And I’ll write Annemarie Fenn, too, and tell her how sorry I am about her mother dying. I’ll offer to be her friend again. Maybe I’ll get back in touch with some of my other old friends, too. There are a few others I probably wrote off too quickly, just because they didn’t know how to handle my father’s arrest any better than I did.
And my parents and I will keep working with the FBI. I’m not telling the reporters this because it’s not for sure, but it looks like Daddy might be able to transfer to a prison that’s closer than Atlanta, maybe even one that’s just a couple hours from Deskins.
And based on the evidence Daddy had against Excellerand—combined with his helping Mom and me with evidence against Mr. Trumbull—it does look like Daddy could get out of prison before the full ten years.
“Don’t expect him to be there for your high school graduation,” the federal prosecutor told me. “But your college graduation? I think maybe that could be arranged.”
Daddy just wants to make sure that nothing he does now would endanger Mom or me. The prosecutor assured us that, with a real investigation under Rule 35, that wouldn’t happen.
And the real investigation will happen quickly.
Mom and I believed way too many of Mr. Trumbull’s lies.
I’m taking too long, thinking about all this. Oscar steps up and answers the question for me.
“You really want to know the future?” he asks. All the reporters lean close. “In the future . . . a minute from now . . . Becca and I are going out for ice cream with our friends.”
I was actually thinking about saying, “I’m going to have the best rest of a senior year anybody ever had at DHS, while also filling out college apps and scholarship apps and keeping my grades up.” But Oscar’s answer works as well.
None of the bad times in my past can be erased. They’ll always be there: scars in my memories, shame buried deep. There’ll always be someone new finding out about Daddy, and judging me because of him. I wish my father had always stayed on the straight and narrow. I wish I could have finished my eighth-grade year without a single jolt or evil surprise, right up through that sweet, innocent eighth-grade dance. But I can’t bring myself to wish I’d never moved to Deskins. That would mean giving up Oscar and Rosa and my other friends; that would have left Jala to deal with bigoted Mr. Vickers all by herself freshman year; maybe it would have left Stuart to be a disgraced cheater this year. Three years ago all I could see were the bad things piling up around me. Now I can see how good things and kindnesses piled up and multiplied even more: Mom wanting to keep me safe; Jala coming to find me at the drinking fountain; Stuart challenging me to get good grades; Oscar always taking my side; the Courts building on their daughter’s problems to help other kids; all of old Deskins refusing to gossip about Whitney; Mrs. Collins loaning me her cell phone; Mr. Trumbull’s receptionist giving me Daddy’s letter; Gloria the prison guard letting me in to see Daddy; Rosa’s sister loaning me this dress . . .
A lot of the people trying to do good things were misguided or made mistakes, so sometimes it was a little hard to see. But I made mistakes too: I was totally wrong about what I needed to protect me.
For a moment I am so overcome with happiness at being me, right in this moment, standing beside Oscar, holding his hand—even in front of all the cameras and reporters—that I want to rise up on my tiptoes and kiss him for the very first time.
But I know Oscar too well and I like him too much for that. There is no way I’m embarrassing him by forcing him into a first-kiss situation in front of the whole world. That will be something else to look forward to in the future.
Everyone is still watching, waiting for me to speak.
“Oh, ice cream?” I say, and I pretend to treat this like a profound question. “Now that would be a good start to exactly the kind of future I want.”
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Several people were extremely helpful to me in planning and writing this book.
First, I am grateful to kids I met at the Central Ohio Youth Center in Marysville, Ohio. I was invited to speak to them about one of my earlier books, Among the Hidden, and at the end of our conversation, they begged me to write about a topic that was very much on their minds: imprisonment.
I don’t know that this is quite the book they were thinking of, but it is what I felt called to write.
I had a great deal of help in my efforts to make the legal information in this book as accurate as possible. I owe a huge debt of gratitude to Douglas W. Squires, a federal prosecutor and adjunct professor of law at the Ohio State University Moritz School of Law. When I was plotting the book, he gave me lots of advice about what would and would not be plausible, and several times when he told me an idea wouldn’t work, he offered very useful alternate suggestions. He also volunteered to read the book when it was finished, and caught some legal inaccuracies that I didn’t even know enough to ask about. (Of course, as with any of my books, any mistakes that might remain are entirely my fault, not anyone else’s.)
My friend Jodi Andes, who has worked as a newspaper reporter and an analyst and investigator with the Ohio Attorney General’s office, gave me good advice about resources to turn to and told me stories that made me even more interested in writing about a criminal and his family. Jonathan Blanton, who is principal attorney in the Economic Crimes Division of the Ohio Attorney General’s office, gave me information about how criminals carry out and get caught doing various scams, including the “grandparent scams” Becca’s father perpetrates in this book. Craig Gillen, an attorney in the Atlanta area, was kind enough to give me detailed descriptions of the federal courtrooms in Atlanta and the visiting procedure and visiting room at the Atlanta Penitentiary.
For other aspects of the book, my husband, Doug Haddix, provided information about in-depth computer searches. And for help with the most obscure question I had for this book, I have to thank Lyle Lankford, senior officer in University History and Protocol at the public affairs office at Vanderbilt University. He was able to give me names of Vanderbilt dormitories that a freshman male could have lived in twenty-five to thirty years ago, that are still in use today.
I should probably thank my kids, Meredith and Connor, for giving me experience with the college search over the course of three years straight (since my daughter began looking seriously during her junior year of high school). Appropriately enough, I went on a campus visit with my son the day before I wrote about Becca and her friends visiting Emory. My daughter also served as an early reader of the book and did some research for it for me. My friends Linda Gerber, Erin MacLellan, Jenny Patton, Nancy Roe Pimm, Amjed Qamar, and Linda Stanek also read early versions of certain sections and had helpful advice.
And, as always, I am grateful to my agent, Tracey Adams, and to my editor, David Gale, and everyone else at Simon & Schuster for their help.
MARGARET PETERSON HADDIX
is the author of many critically and popularly acclaimed books for children and teens, including Game Changer, Claim to Fame, Palace of Mirrors, Uprising, The Missing series, and the Shadow Children series. A graduate of Miami University (of Ohio), Margaret Peterson Haddix worked for several years as a reporter for the Indianapolis News. She also taught at the Danville (Illinois) Area Community College. She lives with her family in Columbus, Ohio. Visit her at haddixbooks.com.
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Haddix, Margaret Peterson.
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Summary: After her father is convicted of embezzlement, Becca Jones, fourteen, and her mother flee Georgia for small-town Ohio but three years later she learns that his misdeeds may have jeopardized not just her future but also her life.
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[1. Secrets—Fiction. 2. High schools—Fiction. 3. Schools—Fiction. 4. Mothers and daughters—Fiction. 5. Criminals—Fiction. 6. Ohio—Fiction.] I. Title.
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