“Drea, go help him take the bags to the car. Let me talk to baby girl for a minute.” My mama walked off and I almost died when I saw she was walking bow legged and limping. “I don’t know what happened between you and him, but I can tell he’s a good kid. Even if he’s not the one for you, that’s not a reason for you to drop out of school. Never let a bitch dictate your actions. I don’t care who it is.” The tears fell from my eyes and I laid my head against my daddy.
“He told me he thinks we need some space. I don’t understand though. We were good and that came out of nowhere. Before I kill him, I would rather just leave. I’ve never felt like this before and I thought he was the one.” Daddy got quiet and then took a deep breath.
“You might not understand it right now, but what he did was respectful as fuck. You brought him here, he sees how we are, and he doesn’t want to pursue you until he knows he’s ready. It takes a big mufucka to do something like that. I know it hurts, but it only made me like that lil nigga more. I did all kind of shit to him and his ass still looked at you like you were the only thing that mattered. Give him time baby girl.”
“Naw daddy fuck him. I mean I hear what you saying and all, but that’s some coward shit. He should have figured that out before we got here. Hell, he could have stayed at home.” Daddy nodded, and I could tell he still didn’t agree with me.
“Were you serious when you said you are a virgin?” I nodded yes, and it was like he had an ah ha moment. “You tried to get some last night and he turned you down, right?” Nodding yes again, I eased away from him. “You got a winner baby girl. It may not seem like it right now, but you do. He loves you even if he doesn’t know it. Give it time, y’all will be okay. I know you’re my child but try not to be too petty.” I laughed as he wiped the tears from my eyes.
“I love you daddy.”
“I love you more. Now get your ass outside before you don’t have a nigga. Your mama been out there a long time with him, she may have slipped.” We both laughed, but I really wanted to know why he always said that about her. Walking outside, I hugged my parents again and walked towards the car. You could see all on Darryl’s face that he was conflicted. We already said our goodbyes to Phantom and Free. I’m sure he wished he was here right now. Rolling my eyes, I got in the car and closed the door. I know I was being selfish, but so fucking what. Turning my body all the way away from him, I looked out the window until I fell asleep.
“Spark, we here shorty.” Sitting up, I looked around and realized I had slept the entire way. He looked defeated, but I didn’t give a fuck. Getting out, I didn’t even bother to grab my bags. His ass can bring them up, then get the fuck on. I’m still confused on what happened last night. When I came out the bathroom, shit took a turn for the worse.
How the hell this nigga fell asleep this fast was beyond me. I know I wasn’t in the shower that long, but I made sure everything was right. After I rubbed down in my YSL lotion, I put on some gloss and came out. His mouth was open, and he had a slight snore. Climbing in next to him, I kissed him on his lips. When he didn’t move, I softly called his name as I rubbed his dick. I could feel it stiffen, so I thought he woke up. Saying fuck it, I climbed on top of him and started grinding against his hard dick. Continuing to kiss him, I could feel it getting harder. His kept forgetting to snore, so I knew he was woke. Smiling, I slid my hand in his towel and pulled his dick out. I tried my best to get it inside of me, but the shit was too big, and it hurt. I couldn’t get no more than the tip in. His ass wasn’t offering me any help, so I kept trying to ride it. I eventually got used to the tip and it started to slide in a little more. When I felt him grab my ass, I thought he was about to help me.
“Shorty, come on now. Get up before your pops walk in. Let’s talk.” Looking at him like he was crazy, I tried to push all the way down. His ass made like a hissing sound but pulled me off him.
“I thought we were about to do this. What’s wrong with you?”
“Nothing man. You mad because I don’t want to fuck you in your parent’s house? Plus, I don’t have any condoms. This is not the time, we will have our moment shorty.” Climbing off him completely, I stared him in the eyes. Shit wasn’t adding up, he was just ready to do this before I went in the shower. I’m trying to figure out how I’m sitting over here with a sore pussy and only the tip was forced in.
“I’m not mad, I just want to know what’s going on.”
“Nothing shorty. I’m just not sure if this is what I want. I need time to think and I can’t do that with you under me all the time. Let’s take a break from each other and see if this is what we really trying to do.” I went from confused to pissed. Without thinking, I slapped the shit out of his ass. He didn’t even flinch. Turning over, he went to sleep on my ass like it was nothing.
“Here is your stuff. I had bought you a present to give you when the time was right. Guess it will never be the right time. I hope you like it. I’ll see you around shorty.” I didn’t say nothing for a couple of minutes, because I was trying to find the words to say. When I turned around, he was gone. Running out the door, I went downstairs trying to catch him, but he was pulling off. I don’t know why, but I had to tell him how I felt. If he still chose to leave, then that was on him. Hopefully, it would make him change his mind.
“Darryyllll.” His ass didn’t even look back. I was about to walk back in the house, but this guy stopped me. I remember it was the guy that was at the food spot with Darryl.
“Hey Spark. You looking good girl, why you out here chasing Darryl? What happened?” I didn’t really want to tell him, but maybe he would talk to him for me.
“I don’t really know what it is. He just changed his mind about me I guess. Can you just tell him to come back over so we can talk?” His ass got this weird look on his face and started talking.
“I don’t know what you see in him no way. That nigga don’t give a fuck about a chick. I’m not hating on him, that’s my room mate. I fucks with that nigga hard, but he don’t want you. Never will. He gets off and being able to dog women. You’re too good for that.” Wow. Was all the fuck I could say.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN DARRYL
Seeing Spark that way had me feeling fucked up, but I didn’t know what else to do. A nigga wanted to hold her and never let her ass go, but at the same time, I knew I loved bitches. I wasn’t sure that was something I could do right now. I was willing to try, but would that be enough? If I couldn’t, the hurt would still be the same. Actually, it would be more because her feelings would be invested, and so would mine.
If I fucked her, it was no good way out this shit. She made me test every ounce of my will power, when she was riding my tip. All I wanted to do was shove my dick inside of her when I gripped her ass. My soul was shaking as I lifted her up. On the outside, I was playing it cool, but on the inside I wanted to rearrange her walls. I know that shit would have been selfish as fuck, so I stood my ground. The bitch was shaky, but I stood on them mufuckas. The entire way home, I just wanted to kiss her or grab her hand. Knowing she was crazy, we probably would have crashed had I did that. Shorty would have went stupid in this bitch and I wasn’t about to risk our lives. So, my dumb ass just kept looking at her every chance I got. I don’t know what I was expecting, but I thought I would still be able to see her or something. Shorty got out of the car and ordered me to bring her bags like my name was Jeffrey or some shit. Knowing I had fucked up, I did it with no questions asked.
Shorty wouldn’t even look at me when I tried to talk to her. Shit pissed me off, but I had brought it on myself. Defeated, I left and drove over to my dorm. Sitting outside, I rolled up and tried to get high as I could to take my mind off this shit. You would think my ass would be scared to smoke weed since that’s how they drugged my pops, but I didn’t let people in my space like that.
My ass was high as hell ad out of nowhere, shorty was banging on my window. Shit scared the shit out of me and here I was with yet another burn. I dropped that shit in my lap. She was angry,
and I thought I had slid out this jam easily. I guess she had to think about the shit and now shorty was ready to fight. Picking up my blunt, I cracked the window to see what she wanted. Spark was petty as hell when she was pissed.
“What up shorty.” You could tell she was offended, and it took everything in me not to tell her ass, it was for my protection. If I did that shit, she would probably turn into Zee.
“This how the fuck you gone talk to me? Open the fucking door Darryl.” Seeing her anger let me know, there was no way I was opening that shit. Deciding to try and put an end to it completely, I said something I may regret later.
“I’m not trying to have you in the car with me. I’m about to have company and I don’t want the shit to be complicated. Just leave Spark, I’ll hit you up later.” I’ve never been scared of a soul on this mufucka but Phantom. The way Spark looked at me, changed that shit. I could feel that shit in my soul that shorty wasn’t letting that shit ride and it wasn’t gone be her normal petty antics. Without saying a word, she walked off and got in her car. I tried to get out and catch her to tell her I was lying, but shorty tried to run me over. My ass had to dive on the hood of my car to get out of the way. Thinking that shit was over, I damn near lost my shit, when she reversed and back and then came charging at my car full speed. This psycho mufucka just kept reversing and whacking my shit. Grabbing my phone, I called pops.
“What up son?”
“I did what you told me and now shorty out here tearing my car up. Send somebody to pick my shit up and hers.” The last time, she whacked it so hard, pops heard it.
“Nigga, you might have to say fuck what I said and give her the dick. Shorty done lost it.” I wanted to beat his ass.
“Nigga, you the reason she tearing my shit up. This was what you told me to do.”
“Yeah, I might have fucked that up. Plus, how you gone listen to a victim. Your mama beat my ass if I snore wrong. Let me get on up off this phone and let you handle that shit. I’ll send somebody over there. Oh and son, run. When she done with the car, she coming after your ass.” His ass hung up and when I looked up, Spark had this crazy ass look in her eyes. Taking my father advice, I took off running on her ass. Shorty was in a different mind frame and I wasn’t on that shit. When I got to the other side of the school, I saw Jay. His ass tried to avoid me, and that shit threw me off. When I approached him, the nigga was damn near shaking.
“Look, I wasn’t hating or no shit like that. I just thought since you got so many bitches, you wouldn’t mind if I shot my shot.” Now I was looking at him sideways. I needed to know what and who he was talking about.
“So, you came at her when?” I was trying to piece the shit together.
“A lil while ago. She was chasing behind you when you left out of the building. Maybe I shouldn’t have said anything at all, but you knew I wanted her first.” This hoe ass nigga was talking about Spark. That was why she was over there trying to talk to me. I was so pissed my body was on fire. I wanted to stretch my arms on his bitch ass, but I couldn’t shoot him out here on school property. Too many cameras and witnesses. Grabbing my gun, I still chose to use it and went across his head with it. Something took over me and I lost my mind on that nigga. I could feel somebody grabbing me and calling my name, but I had blanked out.
“Darry, stop it. A crowd is forming, you need to get out of here.” Looking back, I realized it was Spark’s roommate. Seeing the other people walking over, I left. I was still pissed and felt like I wanted to kill that nigga. That shit let me know I wouldn’t be able to see her with someone else. I needed to fix this between us, before shorty tried to get with someone else and I ended up in jail over some pussy I never got.
When I got back to my car hoping Spark was still out there, I wanted to kill shorty. Who the fuck does a Maserati like this. My shit was all fucked up and she was gone. She left her shit crashed into mine like it was nothing. When I looked around, I didn’t see her, and I sent a message to my pops. Telling him to send somebody right now, I didn’t want her to get in trouble. Walking inside, I grabbed my stuff and jumped in the shower. Shorty wanted the dick, she was about to get it. `I couldn’t believe that shit Jay bitch ass pulled. What nigga tries to throw salt on another mufucka’s name, to get some pussy? He was a lame out here and I was gone have to start treating him as such.
Getting out, I threw on some basketball shorts, and a T shirt. I wasn’t about to try and take off all them fucking clothes. Grabbing some condoms, I left out. My ass was pissed I had to walk over to her shit. Spark ass didn’t think. How the fuck you gone tear up both of our shit? I would have my pops send a rental tomorrow, but right now, I was going to give shorty what we both wanted. Especially since pops sent me the fuck off. When I finally got to her room and walked in, shorty was on the bed crying and if I wasn’t sure before, I knew I didn’t want to be the reason she ever cried again. I just hope it wasn’t too late.
CHAPTER NINETEEN SPARK
I couldn’t believe the shit Darryl’s friend was saying to me. His ass literally tried to tell me every single thing this nigga did. Even though it was horrifying to hear how fucked up he was, there was no way I would fuck with his friend. First off, my daddy would fuck us both up if he found out I was fucking with a weak ass nigga. That was the lamest shit I had ever heard, and I wanted to spit in his face.
That was disloyal on another level and I wasn’t that bitch. His ass was going on and on, while licking his lips thinking that shit was impressing me. Whole time, I couldn’t take my eyes off his curly fro. That shit wasn’t curling all the way over and that shit was bothering me. How do you trust a nigga with half a curl? The more I stared, the more I thought how good and flammable his shit would be. This nigga was giving out his best game and I finally cut him off.
“Lil Luther, I promise you need to get the fuck up out of here, before shit go bad for you. I’m in no way interested, actually I’m disgusted at your weak buzz ball looking ass. Who does that? Besides, look at your shoes. Niggas with shoes that’s leaning over the rail singing the national anthem, could never get with a bitch like me. Don’t go chasing waterfalls, dry curl having ass.” His ass was standing there looking stupid and I walked to my car and got in.
“You about to tell Darryl ain’t you?” Laughing, I nodded my head.
“Like a nigga on first forty eight trying to get a sandwich. Now move lil Luther, don’t want your lil ass curls catching whip lash.” When I pulled off, I drove straight to Darryl. I know I was mad at him, but he needed to know who the fuck he was dealing with. That nigga was the worst kind of enemy and I didn’t do well with snakes.
What I wasn’t expecting though, was for him to treat me the way he did. His ass was treating me like a bug that wouldn’t get off his windshield. Nigga was throwing shade left and right. I was all good until that nigga said he was about to have company. It was like something inside of me snapped and I couldn’t control it. Like nigga you think you about to sit and chill with another bitch in this car? My ass was acting as if I bought the car. At that point, I gave zero fucks and I wanted to fuck him up. When the bitch didn’t even try to approach me, I knew he was over me. He loved the fight we had, and his ass just took off running. Nigga left me swinging at the air.
Since my car was fucked up, I left my shit in the ass of his car and went back to my room. Not wanting the tears to show, I went and jumped in the shower. It would hide my tears and I was fine with that. I stayed in there until I was no longer shedding tears. Walking into my room, I climbed in my bed and went to sleep. I was drained, and I was over today. I’ve never felt heartbreak and I prayed I never felt this shit again.
Feeling my pussy throbbing, I figured it must be a dream. Scared to open my eyes thinking it was going to stop, I laid there squeezing them tight. His hands rubbed up and down my body and something about his touch seemed urgent. When he pushed my legs back far as hell, I knew I wasn’t dreaming. My ass was over here feeling like the last piece of bread the way he had me bent. Opening my
eyes, I leaned up to look at him and I hated how sexy he was eating my pussy. I wanted to push him away, but I also wanted to know how far he would go.
My ass was scared to move, afraid he would stop if he knew I was woke. Not being able to moan or grind back, tears formed in my eyes and it took everything in me not to scream when I came. I wonder if it was possible to cum in your sleep or did he know my ass was woke now. When he climbed on top of me, his lips covered mine, so yeah, he knew I was woke.
“You want me Spark?” I nodded my head and he kissed me again. “Tell me you want me.”
“I want you.” The shit came out in a moan and I hated that shit. He knew he had control over me, and I didn’t want him to. His dick was hard as hell against my thigh and I wanted to feel it. Reaching down, I freed it and the shit plopped against my pussy. My reflex had me grinding against it and you could tell he was trying to control his actions. Pulling my legs back, I grabbed his dick again and rubbed it up and down my pussy. The wetness had the shit feeling like I could cum again, just from that alone. Not being able to take it anymore, I placed it at my hole and started grinding against it.
“Fuuuckkk. Spark, we need to put on a condom.” I didn’t want a baby, but I was scared if I let him get up, he would change his mind again. When he tried to climb off, I wrapped my legs around him and kept pushing against my hole. “Spark please let me get a condom.” My wetness allowed it to slide in a little easier. It was still stopping, but it went further than it did the last time.
When he realized I wasn’t going to stop grinding, he groaned and next thing you know, he was pumping back. He worked it as slowly as he could, but I think the tightness was getting to him. I was trying to be a big girl since I begged for it, but this shit hurt. I guess he could tell I was in pain.
“You okay shorty, you want me to stop?” Shaking my head no, I allowed him to keep going. The deeper he went, the harder he groaned. His ass stopped moving and I thought he came. He was allowing his dick to adjust. My shit was throbbing but strangely, I wanted more. Biting down into my neck, it’s like the nice guy was gone. “Fuck this shit. I’m sorry shorty.” Grabbing my hands, he wrapped his fingers in mine and covered my mouth with his.
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