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by David Lehman

who crushed redwoods with her feet, who could swim a whole lake

  in two strokes—she ate human flesh and terrorized the people.

  I loved that story. She was bigger than any monster, or Bigfoot,

  or Loch Ness creature—

  a woman who was like weather, as enormous as a storm.

  He’d tell me how she walked through the woods, each tree coming down,

  branch to sawdust, leaf to skeleton, each mountain

  pulverized to dust.

  Then they set a trap. A hole so deep she could not climb out of it.

  (I have known that trap.)

  Then people set her on fire with torches. So she could not eat them

  anymore, could not steal their children or ruin their trees.

  I liked this part too. The fire. I imagined how it burned her mouth,

  her skin, and how she tried to stand but couldn’t, how it almost felt

  good to her—as if something was finally meeting her desire with desire.

  The part I didn’t like was the end, how each ash that flew up in the night

  became a mosquito, how she is still all around us

  in the dark, multiplied.

  I’ve worried my whole life that my father told me this because she is my

  anger: first comes this hunger, then abyss, then fire,

  and then a nearly invisible fly made of ash goes on and on eating mouthful

  after mouthful of those I love.

  from SWWIM

  REBECCA LINDENBERG

  * * *

  A Brief History of the Future Apocalypse

  Worlds just keep on ending and

  ending, ask anybody who survived

  an earthquake in an ancient city

  its people can’t afford to bolt

  to the bedrock, or lived to testify

  about the tyrant who used his city’s roofs

  like planks to walk people off,

  his country’s rivers like alligator pits

  he could lever open and drop a whole

  angry nation into. Ask anyone

  who has watched their own ribs emerge

  as hunger pulls them out like a tide,

  who watched bloody-sheet-wrapped

  bodies from the epidemic burn,

  or fled any of the wars to come.

  The year I was eleven, I felt

  the ground go airplane turbulent

  beneath me. Its curt shuddering

  brought down a bridge and a highway

  I’d been under just the day before.

  And I was not afraid, but should have been

  the first time love fell in me like snow.

  How could I know it would inter us

  both, so much volcanic ash—

  how could I not? The world must

  end and I think it will keep ending

  so long as we keep failing to heed

  the simple prophesies of fact—

  hot-mouthed coal-breathing machines

  fog our crystal ball, war is a trapdoor

  sprung open in the earth that a whole

  generation falls through, love ends,

  if no one errs, in death. When

  my love died, I remember thinking

  this happens to people every day,

  just—today, it’s our world

  crashing like an unmanned plane

  into the jungle of all I’ve ever

  had to feel, or imagine knowing.

  It feels terrible to feel terrible

  and so we let ourselves

  start to forget. That must be it.

  Why else would we let the drawbridge

  down for a new army, water

  the Horseman of Famine’s red steed

  with the last bucket from the well

  or worse—give up then. A heart

  sorrow-whipped and cowering

  will still nose its ribcage to be petted.

  Will still have an urge for heroics.

  And anyway, when has fear of grief

  actually kept anyone from harm.

  Some hope rustles in my leaves

  again. It blows through, they eddy

  the floor of me, unsettling

  all I tried to learn to settle for.

  Would I be wiser to keep

  a past sacrament folded in my lap

  or would I be more wise to shake

  the gathered poppies from my apron,

  brush off soft crimson petals

  of memory and be un-haunted—

  I don’t know. So I choose you and we

  will have to live this to learn what happens.

  And though it’s tempting to mistake

  for wonders the surge of dappled

  white-tailed does vaulting through

  suburban sliding glass doors,

  they are not. Not vanishing bees

  blown out like so many thousands

  of tiny candle-flames, neither

  the glinting throngs of small black birds

  suddenly spiraling out of the sky,

  the earth almost not even dimpling

  with the soft thuds of feathered weight.

  Nor the great wet sacks of whale

  allowing the tide to deposit them alive

  on a strand, nor even the sudden

  translucent bloom of jellyfishes.

  They’re not wonders, but signs

  and therefore can be read. I didn’t

  always know that apocalypse

  meant not the end of the world but

  the universe disclosing its knowledge

  as the sea is meant to give up its dead,

  the big reveal, when the veil blows back

  like so many cobwebs amid the ruins

  and all the meaning of all the evidence

  will shine in us to finally see—

  And there you’ll be and I’ll know you

  not by the moon in your voice but the song

  rung in my animal self. For I feel you,

  my sure-handed one, with something

  sacreder than instinct but just as fanged.

  Then unfold me the way you know

  I want so I can watch the stars

  blink back on over the garden as we grapple

  in the dimming black like little, little gods.

  from Southern Indiana Review

  NABILA LOVELACE

  * * *

  The S in “I Loves You, Porgy”

  makes me think plurality. Maybe I can love you

  with many selves. Or. I love all the Porgys.

  Even as a colloquialism: a queering of

  love as singular. English is a strange

  language because I loves

  and He loves are not

  both grammarly. I loves you,

  Porgy. Better to ask what man is not,

  Porgy.

  The beauty of Nina’s Porgy distorts

  gravity. Don’t let him take

  me. The ceiling is in

  the floor. There is one name

  I cannot say.

  Who is

  _________

  now?

  Beauty, a proposal on

  refuse. Disposal.

  Nina’s eyes know

  a fist too well. Not

  well enough.

  Pick one

  out a

  lineup.

  from Poem-a-Day

  CLARENCE MAJOR

  * * *

  Hair

  In the old days

  hair was magical.

  If hair was cut

  you had to make sure it didn’t end up

  in the wrong hands.

  Bad people could mix it

  with, say, the spit of a frog.

  Or with the urine of a rat!

  And certain words

  might be spoken.

  Then horrible things

  might happen to you.

  A woman with a husband

  in the Navy
<
br />   could not comb her hair after dark.

  His ship might go down.

  But good things

  could happen, too.

  My grandmother

  threw a lock of her hair

  into the fireplace.

  It burned brightly.

  That is why she lived

  to be a hundred and one.

  My uncle had red hair.

  One day it started falling out.

  A few days later

  his infant son died.

  Some women let their hair grow long.

  If it fell below the knees

  that meant

  they would never find a husband.

  Braiding hair into cornrows

  was a safety measure.

  It would keep hair

  from falling out.

  My aunt dropped a hairpin.

  It meant somebody

  was talking about her.

  Birds gathered human hair

  to build their nests.

  They wove it around sticks.

  And nothing happened to the birds.

  They were lucky.

  But people?

  from The New Yorker

  GAIL MAZUR

  * * *

  At Land’s End

  This garden, its descendants of Stanley’s anemones,

  flowing, pearlescent like the nacre of shells,

  their offspring mine now, in my yard, fragile

  beside the orange blare of Dugan’s trumpet vine—

  the garden’s almanac of inheritances swanning

  around the bee balm and butterfly bush,

  monarchs and black swallowtails fluttering,

  a sunflower bowing its great human head

  toward the sun. The garden’s heart, the lilies,

  its consoling perfumes, the richesse of memory . . .

  What would they say today, I wonder, our Old Ones—

  Stanley, ancient and clear-eyed, ready to jump into action,

  and Dugan, irascible, a furious activism far in his past,

  removed, really, past caring about much—

  yet somehow bracing, abrasive.

  Their—our—century long over, and today’s news—

  preposterous—still somehow unthinkable:

  a barbaric clown “at the helm,” breaking

  the toys of the circus he never liked anyway—

  every treasure, every human pact,

  tossed aside as if they were made to be broken.

  Playthings of the world, mortal, uprooted.

  Oh, Stanley, tending your cultivated dune

  under the sun of justice, wiry, undefeated, feeding

  your annual seedlings. One late afternoon

  long ago, a little too early for martinis,

  you lay down your clippers on warm flagstone

  by a withering clutch of weeds—

  Gail, you said, grabbing my wrist, urgent,

  What are we going to do about Bosnia?

  Where did it come from, where does it go, that sense of agency?

  You, so ready to drop your tools, compost the cuttings,

  compost your newspapers for the garden’s future—

  The Times, The Globe—

  as if here at land’s end, here on the coast, urgent,

  together we’d have energies to do battle forever.

  As if we could rescue the guttering world. . . .

  from Salamander

  SHANE MCCRAE

  * * *

  The President Visits the Storm

  “What a crowd! What a turnout!”

  —Donald Trump, to victims of Hurricane Harvey

  America you’re what a turnout great

  Crowd a great crowd big smiles America

  The hurricane is everywhere but here an

  Important man is talking here Ameri-

  ca the important president is talking

  And if the heavens open up the heavens

  Open above the president the heavens

  Open to assume him bodily into heaven

  As they have opened to assume great men

  Who will come back and bring the end with them

  America he trumpets the end of your

  Suffering both swan and horseman trumpeting

  From the back of the beast the fire and rose are one

  On the president’s bright head the flames implanted

  To make a gilded crown America

  The hurricane is everywhere but here

  America a great man is a poison

  That kills the sky the weather in the sky

  For who America can look above him

  You’re what a great a crowd big smiles the ratings

  The body of a storm is a man’s body

  It has an eye and everything in the eye

  Is dead a calm man is a man who has

  Let weakness overcome his urge for death

  America the president is talking

  You’re what a great a turnout you could be

  Anywhere but your anywhere is here

  And every inch of the stadium except those

  Feet occupied by the stage after his speech will

  Be used to shelter those displaced by the storm

  Except those feet occupied by the they’re

  Armed folks police assigned to guard the stage

  Which must remain in place for the duration

  Of the hurricane except those feet of dead

  Unmarked space called The Safety Zone between

  Those officers and you you must not vi-

  olate The Safety Zone you must not leave

  The Safety Zone the president suggests

  You find the edge it’s at a common sense

  Distance it is farther than you can throw

  A rock no farther than a bullet flies

  from Iowa Review

  JEFFREY MCDANIEL

  * * *

  Bio from a Parallel World

  Jeffrey McDaniel lives in a small apartment

  in Philadelphia. His hair gathered back

  into a ponytail. His smile a wobbly

  merry-go-round that he hopes you will get on.

  He treads water in the same dive bar

  every Thursday night. He smiles at each girl

  who stumbles in and says, Would you like to ride

  the Tilt-a-Whirl? Notice how each one of his teeth

  is a different shade of yellow. Then he flutters

  into the bathroom and digs a roller coaster

  out of his pocket. Jeffrey McDaniel inherited

  a lot of breadsticks when he was twelve

  from his dead grandfather. He has a fake shrine

  in his backyard. Sometimes his brothers call him

  and ask to borrow lawn furniture. In his pocket,

  the calls go to voicemail: Hi there,

  you sexy little dumpling. Welcome to my earlobe.

  Please breathe hard into the mouthpiece. Jeffrey McDaniel

  runs his hands along the two f’s in his name

  like elephant tusks and shakes his head like a bucket

  full of soggy trademarks, then he stomps out

  of the bathroom and finds a pool of bourbon

  hovering near his stool. Girls he knew in college

  lounge in bathing suits. He yanks off his t-shirt,

  struts out onto the diving board and cannonballs

  into his future, which smells just like his past.

  from The Southampton Review

  CAMPBELL MCGRATH

  * * *

  Miles Davis: Birth of the Cool/The Founding of Brasilia (1950)

  This is the birth of the cool, atom in the molecule,

  raindrop in the storm cloud and child in the man,

  this is kind of blue and bitches brew, purity and fusion,

  the gesture, the line, arpeggio and appoggiatura,

  notes and scales an
d all the imperial flourishes

  this is the plains before Carthage sewn with salt,

  the past itself disgraced by the ferocity of the new,

  this is the creation of a city in the jungle by a man

  with a horn, the founding of a capital and a nation

  triumphal boulevards clawed from flowers,

  this is the American Song Book harpooned like Moby Dick,

  this is the white whale, the white line, the white monster

  even Miles cannot over-master,

  this is a rainy night in Detroit when Miles walks in

  dripping wet, trumpet wrapped in a paper bag,

  and starts to play “My Funny Valentine” while the band

  on stage is playing “Sweet Georgia Brown,”

  I will build your city, I will make the towers rise,

  I will raze the jungle and delineate the plazas,

  like this, in G, like this, in F sharp,

  born a man to raise from the darkness

  the artifice of mankind, the symphony which is a city

  which is a hive and a bass line and ride cymbal

  and a solo cool as polar iron, this is time’s bulldozer

  clearing a space for the invisible song of the machine,

  invisible smoke rising from brush fires and funeral pyres,

  I will build Brasilia, I will tame your Amazon,

  I will build your mother-fucking city—

  here it is, shut up and listen.

  from Salmagundi

  ANGE MLINKO

  * * *

  Sleepwalking in Venice

  “Two kinds of imagination: the strong, the promiscuous.”

  —Leopardi

  Calle Rombiasio

  Watching a boneless nymph’s

  half-hearted resurrection

  from a spout in the pavement

  over and over; catching a glimpse

  of the source of my exhaustion,

  as if my gaze all this time had lent

  muscular support to her effort . . .

  She wasn’t at all as mischievous

  as her sisters, who seeped up

  through the flagstones of the court,

  serving the blue basilica to us

 

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