Normal. Never, since the day of his birth, had he been normal. Even before he was born, Fate had decreed that he would not live as others lived. He had been brought into the world for the sole purpose of being sacrificed to Shaylyn. It was a Fate he had avoided thus far; he had no desire to become her prey at this late date.
And yet… He stroked Adrianna's cheek, thinking how wonderful it would be to spend his life at her side, to father her children and watch them grow.
She was watching him, her eyes wide with apprehension and hope. "You don't want it, do you?"
He considered a lie and opted for the edge of the truth. "I don't know."
"We could be so happy together if you were…"
"Human?"
"That's not what I meant," she said quickly, though they both knew it was. "It's just that we can't have a future together now—I mean, maybe you don't even want to have a future with me, but, oh, Navarre, I love you so much!"
"And I love you. Never doubt that."
"I'm afraid of her."
"So am I," he admitted softly. And he knew that, even if he wanted to, there was no way he could possibly try Adrianna's cure. Not now, when his strength as a vampire was all that stood between them and Shaylyn's wrath.
Chapter Twelve
Shaylyn walked down Moreno Bay's narrow main street, heedless of the rain that soaked her skin and clothes.
He had refused her. For a mortal! It was beyond comprehension. No man had ever refused her. No vampire, either. Except for Navarre. From the moment she had first seen him in the Temple on Mikos almost two thousand years ago, she had wanted him, wanted him so badly that she had bestowed the Dark Gift upon him. And that night, he had turned his back on her, preferring to go off on his own rather than accompany her on a voyage of discovery.
And because she was proud, too proud to admit she should have killed him as she had killed all the others, she had abandoned him to his fate, certain he would never survive on his own.
But he had survived. Survived and grown strong.
She recalled the months they had spent together eons ago. He had been everything she had desired in a companion, everything she needed in a lover. He could be strong. He could be tender. Sometimes he had been cruel, and she had gloried in it. In all of it. There had been times when she taunted him without mercy, purposely stirring his rage, delighting in his anger. Their joining, always satisfying, had often been violent, but never dull. He had only one shortcoming, and it was that one weakness that had ruined their relationship.
Shaylyn crossed the street and kept walking, heading toward the beach, cursing Navarre's unfailing sympathy for the puny mortals who provided his sustenance. Shaylyn had no qualms about taking what she needed. She was a predator in thought and action. The blood of mortals fueled her existence, and she took it with a single-mindedness that left no room for compassion or pity. At times, she took them quickly and painlessly; at other times, she toyed with them, amused by their puny cries for mercy. Not so Navarre. He took only what he needed and left his victims happily alive and unaware of what he'd done.
Hands clenched, she walked along the beach, oblivious to the chill wind and the rain. Lightning flashed across the heavens, and still she walked, her thoughts turned inward. Navarre.
His strength troubled her. How could one who drank so sparingly of the sustenance of life grow so strong? Pausing, she stared out at the roiling ocean. Had he grown strong enough to destroy her?
In her time, she had vanquished dozens of vampires, some made by her own hand. She had killed them without a thought the very instant she began to suspect that their strength, or their cunning, might be a threat.
Perhaps it would be wise to destroy Navarre, as well.
Cloaked from mortal eyes, Shaylyn entered the bookstore. For a time, she stood in the shadows, watching Navarre's mortal lover as she moved around the store, chatting with customers, opening boxes, placing books on the shelf.
Did Adrianna know where Navarre took his rest?
Shaylyn glanced outside. It would be dusk soon. She had spent most of the day searching for Navarre's resting place. She had gone to Cliff House first, even though she had known he would not be there. The woman's house had seemed the next likely place, though Shaylyn hadn't expected to find him there, either, and, indeed, she hadn't.
She had spent hours exploring the town, poking into deserted beach houses, checking the cemetery, an abandoned warehouse, the cellar of an old church. All in vain. She had detected no sign of Navarre. Had he grown strong enough to cloak his presence from the one who had made him? If so, he was more dangerous than she had imagined.
She waited until Adrianna closed the shop, then materialized in front of the woman's startled gaze.
"Good evening, my dear," Shaylyn said, pleased by the very real fear she read in the girl's eyes.
"Wh-what do you want?"
"Want? What makes you think I want anything?"
Adrianna took a step backward, intimidated by the fearful glow in the other woman's eyes, by the evil that radiated from her like smoke from a fire.
"You needn't be afraid," Shaylyn said, backing Adrianna into a corner. "I mean you no harm."
"You don't?"
"Of course not. You're Navarre's friend, aren't you?"
Adrianna nodded.
"Of course you are! You needn't worry. I just wanted to see him for a few days. Navarre and I are old friends. Very old friends."
Adrianna cowered against the wall, her gaze trapped in the web of Shaylyn's stare.
"Nothing to be afraid of," Shaylyn purred as she took Adrianna's hand in hers. "Such lovely hands," she mused, rolling up the sleeve of Adrianna's sweater. "Such smooth skin. Nothing at all to be afraid of, my dear. We're going to be good friends, you and I."
"Friends," Adrianna repeated.
"Yes," Shaylyn said. "Relax, Adrianna. It will be over in a moment, and you will remember nothing save that I came here to ask for your friendship."
"My friendship." Adrianna felt a sharp prick as Shaylyn bent over the bend of her elbow.
"That's right, my dear. We're going to be good friends now, aren't we?"
Adrianna blinked at the other woman, then shook her head. "I'm sorry, did you say something?"
"Only that I must be going. I'm so glad we've cleared things up between us. Give my love to Navarre when you see him."
"Yes, I will."
"And tell him I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to see him again, but I've decided to go to Paris. My plane leaves at seven."
"Seven."
"That's right."
"I'll tell him," Adrianna said, but she was talking to the air. The woman was already gone.
"She said what?"
"She said to tell you she was going to Paris, and that she was sorry she didn't get a chance to say good-bye."
Navarre frowned. Could it possibly be true? Had Shaylyn really left town? It seemed unlikely, and yet… "Did she say anything about coming back?"
"No." Adrianna smiled up at him. "I missed you today."
"I missed you, too."
"I'm going to get a cup of coffee," she said, taking him by the hand and walking down the hallway toward the kitchen. "Would you like a glass of wine?"
Navarre nodded. Sitting down at the table, he watched Adrianna move about the tiny kitchen. After pouring him a glass of wine, she microwaved a cup of instant coffee, then sat down at the table across from him.
"So," he said, his gaze intent upon her face, "what did you do today?"
Adrianna shrugged. "Nothing much. It was slow for a Friday. Have you given any more thought to what we talked about the other night?''
"You mean my becoming human again?"
"Uh-huh."
"No. I'm not sure it's something I want."
"Oh." She looked away, but not before he saw the hurt, the disappointment, in her eyes.
"Annie…"
"Maybe we'd better stop seeing each other."
"Annie!"
She shook her head, annoyed by the tears that filled her eyes. "I can't just be your lover, Navarre. I want something more out of a relationship than just…just sex."
"Dammit, Annie, we have more than that, and you know it."
"I know." She looked up at him then, her eyes dark with tears. "But I'm going to grow old. What then? How will you feel when I start to look like your mother?''
"Annie, dammit, Annie, I…"
"I couldn't stand that, Navarre. I'd rather end it now."
Navarre stood up, his hands clenched at his sides. She was right, he thought bitterly. It was better to end it now, before she got hurt.
"Good-bye, Adrianna," he said quietly.
She stared after him, too numb to think, and then a voice echoed inside her mind, sharp and demanding. You little fool! Don't let him go. Tell him you love him, that you want to be like him. Ask him to show you where he sleeps. Tell him you want the Dark Gift so that you can be his forever.
His hand was at the front door, reaching for the latch, when he heard Adriana's voice calling his name.
"Navarre! Navarre! Wait, don't go!"
He turned around, opening his arms to catch her as she flew down the hallway toward him.
"Don't leave me!" she cried. "I didn't mean it!"
"Annie!" His arms closed around her, holding her tight, pressing her against him so that their bodies touched from shoulder to thigh.
"We can work it out," she said. She lifted her face to his, her eyes awash with tears. "Make me what you are," she whispered. "I want to be with you, only you, forever."
"Annie, no."
"Yes! Please, Navarre, do it now!"
Eyes narrowed, he stared down at her, his mind probing hers, but he detected no sign that she had been initiated. And still he hesitated. He would be a fool to underestimate Shaylyn.
"Are you sure?" he asked. "Do you mean it?"
Her reply was quick and certain. "I'm sure."
Frowning, Navarre brushed her hair aside, his gaze skimming her throat. No puncture marks marred the perfection of her skin.
"Please, Navarre?"
It was hard to resist when she was looking at him like that, her eyes dewy with tears, her lips slightly parted, her expression filled with trust and desire.
He rested his brow on the top of her head. "Think about it for a while, Annie," he remarked softly. "There's no hurry."
"But I want to be like you. I want to sleep where you sleep, and wake up in your arms."
It was tempting, so tempting. In two thousand years, he had never made another vampire. Never loved a woman other than Katlaina.
He closed his eyes as he imagined what it would be like to have Adrianna forever at his side. Together, they could roam the world. He could show her all the wonders of the ancient world; together, they could explore the future. Ah, the lure of having her share his dark sleep, of waking each day with her in his arms. With Adrianna by his side, he would never again be alone.
Lowering his head, he let his tongue slide over the pulse beating in her throat, felt his fangs lengthen at the thought of piercing her tender flesh. One quick bite was all it would take. And then the ecstacy of drinking her sweetness, drinking until her essence filled him, flooded him. Listening to her heartbeat fluttering wildly, like a frightened bird, slowing, slowing, to the brink of death, and then the magic of bringing her back, changed to a creature who would be forever young, forever beautiful.
Forever cursed, as he was cursed.
He drew back, his gaze moving over her face, imagining her eyes glowing with the lust for blood, her full pink lips stained crimson.
"Navarre?"
"Not tonight, Annie." He placed his hands on her shoulders and held her away from him. "Let me think on it."
"Don't leave me."
"I won't."
She moved into his embrace again, her head resting on his chest. "Are we going to make love?"
Her voice was soft and low, with a husky, sensual quality that sent heat spiraling through him to pool in his groin like lava. His arms tightened around her, a low groan rumbling deep in his throat as her breasts were crushed to his chest. She thrust her hips forward in silent invitation, and he knew he was lost.
Sweeping her into his arms, he carried her down the hall to her bedroom. He made short work of removing her clothes and his. There was no patience in him now, no tenderness, little gentleness, only an urgent need that refused to be ignored, a hunger that went deeper than desire.
He cradled her to him, clinging to her as the world spun out of focus. She wanted him. He needed her. She had begged him to give her the Dark Gift. Did she know what she was asking?
He sheathed himself deep within her, wanting only to bury himself in her sweetness, to forget everything but the woman in his arms, but the questions would not be denied. Why had she asked him to bring her over? She had never mentioned it before, never hinted that she would welcome the Dark Gift. Indeed, she had asked if he would accept a cure, said it was the only way they could have a life together. What had changed her mind?
"Navarre!" She cried his name as she found fulfillment.
A moment later, he forgot everything as he found his own release. And then, for a long while, they lay wrapped in each other's arms.
Later, he made love to her again, more slowly this time, taking her to the peak again and again before he carried her over the edge.
He was almost asleep when he sensed the dawning of a new day. Gently, he extricated himself from her arms.
"Where are you going?" she murmured sleepily.
"It's near dawn," he said, pressing a kiss to her brow. "I've got to go."
"No, stay."
"I can't."
"Then take me with you."
"No."
Insist on it. the voice inside her head demanded. Don't let him leave you behind.
"Please, Navarre. I want to stay with you all day."
"No, Annie. I don't want you to… I don't want to frighten you."
"You won't."
"Annie, don't ask this of me."
"I am asking." She looked up at him, her eyes filling with tears. "Please don't leave me. I'm so afraid when you're gone." Her eyes went blank for a moment, and then she smiled. "Please, Navarre, this will give me a chance to see what it's like for you during the day. Please?"
Everything within warned him to say no, but he couldn't help thinking it might be a good idea for her to see, firsthand, how he spent the day, the deathlike sleep that held him in its power. And if she got scared, she could always leave.
Knowing he might be making a terrible mistake, he wrapped her in a blanket, lifted her into his arms, closed his eyes, and willed himself to the place where he rested during the day.
Adrianna blinked, and blinked again, bewildered by the sudden change of surroundings. "Where are we?"
"An ancient underground graveyard."
"Are we still in Moreno Bay?"
"No." Gently, he put her down. A blink of his eye brought a fat white candle sputtering to life.
Her eyes seemed huge in a face gone suddenly pale as she stared at the rotting timber above her head, wrinkled her nose at the smell of death and decay.
Shivering, she huddled deeper into the folds of the blanket. "Why did you bring me here?"
"I needed a new place to rest."
"Why?"
"Because too many people know about Cliff House."
"No one knows except me."
"And Shaylyn."
"But she's gone."
"Is she?" He took hold of her arm, his grip like steel. "Has she turned you against me?''
"No!" She winced as she tried to twist out of his grasp. "Please, Navarre, you're hurting me."
"I'm sorry." He released his hold on her immediately.
"Couldn't you have found a more pleasant place to rest?"
"I was in a hurry when I came here. A vampire is vulnerable during the hours of the day, Adrianna." His gaze pierced her heart and soul. "Nev
er, in all my existence, have I let anyone, mortal or vampire, know where I took my rest. Until you."
"Navarre…"
Be silent!
"What's wrong?" He watched her carefully, wondering what she was hiding.
"Nothing." She glanced at the dirt beneath her feet with dismay. "Do you sleep on the ground?"
"No." He picked up the candle with one hand, held out his other hand in silent invitation.
She didn't hesitate as she put her hand in his and let him guide her deeper into the catacombs. Gradually, the passageway widened, and she saw a pile of quilts and blankets spread on the ground.
Navarre placed the candle on a flat rock, then drew Adrianna into his arms. "Are you sure you want to stay here?"
She nodded, her eyes wide, guileless.
"Will you make love to me before I sleep?"
At her nod, he drew her down onto the blankets. He wondered briefly if he was making the biggest, most fatal mistake of his existence, but then there was no more time for thought, there was only the woman in his arms, and the magic of her touch filling him with light and love where before there had been only darkness and loneliness…
Adrianna sat bolt upright, her whole body trembling as she glanced around the cavern, her heart pounding with dread.
"She's coming!" She grabbed at Navarre's arm, shaking him, willing him to wake up.
The panic in Adrianna's voice penetrated his daytime slumber.
"Navarre, wake up! She's coming!"
Adrianna needed him. The knowledge severed the darkness that held him fast.
"Navarre!"
He knew, an instant before it was too late, that they were no longer alone. Thrusting Annie behind him, Navarre struggled to his feet.
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