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by D. H. Lawrence


  to bring forth creatures that are an improvement on humans,

  as the horse was an improvement on the ichthyosaurus?

  Must we hold on?

  Or can we now let go?

  Or is it even possible we must do both?

  How Beastly the Bourgeois is

  How beastly the bourgeois is

  especially the male of the species —

  Presentable, eminently presentable —

  shall I make you a present of him?

  Isn’t he handsome? Isn’t he healthy? Isn’t he a fine specimen?

  Doesn’t he look the fresh clean Englishman, outside?

  Isn’t it God’s own image? tramping his thirty miles a day

  after partridges, or a little rubber ball?

  wouldn’t you like to be like that, well off, and quite the thing?

  Oh, but wait!

  Let him meet a new emotion, let him be faced with another

  man’s need,

  let him come home to a bit of moral difficulty, let life face him

  with a new demand on his understanding

  and then watch him go soggy, like a wet meringue.

  Watch him turn into a mess, either a fool or a bully.

  Just watch the display of him, confronted with a new demand

  on his intelligence,

  a new life-demand.

  How beastly the bourgeois is

  especially the male of the species —

  Nicely groomed, like a mushroom

  standing there so sleek and erect and eyeable —

  and like a fungus, living on the remains of bygone life

  sucking his life out of the dead leaves of greater life than his own.

  And even so, he’s stale, he’s been there too long.

  Touch him, and you’ll find he’s all gone inside

  Just like an old mushroom, all wormy inside, and hollow

  under a smooth skin and an upright appearance.

  Full of seething, wormy, hollow feelings

  rather nasty —

  How beastly the bourgeois is!

  Standing in their thousands, these appearances, in damp

  England

  what a pity they can’t all be kicked over

  like sickening toadstools, and left to melt back, swiftly

  into the soil of England.

  Worm Either Way

  If you live along with all the other people

  and are just like them and conform, and are nice

  you’re just a worm —

  and if you live with all the other people

  and you don’t like them and won’t be like them and won’t

  conform

  then you’re just the worm that has turned,

  in either case, a worm.

  The conforming worm stays just inside the skin

  respectably unseen, and cheerfully gnaws away at the heart of

  life,

  making it all rotten inside.

  The unconforming worm - that is, the worm that has turned —

  gnaws just the same, gnawing the substance out of life,

  but he insists on gnawing a little hole in the social epidermis

  and poking his head out and waving himself

  and saying: Look at me, I am not respectable,

  I do all the things the bourgeois daren’t do,

  I booze and fornicate and use foul language and despise your

  honest man —

  But why should the worm that has turned protest so much?

  The bonnie, bonnie bourgeois goes a-whoring up back streets

  just the same.

  The busy, busy bourgeois pinks his language just as pink

  if not pinker

  and in private boasts his exploits even louder, if you ask me,

  than the other.

  While as to honesty, Oh, look where the money lies!

  So I can’t see where the worm that has turned puts anything

  over

  the worm that is too cunning to turn.

  On the contrary, he merely gives himself away.

  The turned worm shouts: I bravely booze!

  The other says: What? cat-piss?

  The turned worm boasts: I copulate!

  the unturned says: You look it.

  You’re a d — b — b — p — bb — , says the worm that’s turned.

  Quite! says the other. Cuckoo!

  Leda

  Come not with kisses

  not with caresses

  of hands and lips and murmurings;

  come with a hiss of wings

  and sea-touch tip of a beak

  and treading of wet, webbed, wave-working feet

  into the marsh-soft belly.

  Natural Complexion

  But, you see, said the handsome young man with the chamois

  gloves

  to the woman rather older than himself,

  if you don’t use rouge and a lipstick, in Paris,

  they’ll take you for a woman of the people.

  So spoke the British gentleman

  pulling on his chamois gloves

  and using his most melodious would-be-Oxford voice.

  And the woman said: Dear me!

  how rough that would be on you, darling!

  Only, if you insist on pulling on those chamois gloves

  I swear I’ll pull off my knickers, right in the Rue de la Paix.

  The Oxford Voice

  When you hear it languishing

  and hooing and cooing and sidling through the front teeth,

  the Oxford voice

  or worse still

  the would-be-Oxford voice

  you don’t even laugh any more, you can’t.

  For every blooming bird is an Oxford cuckoo nowadays,

  you can’t sit on a bus nor in the tube

  but it breathes gently and languishingly in the back of your neck.

  And oh, so seductively superior, so seductively

  self-effacingly

  deprecatingly

  superior. —

  We wouldn’t insist on it for a moment

  but we are

  we are

  you admit we are

  superior. —

  To be Superior

  How nice it is to be superior!

  Because really, it’s not use pretending, one is superior, isn’t one?

  I mean people like you and me. —

  Quite! I quite agree.

  The trouble is, everybody thinks they’re just as superior

  as we are; just as superior. —

  That’s what’s so boring! people are so boring.

  But they can’t really think it, do you think?

  At the bottom, they must know we are really superior, don’t you think?

  don’t you think, really, they know we’re their superiors? —

  I couldn’t say.

  I’ve never got to the bottom of superiority.

  I should like to.

  True Democracy

  I — wish I was a gentleman

  as full of wet as a watering-can

  to pee in the eye of a policeman —

  But my dear fellow, my dear fellow

  can it be that you still don’t know

  that every man, whether high or low

  is a gentleman if he thinks himself so? —

  He is an’ all, you bet’e is!

  I — bet I am. - You can’old yer phiz

  abaht it. - Yes, I’m a gent, an’ Liz

  ‘ere, she’s a lidy, aren’t yer, old quizz? —

  Of course, I’m a lidy, what d’yer think?

  You mind who yer sayin’ isn’t lidies!

  All the Hinglish is gentlemen and lidies,

  like the King an’ Queen, though they’re up just a wink. —

  — Of course you are, but let me say

  I’m American from New Orleans,

  and in my country, just over the way,

  we are all kin
gs and queens! —

  Swan

  Far-off

  at the core of space

  at the quick of time

  beats

  and goes still

  the great swan upon the waters of all endings

  the swan within vast chaos, within the electron.

  For us

  no longer he swims calmly

  nor clacks the forces furrowing a great gay trail,

  of happy energy,

  nor is he nesting passive upon the atoms,

  nor flying north desolative icewards

  to the sleep of ice,

  nor feeding in the marshes,

  nor honking horn-like into the twilight. —

  But he stoops, now

  in the dark

  upon us;

  he is treading our women

  and we men are put out

  as the vast white bird

  furrows our featherless women

  with unknown shocks

  and stamps his black marsh-feet on their white and

  marshy flesh.

  Give Us Gods

  Give us gods, Oh give them us!

  Give us gods.

  We are so tired of men

  and motor-power. —

  But not gods grey-bearded and dictatorial,

  nor yet that pale young man afraid of fatherhood

  shelving substance on to the woman, Madonna mia! shabby virgin!

  nor gusty Jove, with his eye on immortal tarts,

  nor even the musical, suave young fellow

  wooing boys and beauty.

  Give us gods

  give us something else —

  Beyond the great bull that bellowed through space, and got his

  throat cut.

  Beyond even that eagle, that phoenix, hanging over the gold egg of

  all things,

  further still, before the curled horns of the ram stepped forth

  or the stout swart beetle rolled the globe of dung in which man

  should hatch,

  or even the sly gold serpent fatherly lifted his head off the earth to

  think —

  Give us gods before these —

  Thou shalt have other gods before these.

  Where the waters end in marshes

  swims the wild swan

  sweeps the high goose above the mists

  honking in the gloom the honk of procreation from such throats.

  Mists

  where the electron behaves and misbehaves as it will,

  where the forces tie themselves up into knots of atoms

  and come untied;

  mists

  of mistiness complicated into knots and clots that barge about

  and bump on one another and explode into more mist, or don’t

  mist of energy most scientific —

  But give us gods!

  Look then

  where the father of all things swims in a mist of atoms

  electrons and energies, quantums and relativities

  mists, wreathing mists,

  like a wild swan, or a goose, whose honk goes through my bladder.

  And in the dark unscientific I feel the drum-winds of his wings

  and the drip of his cold, webbed feet, mud-black

  brush over my face as he goes

  to seek the women in the dark, our women, our weird women

  whom he treads

  with dreams and thrusts that make them cry in their sleep.

  Gods, do you ask for gods?

  Where there is woman there is swan.

  Do you think, scientific man, you’ll be father of your own babies?

  Don’t imagine it.

  There’ll be babies bom that are cygnets, O my soul!

  young wild swans!

  And babies of women will come out young wild geese, O my heart!

  the geese that saved Rome, and will lose London.

  Won’t It be Strange — ?

  Won’t it be strange, when the nurse brings the new-born infant

  to the proud father, and shows its little, webbed greenish feet

  made to smite the waters behind it?

  or the round, wild vivid eye of a wild-goose staring

  out of fathomless skies and seas?

  or when it utters that undaunted little bird-cry

  of one who will settle on icebergs, and honk across the Nile? —

  And when the father says: This is none of mine!

  Woman, where got you this little beast? —

  will there be a whistle of wings in the air, and an icy draught?

  will the singing of swans, high up, high up, invisible

  break the drums of his ears

  and leave him forever listening for the answer?

  Spiral Flame

  There have been so many gods

  that now there are none.

  When the One God made a monopoly of it

  He wore us out, so now we are godless and unbelieving.

  Yet, O my young men, there is a vivifier.

  There is that which makes us eager.

  While we are eager, we think nothing of it.

  Sum, ergo non cogito.

  But when our eagerness leaves us, we are godless and full of

  thought.

  We have worn out the gods, and they us.

  That pale one, filled with renunciation and pain and white love

  has worn us weary of renunciation and love and even pain.

  That strong one, ruling the universe with a rod of iron

  has sickened us thoroughly with rods of iron and rulers and

  strong men.

  The All-wise has tired us of wisdom.

  The weeping mother of god, inconsolable over her son

  makes us prefer to be womanless, rather than be wept over.

  And that poor makeshift, Aphrodite emerging in a bathing suit

  from our modem seaside foam

  has successfully killed all desire in us whatsoever.

  Yet, O my young men, there is a vivifier.

  There is a swan-like flame that curls round the centre of space

  and flutters at the core of the atom,

  there is a spiral flame-tip that can lick our little atoms into fusion

  so we roar up like bonfires of vitality

  and fuse in a broad hard flame of many men in a oneness.

  O — pillars of flame by night, O my young men

  spinning and dancing like flamy fire-sprouts in the dark ahead of

  the multitude!

  O — ruddy god in our veins, O fiery god in our genitals!

  O — rippling hard fire of courage, O fusing of hot trust

  when the fire reaches us, O my young men!

  And the same flame that fills us with life, it will dance and bum

  the house down

  all the fittings and elaborate furnishings

  and all the people that go with the fittings and the furnishings,

  the upholstered dead that sit in deep armchairs.

  Let the Dead Bury Their Dead

  Let the dead go bury their dead

  don’t help them.

  Let the dead look after the dead

  leave them to one another,

  don’t serve them.

  The dead in their nasty dead hands

  have heaps of money,

  don’t take it.

  The dead in their seething minds

  have phosphorescent teeming white words

  of putrescent wisdom and sapience that subtly stinks;

  don’t ever believe them.

  The dead are in myriads, they seem mighty.

  They make trains chuff, motor-cars titter, ships lurch,

  mills grind on and on,

  and keep you in millions at the mills, sightless pale slaves,

  pretending these are the mills of God.

  It is the great lie of the dead.

  The mills of industry are not the mills of God.
/>   And the mills of God grind otherwise, with the winds of life for

  the mill-stones.

  Trust the mills of God, though they grind exceedingly small.

  But as for the mills of men

  don’t be harnessed to them.

  The dead give ships and engines, cinema, radio and

  gramophone,

  they send aeroplanes across the sky,

  and they say: Now, behold, you are living the great life!

  While you listen in, while you watch the film, while you drive

  the car,

  While you read about the airship crossing the wild Atlantic

  behold, you are living the great life, the stupendous life!

  As you know, it is a complete lie.

  You are all going dead and corpse-pale

  listening in to the lie.

  Spit it out.

  O — cease to listen to the living dead

  they are only greedy for your life!

  O — cease to labour for the gold-toothed dead,

  they are so greedy, yet so helpless if not worked for,

  Don’t ever be kind to the smiling, tooth-mouthed dead

  don’t ever be kind to the dead

  it is pandering to corpses,

  the repulsive, living fat dead.

  Bury a man gently if he has lain down and died.

  But with the walking and talking and conventionally

  persuasive dead

  with bank accounts and insurance policies

  don’t sympathise, or you taint the unborn babes.

  When Wilt Thou Teach the People — ?

  When wilt thou teach the people

  God of justice, to save themselves — ?

  They have been saved so often

  and sold.

  O — God of justice, send no more saviours

 

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