The Disciple
Sarah Sheridan
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First published in 2021 by Bloodhound Books.
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Contents
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Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Acknowledgements
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The Convent
For my three superstars, Bethan, Olivia and Ben
1
Five days before the catastrophe, Sister Veronica pulled her old shawl tightly round her shoulders as she stomped down the staircase in the Convent of the Christian Heart. Great Heavens, it was chilly. She would have to knit a thicker cloak at this rate. She stopped for a minute and stared through the hall window at the bronze leaves swirling around London’s Soho Square gardens. The weather, she reflected, was making it clear that following the infliction of a scorching summer, it was gearing up for an unpleasant onslaught of freezing autumn winds. And Sister Julia Augusta, her formidable Mother Superior – who was always one for a spot of mild suffering – had stated with resolution that their heating was not to be turned on until at least October. Sister Veronica tutted under her breath, wondering if the nation would ever again hear the word ‘mild’ during a weather forecast. She would have to find Sister Agnes an electric radiator for her bedroom or her arthritic pain would get even worse during these September days, and she couldn’t stand seeing the agony in her friend’s face as she tried to kneel in chapel. And to think, two weeks before they’d all been fanning themselves in the convent garden, talking about how sweltering it was.
Hearing a gurgle from the kitchen, an indulgent smile broke across her face and she made great effort to increase her stride, ignoring the itching on her legs from her new tweed skirt. It was such a treat to have a baby in the building. Even if the cause of the little one’s arrival was so disturbing. For a moment, mental pain stabbed at Sister Veronica; the scars in her mind caused by poor Jamie Markham’s murder still fresh and unhealed. Flashbacks of her abduction – a result of her investigative efforts into justice for Jamie – tormented her daily. She’d been in hospital, of course, recovering from the whole ordeal, and a broken arm, Saints preserve her – only recently out of plaster – when Agnes had visited and announced that an infant had been abandoned on the doorstep of their convent. Sister Veronica suspected her sly old friend had used this news as a means to jog her back to reality, to some sort of sense of self, knowing she was far too curious a person not to be interested in the baby’s arrival. Especially when the only two items left with the baby – one enigmatic and one horribly sinister – were taken into account.
And the baby is who matters now, Veronica, she told herself. Stop ruminating on the past and immerse yourself in the present. We’ll have none of that morbid thinking today, thank you very much. There’s too much work to be done. Dearie me, pull yourself together, old girl. Shaking her head slightly, trying to dislodge her dark thoughts, she marched down the hall and entered the kitchen, a huge beam immediately illuminating her face.
‘Great Saints, Veronica, I’m so glad you’re here.’ Sister Catherine was holding the baby girl out in front of her as though she were an active bomb. An unmistakeable stink of dirty nappy pervaded the room. Teething toys lay haphazardly across the nun’s knees and floor, and a high chair stood like a throne next to the wooden table, its tray covered in pea-green puree. Taking note of the grey bags under her friend’s tired eyes, and the fact that the nun’s shirt buttons were all in the wrong holes, Sister Veronica immediately took the wriggling child from her, hugging her close.
‘Go and have a rest, Catherine, you look exhausted. I’ll take care of Hope for a while, she can help me with my errands this morning.’ The Sisters at the convent had agreed on the temporary name of Hope for the baby the week before, believing it signalled great confidence in them eventually finding the child’s mother, as well as a general positivity for her future. And, of course, St Paul had written about the importance of hope to the Corinthians, as Sister Irene had piously pointed out. But the Bible verse was no longer of such importance from Sister Veronica’s own perspective, since her belief in the Roman Catholic Church had been rocked to its core during the tragedy of Jamie’s murder and its aftermath. Still working on her own sense of personal faith, she was aware that she was turning into somewhat of a rebel nun, but that was absolutely fine with her.
‘Oh thank you, Veronica.’ Sister Catherine – whose claims that she didn’t have a maternal bone in her body were becoming increasingly frequent this week – reached for a baby wipe and cleaned a splodge of baby food from her shoulder. ‘I managed a few bits of broken sleep last night, but Hope was determined that I shouldn’t shut my eyes for more than forty-five minutes at a time. I can hardly think straight, I’m so drained.’ She glared at the baby, who was now craning her head back, giving Sister Veronica a gummy grin. ‘She’s a sleep terrorist.’
‘Now then, Catherine, off you go to bed,’ Sister Veronica said, motioning for her to get up. She smiled back at the baby, a rush of love and delight consuming her. ‘Hope and I will be absolutely fine, don’t you worry about a thing.’ Sister Catherine patted her friend’s back appreciatively as she staggered from the room.
Taking the child straight to the bathroom, where the nuns
had enjoyed installing a fully stocked changing table shortly after the baby’s arrival, Sister Veronica reflected that it was rather amusing that the note left with Hope had said, Take me to Sister Catherine. The universe, she thought, had a habit of pairing the most unlikely people together, often two complete opposites who tended to rub each other up the wrong way. It was either a cosmic joke, she decided, or an opportunity for reluctant personal understanding.
Most of the nuns had welcomed the baby into their lives with open arms, apart from Sister Irene, of course, who had said it was inappropriate for the baby to stay, and that she should be put in foster care. But police had taken DNA from Hope, and found from their database that her mother was Mona Adkins, a working girl in Soho and – surprisingly – a distant relative of Sister Catherine. Sister Catherine had arrived at the convent from Australia eighteen months previously, but her family originally hailed from the UK, and as she’d admitted herself, surprising long-lost relatives kept popping up all over the place. Social services said that as long as Sister Catherine was happy to look after the baby, they would release the infant into her custody temporarily while they continued to work on the case. Persuaded to agree to this by a cluster of overjoyed nuns, Sister Catherine had nervously consented.
Of all the nuns at the convent, Sister Veronica mused, Catherine was the least interested in children and had always seemed rather intimidated by their need for constant upkeep and attention. Care for the baby was shared willingly among everyone there, but Sister Catherine, being the child’s relative, did most of the night-time formula feeds and was now clearly struggling. Her usually ruddy face was grey and haggard, and she’d begun to do strange things. During supper the day before she’d poured salt into her tea instead of sugar, and the day before that had put the butter away in the freezer instead of the fridge. It had taken a whole day to defrost, much to Sister Irene’s very vocal chagrin. Hmm, if only she could take Hope away for a bit and give her poor friend a rest. And it would be lovely to spend more time with the baby, who she’d felt an immediate, strong bond with.
‘Now, now, don’t get too attached,’ Sister Veronica muttered under her breath as she wrestled another baby wipe from the packet. ‘Hope needs a proper family, one way or another, best thing for her. She can’t carry on living in this musty old convent forever, goodness gracious that would never do.’ She knew she needed to step up her search for Mona Adkins, she’d been too lax the last few days, spent too much time showing the baby around the garden, reading her books and swaying her to sleep. She was enjoying her a bit too much, she felt. And putting off the inevitable time when she’d have to say goodbye to her. She had started to look for Mona, of course, putting feelers out here and there in the local community and chatting to some of the local working girls, who’d just yesterday given her an address of Mona’s friend, Crystal. She was planning on visiting the girl later that day and using a softly-softly approach to find out if she knew anything. But the truth was that her initial searches suggested Mona had seemingly disappeared off the face of the earth.
‘Aren’t you a good girl,’ Sister Veronica said absent-mindedly, as she snapped a row of Babygro poppers into place over the freshly applied nappy, the soft material immediately coming together to cover the island-shaped birthmark on the baby’s thigh. Hope wriggled enthusiastically. As she stood up straight, cursing the old bones in her back that had begun to ache, Sister Veronica caught sight of herself in the small bathroom mirror. Extra lines and wrinkles had appeared all over her face since the Jamie Markham affair. Those didn’t bother her, but the haunted look in her eyes did.
‘We both need to get away,’ she said firmly, picking Hope up. A wet gurgle was the reply. ‘I need a holiday and you need to give poor tired Sister Catherine a break; shame on you for keeping her up at night, my dear. But goodness knows how we are going to manage that; Mother Superior says she wants to keep a close eye on me after what happened last time, more’s the pity. Right, come on, young lady, we need to go and visit a nice girl called Crystal who works near here. Although will she be awake?’ She paused. ‘By all accounts, she tends to conduct her business after dark. Oh well, we’ll keep knocking until she answers.’
Twenty minutes later, Hope, sporting a new pink coat and hat proudly purchased the day before by Sister Pemii, was cosily ensconced in the pram that had been kindly donated to the convent by a parishioner. Full after some warm milk, her eyelids drooped. News of the baby’s arrival had spread fast through the local Catholic community and many more visitors than usual dropped by the convent each day, hoping to get a cuddle with the new arrival; with lots of them donating bundles of second-hand clothes and toys. It was amazing how an unexpected situation brought out the kindness in some people, Sister Veronica had reflected many times since, grateful for the huge collection of toys, play mats, clothes and other apparel that she had previously no idea modern babies needed. She’d had three possessions as a young girl; a toy lamb, a Bible and a china doll that her mother never let her play with in case it broke. Hope already had enough playthings with which to open a shop and she was still so young she couldn’t even hold or use half of them.
Before Sister Veronica could lug the heavy pram through the front door and out into the biting air, the sour face of Sister Irene appeared in front of hers.
‘Taking the baby out again, I see?’ Sister Veronica often marvelled at Sister Irene’s ability to make every sentence she uttered sound condescending.
‘Yes, that does appear to be the case, when you consider that I’m attempting to push the pram out of the front door,’ Sister Veronica replied. ‘Now excuse me, Irene, I have things to do.’
‘I just wanted to let you know that I’ve lodged a complaint with social services about the baby staying here indefinitely,’ Sister Irene said, her thin mouth twisting into a grimace. ‘I can’t stand her constant babbling and crying at night; it’s stopping me from sleeping. And you know how I need my rest, Veronica.’
Sister Veronica inflicted her most withering gaze on Sister Irene.
‘Can’t you just enjoy the fact that we have this beautiful four-month-old girl with us, Irene? She’s a relatively easy baby, by all accounts. I feel it is a gift from God that we are allowed to look after her at this time.’
‘No, I cannot “just enjoy” her being here, Sister. She’s distracting some of the other Sisters from their duties. Sister Catherine was apparently unable to come to chapel the other day because she was too busy looking after this small human being. So I have petitioned social services to remove the child from our custody and place her somewhere else.’
‘How very charitable of you, Sister.’ Sister Veronica’s tone was icy. ‘And how very unsurprising. Now I’m going out, so excuse me.’ As she rammed the pram past the thin nun’s body, she caught sight of the other object that had been left with the baby. A tarot card, depicting an awful image of chaos, fire and death, with the word Destruction inscribed in Gothic letters across the bottom. Mother Superior had placed the card on the hall shelf, perhaps so the nuns didn’t get too comfortable with Hope and forget about the circumstances of the baby’s arrival. The sight of it always sent a cold shiver through Sister Veronica. The contrast between the sinister implications of it, and the beautiful, pure baby girl in their safe keeping was too much to bear. What kind of person would do that – leave such a terrible tarot card on top of an innocent infant? And more to the point, why?
Reprimanding herself for being pleased that she’d left Sister Irene wincing and rubbing her leg – the pram did have such sturdy wheel arches after all – Sister Veronica marched proudly across Soho Square, enjoying the smiles she and the now sleeping Hope were receiving from passers-by.
Turning away from the leafy greenery of the square, and down increasingly seedier streets, Sister Veronica navigated the pram through beer bottles, kebab debris and cigarette butts until she reached a shabby, pale-yellow door. Above it was a neon sign spelling out Girls, Girls, Girls that looked rather pathetic in
the daylight. By night it no doubt lit up in red, guiding prospective punters to the girls’ rooms.
Suddenly wary about the reception she’d get after announcing her arrival, Sister Veronica paused. Usually so bloody-minded, she felt apprehensive about knocking on the brothel door. But then again, what choice did she have? The police weren’t telling Sister Catherine anything about their investigation into the whereabouts of Hope’s mother, Mona. And round here they certainly had bigger problems to deal with; every night was punctured by wailing sirens in this part of London. Moreover, she had a feeling that Sister Catherine wasn’t telling her everything she knew about her long-lost relative. Every time Sister Veronica tried to talk to her about it, a cagey look crossed the nun’s face and she changed the subject. Yes, she definitely knew more than she was letting on. But why be so guarded about information that would surely help the baby? What secrets could she possibly be hiding? That was an area that definitely needed some more investigation.
Much as she loved Hope, Sister Veronica knew the nuns needed to help find her a forever home. It just wasn’t practical having her in the convent, and for heaven’s sake, the baby needed a loving family to help her flourish and grow. And the only person who could answer all the questions surrounding her abandonment, that would eventually help Hope somehow end up in such an environment, was her mother. Drawing herself up to her full height of five feet two-and-a-half inches, and internally steeling herself for any response she might receive, Sister Veronica pressed the doorbell, and rapped four times on the door. Then she stood back, and waited.
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