CHAPTER XV
"Of course, we're behaving shockingly, all three of us!" Philippadeclared, as she sipped her champagne and leaned back in her seat.
"You mean by coming to a place like this?" Lessingham queried, lookingaround the crowded restaurant. "We are not, in that case, the onlysinners."
"I didn't mean the mere fact of being here," Philippa explained, "butbeing here with you."
"I forgot," he said gloomily, "that I was such a black sheep."
"Don't be silly," she admonished. "You're nothing of the sort. But, ofcourse, we are skating on rather thin ice. If I had Henry to considerin any way, if he had any sort of a career, perhaps I should be morecareful. As it is, I think I feel a little reckless lately. Dreymarshhas got upon my nerves. The things that I thought most of in life seemto have crumbled away."
"Ought I to be sorry?" he asked. "I am not."
"But why are you so unsympathetic?"
"Because I am waiting by your side to rebuild," he whispered.
A tall, bronzed young soldier with his arm in a sling, stopped beforetheir table, and Helen, after a moment's protest and a glance atPhilippa, moved away with him to the little space reserved for thedancers.
"What a chaperon I am!" Philippa sighed. "I scarcely know anything aboutthe young man except his name and that he was in Dick's regiment."
"I did not hear it," Lessingham observed, "but I feel deeply gratefulto him. It is so seldom that I have a chance to talk to you alone likethis."
"It seems incredible that we have talked so long," Philippa said,glancing at the watch upon her wrist. "I really feel now that I know allabout you--your school days, your college days, and your soldiering. Youhave been very frank, haven't you?"
"I have nothing to conceal--from you," he replied. "If there is anythingmore you want to know--"
"There is nothing," she interrupted uneasily.
"Perhaps you are wise," he reflected, "and yet some day, you know, youwill have to hear it all, over and over again."
"I will not be made love to in a restaurant," she declared firmly.
"You are so particular as to localities," he complained. "You couldnot see your way clear, I suppose, to suggest what you would consider asuitable environment?"
Philippa looked at him for a moment very earnestly.
"Ah, don't let us play at things we neither of us feel!" she begged."And there is some one there who wants to speak to you."
Lessingham looked up into the face of the man who had paused beforetheir table, as one might look into the face of unexpected death. Heremained perfectly still, but the slight colour seemed slowly tobe drawn from his cheeks. Yet the newcomer himself seemed in no wayterrifying. He was tall and largely built, clean-shaven, and withthe humourous mouth of an Irishman or an American. Neither was thereanything threatening in his speech.
"Glad to run up against you, Lessingham," he said, holding out his hand."Gay crowd here tonight, isn't it?"
"Very," Lessingham answered, speaking very much like a man in a dream."Lady Cranston, will you permit me to introduce my friend--Mr. Hayter."
Philippa was immediately gracious, and a few moments passed in trivialconversation. Then Mr. Hayter prepared to depart.
"I must be joining my friends," he observed. "Look in and see mesometime, Lessingham--Number 72, Milan Court. You know what a nightbirdI am. Perhaps you will call and have a final drink with me when you havefinished here."
"I shall be very glad," Lessingham promised.
Mr. Hayter passed on, a man, apparently, of many acquaintances, to judgeby his interrupted progress. Lady Cranston looked at her companion. Shewas puzzled.
"Is that a recent acquaintance," she asked, "as he addressed you by thename of Lessingham?"
"Yes," was the quiet reply.
"You don't wish to talk about him?"
"No!"
Helen and her partner returned, a few moments later, and the littleparty presently broke up. Lessingham drove the two women to their hotelin Dover Street.
"We've had a most delightful evening," Philippa assured him, as theysaid good night. "You are coming round to see us in the morning, aren'tyou?"
"If I may," Lessingham assented.
Helen found her way into Philippa's room, later on that night. She hadnerved herself for a very thankless task.
"May I sit down for a few moments?" she asked, a little nervously. "Yourfire is so much better than mine."
Philippa glanced at her friend through the looking-glass before whichshe was brushing her hair, and made a little grimace. She felt aforewarning of what was coming.
"Of course, dear," she replied. "Have you enjoyed your evening?"
"Very much, in a way," was the somewhat hesitating reply. "Of course,nothing really counts until Dick comes back, but it is nice to talk withsome one who knows him."
"Agreeable conversation," Philippa remarked didactically, "is one of thegreatest pleasures in life."
"You find Mr. Lessingham very interesting, don't you?" Helen asked.
Philippa finished arranging her hair to her satisfaction and drew up aneasy-chair opposite her visitor's.
"So you want to talk with me about Mr. Lessingham, do you?"
"I suppose you know that he's in love with you?" Helen began.
"I hope he is a little, my dear," was the smiling reply. "I'm sure I'vetried my best."
"Won't you talk seriously?" Helen pleaded.
"I don't altogether see the necessity," Philippa protested.
"I do, and I'll tell you why," Helen answered. "I don't think Mr.Lessingham is at all the type of man to which you are accustomed. Ithink that he is in deadly earnest about you. I think that he was indeadly earnest from the first. You don't really care for him, do you,dear?"
"Very much, and yet not, perhaps, quite in the way you are thinking of,"was the quiet reply.
"Then please send him away," Helen begged.
"My dear, how can I?" Philippa objected. "He has done us an immenseservice, and he can't disobey his orders."
"You don't want him to go away, then?"
Philippa was silent for several moments. "No," she admitted, "I don'tthink that I do."
"You don't care for Henry any more?"
"Just as much as ever," was the somewhat bitter reply. "That's what Iresent so much. I should like Henry to believe that he had killed everyspark of love in me."
Helen moved across and sat on the arm of her friend's chair. She feltthat she was going to be very daring.
"Have you any idea at the back of your mind, dear," she asked "of makinguse of Mr. Lessingham to punish Henry?"
Philippa moved a little uneasily.
"How hatefully downright you are!" she murmured. "I don't know."
"Because," Helen continued, "if you have any such idea in your mind, Ithink it is most unfair to Mr. Lessingham. You know perfectly well thatanything else between you and him would be impossible."
"And why?"
"Don't be ridiculous!" Helen exclaimed vigorously. "Mr. Lessingham mayhave all the most delightful qualities in the world, but he has attachedhimself to a country which no English man or woman will be able tothink of without shuddering, for many years to come. You can't dreamof cutting yourself adrift from your friends and your home and yourcountry! It's too unnatural! I'm not even arguing with you, Philippa.You couldn't do it! I'm wholly concerned with Mr. Lessingham. I cannotforget what we owe him. I think it would be hatefully cruel of you tospoil his life."
Philippa's flashes of seriousness were only momentary. She made a littlegrimace. She was once more her natural, irresponsible self.
"You underrate my charm, Helen," she declared. "I really believe that Icould make his life instead of spoiling it."
"And you would pay the price?"
Philippa, slim and elflike in the firelight, rose from her chair. Therewas a momentary cruelty in her face.
"I sometimes think," she said calmly, "that I would pay any price in theworld to make Henry understand how I fee
l. There, now run along, dear.You're full of good intentions, and don't think it horrid of me, butnothing that you could say would make any difference."
"You wouldn't do anything rash?" Helen pleaded.
"Well, if I run away with Mr. Lessingham, I certainly can't promise thatI'll send cards out first. Whatever I do, impulse will probably decide."
"Impulse!"
"Why not? I trust mine. Can't you?" Philippa added, with a little shrugof the shoulders.
"Sometimes," Helen sighed, "they are such wild horses, you know. Theylead one to such terrible places."
"And sometimes," Philippa replied, "they find their way into the heavenwhere our soberer thoughts could never take us. Good night, dear!"
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