by Anya Seton
Robin blinked, and looking down at the toe of his leather shoe, said unhappily, “It is not His Grace who summons you.”
The bells ceased their ringing and there was silence on the pier. “Who does then?” said Katherine.
“The Princess Joan, my lady - she commands in the name of Prince Richard that you shall come at once.”
“Whyfor?” said Katherine, in a less sure tone. “I’ve never met the Princess, what could she want of me? Robin, is His Grace not at Kennington too?”
“Ay - he was - locked in a chamber with Percy, I believe. I’ve not seen him since we crossed the river last night. Lady dear - I beg of you to hurry, the Princess was most anxious.”
Since there was now no queen in England, Princess Joan was sovereign lady and must be obeyed. Katherine reluctantly let Robin help her into the waiting barge. The oarsmen bent their backs and pulling sturdily against the current moved their craft upstream. They passed Westminster and crossing to the Lambeth bank landed at the Kennington pier.
They went up a terraced path to the fair small country palace where the Prince of Wales had died. Robin led the way through a courtyard and upstairs to the Princess Joan’s bower, where a waiting-woman admitted Katherine at once, then left her alone.
The room was gaudy as a jewel box; the walls hung with painted silks, the floor covered with bright woven flowers in a Persian carpet. The furniture was gilded, and in a gold cage studded with crystals two white birds twittered.
As Katherine looked at the birds the Princess entered hurriedly, in a rush of pink velvet and a wave of heavy scent, crying with warm impetuosity, “Welcome, Lady Swynford, I’ve been awaiting you!” She held out a fat dimpled hand so loaded with diamonds that Katherine, as she curtsied, could scarce find space to kiss.
“I have come, madam, as you commanded,” said Katherine distantly, and rising, she waited.
“Take off your mantle and sit down, my dear,” said the Princess, while she settled her billowing hips into a canopied chair. Katherine obeyed, wondering what was wanted of her, and her pride hardened still further, for she thought that she could guess.
The Princess was like a large blowzy rose. Katherine noted the dyed hair, the excessive plumpness of the rouged cheeks, the charcoal blackening the scanty lashes, and thought how the nuns of Sheppey Convent had admired this fair maid of Kent, and of how she had once heard a knight say that when Joan had married the Prince of Wales she was “la plus belle femme d’Angleterre - et la plus amoureuse.”
Perhaps his brother thought so still.
The Princess cleared her throat and leaning forward said, “My dear, you’re not at all as I expected. I see now why - yes - I’m glad I summoned you.” The girl looked high-born and well-bred, Joan thought in surprise, with most lovely features. The firm cleft chin showed character too. She was relieved at this new view of Lancaster’s mistress, for gossip had it that the little Swynford was an upstart strumpet, and some said that she kept him from the Duchess by the use of black arts.
Joan smiled, the gay confiding smile which had won many a heart, and said, “I have something to ask of you, Lady Swynford - ‘tis a delicate matter.”
“Perhaps I may save you embarrassment, madam, by telling you that I intend to leave the Duke’s service tomorrow, and shall go to live permanently in my own manor in Lincolnshire,” said Katherine. “Is that far enough away?”
The Princess’ eyes grew round as turquoise discs. “Blessed Saint Mary!” she cried. “Did you think I asked you here to beg you to give up the Duke? Great heaven, child, it is quite the opposite!”
“What!” cried Katherine sharply. “Madam, you are jesting.” For the Princess was laughing in small muffled spurts.
“Nay, listen,” said Joan wiping her eyes on her pink velvet sleeve. “Forgive me, I don’t know whether I laugh or weep, for I am frightened - -frightened - don’t stare at me with those great angry eyes - my dear, I need your help.” The Princess rose and walking to Katherine cupped the girl’s chin in her hand and gazed down earnestly. “Do you really love my brother of Lancaster?” Katherine looked away, and her colour rose. “Ay, I see you do.”
“He loves me no longer,” said Katherine very low. “He’s had no thought of me in months - there are many signs - it is finished.”
The Princess sighed and wandering to the carved mantel absently traced the pattern of acanthus leaves with her finger. “I believe you’re wrong,” she said, “and for two reasons. I lived fifteen years with his brother and in many ways they are like as two cockleshells. Edward never ceased to love me and come back to me, and yet when the dark violent fits were on him.”
She shook her head. Her hand dropped from the mantel and she sat down again. “And the other reason is this. Three weeks ago we held a Christmas mumming here for my Richard. John came, of course, with many others to do Richard honour, and late that night when we had all retired I could not sleep for missing my own dear lord and fearing for the future of my little son. Then I heard a strange noise in the State Chamber which is next to mine, and where John slept. It was a sound of outcry and struggle. I opened the door between and listened fearfully, meaning to shout for the guard, and then I knew that he was in the grip of some frightful dream. He choked and panted and cried out your name. ‘Katrine! Katrine!’ He cried it with a frenzy that would wring your heart. I went to him and woke him, and he was angry with me and bade me get out. We did not speak of it again.”
The hardness in Katherine’s breast dissolved a little, and she said with a faint smile, ” ‘Tis something to know that he yet thinks of me in dreams. But what is it you would have me do, madam?”
The Princess, gripping her chair arms violently, cried, “Go to him! Go to him - and somehow, make him listen - -make him stop these dreadful things he’s planning - Christ’s mercy! I think he has gone mad!”
The girl got up and ran to kneel by the weeping Princess. “Dear lady, he is not mad, I know he’s not - but he would never listen to me, never has he told me his plans.”
The Princess clutched the girl’s arm. “All morning I pled with him, Sir Simon Burley - Richard’s guardian - pled. I even summoned the old archbishop here, John would not see him, do you know what he means to do?” She shuddered, and her tear-blurred eyes grew fixed. “He means to muster an army, his own people and Percy’s from the north, he means to march it on to London! Civil war! Worse far than what my dear lord dreaded. There’ll be no England left for Richard.”
“And this gathering of an army is not all,” cried the Princess. “He proposes this night to violate sanctuary - to seize some prisoner who has fled to St. Paul’s - to drag him out from the altar - hang him.”
“Jesu, no!” cried Katherine in horror. For this sacrilege seemed to her the worst of all that the Princess had said. The right of sanctuary was God’s most sacred law and to violate it meant damnation.
“Ay,” said the Princess with a groan. “Every man’s hand would be against him then. John will be killed. He was saved last night, Katherine, but after this nothing could save him. As surely as his grandfather was murdered in Berkeley Castle, so will John be killed and thousands of others with him.”
“This prisoner,” cried Katherine, “who is he?” In the blackness of her confusion, there was a glimmering. An intuition.
“Some knave who did write placards about the Duke, so Percy said.” The Princess spoke with weary impatience. She thought this a foolish question indeed when the welfare of her son and England was at stake.
But Katherine’s intuition grew stronger. In some way the prisoner held the key to John’s unreason. All these things which he had done to so inflame the people dated from the time he read the placard at St. Paul’s. Suddenly prideful hurt and anger vanished, and her love flowed back on a wave of pity, while she felt in her own breast a vibration from the wild submerged pain he had been suffering. She saw that the Princess Joan was right, and that she alone had love enough for him to wrestle with his demon.
The
bower door opened and a child walked in, a lad with curling flaxen hair and a face so delicate that but for his particoloured hose and royal blazoned surcote he might have been a girl.
“Dickon!” cried the Princess holding out her hand. “Come to me, love. Here, Lady Swynford,” she said as the child stood by her knee, “is England’s hope.” She looked at Katherine with pleading, praying that the girl’s hesitation would be finally resolved by the sight of this fair royal child.
Katherine started from her thoughts and curtsied. Richard bowed to her in a courtly manner, and said, “Mama, my lord Uncle John is leaving - he’s on the stairs - I thought you didn’t wish him to go.”
“Dear God!” cried the Princess jumping up, “he must not go. If he leaves here - Katherine - can you stop him - for I know that I cannot.”
“Perhaps,” whispered the girl. She shut her eyes. Her mind formed no prayer, she importuned no saints nor even the Blessed Virgin for help, and yet it seemed that some new calm strength came to her.
The Princess rushed to the door. They went out together and down the newel stairs to the courtyard.
The Duke, in brass helmet and full armour, his hand resting on his sword, stood by the river gate shouting last instructions to Percy: “Then by dawn we’ll have raised a thousand men between us, ‘twill do for now. The Savoy - -“
He stopped and stared, as Katherine came up to him. “My lord - -“
So full was he of his new plans that at first it seemed he did not know her. Beneath his lifted visor his face was set and haggard, his eyes the sharp ice-blue she had always feared.
She looked at him softly, but she spoke with the force that had come to her. “My lord, I must see you alone now.”
“Katrine!” he said bewildered. “What do you here? You were at the Savoy - nay, in Billingsgate - I remember Robin Beyvill said you sent him. ‘Twas not well done, they were in no danger here at Kennington. I would have faced them down in London, they’d not have dared to touch me,”
“My dearest lord,” said Katherine, looking steadily up into his face, “I wish to see you alone.”
“What tiresome folly!” He jerked his mailed hand on his sword hilt. “I’m off to the Savoy. My men are gathering, and I’ve other work to do this night.”
Katherine drew herself high, her chin lifted and she said inflexibly, “All this will wait until you’ve talked with me. I command it, my lord.”
“Command!”
“Yes,” she said unflinching. “By reason of this you gave me.” From her purse she drew the sapphire ring and held it out to him on her palm. “And this is the first thing I have ever asked of you, my lord.”
He looked at the ring, and then at Katherine.
He turned impatiently to Percy. “You go on ahead. I’ll follow shortly. Now, Katrine, what do you wish of me?”
The Princess saw that the first battle had been won and came forward hastily. “There’s a fire in the State Chamber, my lord, you can talk to Lady Swynford there. I’ll send food and drink to you, for you’ve not eaten all this day - -” She saw his face darken, and added with the desperate guile she had often needed for her Edward, “Supper will give you more strength and a clearer head for whatever it is you plan to do tonight.”
John frowned, but he walked over to the stairs without comment. The women followed, while the Princess pulled Katherine a little behind. “God help you, child,” she whispered, “and Saint Venus help you too. You’ll have need of every help to turn him from his purpose. Make him drink much - and - by Peter, I wish there were time to dress you in one of my silk chamber gowns, though ‘twouldn’t fit - no matter, you must know the ways to make him think of love. Woo him, cajole him, weep - -“
“Dear madam,” whispered Katherine, “I’ll do what I can.” But not for you nor me, nor England, she thought, but because he is destroying his own soul.
She entered the State Chamber and the Duke turned sharply on her. “What would you say to me, Katrine - I’ve little time.”
“Time enough to rest a bit though, my lord. And I can’t talk to a man standing in full armour, ‘tis frightening.” She gave him a gay coaxing smile, though her heart beat fast.
He grunted and sat down on the wide oak chair where his brother had used to sit. She went to him and quickly unhooked the latchet of his brass helmet and lifted it off his head. “And you can’t eat in these,” she said, unbuckling the straps that fastened his mailed gauntlets. “Here comes Robin with wine - won’t you let him take off the rest of your armour? ‘Twill be quickly donned again when you wish to leave.”
She gestured to Robin, for still John did not speak.
He was fighting a great weariness that had come on him when he sat down. He had not slept in two nights, the first at Percy’s Inn, the second here. His head swam, and because it blunted his purpose, he fought off too the realisation of how strongly he had responded to Katherine’s touch as she drew off his helmet.
He suffered Robin to unbuckle the other sections of his armour and hang them with his great sword from gilded wall pegs where the Prince of Wales’ black tilting gear still hung. Then he took the cup of wine that Katherine brought him and drank quickly.
As he had hoped, it cleared his head. “What are you doing at Kennington?” he said scowling. “Why didn’t you wait at the Savoy to see me?”
Katherine considered quickly. Robin and the server were gone and she was preparing a plate of food. She had never lied to him, nor would she, but she knew that she must choose all her words with care.
“It is not always so easy to see you at the Savoy, my lord,” she said, pulling a corner of the table over so that he might eat in comfort, “nor for me to see you at all - of late.” She smiled, with no hint of reproach, and sat down close to him on a stool. “You look very tired, won’t you eat, please? Alas that ‘tis only Lenten fare, but these oysters are well roasted.”
He started to protest hotly, to say that if she had forced him to delay his start simply to babble of oysters, he would be gone this instant, but instead, and to his astonishment, he said a very different thing.
“Why don’t you wear the ring I gave you, Katrine?” She had dropped it back into her purse as they left the courtyard.
She was startled too, but she answered evenly, “Because I thought that it had lost its meaning.”
A quick dull flush mounted his thin cheeks. “Nay, how could you think that, lovedy?” The little pet name which he had so often called her slipped out as unawares as had his question, yet he felt aggrieved. Whether he saw her or not, he had known her ever there in the background - waiting, like his jewelled Order of the Garter, seldom worn, yet the possession of this most special badge of knighthood was of steady importance to his life. “I have had matters to think of,” he said roughly, “but these matters had nothing to do with women.”
“Yes,” she said, filling his cup, “I believe that now, my lord.”
She brushed against his shoulder as she put the flagon back on the table, and he smelled the warm fragrance of her skin. His arm lifted of its own accord to slip around her waist and pull her closer to him, but she moved away before he touched her and sat down again.
His arm dropped. He drank, and spooned up the oysters, eating fast, for he found that he was famished and this the first food in weeks that had had savour for him. While he ate, he felt another new factor, a quality of rest and lessening of strain. He resented the thought that this easing came somehow from Katherine, who sat beside him quietly, gazing into the fire. He had forgotten too how beautiful she was, nor did he wish to think of it now.
He picked up the gold-handled table knife and cut himself a slice from the bread loaf, while pulling his mind back towards his purpose. They were massing at the Savoy, men-at-arms from his nearby castles at Hertford and Hatfield. They’d be there by now since he had sent messengers off at dawn, and the King’s guard from Sheen too. It would take a month to gather all his forces from the whole of England, but already’ he had sufficien
t fighters to back the first move that he would make.
Pieter Neumann - he threw down the bread and his fingers gripped the hilt of the knife. This time he would kill Pieter with his own hand - no mercy.
Katherine had turned to look at him as he threw down the bread and gripped the knife and she forced a long steady breath to master her dismay. She saw that he had lost awareness of her, his skin had turned the colour of mould, he swallowed hard and painfully, and in his eyes as they stared at the knife the pupils had swollen so that there was no blue.
Katherine felt a shock of recognition. Somewhere there had been a child who looked like that, an uncomprehending terrified child. She searched hard for the memory, and when it came it seemed to her so incongruous that she rejected it. The reminder was of her little John. Last summer he had wandered into the cow-byre at Kenilworth, and a playful calf had galloped at him, knocking him down. The child had believed the calf to be a werewolf, fitting it somehow into a horrible tale a serving-maid had told him.
Katherine had reasoned with her boy, had made him pet the calf, and got him to laugh at his terror, yet a month afterwards the child had had a nightmare from which he awoke to scream that the calf was after him with the slobbering fangs and blood-red eyes of a werewolf, and still when he saw a calf he trembled and grew white.
It were folly indeed to make a comparison between the thirty-six-year-old Duke of Lancaster and a four-year-old child, and yet - in both she had seen the same intrinsic shape of fear.
The Duke stirred and put down the knife, he wiped his lips on the damask napkin. “I must go,” he said in a voice that wavered. He stood up and glanced towards his armour.
Katherine rose too, and took his hand in hers. “Why must you go, John?” She looked up solemnly into his resistant face. “Is it to kill the man who is in sanctuary at Saint Paul’s? Is it to do sacrilegious murder, that you must go?”
He snatched his hand from hers. “How do you know that? And if it were, what right have you to question me? Katrine, you’ve never before - get out of my way!” For she had backed so that she barred the way to the armour, and the door.
