by Elise Faber
Broken
Breakers Hockey #1
Elise Faber
BROKEN
BY ELISE FABER
This is a work of fiction. Names, places, characters, and events are fictitious in every regard. Any similarities to actual events and persons, living or dead, are purely coincidental. Any trademarks, service marks, product names, or named features are assumed to be the property of their respective owners and are used only for reference. There is no implied endorsement if any of these terms are used. Except for review purposes, the reproduction of this book in whole or part, electronically or mechanically, constitutes a copyright violation.
BROKEN
Copyright © 2021 Elise Faber
Print ISBN-13: 978-1-63749-004-4
Ebook ISBN-13: 978-1-63749-003-7
Cover Art by Jena Brignola
Contents
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Epilogue
Epilogue
Boldly
Newsletter
Also by Elise Faber
About the Author
Chapter One
Luc
He was forty years old.
He was single.
He was happy that way.
Sighing, he lifted his beer to his lips and internally shook his head at himself. He wasn’t actually happy. He was miserable and lonely. Oh, and he might as well add fucking pathetic to that tally.
Because the woman he was in love with was married.
To a perfectly nice man, who loved her and cared for her and treated her like the fucking queen she was.
But that didn’t help Luc or his loneliness problem.
So, he was sitting on his front porch drinking a beer, trying to forget the woman he’d fallen for two years before, only to find out she was married two weeks later. Lexi was with the legal department for the Baltimore Breakers, the NHL team he was the GM for. He’d fallen hard when witnessing her skills at contract negotiations, fallen harder when she’d proven to be whip-smart and hilarious in equal parts.
She was beautiful, smart, funny. She was everything he’d ever dreamed of.
And . . .
Then he’d met her husband while grabbing a beer with Lexi and some coworkers.
“Luc,” she’d said, smiling up at him, its intensity punching him right in the gut, “this is my husband, Caleb.”
Caleb?
What kind of name was that?
“Fucking hell,” Luc muttered, taking another sip of his beer, hating the other man, and yet respecting him, because there was love between them.
Deeply rooted love that spoke of a happy relationship.
Luc hated it.
Cue lonely, pathetic asshole.
Mainly because he was a glutton for punishment, or maybe he just couldn’t resist Lexi because he’d spent the last two years becoming friends with both Lexi and Caleb. Backyard barbeques? Yup. Holiday celebrations, exchanging birthday presents, baking flipping Christmas cookies together. Certainly. Random dinners and errands and meetups for drinks. Check, check, check.
See? He was a glutton for punishment.
But he’d gotten to spend time with the woman he loved, so much time, in fact, that they’d become best friends.
He was a forty-year-old man who was practically on the edge of exchanging BFF bracelets with a woman he was pathetically in love with and yet could do nothing about.
Part of him still hated Caleb, but he’d never mess with Lexi’s happy. Would never be that person who fucked up a good marriage.
So he contented himself with his single status, with their friendship.
With phone calls and board game nights, text chains that ran into the thousands of messages, GIF wars and bursting out into laughter at the worst moments.
Because he and Lexi just clicked.
Because everything with her was fucking perfect.
Except . . . that she was married.
Sighing, he stood up and turned toward his front door, was just reaching for the handle when he heard the screech of tires.
Spinning, he watched the car pull to a stop, the driver’s door open, and Lexi tumble out.
He was running before he realized he’d moved, reaching her in seconds.
“What’s the matter?” he asked, noting the tears, the reddened eyes, the mascara blackening the skin beneath her eyes. “Lexi, are you hurt?”
She nodded, threw herself into his arms.
“Where, honey?” he asked. “Where?”
Lexi tore herself away, and the pain in her gaze shredded his insides. “It’s Caleb.”
Chapter Two
Luc, Two Years Before
He was having a shit day.
The worst.
He’d fucked up and made a piss-poor decision, and now the team was going to suffer because he hadn’t gotten his shit together to pick up the player they’d wanted.
There were safeguards in place, a solid plan A—and plans B-Z—that were supposed to prevent this. But still, he’d played his hand too early, and the three-way deal had fallen through. Which meant they were going into the trade deadline without the roster they wanted.
And he still had contract negotiations to go through.
His fucking favorite.
He sighed, scrubbed a hand over his face, and forced himself to take a deep breath. He was meeting with Todd, head counsel for the Baltimore Breakers. They needed to hammer out some final details for shit he didn’t want to deal with, but shit that somehow fell under the umbrella of his job description.
None of which was Todd’s fault.
Another sigh, another scrub of his face.
Then he pushed into the conference room.
And immediately felt as though he’d been cracked over the head with a frying pan.
She. Was. Beautiful.
A sleek, black suit jacket, a crisp, white shirt, tailored black trousers with a white stripe on the side. Shining brown hair, a lush, red-stained mouth, and eyes—warm, golden-brown eyes that were filled with humor when they lifted from the page in front of her—and Todd, Luc realized, obliquely, the lawyer was there, too.
“Luc!” Todd exclaimed, smiling widely, the happiest lawyer he’d ever met, and moving around the table to shake his hand. “This is Alexis,” he said, pulling away and indicating the beautiful brunette. “She’s finally agreed to be my associate counsel.”
Alexis smiled, moved toward him, hand extended.
Sparks, the moment their fingers touched, nearly making him jerk back. But then he was frozen again because Alexis was smiling widely, those beautiful eyes open pools he was
suddenly quite desperate to dive into. “I go by Lexi,” she said, with a look at Todd. “Even though my boss hates it.”
Todd nudged her shoulder. “Gotta give my old law school buddies a hard time.”
Luc forced his fingers to open, to release her hand, moving to the table and taking a seat. “Law school buddies,” he said, “why can’t I wait to hear about the stories that come along with that designation?”
Todd grinned. “Probably because Lexi was way cooler than I was.”
Lexi snorted. “It wasn’t like that at all—”
“That somehow doesn’t surprise me,” he teased, smirking at Todd, and chuckling when Lexi just sighed and sat down at the table, as though she’d been through numerous iterations of this same conversation.
And maybe she had.
Because Todd didn’t miss a beat.
“Lexi was popular,” he stage-whispered. “I was the old man.”
She squeezed his arm, rolled her eyes. “Not old,” she said. “Just aged, like a fine wine.”
Todd chuckled, shook his head, and Lexi’s gaze drifted to Luc, her lips curved into a smile that made Luc’s heart thud in his chest. “And if by popular he means, the librarians knew everything about me from my cat’s name to my favorite book, to my preferred color and size of Post-It Notes then, yes,” she said, her expression filled with mirth, “I was the most popular girl on campus.”
Todd started busting up.
Luc fought a smile.
She turned to him. “You can laugh,” she said. “I promise, I don’t take myself too seriously.”
Todd slung an arm around her shoulders, gave her a noogie. “And that’s exactly why you’ll fit perfectly in here.”
“Hair!” she exclaimed, smoothing it down, and Luc couldn’t hold back a chuckle, drawing her gaze. She elbowed Todd in the side. “Come on now, you’re making me look bad in front of the boss.”
“Technically, he’s not your boss.” A grin. “He’s your boss’s boss.”
“Technically,” Luc said. “Legal is a separate department from my own, though we work closely together.”
Golden-brown eyes drifted to his, amusement danced in their depths . . . and then Todd gave her another noogie. Her glare whipped over to Todd. “Oh, law school buddy, you may be fifteen years older than me, but you’re so dead.”
Todd, to his credit, just grinned. “Pick on the senior citizen, why don’t you?”
“You know me,” she said with a shrug. “I’ll take advantage of any loophole.”
Todd said something back, some crack that Luc barely heard, probably because he was so surprised and taken by the conversation, so enamored of this bright, alive woman in front of him that he didn’t give a shit they were eating up precious time in a meeting that couldn’t be pushed back because he had several more meetings right afterward. He just wanted to sit across the table from her, to hear her joke and laugh with Todd, to watch her smile.
He wanted to be friends with her.
He wanted to fuck her.
He wanted—
She turned those golden eyes toward him, and some of the humor faded from her expression, though her lips were still curved. “We should get to work, huh?” she said. “Don’t want to make the big boss, who’s not really my boss, mad on my first day.”
Luc tried to summon some joke, some light sentiment that would bring all of her amusement back.
But . . . he had meetings to get through.
He had a team to run.
He . . . didn’t have time for women, even if they were gorgeous and didn’t take themselves too seriously. Even if there was something about her that had his entire soul paying attention.
So he nodded and said, “We should get to work.”
Then they got down to the business of contract negotiations.
Chapter Three
Luc, Present Day
He was going to commit murder.
Okay, he wasn’t, though he was contemplating with excruciating detail all the ways he could dismember Caleb—slowly and painfully—without going to jail. Toes. He’d start with the toes. Then maybe the fingers.
Caleb’s dick.
Yeah, that needed to be high on the list of priorities.
Because Luc now understood why part of him had always hated Lexi’s husband, even after they’d spent so much time over the last few years together.
And it wasn’t just that Luc was a miserable, jealous bastard.
Caleb was a dick.
Caleb had been putting his dick into other women.
Several other women.
So, returning to the whole concept of dismembering and murder.
Caleb had cheated on Lexi. Wonderful, smart, funny Lexi, who had a heart bigger than any person Luc had ever met and was now crying in his arms, his shirt soaked through from her tears, her fists pounding against his chest.
Broken.
He’d heard of sobs being described that way, but he’d never known it was actually true. He’d never known it would make him willing to commit murder, to do anything within his abilities—and probably a few things beyond them—just to make the sound stop, to take away her pain.
Before she’d calmed down enough to tell him what had happened—shoving away from him and pacing across his porch—he’d managed to grab her purse, close the driver’s door, and lock her car.
Then when she’d crumpled, her pacing faltering as she’d fallen back into his embrace, beginning to cry, the rest of the story coming in ragged bursts, he’d swept her up against his chest and carried her inside the house to the couch. Where they still were. Where the sobs never seemed like they were going to end. Where her pain had become his, slicing through him like a thousand tiny blades.
Lexi sniffed, finally beginning to quiet, her breathing slowing.
He continued holding her, kept running his hand up and down her back.
She pushed away from him, met his gaze, her eyes swollen and red, her makeup a total mess, and she still absolutely took his breath away. Her chest rose and fell on an inhale and exhale. “Want to hear the worst of it?” Pain glimmered in her golden-brown eyes.
Fuck the toes.
He was starting with Caleb’s cock.
“Tell me, honey,” he said, trying to keep his tone gentle, to keep his fury buried. She’d been dealt enough bullshit without having to deal with his raging emotions.
Lex sniffed, slowly sat all the way up, shifting so her hip was pressed to his and they were sitting side by side. Her throat worked, those eyes glimmering with tears, and he slid an arm around her shoulders, tucking her against him as she said, “The worst is that Girlfriend Number Three is pregnant.”
Fuck.
Fucking hell.
Luc knew they’d “been trying” for several months now, that Lexi had been so excited at the prospect of having a baby.
And now, the asshole was going to have one with another woman.
A tear slid down her cheek.
“Lex,” he murmured, reaching for her, intending to pull her close again.
But she pushed to her feet, resumed her earlier pacing, only this time across the blue and gray area rug in his living room instead of the composite material that made up his porch. “I just don’t know how I couldn’t have known.” She fisted her hands at her sides. “How couldn’t I have known? Am I just that oblivious? There had to have been some signs.” She spun back around. “But what fucking signs? I keep thinking that I’m so stupid because there had to have been something and . . . a-and—”
Luc stood, wrapped an arm around her shoulders. “Come here,” he murmured, pulling her into a hug. “You’re not stupid,” he said into her hair. She always smelled like roses, and today was no exception. “You’re far from it.”
“I—” Her voice broke. “I feel like it.”
“It’ll get better,” he murmured. “It’ll take time, but it will get better.”
She tilted her head back, her brown hair catching on his unshaved jaw. “Is t
his a platitude or personal experience?”
He tucked an unruly strand of hair behind her ear. “Personal experience,” he said. “Which is why I can say that the only cure for this is a beer, copious amounts of pizza, and a funny movie you’ve seen a hundred times before.”
Her lips parted, and fuck, it was so hard not to kiss her.
Usually, he didn’t allow himself this close, not when she was too fucking tempting, not when she wasn’t his.
But this right here, right now, would be the absolute worst moment to show his hand.
She didn’t need anything else to deal with.
And his two-year, unrequited love for her was a giant anything else.
So, no kissing. No touching that wasn’t specifically comfort related.
Which was why—although it went against every fiber of his being—he released her, stepped back, and asked, “So, will it be Stepbrothers or Tommy Boy?”
Another breath, her eyes still sad.
Then she lifted her chin, asked with a trace of her trademark lightness in her eyes, “Will there be pineapple on the pizza?”
He groaned, dropped his head back so he was staring up at the ceiling. “Why, God? Why do you do this to me?”
“Because my husband is a fucking liar and cheat,” she said, her tone still watery, but at least there was a glimmer of humor in it—even if that humor was the result of torturing him, “and I’ve wasted seven years of my life thinking he was the best man I knew.”
