoughts, no regrets.

  He certainly had no regrets. He’d wanted her ever since he had set eyes on her…needed her, though he never would have admitted such a thing back then. What he thought he needed was just an illusion—a magic act orchestrated by his father’s brainwashing propaganda. A soft ache filled him. That was all changed now. Meredith had helped him to see life differently. Made him see things as they should be seen, through his own eyes, through his own experiences. She was everything he wanted in life and more—if she would have him.

  All was dark and quiet at the other end of the hallway where Meredith said Jana Valder slept. Good. If things got as heated as he hoped, he didn’t want to disturb Meredith’s friend—though he really didn’t expect any interference or condemnation from that quarter. The reformed lady of the night would understand the needs of a man and a woman.

  A clock gonging deep in the house urged him forward. He padded softly down the hall, the night-cooled boards chilling the soles of his bare feet. He’d left his boots, socks, and jacket by the back door. The less clothing he had to remove, the better. The flutter of undressing could easily make an inexperienced filly skittish.

  He stopped in the doorway and took in the vision before him. She sat at a dressing table, clad in a thin, white robe and running a brush through silken locks. He itched to twine his fingers through that waterfall of spun honey and sink into her. He fisted his hands at his side and willed his heated blood to cool. Rushing would only spook her. He didn’t want her bolting as she’d done before in his tent. This time he would go slow…let her decide how much and how far to let things between them proceed.

  He moved into the room. Bedcovers had been pulled down, revealing inviting white sheets. A promising sign. Perhaps he wouldn’t be visiting Dancer’s Creek later to cool an unsated desire.

  She stilled her brushing and spun around on the small bench. Her eyes were round as saucers, her breaths coming fast and shallow. She was nervous. That was to be expected. She had no experience in lovemaking. Her awkward responses to his kisses had been clearly virginal.

  “Preston, you’re back,” she said in a breathless voice.

  “I said I would return.” He crossed to the vanity and held out a hand. “Let me do that for you.”

  She looked up at him, mouth agape and fingers strangling the brush handle. He gave a soft grunt. “What? Don’t you think I know how to wield a hairbrush?”

  “No. I-I just didn’t…”

  “You didn’t expect such a thing from a man, especially a hardened trooper like me? Well, you will find there are a lot of things I’m quite adept at.” Many pleasurable things. He waggled his fingers. “Brush, please.”

  She eyed his hand, and then set the brush in his palm. Fingers scraped his skin and pleasing tingles ricocheted up his arm. It wouldn’t take much to turn him into a bonfire.

  “Good.” He prodded her shoulder. “Now turn around.”

  She slowly swiveled on the seat. Her wide-eyed gaze met his in the mirror’s reflection. A pink tongue swept across her lips, sending fire racing in his loins.

  “Did you get your horse settled? Was there room for him with Bessy? I know it’s only a small building, more of a lean-to than a barn. Was there enough hay?”

  She was rambling. Nothing soft words and gentle hands wouldn’t cure. He pulled the brush bristles through her hair. “My horse is just fine. There was plenty of room and hay for him and your cow. They are both munching happily as we speak.”

  “I’m glad. I would have worried.”

  “I know you would have. That’s who you are. You think about everyone and everything except yourself. Let me shoulder that worry for you. Just sit back and relax.”

  He concentrated on his brushing, going slowly, gently, letting each stroke quiet her. The tension went out of her shoulders, out of her face. She closed her eyes. Her soft moan curled around him, teasing banked embers to life. It took all his willpower to keep from hauling her from the bench and having her against the wall.

  He leaned over, his head inches from hers. Her flowery smell invaded his senses. A longing came over him—the need to grab onto something that had eluded him for so long.

  “Feels good, doesn’t it?” he whispered into her hair.

  Her eyelids slid open, revealing dark amethysts perfectly cut and shot through with flames. She was a rare gem. And she would soon be his.

  “You’re so beautiful. How is it that no man has claimed you?”

  Throat muscles convulsed as she swallowed. She spun around on the bench. Her leg pressed against his, and longing leapt to hunger.

  “Preston, I-I’m not sure…that is I know what should happen… I just don’t know how…”

  “Shhh.” He set the brush on the vanity and drew her to her feet. “Don’t worry about that. I’ll show you all you need to know. But if you feel uncomfortable, or want to stop, all you have to do is say so. All right?”

  She studied his face and apparently found her answer. Uncertainty faded from her eyes. A timid smile tugged at her lips, and she nodded.

  He traced her cheek with a finger. Her skin was smooth and silky. The rest of her would be just as soft, the perfect arena for his lips. “May I kiss you?”

  Her gaze shifted to his mouth and lingered there. “Yes, I’d like that.”

  He lowered his head and pressed his lips to hers. She tasted of peppermint and want. He coaxed her lips apart with his tongue. She stiffened at first and then softened, inviting him in. He slacked his thirst, savoring every drop. She was nectar and he the bee.

  She stilled and drew away. He bit down on a curse. Rushing again. He’d best get a rein on his lust or this would be over before it got started.

  “What is it, Meredith? Did I frighten you? Do you want to stop?”

  “No. I’m fine. I…um… I just thought…” Her anxious gaze bolted to the bed. “Shouldn’t we be doing this over there?”

  “We can do whatever you want, wherever you want.”

  She fingered the sash belting her robe. “What about our clothes? Should we…undress?”

  “Is that what you want?”

  Her gaze inched downward to the hollow of his neck bared by the buttons he’d unfastened earlier. Her eyes darkened and she sucked in a breath.

  “I want to feel you close to me…” Her words rushed on a breathless exhale. “With nothing between us. No clothes. No air. Nothing.”

  “Your wish is my command.” He reached for the buttons on his shirt, but she stopped him with a gentle hand.

  “Let me.”

  She unfastened each button, slowly, sensually, as if she were a practiced nightingale. His skin tingled and burned beneath her touch. Once all the buttons were undone, she slid her hands under the open folds and skimmed fingers over his flesh in a pleasing caress. She was learning fast. Her hands skated to his waist, and his groin tightened. Too fast. He couldn’t stop a groan of pleasure.

  She froze. “Did I do something wrong?”

  “No, sweetheart. You didn’t do anything wrong.” He smiled down at her. “Quite the opposite.”

  “Oh. I wasn’t sure.”

  “Don’t be afraid. You can do w
hatever you want with me. Anything your heart desires. I’m all yours.”

  A nervous chuckle danced from her lips. “I’ve never had a man of my very own. A horse and a dog, yes. But never a man. Do you have any special needs I should be aware of?”

  If he didn’t know better, he would swear she was playing the coquette. “No special needs. Just to be fed, watered, and a given a good grooming now and again.” Preferably now.

  “I believe I can handle that. Let’s get rid of this…”

  She shoved the shirt off his shoulders. Cool air swirled around his bared chest. Her lips formed a perfect O that had him envisioning very unladylike things she could do with that mouth.

  She trailed a finger over his chest, down his ribs, and halted at his waistband. Hunger paced inside him. He contained the beast with fisted hands and let her explore…let her gain the confidence she needed.

  “Remarkable,” she heaved out.

  “What is, sweetheart?”

  She lifted her gaze until their eyes met. A connection spread between them like the charge in the air before a skirmish. “You are. I don’t think I could stand so still while you touched me like that. You are a patient man, Preston Booth. And I am a lucky lady.”

  “I’m the lucky one. My entire life has been devoted to following the path my father set for me. It has been a hard and often lonely journey, empty of emotion, which my father considers a weakness.” The confession bubbled from him like a hot spring. He wanted her to understand what drove him, what had formed him—so she could appreciate how much she had changed him.

  “What of your mother? Didn’t she shower you with love and affection?”

  “She may have wanted to, but my father wouldn’t allow it. Said molly-coddling only weakened the soul. She, being the devoted wife, did as he bid.” He closed his eyes against the past that still had the power to cut into him. “I never knew how to love, how to accept love. Until you.”

  He opened his eyes and poured his heart into his words. “Your love has shown me a new path to follow. I will be forever in your debt, Meredith Talbot.”

  “There’s no debt to repay. I give my love freely.” She grazed a finger along his jaw. “That’s the first time you’ve really opened up about your past. Thank you, Preston. Your trust means the world to me.” Her lids lowered to half-mast and her lips parted in sweet invitation. “And thank you for letting me be bold and daring without judgement.”

  “There’s more where that came from. Much more. If you want.”

  “Oh yes. I want.” With a swipe of her hand, she undid the sash holding her gown together. A brief shrug and she was standing before him, a naked nymph ready for a midnight swim. He was more than ready to join her.

  “Now you,” she whispered. “I want to see all of you.”

  Trousers and socks joined her dressing gown on the floor. Meredith absorbed the intoxicating sight. He was magnificent. Sleek and smooth with muscles in all the right places—just as she imagined. An ache curled inside her, a serpent seeking a warm spot to sun itself. She wanted more, much more.

  “Make love to me, Preston.” She rested her hands on his chest and his heat seared her palms. “Now. Before I perish of want.”

  His hands cradled her waist, and he gently guided her backward until her thighs met the bed. She reclined onto the sheets, the cottony coolness bathing her skin. Tiny shivers quivered through her as nervousness warred with desire.

  He hovered over her, his eyes flecked with fire. “Are you sure this is what you want?” Gravel and heat rasped in his voice. “I’m not sure I can stop if we go much farther.”

  All her life, things had been forced on her—a new step-mother, her gift, and leaving her home. Being with Preston was her choice. Her decision to make. His gentle gaze poured over her, and all hesitation vanished. He was exactly what she wanted.

  She grasped his arms and tugged him toward her. “There will be no stopping.”

  His body melded with hers, skin to skin, muscle to muscle, and heart to heart. Her head whirled. She couldn’t think, couldn’t talk. It was as if she were in the clutches of a vision except a hundred times more potent.

  His lips and hands began to devour her. Every inch of skin flamed beneath his assault. Desire budded in that special place between her legs. She arched her hips, and his male hardness bucked against her thrust. He wanted her too.

  He slipped a hand between them and stroked the small curls at the juncture of her thighs. Her insides flowered with pleasure. She gasped and pushed into his hand. He slid a finger inside her, and her body ignited into red hot flames.

  “You’re ready,” he whispered.

  Oh yes. She was starved. “Show me.”

  The fire in his eyes softened. “I’ll try to be gentle, but this first time will hurt. Just keep still and the pain will pass.”

  Anything this pleasurable surely couldn’t be painful. She wriggled beneath him. “Do it. Now.”

  Taking himself in hand, he guided his staff to her waiting cave. The warm tip throbbed and pulsed, stroking her folds, eager to enter. She was more than happy to welcome him. She lifted her hips, inviting him in.

  He lowered his head and covered her mouth. His tongue stroked her lips, no less hot and eager than the staff between her legs. He was like an army, conducting forays on both fronts. She waved the white flag of surrender, ready to enjoy the submission.

  He shifted and plunged inside. Pleasure turned to pain. She stiffened and cried out at the searing invasion.

  His arms tightened around her. “Shhh,” he whispered against her lips. “Keep still. The pain will subside in a few minutes.”

  She focused on the rise and fall of his chest, on the exquisite sensation of skin pressed to skin. Slowly, the pain receded. She relaxed and absorbed the fullness throbbing inside her. This conquest of her flesh was a pleasing mixture of strangeness and normalcy. He was part of her, yet he wasn’t.

  “Better?” At her nod, he clamped his arms around her waist and rolled over until she sat on top, straddling him. “You can move whenever you’re ready. Go slow. Let your body get used to having me inside you.”

  He was letting her take charge, letting her be the one in command. She couldn’t have loved him more. She rocked against him, slowly at first, then faster as pain turned to pleasure.

  His fingers pressed into her buttocks. “Slower, sweetheart, or this will be over extremely fast.”

  She couldn’t slow even if she wanted to. She bucked against his hold and rocked harder, searching for something elusive, something just out of reach. A vine of need twined through her body. It grew and grew until her insides exploded in pulsing heat. This time, she cried out with pleasure.

  Preston thrust deep inside her. A ragged breath whistled through his clenched teeth, and a second later, liquid warmth spewed into her. She collapsed against him, spent. Never in her wildest dreams could she have imagined anything so wonderful.

  He curled his arms around her and rolled her onto her side. Discomfort pricked at the sensitive area between her legs, and she stiffened.

  His concerned gaze caressed her face. “I didn’t hurt you too badly, did I?”

  “No. All I feel is pleasure.” She trailed a finger over his lips. He could do remarkable things with that mouth. “Will it always be that…amazing?”

  He chuckled. “I’ll do my best. Though I do intend to go slower next time; make the enjoyment last for much, much longer.”

  He wanted a next time with her. While the notion showered her with sunshine, gloomy thoughts intruded.

  “Did you and Jana…um, did you ever seek her…um, her services?” She worried her teeth on her bottom lip, not sure if she wanted to hear his answer or not.

  “Put your mind to rest, sweetheart. I never sought her out. This is the first time I’ve been inside this house.”

  A sigh of relief escaped. “I’m glad. If the two of you had been together…well, that would have been awkward.” To say the least.

  He chucked a
finger under her chin. “You realize we skipped the courting part of our relationship. We’ll just have to move up our future together.”

  “What do you mean?”

  “I mean I love you, Meredith Talbot. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”

  He loved her. It was as if someone had thrown open the door to winter and let in the spring. She palmed his cheek. “I love you, too, Preston. With all my heart.”

  “Then it’s settled. We’ll marry and you can come with me when I leave for my new assignment.”

  Sanity shoved a snowstorm into her springtime. “But I can’t leave right now. Not until my aunt returns and the children are back together under one roof.”

  “We can still marry, and you can join me at Fort Sill once your aunt returns and the children have a new place to live. The separation will be hard, but I will manage knowing you will soon be by my side.” He nuzzled her neck. “You’ll make the perfect officer’s wife.”

  She was not perfect. Far from it. She pushed out of his arms. “This is all so sudden, Preston. I never considered… I-I need some time to think about marriage.”

  “What is there to think about? We will have a wonderful life together, you and me and…” He smoothed a hand over her belly. “You could be with child. I refuse to leave Fort Dent without making you my wife.”

  Chapter Fourteen

  The sun sat just over the tree tops, a glowing ball of warmth and light. All she felt was cold and dark. She’d let desire cloud her good judgement, and now she could be with child. She pressed a hand to her lower belly. A daughter. Her biggest fear could very well come to pass, and there wasn’t a thing she could do about it…not anything she could live with doing. While Maddie most likely knew of a potion that could rid her of an unwanted babe, she couldn’t intentionally harm an innocent. Nor could she carry the child to term and hand it over to someone else. That would be akin to cutting out a piece of her heart.

  Preston wanted to marry her, wanted a life with her. The thought of being his wife filled her with exquisite joy. It was all she had ever dreamed of. It also filled her with great fear. She had no idea how he would react to her affliction. She could try to keep her gift hidden, but in her experience, secrets like that usually found a way out of their cage—at the most unfortunate of times. Besides, she didn’t want their life together to start with lies and deceit. She would wait until Aunt Mildred returned and could advise her on how to handle the situation. Preston would just have to be patient and not push for an answer.