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by David Lehman


  In one of China’s great cities, before dawn.

  Forever I miss my Arab father’s way with mint leaves

  floating in a cup of sugared tea—his delicate hands

  arranging rinsed figs on a plate. What have we here?

  said the wolf in the children’s story

  stumbling upon people doing kind, small things.

  Is this small monster one of us?

  When your country does not feel cozy, what do you do?

  Teresa walks more now, to feel closer to her

  ground. If destination within two miles, she must

  hike or take the bus. Carries apples,

  extra bottles of chilled water to give away.

  Kim makes one positive move a day for someone else.

  I’m reading letters the ancestors wrote after arriving

  in the land of freedom, words in perfect English script . . .

  describing gifts they gave one another for Christmas.

  Even the listing seems oddly civilized,

  these 1906 Germans . . . hand-stitched embroideries for dresser

  tops. Bow ties. Slippers, parlor croquet, gold ring, “pretty

  inkwell.”

  How they comforted themselves! A giant roast

  made them feel more at home.

  Posthumous medals of honor for

  coming, continuing—could we do that?

  And where would we go?

  My father’s hope for Palestine

  stitching my bones, “no one wakes up and

  dreams of fighting around the house”—

  someday soon the steady eyes of children in Gaza,

  yearning for a little extra electricity

  to cool their lemons and cantaloupes, will be known.

  Yes?

  We talked for two hours via Google Chat,

  they did not complain once. Discussing stories,

  books, families, a character who does

  what you might do.

  Meanwhile secret diplomats are what we must be,

  as a girl in Qatar once assured me,

  each day slipping its blank visa into our hands.

  from Fifth Wednesday

  SHARON OLDS

  * * *

  Rasputin Aria

  I wish I did not think of Rasputin

  so often. To have been born with a penis which in

  manhood would be said to be,

  erect, 14" long,

  some said 18"

  organ which he used in brutal

  acts, penetrating helplessness,

  and then, at the end of his life, to be taken

  from behind, raped, then castrated,

  penis and testicles, harps of the nerves,

  gone—and then to be killed one way,

  and it did not take, and then another,

  then stabbed and drowned in a sack—

  though all that was found was the skein of burlap

  bitten and torn open and washed up—

  a cruel male leader, a brigand,

  law unto himself, taken, the shock of it, the

  disbelief, the poor anus from the

  worldwide family of anuses,

  the species’s helpless O, and the poor

  penis, brother to the poor sister

  vagina—tis of thee I think

  when I think of my country rendering,

  and being rendered, when I think of our body

  politic, its head of wrath

  with an orange flame for hair.

  from The Southampton Review

  MICHAEL PALMER

  * * *

  Nord-Sud

  That day when I thought of Pierre Reverdy

  for the first and final time

  I counted the butterflies in Rome.

  In Rome I counted the butterflies.

  There were always three,

  three on Trajan’s blood-stained column,

  three within the Memoirs of Hadrian,

  three alight on the Virgin’s left thigh,

  three perched amidst the eternal dust.

  (I counted to three because I felt I must.)

  Electric blue were these creatures of air

  born of the mind of Pierre Reverdy

  mourning the death of a violin by fire.

  The Tiber is flowing somewhat lazily today

  past a distant echo of Pierre Reverdy,

  past the burning manuscripts of Pierre Reverdy

  lighting the banks not of Tiber but of Seine.

  I counted the butterflies in Paris then

  as they caught fire one by one,

  one by a lock at the Quai de Valmy,

  one by the dying guillotine

  on the Place de la Cloche Vide

  where three last songs could be heard.

  You waved graciously and sang along

  as poetry, that blind ballerina in flames,

  bid you farewell while taking one last bow

  with no regrets other than a few.

  The earth is perfectly still

  and the butterflies have ended their day

  in the north and in the south.

  Listen, Pierre, the hands on the clock

  point towards the snows of yesteryear.

  Pierre, you died as we were about to meet.

  This poem is to be continued indefinitely.

  from Harper’s

  MORGAN PARKER

  * * *

  The Black Saint & The Sinner Lady & The Dead & The Truth

  For one thing, I hate stillness. On the front porch,

  waiting, I see an animal I don’t recognize:

  feet of a bird, wings of a leaf. The grotesqueness

  of attachment, the loudness of the woods, I knew it

  when I was dead before. I died for my sins

  and because of this, I am in the woods now,

  aching. It is June. I am used to being

  a certain kind of alone. Soon my photosynthesis

  will be complete, and I will be the gap

  between Angela Davis’s teeth. Do you ever

  love something so much, you become it?

  Like how when hard rain comes, you learn

  quick. You straighten your shoulders and hope

  this is better than touching.

  I say casual death, and the half-moon

  is my enemy, an uncertain white girl.

  I wish I didn’t care. I am myself

  shaking hands, so subtle no one notices.

  Sometimes, it’s my ribcage, or my throat

  does the same damn thing as my skull,

  the little bear inside it. Please

  don’t make me repeat myself.

  from Harper’s

  WILLIE PERDOMO

  * * *

  Head Crack Head Crack

  Zoo Bang

  Auld Lang

  Brick City

  Fly Ditty

  Drug War

  Street Noir

  War Fat

  Bank That

  Sneaker Box

  Check Account

  Get Fresh

  Stay Fly

  Night Pool

  Old School

  Stash House

  Corner Store

  We Cool

  No More

  Smoked Out

  Player’s Ball

  Okey Doke

  Flat Broke

  Hang Out

  No Doubt

  Black Out

  Death Count

  Dwight Gone

  Tone Gone

  Petey Gone

  Chino Gone

  Body Shot

  Chop Shop

  Black Hole

  Myths Sold

  Break That

  Like This

  Black Cat

  Death Kiss

  Power Move

  Move That

  Krush Groove

  Dope Shit

  Step Back

  Get This

  from Green
Mountains Review

  CARL PHILLIPS

  * * *

  Star Map with Action Figures

  More dark than gray, but not yet quite dark

  entirely, the stories keep ending as if there were

  a limit to what any story could hold onto, and this

  the limit, the latest version of it, looking a lot like the sea

  meeting shore.

  To constellate, the way desire

  does, sometimes, with fear, or anger—both, occasionally—

  and there’s been gentleness, too, I’m here, I’ve

  always been here . . .

  Maybe between mystery

  and what little we can say for sure

  happened, lies a secret even

  memory itself keeps somewhere

  hidden because for now

  it has to.

  Less like wishing too late, I mean,

  for a thing to be otherwise than like fire closing in

  so absolutely, it can almost seem intimacy

  had yet to be invented, and here’s the fire,

  inventing it: Constellate,

  with me—

  Look at the field,

  studded with the blue-black eyes of broken heroes.

  One of the eyes is moving. It can still see. What does it see?

  from Virginia Quarterly Review

  ISHMAEL REED

  * * *

  Just Rollin’ Along

  Louis Charles (L. C. “Good Rockin’ ” Robinson (born Louis Charles Robinson; May 13, 1914–September 26, 1976) was an American blues singer, guitarist, and fiddle player. “He played an electric steel guitar. Robinson was more than just a storyteller. He was one of the Bay Area’s most significant blues artists, . . . who helped shape what’s come to be known as West Coast Blues. When Robinson died in 1976, [Ron] Steward recounts, the influential bluesman was near penniless and friends had to pass a hat around at his funeral.”

  —Jim Harrington

  It was ’34 Oklahoma and L.C. was doing a gig

  People were doing the Texas Two Step

  And greasing on the pig

  There were mounds upon mounds of ice cream

  The pies were crusty and fine

  The following story is true and I ain’t lyin’

  Good Rockin’ Robinson was packing them in

  But the noise of a Ford sedan disrupted the

  Din

  A woman and a man

  The man had a grin

  They were

  Just rollin’ along

  Just rollin’ along

  Her lap held a Thompson

  The barrel was long

  “I’ll give you 12 silver dollars,” she said

  “If you play our song”

  “I’m sitting on top of the world”

  “I’m sitting on top of the world”

  They were Just rollin’ along

  Just rollin’ along

  They paid Good Rockin’ and

  Were on their way

  Very few in the crowd will forget that

  Day

  The policeman pulled up

  He was all out of breath

  “Did you see a couple in a Ford

  Come this way?

  She was dapper,” he said

  “He wore a Newsboy cap

  And a pistol on his side”

  Good Rockin’ asked who was

  In that ride

  The policeman said

  “It was Bonnie and Clyde”

  The policeman said

  “It was Bonnie and Clyde”

  They were

  Just rollin’ along

  Just rollin’ along

  from Black Renaissance Noire

  PAISLEY REKDAL

  * * *

  Four Marys

  —Madonna del Parto, 1460, Piero della Francesca

  Are the drapes drawn open, or being closed?

  Each of the heavy, velvet wings is clasped

  in the hands of a little angel, a little man really,

  in shades of plum and mint green that frame

  the birthing tent’s opening for a girl

  who retreats into or emerges from the dark.

  It isn’t clear: the perspective is such

  that if I cover the painting’s

  top half with a hand, Mary steps forward;

  if I cover the lower, she shrinks back,

  her blue bodice split at the bulging seams

  to show the pear-white cut of her linen shift,

  the great weight of the child she is about to bear

  and later bury. And even if I didn’t believe

  the child would rise again, I would believe the artist

  had seen such fear paint a girl’s face

  when the eldest women in the village

  are called for help, and fresh straw brought in

  if there isn’t a bed, and hot water, and rose oil to rub

  over the hips, and vinegar and sugar water

  to drink, and hog’s gut and a thick needle

  to sew her up with later. Even if I did not believe

  in Mary’s joy, I would believe in her pain, the quick flick

  of her thoughts turning to the sister, or the cousin,

  or to her own mother who died giving birth,

  the baby too not making it, for the birth

  was in winter: ice so clogged the village’s

  deep ruts that the midwife’s cart slipped

  into the soak dike, splitting the wood wheel

  in two, and by the time the woman could walk

  the steep hill up to the villa, the mother had torn,

  and in the rush to save her, no one worked

  quick enough to cut the cord wrapped

  around the baby’s throat. Or the baby came out

  strong and fine, but died two years later

  when it stumbled into a fire, or was bitten by a rat

  and sickened and starved, or caught the fever

  that spread through town when all the animals

  were stabled inside the houses for winter.

  So many people died, so many people

  were supposed to die, it’s hard to conceive

  of how the mothers survived their grief,

  and how they named their next, living baby

  after the dead one, because the name, at least,

  was good. It’s hard to know if I should read

  the deepest grief or resignation or both in the line

  from Mary Shelley’s 1818 notebook, the year

  her daughter, Clara, died, two weeks

  after Mary had given birth to her. Woke this morning.

  Found my baby dead, all the little black scratching pen

  could add to paper, and the rest was blank,

  and then there were months, and then

  there was Frankenstein. Piero della Francesca

  painted an embroidery of pomegranates

  into Mary’s birthing tent, symbol of fruitfulness

  and of the underworld, of a mother’s grief

  and of her rage to get her child back, the daughter

  both dead and alive to her, as Mary knows her own child

  is both dead and alive to us. A winter fruit

  for the winter birth of a rich woman

  whose house wanted to ward off a grueling

  delivery, and so whose midwife would feed her

  pomegranate seeds to sustain her, a fruit

  the midwife herself would eat only once, as payment

  from the duke for the son she finally ushered

  for him into the world. Such a strange, leathery

  skin, though the color was bright

  as blood on fresh linen, and who could have expected

  those glistening cells packed inside, wet prisms

  in the ruby eye of a ruby insect, or the heart

  of a god who takes what he wants

  and never gives it back. The midwife
took the fruit home

  and split it with her husband, and tried not to think

  of the bed of the girl she’d just left, its stains

  that looked almost black in the dawn light,

  and how the girl’s skin had turned bluish, the fragile spring

  she’d require to spend alone in bed away from the duke

  and healing. How can Mary not look

  downcast before these curtains that threaten

  to close on her, to open? I have no doubt

  of seeing the animal today, Mary Wollstonecraft

  Godwin, Mary Shelley’s mother wrote,

  meaning birth, meaning Mary, the little animal

  she never saw grow up, because Wollstonecraft

  died of an infection days after giving birth.

  But before that was told she could not nurse

  her infant daughter for fear the corruption

  would spread through her milk, though she stayed

  at Mary’s bedside the final three days of her life.

  And Godwin beside her, who, because he loved

  his wife, believed her genius could survive

  any truth, and so published a memoir later

  detailing everything: Wollstonecraft’s affairs,

  her daughter’s illegitimacy, attempts at suicide, so that

  in 1798 the index of the Anti-Jacobin Review would publish,

  under the heading “Prostitution,” See Mary

  Wollstonecraft. Two towns over from his Madonna,

  in a church in Arezzo, Piero della Francesca

  painted a fresco of Mary Magdalene, her curled hair wet

  with the tears she used to bathe Christ’s feet,

  her body a swollen green swathe of dress, the red cape

  folded so as to accentuate the pendulous belly

  and thick thigh, the Magdalene bristling

  between arch columns that frame her, one

  painted slightly forward, the other behind

  her body, so that we do not know in which direction

  Mary is headed, nor what she is, really,

  her almond eyes glittering out at us, halo chipped,

  over centuries, away. It is wonderful

  when time accentuates something of the truth

 

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