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by Aileen Wuornos


  6-11-92

  (5)

  Arlene Jazz

  Dear Dawn,

  Let me please Zip right in . . . Having not spoken nor attempted too they force me to be put under suicidal watch . . . Its the only way they can possess all of my belongs . . . I am stripped nude and given a paper gown. And they turn the air conditioner on “full blast!” My hands, legs, lips, everywhere is purple as shit . . . Then the stupid female guards ... allow male gaurds to look through a window and observe me, and they keep taunting me and saying. Shit you shouldn’t of given her a gown, I cant see enough puss or tits. I’m shocked! And there all laughing ... Quit laughing Dawn! ha ha I bet you are. I am! Anyway! After 18 hours of this they finally let me out . . . Now that I’m in Solatary . . . I can only call Arlene up. I’m allowed one phone call a night ... Now on Arlenes adoption. The only reason . . . I went for it, is for someone to bury me properly and also since they would allow . . . only immediate family to visit me . . . But Arlene had other motives in mind . . . Shes Jackies best friend no #1 and Steves best friend no. #2 . . . In an interview with Mark McNamara32 . . . Arlene in it. States. I am a child stuck in a womens body. Do you know what that means! Im retarded, deranged, and not “Fit” to be reentered into Society . . . You Bitch Arlene and You Bitch Jackie. They were against me all the while and still are . . . Many more letters on the way. Right now I’m Seething mad. Take good care Dawn. I Love and Respect you BAD.

  4-now

  Love Lee

  6-11-92

  (6)

  Arlene Jazz

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . Steve at the Marion trial33 said to the jury Quote, “I know you want to see her pay for her crimes. So do I!” . . . . . I caught that one out of a news article. When I questioned him as to why he said that he said. “oh that’s just lawyer’s language we sometimes use!” What a dumb fuckin remark . . . . After he had me sign an agreement to plead guilty in the marion cases . . . He handed me a music sheet of a song he wrote . . . “Iron Lady” about thee electric chair . . . And he even sang it to me . . .

  Well let me get back to Jackie and Arlene. So then another article comes out in Glamour. 92% defamations again with a lot of lies by Arlene and her ... So I gathered all the articles up. Started reading each paragraph. Writing down the lies and recorrecting them with truth. I did for 1 week it took me and had 84 pages front and back on long legal paper/it all corrected. That is how much they “Fuckin Lied” . . . . . I gave the 84 pages to Trisha to give to Steve for a multi million libel lawsuit. And low and behold Trisha never gave them to Steve. And cannot find them to this day! . . .

  I may never see freedom, if it is near to come, through appeals, and new trials. Because of my health and the utter mental sufferings I endured by this crooked dirt they staged. Natural causes is closing in. At times I feel death is knocking at my heart. If it wasn’t for coffee . . . Perhaps I’d of died by now. Coffee keeps me perked, and helps me crawl out of Super depression at times . . . Anyway!

  I do hope your feeling alot better. I’m worried over you, too. Been prayin for ya . . . Tell everyone I said hi. 4-now till the next time Love Lee

  6-11-92

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  Arlene Jazz

  Dear Dawn,

  moving right along!

  . . . Now check this out! I had a radio. That one of my clients gave me. long before I met my first match. “Richard Mallory.” Tyria was super ilated over this one! . . . OK! They put a family member of Siems on the stand . . . So! They take this radio. Show it to him . . . and they ask him, if that was his Radio. He says yes! So I immediately say to Trisha. Boy we can get em now! And prove to the jury all the stuff laying around isn’t just the victims but tyria’s and mine . . . So I say Get Tyria on the stand . . . Trisha and Billy rejected my requests. Each and everytime. And never did. This is also is another sign they were working for the state, not me. oh check this one out. Tyria was never polygraphed. So she could lie like a motherfucker! Anything! And get away with it. She lied in one transcript 49 times . . . oh Dawn now check this one out! . . . Trisha, Billy Miller her boyfriend, and Billy Nolas.34 From the start of the trial. had blown up pictures of Mallorys steering wheel. It showed signs of a struggle of some one diffenately tied to the steering wheel . . . as I tried constantly to get free . . . I cracked the hell outta it. But Trisha and Both Billys. Decided not to show these blown 12 photos for each jury member to observe. Untill trial was over. – As State produced all there Photo of dead victims to Jury. And did all their lying evidence shit – And only during Penalty Phase did they. And I bet! Didnt even look at em! . . . It was terrible Dawn . . . I was the only one who told the truth. 4-now Love Lee

  When I took the stand for myself. And no one else did.

  6-11-92

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  Arlene Jazz

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . Arlene wrote me recently. 6-4-92. Remember how I tried helping the cops find Siems body. After we couldn’t find the area. Searching like hell . . . We hit a restaurant in thee end. Steve at the table infront of about 9 cops “Says.” . . . British Broadcasting Network is interested in interviewing you . . . Plus there willing to investigate and blow the crooked cops wide open. I said . . . if there interested in Bustin them scum balls. I may be interested. He then said. For how much? How much you want me to tell them? I said. At least $25,000 or 30 or 50. Its gotta be worth it . . . So anyway! In the letter! [Arlene] tells me they’ll only go for $10,000 . . . Someones lying. And lying a lot! So now I’m wanting to call this all off. . . . Anyway if I do except this. It is only, because of you. I want to see you get some money, and help you with your M.S. You need to take your med Dawn . . .

  OK! Let me close . . .

  4-now

  Love

  Lee

  6-20-92

  (uno)

  Arlene Jazz

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . Lately I received an Article that no other than “Phillis Chesler” had written up in some magazine about me35 . . . The three page Article was dynamite. So dam true! ... Ill be sending her a huge “Thank you” letter very soon ... While I was in VCBJ. A Woman Feminist wrote me a letter. Stating she’d like to help me on my cases. She had some pro bono experts . . . I quickly called Arlene up to tell her the good news and [Arlene said] That her and Trisha would screen her out . . .

  So she now invites “Phillis Chesler” from “New York . . . When she leaves. Both Trisha and Arlene tell me. Shes not all there, The women is crazy . . . she’s only out for a book, Your case is not a “Feminist issue”, and she’s a feminist, and it could distroy your case. Other lies by them “Trisha and Arlene” would later come, with more bullshit about her, as I kept telling them. I think your wrong. I have nothing to loose. And to Tricia I want all her experts there at the Mallory trial. They would later tell me, about 3 months before trial. Phillis Chesler, is working

  for John tanner,36 Phillis Chesler, is also working possibly undercover for Munster and Horzepa and/or any of the other crooked cops . . . [I was] wanting Tricia to talk to all the experts, and have them all present at the trial . . . And literally told Trisha! “They better be there!” She point blank refused her clients request. Now aint that some shit Dawn! Any lawyer is not in the legal right to refuse your requests. Exspecially a gratis deal. and pro-bono deal . . . 4-now. Take as Slow OK Buddy Love Lee . . . . . . . . . . .

  6-25-92

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . DAWN! Now you really scare me gal! in worriment! You cant walk, in miami to here. Nor can you walk in Miami. Its crime ridden. By Blacks, and cubans, and hispanics. See PANIC! No No No! . . . what I was thinking on is Arlene . . . could drive you down . . . And then—You’d be Safe! ... A Newscaster on channel 7 here, was beaten and robbed in her car at a red light. As she and a friend waited for the light to change 3 blacks came up to the car. Smashed a brick through the drivers window and they attacked. She’s Lucky she didnt get raped . . . The only place I suggest you . . . should go for enjoyment. And I ME
AN FUN! Is the keys. The highway isn’t far from the prison . . . You see “Nothing” but water on both sides of the bridge . . .

  Well Gotta Go 4-now

  Love Ya

  2

  Lee

  6-2 7-92

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . There is one thing about the victim’s I forgot to mention to you. David Spears I was with from 1:00 P.M until 9:00 at night. He mentioned he had a sister who had a horse farm near ocala. Me and him were drinkin together all day. So we learned somewhat of each other. I believe when he learned I lived alone. Not telling him about tyria. This is were he got the idea of not paying but raping and beating me to death with the lead pipe full of cement. That know one would ever

  know what happened to me. Like family. Cause I told him I didnt have any. So who knows. She37 could even be one of Spears kin. A sister or something. To tell you the truth. She does match up to Spears looks somewhat. oh well! It’ll eventually pan out . . .

  Do you remember when you painted your basement bedroom! Black! ha ha ha . . . Then one day you and I did some orange barrel38 . . . I was up lying on the top bunk, and you were lying on the bottom. We layed there just explaining to each other about our Kaliadascop high. Plus other stuff. We had a blast . . . 4-now Love Aileen.

  7-5-92

  Dear Dawn,

  “Can you remember time!” Do you remember the fight me an greasy haired Penny Dole and I had at the front steps of troy Union Grade School . . . Do you remember when Lori, + Ducky got in that car accident . . . Do you remember a guy with real long jet black hair. Named “Black sheep” at the high school.? Well one day. Him and I went under neath a stair well near the new section they built that had swinging doors that head outside. Once you hit the bottom of the steps. Well he had a 4 finger lid of “Acapolco Gold” . . . we went under there to roll a big one and smoke it there. We heard footsteps coming down. But we figured that was just another kid on his way out to somewheres. So we finished rolling it. And started to lite it. And Low and Behold. It was the Principle. He looked at us both and said “Report to my office now” . . . . . Black sheep. Gave me the lid. And he started up the stairs. I said to the Principle. Bullshit! I aint reportin now where. Matter of fact. I quit school. Right now. He said. Then you get off of these school grounds right now wuornos. And if I ever see you on them again Ill call the police. You understand. ha ha ha! I walked out the double doors with the pot. And that was the day I quit school. What was really strange was that the principle knew I wasn’t living at home. But in the woods. I guess he admired me, for having the guts to still go to school, as a runaway, and living in the woods near your house. A trip huh!

  Well last page. Gotta close er up. Take Care Dawn . . . I’m still surviven. A little crazy but still comin through. 4-now Love Lee

  7-9-92

  Dear Dawn,

  Yes! I feel Arlene, has sold the art work. who knows, possibly moons ago . . . I’m so sad I spend hours for her on those drawings ... She owns em now. With her ugly ass name behind them written in love with my signature following. I could just cry . . .

  When I cry. I am funny looking. My face looks like pork sausage before its cooked. Are yeah rollin over that one now or what . . . Well I’ve got to close so . . . 4-now Love Lee

  7-10-92

  Dear Dawn,

  Toni + Tyria . . . were both materialistic and money hungry to the core. This is one of the major fights, we’d always get into . . . This is the royal mistake I made by her wishes . . I had enough regulars to get by . . . But do you think tyria cared. Hell no! She’d ask me to “still” go out! . . . So! I was in love. She had me easily manipulated. Yeah! I was a fool. Such a waste. Wish I never would of met her.

  Last night I had a night mare and a half. Satan was choking me to death . . . So BAM! Rereading the Bible and get him to “Leave me alone!” You might say he literally scared me to death. ha ha ha! That’s alright! I’m gonna scare him back! . . . 4-now Love Lee

  7-1 1-92

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . Arlene came to see me today. I grilled her royal at first . . .

  I am going to say here and now. You “can” trust her. She does hate lieing and liars, just as much as I do,. And that is in a form of a “purple passion” . . .

  This is a very embarrassing moment for me! And I am in a number of my ways feeling my ignorance . . .

  Its hard to trust, when so many people have lied . . . One thing I know for sure now is that. Before I judge Im gonna have, to have proof . . .

  So will you Forgive me ol’ Buddy Please! And except Arlene as a warm hearted “Christian freak” that just Loves to help people . . . 4-now Love Lee

  7-17-92

  Dear Dawn,

  I received a couple letters . . . I did get the part slightly on Kim.39 What is this? Runnin away jazz! . . . Listen please.! . . . I remember winters, when I was a run away. Sleeping in the snow. No money, no warmth, no where to go. hungry as hell. I remember a time I awoke in the spring sleeping at the pit, (near Atkins40) Raining like hell, thunder and lightening. I looked up and saw the hills sand turning to mud sliding down at me, and swirling mud around me. I was so tired, and weak from lack of eating. I said! Screw it, I’ll go back to sleep . . . Running away doesn’t do anything but give you the freedom to turn wild. Burn you brains out on drugs, and, booze. Turn pregnant. Be an ass hole! And learn as you grow up. What a loser you were . . .

  Lastly besides hundreds of hellish deals, I had to go through as a run away. I remember a guy from high School offering me to stay at his place, since he lived outside of his parents house, alone, in an Apartment in Clawson. He got me drunk, he got me high. I passed out! He must of carried me to his bedroom. During my unconcious state friends of his, that some I knew some I didnt, must of started to come over to party. Apparently finding I was in the bedroom they all conglomerated a plan of raping me. They tied my wrist to the bedpost. Spread Eagle tied my ankles to the end bed post. I awoke with come all over my chest, face, stomach, croch (stinky all over) mouth hurting. They must of forced head on me in my unconcious state as well. When I screamed bloody murder to untie me. They did. I got dressed and said I’d go to the cops you scum. They told me if I ever did. Lori would be next, and/or your death.... And this was back in the peace, Love, no war era. Today is 92 even worse. “20 folds over worse!” To them I was a Nothing! Because . . . “I was a runaway” “With no home”. Don’t let friends intice you Kim, to leading life of meaning nothing that you’ll regret. And take it from a pro! You Just heard a “Fair warning” Got to close . . . . . . . . Love Lee

  7-30-92

  Dear Dawn,

  Well hell! Hi gal! whats going on? Today’s, Friday! Weekend writting . . .

  . . . From my experiences with my father. “I hated him!” On alot of occasions of how he seemingly institutionalized me at home. He was as cold as ice. All

  because of W WII. He was a sergeant in it, head over 50 men, while fighting in his platoon. And he felt like Keith + I were the enemy. had invaded his territory. So like a syndrome. he laid his “Sergeant crap” on us. Even having us forced to call him “Sir”. instead of dad . . .

  Let’s see! On to more of your letters!

  Yes Steve and Arlene are O.K. once again . . . We intend to sue all 50 states, with the producers and cops on “Overkill” too. After it comes out. Once its out! That major “Multi million dollar lawsuit.” . . .

  You take good care of yourself. And! I mean it—pleeeeeeeeeeeeeease!

  Alright Thanks!

  4-now

  Love

  Lee

  8-13-92

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . I . . . am sending a news release on “Curtis Ried”.41 One thing there not letting Society in on, is the fact that. A long strand of blond hair was found on the “steering wheel”, little speckales of blood on the cars seat, and his 38 was missing in which he owned, after they found his nearly new car, parked along side of the road in orlando. This is where + why munster “of crooked
puky munster” decided I killed him. Because of the “blond strand of hair,” and the car seat monuvered to a closer position, in which to reach the gas pedal. As if a female drove it. Anyway! To leave behind a nearly new car in good condition with only some near $1,000 to Las Vegas. Withdrawing no money afterward from his account (or) getting in touch with relatives etc., has me only saying one thing. He ran from something other than Just family problems....

  . . . I Love ya Gal see ya in the next letter. 4-now. Stay cool Lee

  8-17-92

  Dear Dawn,

  . . . You need to keep this letter out, on the desk somewhere, So that you can re-read it. And remember some “Imperative” things you mustnt forget.

  I received your letter today about Arlene and her “letter sending”, plus “telephone conversation” you had with her . . . Arlene is lieing through her teeth . . . And now I know for a “fact” she is full of shit! . . . “I Love you so much” there is no way I would say anything (negative) about you. She is trying to cause friction between us. It’s a strategy plan. And she’s trying to get you ryeled up so you’ll have second thoughts and give in to her cunning for “information,” she wants about “So far”. She has planned a trip sometime soon to Michigan. And she claims she’s broke. But I don’t believe her. I still think she’s getting “side kick” money from Jackie. Both her and steve are . . . DAM DAM DAM I’m madder then fire! I wasted my time in all my recent letters saying. Shes A-OK – She’s cool! You can trust her + Steve. NOW I KNOW, NO YOU CANT . . . I’M DRAWING A WILL OUT FOR YOUR FULL PERCENTAGE. AND ALSO FOR YOU TO RECEIVE MY BODY AFTER DEATH . . . OK . . . Gotta Go 4-now Love Lee

 

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