by Leah Wilde
I look down and realize with a start that my dress is pushed up above my waist. I’m not wearing any underwear. There’s nothing at all to separate me from the shirtless bulk of the biker where he is crouched between my spread thighs, licking and nipping delicately at the tender flesh there. I gasp as he makes contact with my clit. He uses the tip of his tongue to jab and retreat, then slowly slink back and wind gentle circles around it.
I reach down and push my fingers through his hair, grabbing thick fistfuls in either hand. I need something to hold onto for support, because just as I settle onto the back of his head, he sucks my clit softly between his lips and begins bathing it in big, broad sweeps of his tongue.
I grip even harder on the sides of his skull. His back is a tapestry of muscle, knotting and coiling with the intensity of his motion. He holds tight onto my hips with both of his scarred hands. I’m pinned to the ground. I wouldn’t be able to move even if I wanted to, which, given the layers of sensation bubbling up from somewhere deep between my legs, I have not even the slightest interest in doing.
The whole scene is strange, surreal. The air is summer warm, free of insects and pollen, and the grass is like a pillow below my head. I can’t see a living soul no matter where I look. I close my eyes and sink into the feeling.
The biker slides a finger into my moist opening. I groan; I’m so tight that it’s almost painful for a moment before I relax into it. He twists his palm to face upwards and beckons towards the sky, grinding delicately on my g-spot while his tongue keeps swirling around my engorged clit.
I can’t help but let my hips squirm against him. My body wants more and faster. He complies, reading me before I even know what it is I’m asking for. He releases my clit from his mouth and starts to lick up and down, then side to side, in ever faster motions. Short, fast whips of his tongue across everywhere that’s sensitive and desperate.
He pistons his finger in and out, then adds another. Again, there is a quick flash of pain followed by a soft, pressing wave of powerful satisfaction flowing from beneath his touch. I start to let loose tiny moans from my parted lips.
“Oh, oh, don’t stop,” I whimper. I’m barely aware of what I’m saying. The sky is serene, but beneath it, I’m a rolling storm of bucking hips, panting, and supplicating to the touch of this mysterious man.
He sucks my clit in once more and I burst over the edge, coming furiously and soundlessly.
# # #
I woke up with a start. My chest was heaving like I’d just run a marathon. I was wide awake instantly, in time to catch the last of the fading tingle as it retreated back into my core. What the hell was that? I’d never had such a sexual dream before. Everything about this one had seemed so vivid and real, down to the follicles of the man’s hair and the roots of the grass on either side of my head. I closed my eyes and I could still see it exactly as it had been when I was asleep.
I shuddered and forced myself to stand up quickly. If I lingered in bed, I was bound to end up recreating the feelings that the man’s tongue had imparted. There was too much to do today to let that happen.
Angela had come home in a fury yesterday. The second she burst in the door, she started sniffing around, looking for things to criticize and new chores to stack onto the already mountainous pile of items I had on my plate.
“What the fuck is this?” she’d shrieked, holding up a dust bunny that most people would have required a microscope to discover.
I kept my head down and my eyes on the ground. “I’m sorry. I must have missed it.”
“Do this room again,” she commanded, sweeping her arm around the gigantic living room. “All of it.”
I gaped at her. “All of it? But I did the whole thing yesterday!” I protested.
She was in my face in a moment, a tiny blonde blur quivering with menace. “Are you seriously trying to argue with me?” she hissed. “We own you.”
I opened my mouth to apologize again, but a voice from the doorway interrupted me. “What’s going on?” Antonio had said. He stepped the rest of the way into the room. Angela whirled her head around to look at him.
“This wench of yours has done a horrific job with her simple tasks, yet again,” she informed him.
He turned his eyes to me. I didn’t look up.
“Isabel?” he said, tilting his head to the side. “Is this true?”
“Of course it’s true,” Angela snapped, but Antonio did not look away from me. Instead, he took a step closer. Putting two fingers under my chin, he forced my eyes to meet his.
Like I always did when I looked at Antonio, I shivered at first sight. An icy chill ran down the nape of my neck and spine. He had those pale predator’s eyes, shining with an animal craftiness that made me wary every time I saw him. I shifted uncomfortably back on forth on my feet.
I opened my mouth once more to apologize, but for a half second, I froze. I remembered what Frank had told me earlier that morning, the same piece of advice that a random street urchin had offered when I was hardly a teenager. Stand up for yourself.
What would that even mean in a context like this? I had no freedom. Nowhere to go and no way to get there even if I did. I was trapped by a family who would kill me the moment I stepped a foot out of line. Even the nicest man among them, the only one who ever treated me well, was a cold-blooded murderer. Would I spit in Antonio’s face? Tell Angela no? Of course not. Standing up meant death, or something worse. I’d heard the stories about the Capparellis. They knew about things worse than death. Standing up to them was simply not an option.
This, then, was what my world had been boiled down to: offering apologies to the man who’d murdered my daddy and made me into his family’s slave.
“I’m sorry,” I’d told him. “I’ll clean it again.”
I’d spent the rest of the afternoon on my hands and knees, scrubbing invisible particles of dust from every crevice in the floorboards and the crown molding that ran along the lower part of the wall in the living room. I’d swept the fireplace clean, waxed the floors, and buffed every picture frame into a brilliant shine. Only after it had passed a second scrutiny from Angela was I allowed to start my other chores.
Those had taken me until late in the night, and even then, there were a few things I’d left for first thing this morning. I dressed hurriedly in my dark room, throwing on a simple dress and flats, then hustled towards the kitchen.
I whipped together Frank’s morning tea and counted out his pills onto the silver tray. As fast as I could manage to go without spilling, I burst out of the kitchen and down the hall towards his bedroom.
The second I turned the corner, I froze in place.
Angela and Antonio stood outside the door, along with a few of Frank’s bodyguards and the lead doctor who had been tending to him throughout his bedrest. The doctor looked grave as he conversed with Antonio in a low tone. They had all looked up at me as soon as I entered the hallway.
“You,” Angela snarled when she saw me. “You fucking whore.”
What was going on? I was still confused by my dream and groggy with exhaustion. “Wha…what?” I stammered.
Angela marched to me in three quick steps and slapped me across the face. Her ring cut open my cheek. I could feel the warm blood trickle down. “You fucking killed him, didn’t you? You did it!” She seized my upper arm in a tight grip and propelled me towards the group assembled outside Frank’s bedroom.
Killed him? She couldn’t mean that…oh God, no.
“This cunt did it,” Angela said in an acid tone. “Gave him the wrong medicine? Wanted him to die? Did you think that would help you?” she spat in my face.
“I…I don’t know what you’re talking about. Please believe me,” I begged, looking around at the others. “Please, I swear.”
“My father is dead, Isabel,” Antonio said, gazing at me curiously. He licked his lips.
My suspicions confirmed, the blood drained from my face and a sickening chill set in deep within my bones. If Frank was dead,
there was no one left in this house who gave even the slightest care about me. To him, I was human, even if I was his property. But to these people, I was less. I was filth.
And apparently, I was a murderer.
“I didn’t do it!” I exclaimed. “Of course I didn’t do it!”
“You gave him the wrong medicine!” Angela interjected. She waggled a bottle of pills in front of my face.
I couldn’t form words. I knew for a fact I’d given him exactly what I was supposed to give him. Even when I was as tired as I’d been after re-cleaning the living room from top to bottom, I was always careful to double and triple check the dosages and timing of Frank’s medications. I needed him to live. He was a life raft in this ocean of shit. Without him, I was fast on my way to drowning.
Angela turned to Antonio. “Get rid of her,” she demanded. “Sell her to someone who will treat her like the piece of shit she is.”
I blinked hard. I wondered if I was still asleep, if the dream with the biker had turned into this nightmare. But the tray in my hand was too cold to be imaginary. The expression on Antonio’s face was too serious. This was real life. I couldn’t wake up from it.
I looked at him. Tears were brimming at the corners of my eyes. I couldn’t even properly mourn Frank. It was all happening too quickly. He was dead, I was being cast adrift, Angela was calling for me to be punished, and Antonio’s pale eyes just kept looking at me, not saying anything, just staring and letting me wonder what he was planning to do next.
One fact was staring me dead in the eye: as bad as things had been, they were about to get even worse.
Chapter 11
Dominic
I fumbled for a moment before I found my voice again. “Frank’s…dead?”
“Yep,” Jawbone nodded.
“You’re telling me that Frank Capparelli is dead. Frank, the boss of the Capparelli crime family. Dead?”
“That’s what I’m telling you.”
“Damn.” That’s all I could think of to say. Damn. The man had built an empire from nothing. Until the Broken Bones came along, he ran this city with an iron fist. With the notable exception of the members of this club, everyone who had ever challenged him was either buried in an unmarked grave or sleeping forever at the bottom of the lake. He was a Chicago institution, an immovable object. Frank Capparelli was God.
But, apparently, God was dead.
Something occurred to me. Why stop now? Why hold back? “Jaw, how the fuck could you be talking about negotiating a peace treaty?” I said hungrily. “Now’s the time to take them down! That rat fuck son of his doesn’t have half the balls his old man did. Let’s strike. Let’s burn that fucking mansion of theirs to the ground.”
“Try not to break my shit, Dom,” Jawbone said.
I looked down and realized I’d snapped off a piece of the desk in my bare hands. The wooden splinters stuck out. I set the chunk of wood carefully on top and settled back into my seat, folding my hands across my lap and mostly succeeding in keeping my breath calm and even.
“Now is the time, prez,” I repeated. “We won’t get another chance this good.”
He shook his head. “No.”
“You can’t just tell me, ‘No.’”
“I can, I will, and I just did,” he retorted. “I’m your president, and as long as I’m still here, you’re listening to what I say. Got that?”
I exploded. “Fuck that and fuck you. You know why I joined this club. I came because I wanted every Capparelli to bleed for what they did to me. If you’re telling me to stand down just because you’re too scared to fight, then fuck this whole joint. I’m out. I’ll go fight them myself.” I stood and spun angrily on one heel, headed for the exit.
“Sit down, Dom,” he called tiredly just as my hand closed around the doorknob. I paused for a moment, curious what he would say. “There’s more to it.”
I turned back to face him. My eyes were narrowed suspiciously. Jawbone was a tricky, manipulative motherfucker when he wanted to be. There was a reason he was the Broken Bones president, the same reason he’d survived so long in this bloody turf war. He knew how to play the game.
“Start talking,” I said.
“First, you sit.” He pointed at the empty chair. I eyed it for a moment, then decided that I owed him at least the benefit of a few more minutes’ worth of attention. But I wouldn’t sit for long. Who knew how long this window of opportunity was going to last?
“I’m sitting,” I growled once I had settled back down.
“Now, before I tell you what’s happening, I want you to answer one more question for me.”
“I told you before, I’m done playing games. If you don’t tell me the plan, I’m leaving right this fucking second.”
“Just one question. It’ll be quick, I promise.”
“Fine.”
“How much do you hate them?”
I let the question sink in. How much do I hate them? The first thing I thought of was that night I’d spent in the chair in the basement, the same one that every Broken Bone had sat through on his first night with the club. The ghost memory of the pain still haunted my body. The pain was almost like an old friend, lingering around in my veins and nerve endings just to remind me of what I’d gone through.
Why had I stayed? Why did I suffer through the pain? I’d held that vial in my hand the entire night. I must have looked at it and decided to drink it a thousand times. But a thousand times I’d stopped myself right on the brink of giving in. Why go through all that?
Because of Slim.
I drifted back into the memory of his dying body cradled in my lap. The motherfuckers had beat him senseless, just to inflict pain. He didn’t make a difference to their war one way or another. We were small-time, he and I. One more stolen car would hardly make a dent in either side’s coffers.
They killed him to make a point. They wanted the city to think that the Capparellis were invincible, and they were out to prove that idea, one dead, innocent body at a time. Slim was a pawn. He deserved better than that.
The pain of my wrist was nothing compared to the hatred I felt towards the motherfuckers who’d robbed me of a friend. Hell, Slim was more than that. If there were such things as guardian angels, he was the closest thing to it. The man had literally plucked me from the gutter, brought me back from death’s doorstep. He fixed me up, brushed me off, made me into a man. A man with hate in his heart and a gun in each hand.
“I want to strangle every one of them to death with my own two hands,” I told Jawbone.
He nodded, satisfied with my answer. “Good,” he said. “You’ll need that.”
I waited with bated breath for him to continue.
“Now, I’m going to explain everything, and I want you to listen closely. It’s complicated, and there’s a lot of ways this shit could blow up in our faces. But if it goes right, then you’ll get everything you wanted.”
I folded my arms and listened as he explained.
# # #
Jesus, what a mindfuck, I thought to myself as I rode home on my motorcycle. Jawbone’s words played in my head over and over again. Each time, the plan seemed more fucked up and convoluted than the last. It was reckless, downright implausible…and yet, if we found a way to pull it off, it’d be the greatest coup in the history of the club. A strike that the Capparellis would never recover from. We’d have our enemies at our feet and the city in our hands, all in one fell swoop. But goddamn, the stakes were high.
“Antonio Capparelli is the new boss of the family,” Jawbone had begun. “He’s an opportunistic son of a bitch, and we know that he’s had illegitimate side businesses growing under his daddy’s nose for years. He’s desperate to be successful. But, most importantly for us, he doesn’t know how to fight a war, and he doesn’t want to. All the bastard wants is money. We’re gonna let him have that—for now.”
“How so?” I’d replied, a growing sense of thrill building in my stomach.
“We negotiate a peace. Let him
think it’s favorable to them. On paper, it will be. We back off any contested areas, agree not to strike at any of their business operations, and pull back everything into our own core territory.”
“So what’s the point of all that?”
“We’re putting him to sleep. If all that motherfucker cares about is dollar signs, then by all means, he’s welcome to them. He can have the prostitution rings, the drug running, whatever the hell he wants. While he’s focused on that, though, we finish pulling off the biggest deal we’ve ever done.”
