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by Grant Allen


  I hold that heart full poor that owns its boast

  To throb in tune with but one throbbing breast.

  Who numbers many friends, loves friendship most;

  Who numbers many loves, loves each love best.

  FOR A SPECIAL OCCASION

  (BOULGE CHURCHYARD, OCT. 5, 1893)

  HERE, on Fitzgerald’s grave, from Omar’s tomb,

  To lay fit tribute pilgrim singers flock.

  Long with a double fragrance let it bloom,

  This rose of Iran on an English stock.

  THE NEW POETRY

  TO RICHARD LE GALLIENNE

  MY name is Aphrodite, and my home

  Men decked of old in flowery fanes of Greece:

  All other gods were born, died, and have peace:

  I only spring eternal from the foam;

  I still am queen; my reign shall never cease.

  One other was not born, nor yet has died;

  Pallas, who leapt all armed from Zeus’s head

  (Pallas, my foe, a virgin never wed);

  We twain sprang not from any mother’s side;

  Therefore we live, though other gods be dead.

  We twain divide the hearts and loves of men;

  For some are strong and cold and heed me not;

  And softer some have passionate hearts and hot.

  But women cleave to me: where she wins ten,

  A thousand lovesome maids fall to my lot.

  We twain have war whose term is never said

  For all the hearts of men and all their loves.

  My throat is warm; it thrills like my own doves’;

  And soft as summer breezes do I tread:

  Her throat is cold, and like strong winds she moves.

  Mine are the gentle lives that yearn to stray,

  Heart locked in heart, red lips to pale lips pressed,

  Together down smooth paths of wedded rest,

  Till crimson memories of departing day

  Swathe in voluptuous tints the gorgeous West.

  Hers are the sphere-like souls whose boundless view

  Can spy the subtle motions of the brain,

  Unfold entangled webs of joy and pain,

  Or track through varying moods the Good and True.

  Them woo I with my amorous lures in vain.

  Mine are the hands that limn with cunning stains

  The ineffable meekness of Madonna’s face;

  That quicken marble limbs to effluent grace:

  Mine are the throats that trill forth rippling strains

  Of liquid treble, or thunderous floods of bass.

  Hers are the piercing orbs whose keener power

  Sights starry isles that stud the nebulous main:

  Hers are such hands as range the infinite train

  Of insect, beast, and bird, of fern and flower.

  Them too with dangled lures I woo in vain.

  But votaries dearer to her heart than these —

  Fingers that know the dainty skill to twine

  Blossoms of thought in garlands for her shrine —

  Sweet poets, who were once her devotees,

  Have I enticed away, and they are mine.

  UT FLOS IN SEPTIS

  As a lily that lurks half-hid in the innermost nook of a garden,

  Whose sinews the showers feed, and the bountiful breezes harden:

  And never a heifer there can crop it close with the grasses;

  And never a murderous share can crush it to earth as it passes;

  But thick with its odorous sighs the wings of the wind are laden,

  And it stands a coveted prize for many a lad and maiden:

  Until in a luckless day some boy in that innermost bower

  Has gathered in wanton play the snow-white virginal flower;

  And its stem that the showers fed fades fast, and

  its sweet bells languish,

  And it hangs its beautiful head in the infinite

  weight of its anguish;

  And its leaves that were once so fair droop downward, heavily laden,

  And never a lad would care for it now, nor ever a maiden:

  Such, in the innocent days of her snow-white virginal season,

  Is the maiden whom love betrays ere love has spoken his treason:

  But when one feverish night has fathered a penitent morrow,

  The bloom of her brief delight fades fast into infinite sorrow;

  And her eye, that was blithe with joy, with tears

  brims, bitterly laden,

  For now nor ever a boy will love her, nor ever a maiden.

  ONLY AN INSECT

  I

  ON the crimson cloth

  Of my study desk

  A lustrous moth

  Poised statuesque.

  Of a waxen mould

  Were its light limbs shaped,

  And in scales of gold

  Its body was draped:

  While its luminous wings

  Were netted and veined

  With silvery strings,

  Or golden grained,

  Through whose filmy maze

  In tremulous flight

  Danced quivering rays

  Of the gladsome light.

  II

  On the desk hard by

  A taper burned,

  Towards which the eye

  Of the insect turned.

  In its vague little mind

  A faint desire

  Rose, undefined,

  For the beautiful fire.

  Lightly it spread

  Each silken van;

  Then away it sped

  For a moment’s span.

  And a strange delight

  Lured on its course

  With resistless might

  Towards the central source:

  And it followed the spell

  Through an eddying maze,

  Till it fluttered and fell

  In the deadly blaze.

  III

  Dazzled and stunned

  By the scalding pain,

  One moment it swooned,

  Then rose again;

  And again the fire

  Drew it on with its charms

  To a living pyre

  In its awful arms;

  And now it lies

  On the table here

  Before my eyes

  Shrivelled and sere.

  IV

  As I sit and muse

  On its fiery fate,

  What themes abstruse

  Might I meditate!

  For the pangs that thrilled

  Through that martyred frame

  As its veins were filled

  With the scorching flame,

  A riddle enclose

  That, living or dead,

  In rhyme or in prose,

  No seer has read.

  ‘ But a moth,’ you cry,

  ‘Is a thing so small!’

  Ah, yes; but why

  Should it suffer at all?

  Why should a sob

  For the vaguest smart

  One moment throb

  Through the tiniest heart?

  Why in the whole

  Wide universe

  Should a single soul

  Feel that primal curse?

  Not all the throes

  Of mightiest mind,

  Nor the heaviest woes

  Of human kind,

  Are of deeper weight

  In the riddle of things

  Than that insect’s fate

  With the mangled wings.

  V

  But if only I

  In my simple song

  Could tell you the Why

  Of that one little wrong,

  I could tell you more

  Than the deepest page

  Of saintliest lore

  Or of wisest sage.

  For never as yet

  In its wordy strife

  Could Philosophy get

  At the import of life;r />
  And Theology’s saws

  Have still to explain

  The inscrutable cause

  For the being of pain.

  So I somehow fear

  That in spite of both,

  We are baffled here

  By this one singed moth.

  IN BUSHEY PARK

  THE crisp brown leaves break short which way we tread,

  The golden faintly shiver overhead;

  The lush Virginia creeper drapes the cottage

  Aglow with mantling red.

  Beneath, the beaded blades are spanned across

  By countless dainty webs of silver floss;

  While here and there a tiny sunlit brilliant

  Twinkles among the moss.

  Dear heart, since love first shaped our happier lot,

  Some gleams of beauty lurk in every spot

  To flood my soul with that divine emotion

  I once so vainly sought.

  I found it not where solemn Alps and grey

  Draw purple glories from the newborn day;

  Nor where huge sombre pines loom overhanging

  Niagara’s rainbow spray;

  Nor in loud psalms whose palpitating strain

  Thrills the vast dome of Buonarotti’s fane;

  On canvas quick with Sandro’s earnest passion,

  Or Titian’s statelier vein.

  This mellow autumn morning makes me wise;

  Within ourselves the spring of beauty lies;

  In thy true tender heart I read the secret,

  In thy deep tender eyes.

  ANIMALCULAR THEOLOGY

  MY DEAR LE GALLIENNE,

  I, like you,

  A dapper animalcule knew:

  A philosophic monad he,

  With most succinct theology.

  While star on star aloft was hurled,

  He crept, with us, on one small world:

  About him, secular space lay filled

  With myriad orbs that seethed and thrilled.

  Vast forces, boundless energies,

  Incalculable infinities,

  Loomed awesome every starry night

  Upon my animalcule’s sight.

  Eternities, within, without,

  Steeped all my soul in reverent doubt.

  I strove to read the Why and How

  Of mystic aeons, Then and Now:

  I strained my eyes to penetrate

  The ultimate atom, uncreate:

  I heard the flutter of strange wings,

  The infinitesimal pulse of things:

  I watched the lurid whirlwinds veer

  And eddy down the photosphere:

  I pierced through aether to young stars

  That blazed in fiery avatars:

  With reeling brain I gazed and yearned

  To know by what strange power they burned.

  Amazed, to me our monad turned.

  ‘What, don’t you see how all was wrought?’

  He cried with smug face undistraught.

  ‘A bigger monad, just like us,

  Through primal chaos waving, thus,

  One formless hand, bade all things be;

  And lo! the sky, the land, the sea,

  The stars, the worlds, and you, and me!’

  ‘My friend,’ quoth I, ‘that surely seems

  A vain conceit of monad dreams,

  Too cramped to mirror such great themes:

  For why should mites that creep and crawl

  On one wee planet of them all

  Believe their petty souls rehearse

  The drama of the universe?

  Why fancy nature’s cosmic plan

  Modelled on monad or on man?

  Why dream such pygmy brains as these

  Can grapple with immensities?

  Why make our narrow souls the die

  To mould a congruous godhead by,

  And deem the sum of things created

  By one vast monad animated?

  Show me at least some proof, I urge,

  Of your amoeboid demiurge.’

  ‘What! ask for proof!’ he cried aghast.

  ‘Then has it come to this at last?

  Do miscreant mortals dare to flout,

  In impious protozoan doubt

  (Since men and monads grow so coxy),

  Amoebamorphic orthodoxy?

  You scorn the wisdom of our sires,

  Who took no heed of you dim fires.

  The ancient monads of our race

  Were quite convinced that time and space,

  With mind and matter, light and shade,

  All eye hath seen or hand hath weighed,

  One archetypal Monad made.

  Not theirs to mete the eddying sun;

  To plumb the paths where comets run;

  To gauge the swift ethereal wave;

  To fathom night’s abysmal cave.

  Not theirs with studious eye to scan

  The long-drawn birth of world or man.

  For well they knew the whole was planned

  (On lines that monads understand)

  By one divine amoeban hand.

  If you refuse their creed to swallow,

  I hold you flippant, pert, and shallow.

  Fie on such heresy and schism!

  ’Tis sure the rankest atheism!’

  I let him say his petulant say;

  Then, gently smiling, turned away,

  To pit against his hasty guess

  The overwhelming consciousness

  Of man’s and monad’s littleness;

  Against his petty self-wrought Pope,

  Micrometer and telescope;

  Against his dead ancestral lore,

  You starry wastes my eyes explore;

  Against his crude divine afflatus,

  This spectroscopic apparatus:

  Secure that who would read the whole

  Must scan it first from pole to pole,

  And not expect at once to find

  All worlds the mirror of his mind.

  TO HERBERT SPENCER

  DEEPEST and mightiest of our later seers,

  Spencer, whose piercing glance descried afar

  Down fathomless rifts of dead unnumbered years

  The effulgent waste drift into sun or star,

  And through vast wilds of elemental strife

  Tracked out the first faint steps of yet unconscious life:

  Thy hand has led us through the pathless maze,

  Chaotic sights and sounds that throng the brain,

  Traced every strand along its tangled ways,

  And woven anew the many-coloured skein;

  Linked fact to fact in adamantine laws,

  And shown through minds and worlds the unity of cause.

  Ere thou hadst read the universal plan

  Our life was unto us a thing alone:

  On this side nature stood, on that side man,

  Irreconcilable, as twain, not one:

  Thy voice first told us man was nature’s child,

  And in one common law proclaimed them reconciled.

  No partial system could suffice for thee,

  Whose eye has scanned the glittering fields of space,

  Gazed through the aeons on the fiery sea,

  And caught faint gleams of that ineffable face

  Which, clad with earth and heaven and souls of men,

  Hides its mysterious shape for ever from our ken.

  As insect masons in some coral shoal,

  Piling the future mountain toward the sky,

  Frame each his cell, unconscious of the whole,

  Live each his little life, and toil, and die;

  So we, the lesser workers in thy field,

  Pile each the tiny heap our narrower range can yield.

  But like some mighty architect, thy mind

  Works up the rock those lesser builders frame,

  With conscious end and purpose clear defined,

  In arch and column, toward a single aim,

/>   Till joining part to part thy broader soul

  Rears high a stately fane, a grand harmonious whole.

  Not without honour is the prophet’s name,

  Save with his country and his kin in time;

  But after years shall noise abroad thy fame,

  Above all other fame in prose or rhyme:

  For praise is his who builds for his own age,

  But he who builds for Time must look to Time for wage.

  Yet though thy purer spirit scorns to heed

  The vulgar guerdon of a brief renown,

  Some little meed, at least, some little meed,

  Our age may add to thy more lasting crown.

  Accept an unknown singer’s thanks for light

  Cast on the dim abyss that bounds our narrow sight.

  1789—1848—1870

  THE song of nations. Sing and clap your hands:

  Burst into blossom, all ye barren lands:

  She comes, to break the linked chains asunder,

  And snap in twain the adamantine bands.

  She came before. Her cruel face and fair

  Smote all our breasts with infinite despair:

  She passed. The brightness of her lurid beauty

  Was fiercer than our dazzled eyes could bear.

  She came again. In milder mien she came,

  With fruits and flowers crowned, but still the same.

  One lurid day crushed down her risen splendour;

  She passed in murky clouds of smoke and flame.

  Once more, she comes. Surely our hearts are tried,

  And every lesser passion cast aside:

  Shall she not dwell among us now for ever,

  Our one and only love, our deathless bride?

  (Paris, 1871.)

  PISGAH

  ON the Moabite mount we stand,

  As stood the prophet of yore,

  Looking down on the promised land

  That stretches before;

  A bountiful land that flows

  With milk and honey and wine,

  And rich with the wealth that glows

  On olive and vine.

  Through the wilderness of tears,

  Through a desert of thirsty sand,

  We have journeyed these many years

  Toward the promised land.

  Behind us the ages o’erpast

  Lie wrapped in a cloudy sheet,

  But the promised land at last

  Smiles at our feet.

  Blest above all that have been

  In the ages of old, are we,

  For our eyes have dimly seen

  What their eyes shall see

  Upon whom, in the fulness of light,

  Shall the sun of to-morrow be born,

  To scatter the shades of the night

  With the arrows of mom.

  Curst above all that have been

 

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