by Quinn, Cari
If only she’d gotten the skill with the violin, she could have been the one aimed toward the stage. But no, Juliet had no love of the classical music that ruled their house. She had all the aptitude with instruments and dance, but she would rather die than let their mother know there was any true love for it in her heart.
Her sister was stronger than her in that regard. Juliet didn’t care what anyone thought. Margo cared too much.
What a pair they’d made in that mausoleum of a house.
Juliet pounded on the door. “It doesn’t take that long to change. Get out here, I have places to go.”
Oh, thank God. Did that mean she wasn’t going to push her way into an invite to the party?
Maybe she’d be able to enjoy herself with the anonymity of a crowd and the music she’d been dying to hear again. The studio album kept her demons at bay, but the live music sated the prickly feeling that was only growing with each successive night.
She lifted her sister’s bronzer brush and highlighted her cheeks, then darkened her eyes. She slicked a pale nude color over her lips to play up her eyes.
Juliet usually went for glamour eyes and lips with a dark stain, but it was too much for Margo’s face. Her bee-stung lips were too much for the look she wanted. If any night was one that she could finally be a different person, it was tonight.
Margo stepped into the silky tights and draped the barely there skirt over her hips. She kept her eyes averted from the mirror and resisted the urge to pull down the skirt.
She felt naked.
So very naked and exposed.
Just before she opened the door, she caught a flash of gold in Juliet’s bag. She tugged out the wad of bangles in gold and jet black and pulled it over her right hand to stack up her wrist.
Juliet opened the door. “Would you—Wow.” Her dark eyes bulged as she dragged Margo out of the bathroom. “Where have you been hiding all that?”
The urge to say how improper the outfit was screamed in her head, but she simply lifted her chin. “This isn’t exactly orchestra wear.”
“Not something you have to worry about anymore, big sis.”
Margo resisted the urge to smack the smug smile off of Juliet’s face. “I do have to go on stage with rock stars. I guess this is appropriate.”
“Appropriate? Mar, you look like a pinup and it’s glorious.”
Margo winced. Exactly what she was afraid of. Too lush, too sexual. She turned to go back into the bathroom and Juliet grabbed her arm.
“Oh, no. We are not wasting this.” Juliet snapped Margo’s black bra strap. “Do you have anything with color?” Juliet waved her finger in front of Margo’s face. “No flaring your nostrils at me. Do you or not?”
Margo stalked over to her bag and opened the hidden zippered area.
“Oh, my God. You have a problem. A very expensive and very fabulous problem with high-end lingerie.” Juliet reached around her and dragged the bag down the bed. “This one.”
“No.”
“Yes.” Juliet held up the corset-style shaper.
Margo only wore that when she had to be at the front of the stage during one show a year. It sucked everything in and then she didn’t have to listen to her mother rip into her about a diet. But she didn’t have the minimizer bra to go under it.
There was no way she could wear it. Everything was so...fluffed.
“This.” Juliet spun Margo around and undid the bra she was wearing.
“Hey!”
“No arguments. I need to cinch this baby on because you’ll go too safe.”
“I will not.”
“You will, too.” Juliet pushed down the stretchy camisole she was wearing and whipped the corset around her naked breasts. Margo jumped when her sister shimmied her breasts into the cups without even touching her. “Relax, I’m not copping a feel.”
Margo sucked in a breath as Juliet definitely went to the second set of hooks up the back. “I need to breathe, you know.”
“Overrated. This top has maximum boob potential. And the fact that it matches those kickass shoes is a bonus.”
“I am not wearing only a corset to this party.”
“No, you’re not ready for that. But you will have it peek out of this little cami.”
With each hook and eye that her sister clasped, Margo straightened. She didn’t really have a choice. The thing was made for the posture-challenged so it only exacerbated her own penchant for standing straight.
Because she didn’t have the shaper on under it, there was nowhere for her breasts to go. Oh, God no.
Juliet turned her around. “Dang, girl. That is some cleavage you hide under those twin sets and cashmere.”
“Shut up.”
Her sister’s eyes twinkled. “And you even dug into my makeup. I approve. We’ll get you the new Naked shadows since we’re right near Times Square.”
Since she did not have anything like it in her own makeup stash, Margo said nothing.
When Juliet tried to pull up Margo’s camisole, Margo batted her hands away. “I can dress myself, thank you.”
“Well, at least that part.”
Margo turned to the mirror in the room and took a step back. No way could she go out looking like that.
Juliet appeared behind her with her new heels. She dropped them beside her. “Put those on.”
Margo sighed and tucked her feet into the four inch stilettos.
“Man, you are going to kill tonight. Are you actually playing on stage with them?”
“Yes.” Nerves took flight in her belly. She’d been on stage most of her life, but the thought of standing beside any of them with her violin made her palms sweat.
What if she had to go to the front with Simon?
No. Don’t think about it.
Juliet tugged Margo’s cami down so that the hot pink peeked from the lace. God, it felt like her breasts were actually going to spill out of the top.
Margo tried to hike it up and Juliet pulled it down in the back. “No. It has to sit right above your hips to accentuate the curve.”
“It’s too tight.”
“It’s supposed to be. Lifts and separates baby.” She pulled the clip out of Margo’s hair. “Now, you’re good. And I’m off to meet with my friends. We’ll see you at the party.”
Margo turned. “I can’t get all your friends in.”
“Well, how handy that I’m the one who got an invite from them. My friend Lucia works for Ripper Records. She has four invites for the festivities tonight.”
“Oh.”
“Don’t wait up. I might not be back until morning.”
Margo sighed as her sister sailed out the door, leaving her chaos in the room without a backward glance.
Perfect.
Three
Simon slicked back his hair from the shower and slipped on the black button-down shirt that wouldn’t make it to show time. But with the five interviews he had to do before they got on stage, he had to have some clothes on.
He jammed his feet in his shitkickers and left the buckles open because he was too lazy to actually fasten them. Taking one last shot of Crystal Skull, he grabbed the key and his phone—though he was more than willing to leave it behind if Lila wouldn’t skin him alive for it.
The hallway was silent save for the jangle of his buckles and silver chains at his wrist. He locked his door and the solid clunk of a door opening and closing drew his attention. A woman at the far end of the hall was also locking up.
A curtain of dark chocolate hair fell across her shoulders and back. His eyebrow went up as the woman made a quarter turn. The most spectacular pair of breasts were doing their damnedest to stay inside the corset that peeked over a simple black tank.
His cock twitched in his pants. Pissed because it was another brunette that was making Simon senior take notice, he brought his eyes up and stalled at the fragile chain at her throat.
No.
His tongue burned at the memory of the sandy pearl against his teeth and rolli
ng along the tip of his tongue before her honeysuckle scent had taken over. He looked away.
No.
The key dug into his fingers. He was seeing things.
But dammit, he hadn’t had enough vodka to make that mistake again.
He looked again and his cock surged. That familiar hip roll was exaggerated thanks to the mile-high heels she wore and skintight opaque black stockings that hugged every goddamn curve.
The curves that he still could taste. Those curves that could wake him from a dead sleep when he least expected it. A little sash at her hip swung with each step and she jangled like a goddamn gypsy.
The familiar case that was never far from her side bounced against her thigh.
Violin Girl.
Margo.
Only this wasn’t exactly the woman he remembered. This woman owned her sexuality and walked like she was going to end up in a locked bedroom for days.
She paused in the middle of the hall and in that moment, he saw the woman from the studio. Uncertain and curious. Her chin tipping up as she walked toward him. The roll in her gait had been tempered, but the rest—oh fucking hell, the rest—was there and lured like a siren on the rocks and he was a willing victim.
No.
Not her victim again.
Hell no.
He tucked his key into his pocket, then made sure to adjust himself for her before crossing his arms. “Well, if it isn’t Violin Girl.”
“Mr. Kagan.” Her chest shuddered for the briefest moment before she squared her shoulders.
“And just what are you doing at my hotel?”
She glanced down at her outfit. “Getting ready for tonight.”
His eyes skimmed over her again. “So Lila is giving you the VIP treatment.”
She tilted her head. “Looks like it.”
The skin between his shoulder blades was on fire. “You sure you can handle our party, Violin Girl. It’s for grownups and those that don’t wear their chastity belts like an accessory.”
“Do you see a chastity belt on me?”
No, what he did see was a tool that would cock-block him then strangle him. Even worse, he saw the writing on the wall. Margo Reece was exactly the kind of publicity stunt that Lila would pull. Margo wasn’t coming out on stage to play one or two songs.
“I don’t remember seeing your name added to the band roster, Violin Girl.”
“Maybe you should pay more attention to the call sheet.”
Simon stepped closer and tipped his head. “Is that how this is going to go? Back to our petty little insults.” He lowered his gaze to her very full, very lush lips. Just a hint underplayed. So much like the woman he remembered.
Hiding.
Always hiding.
Except tonight, she was just a little bit wild. Unbound hair and a hint of mischief in her smoky eyes. He lifted a lock of her hair that had fallen into her cleavage and wound it around his finger.
The silky straight hair didn’t bend. It slipped away to fall back in with the rest around her shoulders. “We didn’t necessarily need words, if I remember right.”
She sucked in a corner of her lip, which plumped up the rest. The wash of blood under her skin made his cock hammer against his leathers. Instead of taking a step back, she tilted her head the other way and let her lower lip go.
“Do you honestly remember? I seem to recall the burn of vodka on your tongue.”
“And I recall the salted honey of your pussy.”
Her eyes flashed wide and she did step back this time.
He let his trademark smirk slide across his face and lifted a brow. “Oh, I remember everything about that night, Violin Girl.”
“Margo,” she corrected.
He swept her hair back over her shoulder and was rewarded with a slight tremble. He remembered that reaction before he ripped her pantyhose open and tasted her for the first time. Remembered that she’d corrected him that night too.
Remembered that she’d walked away.
He stepped aside and bowed, his arm out. “Looks like we’re going to the same place.” He looked up at her from the shag of his bangs and choppy hair. “Care to join me?”
She lifted her chin and walked ahead of him. “A car is waiting for me.”
“I can guarantee mine’s better.”
“Because you expect it?”
“No, because the fans expect it and Lila doesn’t like to disappoint the fans.”
Her step faltered a little before she continued toward the elevator, but she shook her hair back and he got a good look at all the curves she hid under shapeless clothes and high collars.
Fuck, he needed a drink.
He unhooked his sunglasses from the inside pocket of his jacket and beat her to the elevator. He leaned against the gold wall with the brass fixture. “We can break in the backseat on the ride over.”
“In your dreams.”
“Well, I’ve done it a few times, so maybe a memory?” The minute he’d said it, he wished he hadn’t.
She stepped into the elevator and turned to face him. The chilly Violin Girl retreated back under her armor and her almost smile was replaced with serene grace.
He hated that face. It always was followed by a retreating back.
* * *
Margo curled her fingers under the bar behind her back. She wasn’t ready to see him. She’d been prepared to see him at rehearsal—even at a few of the interviews, but not there.
Not at the hotel. Not smelling of that leather and cinnamon combination that lived in her head. Now it was sitting in her damn sinuses because he’d walked right into her space. As if he had the right or the privilege. He hadn’t even given her the chance to put him in his place about it. He’d just been there. Too close. The heat and scent of him enveloping her like fingers of fog. Pervasive and overwhelming.
And she’d just stood there like an idiot.
Thank all the sinners that she’d had the heavy boning of the corset to hold in all the proof of her body’s traitorous reactions. Her breasts ached and her tights felt constricting. His coarse words and those stunning eyes had bored into her until she’d been all but defenseless.
No, she’d definitely not shored up her brick-and-mortar foundation against the instant softening that happened when he was in her vicinity. But she’d have to do it now. Or she’d do something insane like take him up on the idea of Lincoln Town Car sex.
How many of those restrictive cars had she traveled in over the years? Between her parents and the few times a year that she worked in the city, she’d ridden in many of them. How many of the cars had kneeprints in them?
She looked down at the floor.
Why did she want to have her own imprint on the floor? This one, maybe, or the car’s. Perhaps both.
The elevator door opened and Simon slapped his hand over the sensor. He gave her that head tilt that saw far too much and waited patiently for her to exit. She sailed out of the elevator and Frank came around the desk.
“Your car is here, Ms. Reece and Mr. Kagan. I assumed one car would be fine?”
Margo’s fingers itched to curl around the concierge’s perfect neck, but manners had been instilled in her long before she’d taken up her bow. “Thank you, Frank.”
Simon came up behind her. Too close.
God, way too close.
“Thanks, Frankie. I do love to travel in style.”
“Yes, sir.” Frank led the way across the marble tile and through the ornate doors.
Simon’s hand settled on her lower back. It shouldn’t have felt proprietary, but it did. Probably because his lack of distance made it seem all the more intimate.
She didn’t want intimate.
It was bad enough that she had to be in the same car. She really didn’t need his cinnamon and leather scent to be all over her. Nor the memory of his touch to be so intrusive.
So long ago and yet it felt like no time had passed at all. The memory strong and true as the blinding orgasm she’d experienced—one that had
never been duplicated. She’d never been a sexual creature. It didn’t fit with her lifestyle. She’d had one purpose—to practice and move up the chain at the philharmonic.
But now there was new purpose and being around this man only made her realize what she’d been missing. She didn’t like it. Didn’t like how out of control he always made her feel. No matter if it was one day or one hour, or a year, Simon Kagan burrowed under her skin. She couldn’t handle him touching her.
Not now.
Not when everything already felt too unbalanced. With her costume, with her lies, and a nebulous goal she was trying to create.
She picked up her step so he didn’t touch her, but his long legs ate up just as much marble and sidewalk as hers. And the more he knew she was affected by him, the more he’d try to take.
That part she remembered all too clearly as well.
He beat the driver to the door and held it open for her, but instead of standing back like a gentleman, he framed the door with his body. She looked up at him—those few inches that separated them all that leather and heat.
Don’t let him know it matters.
Don’t let him see.
His eyebrow speared up as he waited to see what she’d do.
That smug smile full of power and sex. She knew it was the charisma he carried around like a pheromone, and she knew many women fell for it right before their panties hit the floor.
Hers had. As galling as it was, she couldn’t deny it.
She kept her face blank as she turned and slid her bottom across the front of his thighs and stepped into the car. The urge to cross one foot behind her ankle in the prim pose that suited her former life was ingrained. Legs together, back straight. She heard her mother’s voice in her ear as clearly now as she had from toddlerhood.
Today, she crossed her legs and tucked her knees down against the luxury leather so her calves and heels were on display. The silky drape of her skirt rose high on her thigh, and she tucked her case behind her knees.
She caught one look before Simon shielded his eyes with his shades and sprawled in the seat, his arm across the back. The aviators hid everything and his sardonic smirk was in place, but he tightened one hand on his thigh and his first finger tapped restlessly.
