by Rob Ashman
The Mechanic Trilogy
Rob Ashman
Contents
Those That Remain
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Acknowledgments
In Your Name
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Chapter 64
Acknowledgments
Pay The Penance
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Acknowledgments
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First published in 2017 by Bloodhound Books
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For Don
1
Wednesday, 23 March 1983
Tallahassee, Florida
Lucas wanted to shoot his visitors. The gun lay in his desk drawer and he was itching to pull it out and blast away. He had to stop them from torturing him with kindness, but wasting two FBI agents on his first week back was such bad form. So, in the absence of being able to kill them, he chose instead to only half listen.
The two guys in FBI regulation suits were talking, but all he heard was the faint mumbling of soft, understanding voices. They were being ever so gentle and considerate, which would be good, if it wasn’t for the fact that they had been ever so gentle and considerate for the past three goddam days.
They were well trained to deal with people being rehabilitated back into work after they had suffered significant trauma. But how many times did he have to go over and over the same damn stuff? It was always the same story, always the same chronology, always the same people, and always the same outcome.
Monday 21 March was a significant date in the Lucas household calendar. It was the day he finally returned to work. He had been back now for three days. Not that anyone would have known because he had been holed up in his office talking to the FBI suits for the entire duration.
Lucas harboured a dark thought which he kept to himself. Let them bring a new guy in to run the show, and I’ll drive a desk in a back office somewhere. It was once the job he loved, but now the role of Police Lieutenant appeared like a giant nettle which he had no intention of grasping.
After everything that had happened, Lucas couldn’t move on. How could he? There was no resolution to what had taken place, just one giant loose end.
One big, fat, ugly loose end.
He was aware that the talking had stopped, and the FBI agents were staring at him with a look of expectation that said, ‘It’s your turn to talk now.’
He looked up and didn’t even bother to pretend. ‘Sorry, guys, I wasn’t listening. You need anything else?’
‘It’s been a long few days, but I think we have all we need,’ the taller of the two men replied, nodding his head. Lucas still couldn’t remember their names.
You had what you needed two damn months ago, Lucas thought, keeping his mouth shut.
They rose from the
circular conference table and shook hands across it. There was a palpable sense of relief that the gentle tones and soft questions had at last come to an end.
‘Thanks guys.’ Even Lucas had to admit his words sounded hollow and disingenuous. He just wanted them both to piss off.
Lucas ushered them to the door, limping without his stick, and showed them out. He flopped down in his chair and shook his head. There was a knock on the door and his mail arrived.
The plain white document-sized envelope with the handwritten address stood out from the rest. Lucas pulled it from the stack and held it in his hand, turning it first this way then the next, as if examining a piece of evidence. It was addressed to him with a date stamp of Monday 21 March and, from the postmark, he could just about make out Baton Rouge, Louisiana.
It was written in an ornate copperplate script with flurries of expert swirls around his name: Lieutenant Edmund Lucas. He frowned and edged his finger into the corner of the flap, and then slid it along the top, ripping it open.
The envelope felt empty.
He peered inside.
It certainly didn’t contain a letter or a document, but Lucas knew there was something at the bottom. He tipped the envelope sideways to extract whatever was inside.
The first grains of white sugar rolled from the confines of the envelope and onto the polished surface of the desk. Lucas was stunned, unable to comprehend what was happening.
He tilted it further. More grains of sugar spilled out and pooled in concentric circles on the table top. The more Lucas tilted the envelope, the more sugar cascaded down, along with what looked like squares of white paper. Lucas upended it and allowed the complete contents to empty onto the desk. He stared at the mess of sugar and paper, holding his breath.
It took a few moments for the cogs to turn and for realization to dawn. Then tears welled in his eyes and he exploded, slamming his fist into the table.
‘No!’ he yelled at the top of his voice.
As he punched the desk a second time, the door burst open.
‘Are you alright, boss?’
‘No, I am not!’ Lucas spat the words across the office. ‘Get those FBI bastards back here now.’
He was ready to grasp the nettle, spoiling for a fight.
2
Eight months earlier
Florida, July 1982
Screams raged inside Mechanic’s head, while the rest of the room remained deathly silent. The air was sultry hot as the ceiling fan struggled to make headway against the Florida night. A pale yellow glow from the sodium street lights penetrated the thin cotton window drapes. The figure on the bed scanned the silhouettes of bedroom furniture and ornaments. Tears of exertion pooled into bloodshot eyes, giving a blurred and watery view of the emptiness.
There was no one to help.
The attacks were becoming more frequent now. They were more intense. The inevitable was not far away.
Bathed in sweat, with bedsheets sticking to trembling limbs and torso, Mechanic’s head shook from side to side, with a face contorted by the intense effort of trying to maintain control.
Had it been there? Was it real?
Mechanic’s imagination ran a roller-coaster ride of exaggeration with the sounds of a neighbourhood asleep. Afraid to swallow. Afraid to breathe. Listening.
Mechanic’s chest heaved with the need to suck air into bursting lungs. Lying rigid on the bed, listening, silent screams resonating deep inside to drown out the terror.
There it was again. A gnawing whisper, so deep in the mind it could be forgotten. Then it was gone.
Was it real? Or was this just another night of shredded emotions based on a false alarm?
Mechanic’s body convulsed and another torrent of air rushed into the lungs and out again. Then silence. Listening.
Then came the faint, but unmistakable, sound of someone murmuring in the whispering gallery of Mechanic’s mind. Like the sound of a warm breeze through long, dry grass, gently building in volume, only to fall away to nothing.
No mistake, it was there.
No need to bury the scream now. Mechanic let it out, full blast.
Mechanic bound from the bed, tearing the sodden sheets from flailing arms and legs, careering through the bedroom door, smashing first into one wall and then the next, running helter-skelter down the hallway to the room at the end.
The door provided little resistance as Mechanic crashed through, plaster crumbling from the wall as the handle slammed into it. Falling flat to the floor with arms fully extended in the push-up position. Head arched backwards at a neck-breaking angle, baying to a non-existent moon.
Staring at the ceiling, Mechanic listened. The only sound was the crack of vertebrae as the pressure and contortion increased.
Mouth gaping open. Sucking in air.
Listening.
Nothing came.
The seconds ticked by. Nothing. Just silence.
Mechanic’s body sent pain signals to the brain. Eventually the effort proved too much and the powerful figure crumpled to the floor, forehead banging down hard on the matting.
Lying there exhausted, the steady pattern of breathing gradually returned. The tension ebbed away. The attack was over. The pain had done its job.
Then, with a sound like the death swing of a sword, it was back. No false alarm this time, positive proof.
The gnawing, scratching whisper grew in clarity and volume. Like someone talking at the back of a great hall and slowly getting closer.
Then the footsteps started.
The sound of heavy boots on wood block floor echoed around the walls and vaulted ceilings of Mechanic’s mind, with doors opening and slamming shut.
The footsteps got louder. Daddy was approaching.
Moving to a crouched position, Mechanic grasped the heavy dumbbell weights on the floor, stood up and started driving the bars up and down. Muscles bulged and veins stood out, the sweat of fear replaced by the sweat of exertion.
Must burn it out. We’re not ready, Mechanic’s thoughts tumbled together. Kill the bastard through pain. Focus on the pain.
The gnawing whisper and the heavy boots came ever closer, forcing themselves to be heard.
The pain came quickly and with it Mechanic’s body began to shake. Arm and shoulder muscles burned with lactic acid.
‘Must force it out. It’s too soon. Focus on the pain,’ Mechanic snarled into the full length mirror on the wall. Blowing air in and out through clenched teeth with the rhythm of the pumping weights, the mirror was soon awash with saliva.
The footsteps stopped and the gnawing whisper spoke in soft, gentle tones, as if coaxing a child.
‘Put the weights down.’ Daddy was here.
This served only to galvanize Mechanic into a frenzy of renewed effort. Blood engorged the neck and face. Arms and shoulders were now distended with swollen flesh and sinews. But the constant repetition of pumping iron grew slower as muscles lost their ability to function.
‘It’s too soon, it’s too soon. I’m not ready.’ Mechanic spat the words at the reflection in the mirror as the weights took their toll.
‘Put the weights down. It’s time to go to work.’ Daddy’s voice was clear and confident, less coaxing, more demanding.
By now the bars hardly reached the horizontal lift position. The effort involved contorted Mechanic’s face into a grotesque picture of pain and fear. Head to one side, body arching backwards, the force of gravity winning the battle. Spit ran down the mirror in rivulets.
‘Put the fucking weights down now!’ The voice boomed around Mechanic’s head.
The grip gave way and the weights fell to the floor with a clanking thud. Mechanic stood naked in front of the mirror, arms hanging down, pumped and useless.
Pain still surging.
Staring straight ahead, Mechanic didn’t move. As the minutes passed, the face relaxed, hyperventilated breathing slowly returned to normal, anxiety levels dropped.