by Grant Allen
“Oh, a very nice young man indeed,” Lucretia was saying; “and we had a most enjoyable journey down. He talked so simply, and seemed such an innocent boy, so I took quite a fancy to him.” (My heart beat about two hundred pulsations to the minute.) “Such a clever, intelligent talker too, full of wide English views and interests, so different from our narrow provincial Canadian lads.” (Oh, Lucretia, I feel sure of you now. Love at first sight on both sides, evidently!) “And then he spoke to me so nicely about his mother. I was quite grieved to think he should be travelling alone on Christmas Eve, and so pleased when I heard he was to spend his Christmas with you, dear. I thought what I should have felt if — —”
I listened with all my ears. What could Lucretia be going to say?
“If one of my own dear boys was grown up, and passing his Christmas alone in a strange land.”
I reeled. The room swam before me. It was too awful. So all that Lucretia had ever felt was a mere motherly interest in me as a solitary English boy away from his domestic turkey on the twenty-fifth of December! Terrible, hideous, blighting fact! Lucretia was married!
The rector’s refreshments in the adjoining dining-room only went to the length of sponge-cake and weak claret-cup. I managed to get away from the piano without fainting, and swallowed about a quart of the intoxicating beverage by tumblerfuls. When I had recovered sufficiently from the shock to trust my tongue, I ventured back into the drawing-room. It struck me then that I had never yet heard Lucretia’s surname. When she and her brother arrived in the early part of the evening, Mrs. Pritchard had simply introduced them to me by saying, “I think you know Tom and Lucretia already.” Colonial manners are so unceremonious.
I joined the fatal group once more. “Do you know,” I said, addressing Lucretia with as little tremor in my voice as I could easily manage, “it’s very curious, but I have never heard your surname yet.”
“Dear me,” cried Lucretia, “I quite forgot. Our name is Arundel.”
“And which is Mr. Arundel?” I continued. “I should like to make his acquaintance.”
“Why,” answered Lucretia with a puzzled expression of face, “you’ve met him already. Here he is!” And she took a neighbouring young man in unimpeachable evening dress gently by the arm. He turned round. It required a moment’s consideration to recognize in that tall and gentlemanly young fellow with the plain gold studs and turndown collar my rough acquaintance of last night, Tom himself!
I saw it in a flash. What a fool I had been! I might have known they were husband and wife. Nothing but a pure piece of infatuated preconception could ever have made me take them for brother and sister. But I had so fully determined in my own mind to win Lucretia for myself that the notion of any other fellow having already secured the prize had never struck me.
It was all the fault of that incomprehensible Canadian society, with its foolish removal of the natural barriers between classes. My mother was quite right. I should henceforth be a high-and-dry conservative in all matters matrimonial, return home in the spring with heart completely healed, and after passing correctly through a London season, marry the daughter of a general or a Warwickshire squire, with the full consent of all the high contracting parties, at St. George’s, Hanover Square. With this noble and moral resolution firmly planted in my bosom, I made my excuses to the rector and his good little wife, and left Richmond for ever the very next morning, without even seeing Lucretia once again.
But, somehow, I have never quite forgotten that journey from Quebec on Christmas Eve; and though I have passed through several London seasons since that date, and undergone increasingly active sieges from mammas and daughters, as my briefs on the Oxford Circuit grow more and more numerous, I still remain a bachelor, with solitary chambers in St. James’s. I sometimes fancy it might have been otherwise if I could only once have met a second paragon exactly like Lucretia.
THE THIRD TIME.
I.
If Harry Lewin had never come to Stoke Peveril, Edie Meredith would certainly have married her cousin Evan.
For Evan Meredith was the sort of man that any girl of Edie’s temperament might very easily fall in love with. Tall, handsome, with delicate, clear-cut Celtic face, piercing yet pensive black Welsh eyes, and the true Cymric gifts of music and poetry, Evan Meredith had long been his pretty cousin’s prime favourite among all the young men of all Herefordshire. She had danced with him over and over again at every county ball; she had talked with him incessantly at every lawn-tennis match and garden-party; she had whispered to him quietly on the sofa in the far corner while distinguished amateurs were hammering away conscientiously at the grand piano; and all the world of Herefordshire took it for granted that young Mr. Meredith and his second cousin were, in the delightfully vague slang of society, “almost engaged.”
Suddenly, like a flaming meteor across the quiet evening skies, Harry Lewin burst in all his dashing splendour upon the peaceful and limited Herefordshire horizon. He came from that land of golden possibilities, Australia; but he was Irish by descent, and his father had sent him young to Eton and Oxford, where he picked up the acquaintance of everybody worth knowing, and a sufficient knowledge of things in general to pass with brilliant success in English society. In his vacations, having no home of his own to go to, he had loitered about half the capitals and spas of Europe, so that Vichy and Carlsbad, Monte Carlo and Spezzia, Berlin and St. Petersburg, were almost as familiar to him as London and Scarborough. Nobody knew exactly what his father had been: some said a convict, some a gold-miner, some a bush-ranger; but whatever he was, he was at least exceedingly rich, and money covers a multitude of sins quite as well and as effectually as charity. When Harry Lewin came into his splendid property at his father’s death, and purchased the insolvent Lord Tintern’s old estate at Stoke Peveril, half the girls and all the mothers in the whole of Herefordshire rose at once to a fever of anxiety in their desire to know upon which of the marriageable young women of the county the wealthy new-comer would finally bestow himself in holy matrimony.
There was only one girl in the Stoke district who never appeared in the slightest degree flattered or fluttered by Harry Lewin’s polite attentions, and that girl was Edie Meredith. Though she was only the country doctor’s daughter— “hardly in our set at all, you know,” the county people said depreciatingly — she had no desire to be the mistress of Peveril Court, and she let Harry Lewin see pretty clearly that she didn’t care the least in the world for that distinguished honour.
It was at a garden party at Stoke Peveril Rectory that Edie Meredith met one afternoon her cousin Evan and the rich young Irish-Australian. Harry Lewin had stood talking to her with his easy jaunty manner, so perfectly self-possessed, so full of Irish courtesy and Etonian readiness, when Evan Meredith, watching them half angrily out of his dark Welsh eyes from the corner by the laburnum tree, walked slowly over to interrupt their tête-à-tête of set purpose. He chose certainly an awkward moment: for his earnest serious face and figure showed to ill advantage just then and there beside the light-hearted cheery young Oxonian’s. Edie fancied as he strolled up to her that she had never seen her cousin Evan look so awkward, so countrified, and so awfully Welsh. (On the border counties, to look like a Welshman is of course almost criminal.) She wondered she had overlooked till now the fact that his was distinctly a local and rustic sort of handsomeness. He looked like a Herefordshire squireen gentleman, while Harry Lewin, with his Irish chivalry and his Oxford confidence, looked like a cosmopolitan and a man of society.
As Evan came up, glancing blackly at him from under his dark eyebrows, Harry Lewin moved away carelessly, raising his hat and strolling off as if quite unconcerned, to make way for the new-comer. Evan nodded to him a distant nod, and then turned to his cousin Edie.
“You’ve been talking a great deal with that fellow Lewin,” he said sharply, almost angrily, glancing straight at her with his big black eyes.
Edie was annoyed at the apparent assumption of a right to criticise her. “
Mr. Lewin’s a very agreeable man,” she answered quietly, without taking the least notice of his angry tone. “I always like to have a chat with him, Evan. He’s been everywhere and knows all about everything — Paris and Vienna, and I don’t know where. So very different, of course, from our Stoke young men, who’ve never been anywhere in their whole lives beyond Bristol or Hereford.”
“Bristol and Hereford are much better places, I’ve no doubt, for a man to be brought up in than Paris or Vienna,” Evan Meredith retorted hastily, the hot blood flushing up at once into his dusky cheek. “But as you seem to be so very much taken up with your new admirer, Edie, I’m sure I’m very sorry I happened at such an unpropitious moment to break in upon your conversation.”
“So am I,” Edie answered, quietly and with emphasis.
She hardly meant it, though she was vexed with Evan; but Evan took her immediately at her word. Without another syllable he raised his hat, turned upon his heel, and left her standing there alone, at some little distance from her mother, by the edge of the oval grass-plot. It was an awkward position for a girl to be left in — for everybody would have seen that Evan had retired in high dudgeon — had not Harry Lewin promptly perceived it, and with quiet tact managed to return quite casually to her side, and walk back with her to her mother’s protection, so as to hide at once her confusion and her blushes. As for Evan, he wandered off moodily by himself among the lilacs and arbutus bushes of the lower shrubbery.
He had been pacing up and down there alone for half an hour or more, nursing his wrath and jealousy in his angry heart, when he saw between the lilac branches on the upper walk the flash of Edie’s pretty white dress, followed behind at a discreet distance by the rustle of Mrs. Meredith’s black satin. Edie was walking in front with Harry Lewin, and Mrs. Meredith, attempting vainly to affect a becoming interest in the rector’s conversation, was doing the proprieties at twenty paces.
As they passed, Evan Meredith heard Harry Lewin’s voice murmuring something in a soft, gentle, persuasive flow, not a word of which he could catch individually, though the general accent and intonation showed him at once that Harry was pleading earnestly with his cousin Edie. Evan could have written her verses — pretty enough verses, too — by the foolscap ream; but though he had the Welsh gift of rhyme, he hadn’t the Irish gift of fluency and eloquence; and he knew in his own heart that he could never have poured forth to any woman such a steady, long, impassioned flood of earnest solicitation as Harry Lewin was that moment evidently pouring forth to his cousin Edie. He held his breath in silent expectation, and waited ten whole endless seconds — a long eternity — to catch the tone of Edie’s answer.
Instead of the mere tone, he caught distinctly the very words of that low soft musical reply. Edie murmured after a slight pause: “No, no, Mr. Lewin, I must not — I cannot. I do not love you.”
Evan Meredith waited for no more. He knew partly from that short but ominous pause, and still more from the half-hearted, hesitating way in which the nominal refusal was faintly spoken, that his cousin Edie would sooner or later accept his rival. He walked away, fiercely indignant, and going home, sat down to his desk, and wrote at white-heat an angry letter, beginning simply “Edith Meredith,” in which he released her formally and unconditionally from the engagement which both of them declared had never existed.
Whether his letter expedited Harry Lewin’s wooing or not, it is at least certain that in the end Evan Meredith’s judgment was approved by the result; and before the next Christmas came round again, Edie was married to Harry Lewin, and duly installed as mistress of Peveril Court.
II.
The first three months of Edie Lewin’s married life passed away happily and pleasantly. Harry was always kindness itself to her; and as she saw more of him, she found in him what she had not anticipated, an unsuspected depth and earnestness of purpose. She had thought him at first a brilliant, dashing, clever Irishman; she discovered upon nearer view that he had something more within him than mere showy external qualities. He was deeply in love with her: he respected and admired her: and in the midst of all his manly chivalry of demeanour towards his wife there was a certain indefinable air of self-restraint and constant watchfulness over his own actions which Edie noticed with some little wifely pride and pleasure. She had not married a mere handsome rich young fellow; she had married a man of character and determination.
About three months after their marriage, Harry Lewin was called away for the first time to leave his bride. An unexpected letter from his lawyer in London — immediate business — those bothering Australian shares and companies! Would Edie forgive him? He would run up for the day only, starting early and getting back late the same night. It’s a long run from Stoke to London, but you can just manage it if you fit your trains with dexterous ingenuity. So Harry went, and Edie was left alone, for the first time in her life, in the big rooms of Peveril Court for a whole day.
That very afternoon Evan Meredith and his father happened to call. It was Evan’s first visit to the bride, for he couldn’t somehow make up his mind to see her earlier. He was subdued, silent, constrained, regretful, but he said nothing in allusion to the past — nothing but praise of the Peveril Court grounds, the beauty of the house, the charm of the surroundings, the magnificence of the old Romneys and Sir Joshuas.
“You have a lovely place, Edie,” he said, hesitating a second before he spoke the old familiar name, but bringing it out quite naturally at last. “And your husband? I hope I may have the — the pleasure of seeing him again.”
Edie coloured. “He has gone up to town to-day,” she answered simply.
“By himself?”
“By himself, Evan.”
Evan Meredith coughed uneasily, and looked at her with a silent look which said more plainly than words could have said it, “Already!”
“He will be back this evening,” Edie went on apologetically, answering aloud his unspoken thought. “I — I’m sorry he isn’t here to see you, Evan.”
“I’m sorry too, very sorry,” Evan answered with a half-stifled sigh. He didn’t mean to let her see the ideas that were passing through his mind; but his quick, irrepressible Celtic nature allowed the internal emotions to peep out at once through the thin cloak of that conventionally polite expression of regret. Edie knew he meant he was very sorry that Harry should have gone away so soon and left her.
That evening, about ten o’clock, as Edie, sitting alone in the blue drawing-room, was beginning to wonder when Harry’s dogcart would be heard rolling briskly up the front avenue, there came a sudden double rap at the front door, and the servant brought in a sealed telegram. Edie tore it open with some misgiving. It was not from Harry. She read it hastily: “From Proprietor, Norton’s Hotel, Jermyn Street, London, to Mrs. Lewin, Peveril Court, Stoke Peveril, Herefordshire. Mr. Lewin unfortunately detained in town by urgent business. He will not be able to return before to-morrow.”
Edie laid down the telegram with a sinking heart. In itself there was nothing so very strange in Harry’s being detained by business; men are always being detained by business; she knew it was a way they had, a masculine peculiarity. But why had not Harry telegraphed himself? Why had he left the proprietor of Norton’s Hotel to telegraph for him? Why was he at Norton’s Hotel at all? And if he really was there, why could he not have written the telegram himself? It was very mysterious, perplexing, and inexplicable. Tears came into Edie’s eyes, and she sat long looking at the flimsy pink Government paper, as if the mere inspection of the hateful message would help her to make out the meaning of the enclosed mystery.
Soon the question began to occur to her, what should she do for the night’s arrangements? Peveril Court was so big and lonely; she hated the idea of stopping there alone. Should she have out the carriage and drive round to spend the night as of old at her mother’s? But no; it was late, and the servants would think it so very odd of her. People would talk about it; they would say Harry had stopped away from her unexpectedly, and that she had go
ne back in a pique to her own home. Young wives, she knew, are always doing those foolish things, and always regretting them afterwards when they find the whole county magnifying the molehill into a veritable mountain. Much as she dreaded it, she must spend the night alone in that big bedroom — the haunted bedroom where the last of the Peverils died. Poor little Edie! with her simple, small, village ways, she hated that great rambling house, and all its halls and staircases and corridors! But there was no help for it. She went tearfully up to her own room, and flung herself without undressing on the great bed with the heavy crimson tapestry hangings.
There she lay all night, tossing and turning, crying and wondering, dozing off at times and starting up again fitfully, but never putting out the candles on the dressing-table, which had burned away deep in the sockets by the time morning began to peep through the grey Venetians of the east window.
III.
Next morning Evan Meredith heard accidentally that Harry Lewin had stopped for the night in London, and had telegraphed unexpectedly to Edie that he had been detained in town on business.
Evan shook his head with an ominous look. “Poor child,” he said to himself pityingly; “she would marry a man who had been brought up in Paris and Vienna!”
And when Harry came back that evening by the late train, Evan Meredith was loitering casually by the big iron gates of Peveril Court to see whether Edie’s husband was really returning.
There was a very grave and serious look on Harry’s face that surprised and somewhat disconcerted Evan. He somehow felt that Harry’s expression was not that of a careless, dissipated fellow, and he said to himself, this time a little less confidently: “Perhaps after all I may have been misjudging him.”
Edie was standing to welcome her husband on the big stone steps of the old manor house. He stepped from the dogcart, not lightly with a spring as was his usual wont, but slowly and almost remorsefully, like a man who has some evil tidings to break to those he loves dearest. But he kissed Edie as tenderly as ever — even more tenderly, she somehow imagined; and he looked at her with such a genuine look of love that Edie thought it was well worth while for him to go away for the sake of such a delightful meeting.
