by C. Gockel
She pulled back and looked up at him sharply. “And?”
He shook his head. “That’s too much, you have to find that odd.”
She pulled farther away, and his stomach fell. Looking away, Noa crossed her arms and shook her head. Her jaw hardened. “No.”
“Don’t tell me you don’t believe that there is an alien force at work,” James said, stepping toward her. She didn’t look at him. He persisted. “You saw what happened at Gate 8, not just in my memories, but in reality.”
“No,” she said again. The set of her jaw became even more stubborn. She glanced quickly at him but then away. “I still think you’re a hyper-augment, wrapped up in this madness for no other reason than I am. But it doesn’t matter.”
“Noa, you can’t be in denial anymore.”
Still not looking at him, she shook her head. “Doesn’t matter.”
James rolled his eyes. “The Luddeccean forces were shot down with technology you admit humans don’t have yet. You can’t ignore that.”
“I’m not ignoring it!” Noa snapped across the link. Her avatar turned to him, arms crossed. Lip curling, she said, “I’m saying. It. Doesn’t. Matter.”
James’s avatar’s jaw dropped. In real life, his jaw remained shut as though snarled in wire.
“I’m saying I don’t care.”
James blinked, in real life and in avatar form.
“You saved me,” Noa said. “You saved Oliver. You’re helping me save my whole damned planet. I don’t care who you are … or … or … ” she waved a hand. “Or what! If you’re an alien, well, you’ve treated me better than my own people.”
James eyes widened; he realized he hadn’t taken a breath in several long minutes.
“I don’t care.” She waved her hand again and shook her head. “What you are!”
His head ticked to the side in real life. A feeling hit him with such force he couldn’t even name it. Relief, gratitude, victory, and a seething desire for more, all wrapped up in a neuron and nano screaming explosion. It took him by surprise, and ripped through his mind with such intensity and speed it overwhelmed the applications that kept emotions from slipping across the link.
Noa gasped and rolled back on her feet.
In the dark mental mindscape, a huge metal door suddenly appeared, so large it would have stretched up to the bridge if it had been real. Before James could ask for an explanation, the door swung open with a clang, and Noa’s and his avatars were bathed in white light.
James gasped in wonder. Noa dropped her eyes, and then looked at him and shrugged. “That’s me … sometimes when you send emotions over the hard link I hallucinate. This one slipped.”
She wasn’t doing anything to hide it. He supposed a several-story door with white light pouring through was hard to disguise.
He looked back to her, suddenly embarrassed. “I didn’t mean to send you that.” It had been rude. And too much.
Her eyes stayed locked on his. “It’s really alright.”
He still felt ill at ease. Raising an eyebrow, he tried to make a joke of it. “Another odd coincidence?”
She didn’t say anything, but he thought he saw the corners of her lips curl up just slightly. A feeling slipped across the link, and it tugged him toward her before he’d even deciphered it. When they were standing so close there was no distance between them, his mind caught up with what his body already knew. She wanted him, too. He felt the familiar tug of longing swirled with something else. He felt like if this were it, if the ship were to disintegrate, if they never reached the Kannakah Cloud, he’d accomplished something, something enormous, and this moment meant as much as life itself. The door in Noa’s hallucination disappeared and there was only her and him and blinding white light. He lifted a hand to touch her cheek—in real life and to her avatar. Her eyes closed. Her lips parted slightly. And if he was an alien, he had some very human desires. His forehead fell onto hers. If he was alien … “I’d never hurt you, Noa. You must know that.”
Her hand caught his. “I know.” She let her assurance slip across the link and it filled him with relief. He sent the feeling back and the floor beneath them vanished in the mindscape.
For a moment they stood, the shared desire flaring across the hard link between them, and the white light of Noa’s hallucination turning to orange. Her more fragile body pressed against his, and electrons streamed between them. The hallucination, everything—it felt right. They were two nuclei about to fuse in the heart of a star, and he had never felt more human.
Chapter Nineteen
Kenji stood, head bowed, finger on his lips, listening to the static that was the transmission from Time Gate 8. In the midst of the static the words, “archangel” and “heretic” rang like bells. The rest was incomprehensible. “New code,” he said when the recording stopped. “It will take a while to decipher it, but with the clues provided by context and—”
“Why did they say ‘archangel’ and ‘heretic?’” shouted Counselor Zar. He sat at the left of a long dark table in the bunker conference room at Central Authority.
Kenji lifted his head, and had a moment of claustrophobia. The ceiling was low, the room was cave-like, despite the Luddeccean Green paint on the concrete-block walls. At the other end of the table, behind the premier, was the emblem of the dove. It smelled like dust, and the dryness of the air prickled his nostrils, pumped as it was through filters for disease and chemical agents that seemed to extract every bit of moisture from it. The room was packed with twenty military advisors, counselors, and the premier. All his friends, all his allies in this war for the soul of humanity.
… but it was too much. Too many people, too many faces, he couldn’t keep track of all the shifts of bodies, flickering frowns, and narrowing eyes around him. He looked back down at the long conference table. Its highly polished black surface reflected only himself. “That is impossible to say definitively at this time.”
Zar spoke. “They’ve cracked our code for their … their … thing … ” Kenji dared glance up at Zar; his face was unusually red. Kenji squinted. Was he angry? Embarrassed? Frightened? “And they’re throwing it back in our faces.”
“We don’t know that,” Kenji protested, staring back down at the table. Hadn’t they heard what he’d just said?
“Maybe they have a sense of humor,” said Counselor Karpel.
“Why would you think that?” Kenji raised his head to the Counselor, genuinely curious. It seemed far-fetched that the intelligence would bother with something so trivial as a joke.
Ignoring Kenji, drumming his fingers on the table, Karpel said, “We should have never given it such an obvious code name.”
And that Kenji agreed with wholeheartedly. But it had been important to some people that the code reflect the apocalyptic nature of their enemy.
The hall erupted in a buzz of conversation before Karpel replied. Kenji tried to focus, but all the different words, and the inflections they were spoken with … they were dizzying. He put his hands to his ears in frustration.
“Quiet!” said a voice from the end of the table. Kenji looked up to see the Premier Leetier standing there. Leetier was slightly shorter than Kenji, and broader, his hair straighter—he was older, but had less gray hair. He possessed an ability that Kenji found nearly magical—the ability to silence a room. And sure enough … the room was now quiet, except for the distant hum of an air vent, and farther off, a drip. “Mr. Sato, we have something else I’d like you to analyze.”
“Yes …” Kenji stammered. “Please.” No arguments, no emotions, just analysis. He nodded, glad and relieved. There were footsteps and several sheets of glossy paper, each as long as one arm laid before him on the table. Kenji lifted the still damp pho-toe-graphs. A buzz rose in the room, but with something before him to concentrate on, he could ignore it.
The pho-toes were an ancient technology, but what Kenji had to work with. They might have been able to form a three-dimensional representation of the battle with images
captured from the satellites that had once ringed Luddeccea, but the Guard had destroyed the satellites. He scowled. Gate 8 and all the major time gates needed to be shut down, but the satellites weren’t part of the intelligence. Their destruction had been a waste. He shivered, and suddenly felt heavy.
He shook his head and tried to dampen the coil of dread loosening deep within him, and to ignore the chill that was spreading to his limbs. He focused on the pho-toes; they showed two-dimensional images of the Ark mid-battle. There was one taken just before the torpedo had grazed the hull. He stared at it, estimating the damage the ship had received, and then closed his eyes and whispered a prayer, “Thank you, great Jehovah.” Kenji didn’t really believe in God, at least not the way most Luddecceans believed in Him; but he found praying focused him, kept him centered.
He lifted his head, and found all eyes at the great conference table on him. “They’ve sustained damage to a timefield band midway down the hull,” he said. “They won’t be going very far.”
A breath of relief escaped his chest and he looked back down at the pho-toe. They could still save Noa. He put a hand through his hair. He had tried to warn her … He felt his stomach churn, like he needed to vomit.
“We may not be able to save your sister, Kenji.” The words came from the opposite end of the conference table. Kenji’s head jerked up. The premier was the only other person in the room who was standing.
Kenji’s jaw sagged. “But … she’s a victim. You saw him, he looked like her dead husband. Of course she would be drawn to him.” His hands began to shake. He’d never given much credence to the Luddeccean view of women being creatures too ruled by their emotions for the hard tasks of leadership and governance, but seeing Noa fall so easily into the clutches of one of them, so easily enthralled …
“The lives of millions of Luddecceans are at stake,” the Premier said. “The virus they carry on the Ark could spread to the other colonies in the system.”
Rolling back on his feet, Kenji swallowed hard.
“Forget about them,” said a gruffer voice. Kenji turned to the Admiral of the Luddeccean Guard. Sitting next to the premier, he was leaning forward in his seat, eyes on Kenji. Was he angry? Suspicious? Kenji couldn’t tell.
“We’ve seen the power of Gate 8, and we know the devil isn’t above using it.”
Kenji tilted his head. Did the admiral believe the station was possessed by the devil? It was hard for him to tell who in the Premier’s council were devout, who were opportunists, and who were people like himself—people who didn’t believe the letter of the prophecies, but believed in the spirit. The spirit was what mattered, wasn’t it?
“As long as it’s up there,” the Admiral continued, “none of us are safe on Luddeccea. We are all hostage to its whims.”
The table erupted in debate. Kenji heard someone say, “Hunt down the Ark, destroy the pet monstrosity aboard, and show that devil in the sky we aren’t above using our force.”
At those words, the pho-toe slipped from Kenji’s fingers. He nearly fell over, but caught himself on the table. His breathing came so fast and so hard that the debate in the room faded into a distant hum. He’d almost thought he’d lost Noa just a few hours ago, and now they were talking about destroying the Ark and his sister. He had to save her from the monster she was with and the Guard. His fingers curled, and his body trembled. He had to save her … she would have saved him.
“Hostage!” He barked out the word with such force his body straightened.
The room went silent.
“Kenji?” said the Premier.
Kenji put his hands at his side and tried to meet the Premier’s eye. He hated eye contact. It was a struggle with some animal part of his mind that wanted to look anywhere else. His eyes watered with the effort and he blinked.
Someone started to talk, but the Premier held up a hand again and once more the room went silent.
Fingers jerking uncontrollably at his sides, Kenji tried to keep his voice level. “The intelligence, it values its … avatar … ”
“Archangel,” someone hissed.
“Devil,” someone else whispered.
“Djinn,” said someone else.
Licking his lips, Kenji said, “We can use it as leverage. To prevent Gate 8 from destroying our planet.”
“We can take it apart,” said someone else.
Kenji released a breath. “And we could save Noa.”
Someone inhaled sharply. Kenji swallowed. He heard someone whisper, “He couldn’t stop her before.”
Someone else whispered, “He was right about the plot to steal the Ark … ”
Kenji bowed his head. His fingers twisted with his heavy robe.
“Of course we will try to spare her.” Premier Leetier’s voice cut through the whispers. Kenji’s eyes drifted closed, and he couldn’t bring himself to meet the man’s eyes again. But he nodded and whispered, “Thank you.”
The Premier’s voice rose in volume. “Kenji Sato’s unique mind is of essential use to us. He is proof that together, humans can prevail against any demons of spirit or technology. If his sister is valuable to him, she is valuable to us.”
Kenji opened his eyes. Blinking, he tried to meet the Premier’s gaze, but still couldn’t manage it. His gaze settled on the man’s lips instead. They were curled up sharply on one side … a smile was friendship … a smile meant honesty, as did meeting someone’s eyes, which the Premier was trying to do, though Kenji was failing miserably to do the same.
“Thank you … Sir … thank you!” Kenji stuttered.
“Don’t worry, Mr. Sato,” the Premier said. “We’ll apprehend that devil and take care of your sister.”
The admiral added his voice. “Yes, we’ll take care of them both.”
Unaccountably, Kenji shivered.
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Anti Life
The Anti Life Series. Book 1
Allen Kuzara
The opposite of life isn't death; it's something far worse.
In an anarcho-capitalist future, space-based corporate settlements have replaced the State. Colonel John Alvarez, a fifteen-year veteran, is unwilling to waste more years leading missions into deep space. He wants to start over and make a new life with his wife and son.
But when a distress message from a distant research probe is received, Novos Corp reactivates Alvarez's contract. He must carry out one last mission, a rescue attempt.
Unknown to Alvarez, however, is the hidden threat that awaits him.
If he cannot stop it, it will doom humanity to a fate worse than death.
This book is dedicated to my lovely wife Gena on her birthday.
I
Novos
Chapter One
COLONEL JOHN ALVAREZ was suspicious of success. Docking in enemy territory wasn’t supposed to be this easy. If they had been detected, there wasn’t any indication.
Alvarez opened the access hatch and gave the signal. The five-man crew exited their craft and fanned out into the arrival bay. After taking their places, they looked back at Alvarez and waited for further orders.
Colonel John Alvarez was young to be in a command position. Too young, but these things happen in war, especially with an untrained force of guerrilla fighters.
The station was a ghost town. Alvarez expected as much. The message that Novos Corp intercepted stated the space dock was temporarily understaffed, maybe even unmanned. The garrison of troops normally stationed there had been redeployed to a nearby skirmish.
I hope they’re right, Alvarez thought. By this point in the Fight, the Statists had become brutal with off-worlders. He didn’t know if it was true, but Alvarez and everyone on this mission believed the same thing: Statists took no prisoners. They wouldn’t bother taking space rats dow
n to Earth.
Through covert surveillance, this station had been monitored by Outer-Five corporate settlements from day-one of the Fight. The Global Union of Nations, commonly called the Statists by the Outer-Five, had set up a self-imposed embargo, a blockade orbiting the Earth. Its function was two-fold: to eliminate trade with the Outer-Five, and to keep off-worlders from hitting vulnerable targets on Earth’s surface.
It was believed that if they could find an opening, a weakness in the blockade’s defenses, that it would be simple for the Outer-Five to shove ballistic missiles down the throats of the Statists defenses and hit key targets on the planet's surface. So far, the Statists’ defensive strategy had worked, but they were relying on a highly leveraged position; almost all their armament systems were in geo-sync orbit. “Crack the shell,” General McKinley had said, “and the egg will run.”
Fisher broke the silence. “Looks like nobody's home.”
“I-I-I bet we could make it back for Donaldson's game tonight,” said Jitters, the youngest squad member. He was barely a teenager. “H-h-he promised me a t-t-two-to-one handicap if I came.”
“Don't celebrate just yet,” Alvarez said. “Everybody keep quiet and keep your eyes peeled. Let's get this over with.”
Alvarez led the men to the single hallway that exited the bay. He knew where he was and where he was going. If you’d seen one elevator station, you'd seen them all. He looked at the walls. On top of the industrial-gray primer was a mosaic of scrape marks and paint chips deposited by unwitting transport drivers. It would seem beautiful if it wasn’t a common feature of all commercial ports. These places were designed for utility, without aesthetic considerations. They just had to work.
