ALL THE
RIGHT
MISTAKES
Copyright © 2020, Laura Jamison
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For every mom who has ever felt
she is doing it the wrong way
PROLOGUE
12:15 PM, Sept. 1
Elizabeth: DEFCON 5
Carmen: Um, you know that DEFCON 5 is like the good one? Peace breaking out everywhere? Also, glad to see you figured out texting. Welcome to the 21st century.
Elizabeth: FINE, Carmen. DEFCON 1.
Carmen: OK, I’ll bite. Did William finally go behind your back and repaint the living room the wrong gray?
Elizabeth: I’m just going to leave this here.
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Carmen: I don’t have time to read Heather’s crap. I’m busy actually being a mom instead of writing about how fabulous I am in the workplace. I mean, whatever. Good for her.
Sara: Hey! Some of us have to work, Carmen. Be nice.
Carmen: OK, you know I don’t mean you and Elizabeth. That’s different. I’m sorry, but you can’t be a superstar executive, wife, mom, and an author on top of it. I’m not buying it.
Sara: Carmen, I’m sure she has lots of help. We should try not to be so judgy. It’s great that one of us is so successful.
Carmen: I don’t accept your definition of success.
Sara:
Martha: While you guys were busy bickering, I clicked the link and started reading—not good.
Elizabeth: Right?! Sara, what’s the emoji for “Holy shit, I can’t believe I defended this bitch all these years?”
Carmen: Did Elizabeth Smith just say the “b” word? You have my full attention, and I’m finding the book right now.
MARCH
HEATHER
From: Heather Hall
Sent: Mon. 3/2 5:17 a.m.
To: Elizabeth Smith
Subject: Girls’ Weekend
So I got your message about doing our annual girls’ weekend in June. I’d love to do it, but this year I have to pass. I can’t tell you all the details, but I have a project in the works that may completely transform my career. I know that sounds melodramatic (even for me), but this project is really special. It should be ready in September if everything goes to plan.
I feel really bad that I can’t get away this year. Would you let me treat you, Carmen, Martha, and Sara to a week at my Carmel cottage? You know what, I’m not letting you guys say no. The tickets are on their way.
Love and kisses,
Heather
P.S. Any news on the baby front? I have my fingers crossed for you. I know that this will be the year you get everything you want! No one deserves it more than you.
ELIZABETH
Elizabeth’s fingers hovered over her keyboard as she considered whether to reply to Heather’s message. She was really disappointed that Heather was backing out of their girls’ weekend. Heather was one of her oldest friends, and Elizabeth had spent the whole winter looking forward to their getaway with their other three college friends, Carmen, Martha, and Sara.
She would e-mail Heather later. She needed to get her head in the game today. The Old Man and Joe had invited her to lunch, and she suspected something was in the works. It felt like it was one of those days, a day when something happened that changed the arc of things. Elizabeth’s world as a big firm attorney was characterized by long stretches of tedious, hard work punctuated by the rare day that brought a big win (or loss). A new client. A big deal. A breakup. A promotion.
Elizabeth had taken the time this morning to pick out her most flattering suit, straighten her fine, brown hair that she kept cut in a sharp bob, and apply a little more than her normal five-minute makeup. She hated that how she looked was an integral part of her success, but that’s the ways things were, and she didn’t see it changing anytime soon. She felt she was doing well enough in that department, though. The baby weight was nearly all off after months of coffee for breakfast, a salad for lunch, and the promise of a half bottle of wine on Friday if she kept it together during the week.
Elizabeth pushed back from her desk and headed for the elevator. Walking down the hall, she mentally prepared for the conversation that was to come. As she closed in on the elevator bank, Kenny strode out of his office and sidled up next to her.
“Hey, lucky,” he said with a smile. “Nice break on the office. I thought they would give it to me, but I’m happy with my spot. And I’m sure it makes them look good to have a woman in the corner office. I don’t mean that as an insult at all. You understand.”
“No offense taken,” Elizabeth replied, doing her best to mask her mild annoyance. She had developed an incredibly thick skin over the years, and it took way more than a comment like that to insult her. Getting the Old Man’s corner office was no guarantee that she would be getting the Old Man’s work or responsibility. It was just an office, after all.
Elizabeth added, “Sorry, I actually don’t have time to chat. I’m late to lunch with the Old Man and Joe.”
“Oh, didn’t he tell you? I’m tagging along. I wonder if they’ve decided to pick a new cochair.”
Hmm, thought Elizabeth. She had expected that the lunch would be an opportunity for the Old Man to dispense some of his famous “wisdom” on his way out, but it was equally plausible that with his departure they might decide to elevate someone to cochair the corporate transactions team with Joe. But surely they would be speaking to us privately on something that important, thought Elizabeth. If Kenny was coming along, it must be something else. And she doubted Kenny was in the running, a guy five years her junior, no matter how good everyone thought he was.
“I think it’s just a friendly lunch, Kenny,” replied Elizabeth c
almly. “I wouldn’t make too much of it.” As they walked together toward the elevators, Elizabeth decided that she actually felt a little bad for Kenny. If they were really promoting someone, it was going to be her, and Kenny would be disappointed. Elizabeth supposed Kenny had a shot, but, in her heart, she felt certain she had the leg up, and not just because she had more experience. She was also confident that she was the better attorney. Kenny was good, too, but a lot of the big successes Kenny was known for were a result of Elizabeth’s leading the team. He wasn’t a particularly bad guy; in fact, he could be a lot of fun to work with, but he had a knack for hogging the credit. Elizabeth figured everyone knew who the real brains of the operation was, so she never drew any attention to it. Firm life was hard enough without making unnecessary enemies.
A few minutes later, they both pulled into the valet at Harbor House. The Old Man and Joe were waiting in the lobby.
The Old Man kind of still had it, Elizabeth had to admit. His six-foot-four frame was leaning over the hostess stand, and he was doing that thing where he made you feel like you were the only person in the room. That hostess was a goner. She was laughing at whatever he was whispering in her ear and tilting her head just so.
Poor Joe, on the other hand, would never get the time of day from that type of woman. A bull in a china shop, a good half foot shorter and half foot wider than the Old Man, and with less than half of what the Old Man had up top.
“Hey, it’s my dream team!” the Old Man boomed as he shook Kenny’s hand and turned to envelop Elizabeth in a hug. “I know you are going to miss me—don’t try to hide it. Especially you, Elizabeth honey. My right-hand gal!”
Elizabeth wanted to be annoyed, but she felt a rush of pleasure at the compliment, hating herself a little bit for her response. Give me a gold star and I’m all yours, she thought.
The hostess led them to a round table right at the water’s edge. A waitress scurried over, and the Old Man ordered a steak (rare, the only way it should be eaten, he said with authority). Really, steak at a seafood restaurant? thought Elizabeth, but she kept her mouth shut and nodded pleasantly as she ordered her usual salad.
“Your wife must be delighted to have more time with you at home these days,” began Elizabeth politely.
“Are you kidding me?” The Old Man laughed. “A third wife doesn’t want to spend time with you. She wants to spend time with your money.”
Joe and Kenny laughed uproariously as if it was the funniest thing they had heard all month. Elizabeth managed an awkward smile at the old, tired line whose time had come and gone.
“In any case,” the Old Man continued, “this lunch isn’t about me. It’s about the future of our group. Joe and I have some news we would like to share with you.”
Elizabeth stiffened involuntarily. Crap, maybe Kenny was right. Here it comes, she thought.
“This is how we see it,” Joe interjected, cutting off the Old Man. “You both are great. And you would both make a great cochair with me.”
Right, Elizabeth thought. But I am the clear choice.
“Look,” Joe continued, “we want a modern, fresh take on things, so we are looking hard at the both of you. You both would get it done.”
Well, I certainly would, thought Elizabeth. Kenny, not so much.
“Here’s what we are thinking,” Joe went on. “Elizabeth, you are working on Project Greysteel for Grey Corp. There probably isn’t a more important client for the firm.”
“And they will need a new partner to take care of them,” said the Old Man.
Elizabeth was surprised to hear this. Again, she knew the Old Man would be passing that relationship on to someone else. But she thought she had it in the bag. Since when was Kenny in the picture? Greysteel was her deal. Not her client yet, but definitely her deal.
Joe continued, “Elizabeth, I know you are running the merger, but we need Kenny to be brought in now too. I want you two to run it together. Share all key information with him, and run important strategic thinking by him. You guys have always been such a great team. We need to be sure we are covered, okay? Make sense? And we need to know how the client views you both before we make any big decisions.”
She definitely got it. She would do all the hard work per usual, and Kenny would get the credit. Kenny, the man who had signed her welcome back card after having George as follows: “Hope you had an awesome vacation!”
“Of course,” replied Elizabeth tightly. “I don’t think you gentlemen have anything to worry about in terms of coverage, but I agree we should always function as a team for our clients, and we will continue to do that.”
“And I’m sure it will be helpful to have me around when you have that kid stuff, Elizabeth,” interjected Kenny.
Not cool, Kenny, thought Elizabeth with a little flair of anger. No, it’s fine, she told herself. And it’s not a secret that I’m a mom. Anyway, Joe and the Old Man are smarter than to fall for that shit.
The food arrived, and Elizabeth was thankful for the interruption. Joe began complaining to the waitress because his tomato looked “just fucking unacceptable.” The Old Man and Kenny started talking about a different deal. Elizabeth ate her salad and prayed that the lunch would conclude quickly.
Elizabeth knew she would swallow her pride and do things on their terms. It’s how she had always done it and why she was still hanging in there at the firm. And there were worse people to be tethered to than Kenny. If he got it, he got it. But that wasn’t going to happen. She was better.
She had to relax. She should put some time into planning the weekend with the girls.
Heather really shouldn’t have cancelled, thought Elizabeth. Sure, Heather operated at a whole different level now than her four old friends, but she should be careful. She was getting so famous now that the four of them might be the only women who would still treat her like a normal person. To them, she would always be a small-town girl from Oconomowoc, Wisconsin, one of a group of five former residents of the left hall of the second floor of the Choates dormitory.
The five of them—Heather, Elizabeth, Carmen, Martha, and Sara—had been a unit since that first day of college more than twenty years ago. The next years brought new cities, jobs, marriage, and children, all of which conspired to push them apart. Somehow, they managed to remain good friends despite the fact that their lives had unfolded very differently. To be fair, some of them were closer than others. Carmen and Martha had always had an especially close bond. But they continued over the years to find time to be all together as a group.
After more than two decades of friendship, they probably knew each other better than their own spouses knew them, and certainly better than their own children knew them. Women’s lives are funny like that. It becomes so easy to forget that girl you were at eighteen. The girl who was ready to set the world on fire, without a glimmer of the compromise and disappointment that was to come. If you are lucky enough to have just one friend to remind you of that girl, you might manage to hold on to a piece of her.
Elizabeth didn’t want to forget that part of herself, so she worked hard to stay in touch with her four old friends. Those old friendships felt even more important to her now because she had chosen a profession—law—that seemed to be unique in its ability to wear down a person’s confidence and passion. And today was no exception.
In any case, this was the year all the girls were turning forty, and Elizabeth had hoped they could do something extra special to commemorate the occasion—but not a repeat of the Vegas debacle when they had turned thirty (Carmen’s idea, of course). It had taken her a week to recover from that particular event. No, they should come up with something more dignified for this milestone.
Maybe she could get Carmen to help. But she knew Carmen would probably come up with an excuse as to why she didn’t have time. She had a lot of excuses to choose from. She ran her Gold Coast neighborhood association, entertained frequently for her husband Mark’s colleagues and clients, had been the PTA president from the second her dau
ghter had started formal schooling, and was now managing the renovation of her and Mark’s new vacation home in Lake Geneva. Carmen had the firm belief that she was at least as busy as the other four of them. Elizabeth was dubious (really, unless you had worked in a big job like Elizabeth’s, you had no idea how demanding they were), but Carmen was her friend, so she tried to be respectful on the point.
No, whatever her argument, this year’s planner had to be Carmen. Elizabeth and Sara were always buried at work, and Martha was days away from giving birth. So it had to be Carmen.
As she finished her salad, Elizabeth’s thoughts turned back to Heather’s e-mail. It was typical that just as Elizabeth was about to get ahead a step, Heather was “transforming” her career. That’s how it always had gone in their friendship. One small step for Elizabeth, one leap forward for Heather.
She would have to ask Heather what she was up to when they saw each other next. Or, more likely, when they e-mailed each other next, since Heather didn’t seem to have time for old friends anymore.
Elizabeth wished that she and Heather had stayed as close as Carmen and Martha over the years. But she and Heather both had grueling jobs. She told herself it was just different. And some days she believed that.
CARMEN
Carmen was finally meeting Martha for lunch. Martha had been in Milwaukee just a few months since Robert had moved them and their two boys from Boston so that he could spend the year at Children’s Hospital for his newest cancer study. Carmen was delighted that Martha was only an hour drive away now. It had taken all of her patience to wait a few months for this visit to give Martha a chance to settle in.
Carmen and Martha were more than just friends; they were each other’s person. In so many ways they were opposites, cold, uptight Martha and fiery Carmen, but the chemistry had worked from the start. For more than twenty years, they shared the puts and takes of their lives, sometimes in person, but more often in daily calls or texts. Strung together, they were a diary of the mundane, hilarious, disappointing, and occasionally even sublime business of marriage and motherhood. And now, after Martha’s big move, they could talk in person whenever they wanted to. It was a game changer for their friendship, and the timing felt perfect to Carmen, especially since she had just become an empty nester when her only daughter, Avery, went off to college last September.
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