by Vawn Cassidy
‘Yes.’ He turns to look over his shoulder at me. ‘If you want to?’
‘Are you serious?’ I grab his hand and shut off the water, yanking him out of the shower and tossing a clean towel at him as I quickly dry myself off, almost falling over in my haste.
‘Eager much?’ he chuckles as he dries himself.
‘I’ve been fantasising about this for weeks.’ I grasp his hands and pull him into the bedroom as we tumble to the bed. ‘I’m desperate to fuck you.’ I tell him as I settle between his legs, taking his mouth as our cocks rub together with a delicious friction.
‘Nat,’ he groans as he rocks his pelvis against mine. ‘Please.’
‘Are you sure?’ I pant against his mouth.
‘Yes.’ He fumbles for the lube on the bedside table. ‘But you’re going to have to stretch me.’ He grins against my lips. ‘It’s been years and your dick is fucking huge.’
‘I’ll take care of you, love. I promise.’ I kiss him softly. ‘Do you want to go on your hands and knees? It might be easier for you.’
He nods and rolls over as I drizzle the lube over my fingers, warming it up before I reach down and tap his hole lightly. Massaging the puckered skin slowly, I slide one finger in letting him adjust to the slight burn. I crook my finger and he moans, bucking his hips as I find his prostate and massage it as I slide another finger in. I take my time working him open, sliding in a third finger until he’s pushing back and riding my hand, grinding his cock against the sheets and moaning.
‘Do you want more, love?’ I whisper against his hot skin. ‘Do you want my cock?’
‘Yes,’ he moans as he writhes on my hand.
‘You look so fucking sexy stuffed full of my fingers,’ I groan. ‘I can’t wait to feel your tight hole around my dick.’
‘Nat, please,’ he moans again.
I remove my fingers and reach for the lube, coating my cock liberally. I’ve never really thought about the size of my cock, and Beck’s is nothing to sneeze at, as he’s packing a decent seven or eight inches himself, but mine’s bigger and definitely wider. I’m desperate to sink inside him, to impale him on my cock and ride him to a hot, sweaty orgasm that will blow his mind, but I’m also really worried about hurting him.
‘Nat, stop thinking and do it,’ Beck pants as lifts his arse. ‘I need you.’
I draw in a shaky breath and notch the fat head of my cock at his impossibly tight opening.
‘You’ll tell me if I hurt you?’
‘I promise.’ He looks over his shoulder at me, his hazel eyes dilated, the gold almost disappearing, so they look like hot green glass.
I push my hips forward and feel his hole give, stretching around me as he breathes heavily. I stroke his spine soothingly as I press forward gently. Hot, damp heat envelopes my cock, squeezing snugly, and I find myself panting and closing my eyes, trying to hold off the primitive urge to thrust deep and fuck him hard.
‘God, you feel so good,’ I groan. ‘So tight.’
‘Nat,’ he exhales loudly as my cock head breaches the tight ring of muscle, and I slide forward suddenly.
I grip his hips as I bottom out, his beautiful arse cradled against my pelvis and his hole stretched wide around my cock.
‘Are you okay?’ I breath heavily, feeling my dick twitch inside his hot passage.
He nods, his face buried against the sheets, and his arse in the air.
‘Jesus,’ he pants. ‘I couldn’t have fallen in love with someone with a smaller dick.’ He huffs out a laugh, and his passage tightens around me.
‘God,’ I hiss. ‘Don’t laugh, you clamp down on me too tight.’ I breathe unsteadily, trying to get my body under control as his words register. ‘Do you want me to stop, is it too uncomfortable?’
‘Fuck, no,’ he moans as he shifts back against me, rolling his hips. ‘Move, Nat, I want you to fuck me.’
I pull out and slowly slide back in, taking my time working in and out of him slowly as his hole loosens around me, and he moans again. Feeling a little more confident, I pick up the pace, my movements languid, a fluid rocking as I fuck into him deeper.
‘Christ, you feel so damn good.’ His fists clutch the sheets as he rocks against me.
There is no other feeling in the world like this, being buried balls deep in the man I love as he writhes and moans on my cock. I push his shoulders further down on the bed canting his hips and changing the angle as I brush against his prostate, and he lets out a wild cry.
‘There, right fucking there.’
I grab his hips and fuck into him harder, deeper.
‘I need to come, Nat, please,’ he cries out desperately as I pound into him. ‘Please make me come.’
I reach down wrapping my arms under his chest and hauling his body up flush against mine as I continue to slam into him wildly. Reaching round, I fist his cock, stroking him firmly as I feel the pulse in his dick. He explodes in my hand, hot ropes of cum shooting over my fingers and hitting the sheets as he fucks himself into my fist.
It’s too much, and my orgasm tears through me, white-hot and intense as I come deep inside him. Groaning and still thrusting into him as the last streams of cum pulse from my exhausted body.
We collapse onto the bed, breathing heavily, a sweaty mass of limbs as we wrap ourselves tightly around each other until I can’t tell where he ends and I begin.
‘Nat.’ He reaches up and strokes my face, kissing me tenderly. ‘My, Nat.’
Remembering what he does for me when he’s pounded me hard, I reach down and gently massage his hole allowing the muscles to relax and contract.
‘Are you okay?’ I whisper against his skin, and I bury my face in his neck. ‘Did I hurt you?’
‘No, baby,’ he mumbles, his voice drowsy and sated. ‘It was perfect.’
‘I love you,’ I murmur, not sure he can hear me as he drifts toward sleep. ‘You’re my everything.’
‘Nat.’ He tightens his arms around me. ‘Sometimes, I can’t believe you’re really mine.
‘I am,’ I whisper into the darkness. ‘I’ll always belong to you.’
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About the Author
Vawn Cassidy is the MM pen name of author Wendy Saunders. She lives in Hampshire in the UK with her husband and three children.
She writes Supernatural and Contemporary Fantasy Fiction as Wendy Saunders and Romantic Suspense as WJ Saunders.
Suddenly Beck is her debut MM novel and was borne of her love and enjoyment of MM Romance. During the lockdown, she wanted to write something fun and light hearted, and as a quirky and unapologetic Brit herself, she wanted to set a story back home in the UK as opposed to her other fiction which is primarily set in the states.
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Also by Vawn Cassidy
Belong to Me
Book 1 Suddenly Beck
Book 2 Definitely Deacon (Coming Soon)
Book 3 Irrevocably Ryan (Coming Soon)
