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by Anya Seton


  This was so unexpected that she coloured. Jesu, he forgets nothing, she thought, every detail, every smallest thing. Every slight too, Christ pity him. For there was pathos in Richard, one felt the misery of his distrusts and deep uncertainties; sometimes there was a plaintive frightened sweetness about him. She had come to see this in the last months. But he was undisciplined, childish, vengeful - and dangerous. John was in high favour now, but if - - She dismissed these rushing thoughts and answered with the only part of the truth it was safe to tell him. “I had a daughter, Your Grace, Blanchette - you remember I asked of her that day? She was injured, disappeared when the rebels fired the Savoy. I took the pilgrimage in hope that Our Lady of Walsingham would find her for me.”

  “Ah,” cried Richard, his eyes lighting, “those whoreson serfs. I soon dealt with them, didn’t I? Well, did Our Lady send you Blanchette?”

  “No,” said Katherine slowly. “I’ve never heard what happened to her.”

  “And there’s pain still, after all these years?” asked Richard curiously.

  “Time never entirely heals the loss of a child, Your Grace,” said Katherine incautiously. The King’s round pink and white face hardened. The Plantagenet glint flashed in his pale blue eyes.

  Richard’s failure to produce an heir, and the choice of his new Queen, whose age made it impossible that she could even be bedded for years, was the common whisper of England. Anything that Richard might construe as the obliquest reference to his peculiarities was unwise.

  He paid her back at once by smiling his small purse-lipped smile and saying, “Alas, I have as yet no way of knowing these parental sensibilities, have I, my lady? Young Mortimer is still my heir. ‘Tis pity indeed,” he said softly, watching her closely, “that your new husband’s good and prolific Henry of Bolingbroke may not succeed.”

  Blessed Mother, thought Katherine. The sudden claws, the threat that jumped out when all was most charming. She cast about for politic answers and instinctively rejected them for frankness.

  “Henry has never coveted the throne, Your Grace, any more than has my dear lord his father, and this you know right well by long years of proof.”

  Richard stared at her, astonished by positive rebuttal. Of late, and barely recognised, for he was fond of his Uncle John, there had been growing in Richard a dislike of Henry: so solid and masculine a man, so excellent a soldier and jouster - and so popular with the people. “I’ve never doubted my Uncle of Lancaster’s loyalty, no matter what they said,” he murmured half to himself, looking beyond her to the Duke.

  “Nor need you doubt his son’s, Your Grace.” Katherine smiled, still a lovely warm smile, with white teeth and a hint of her youthful dimple. In both the smile and her sincere voice, there was for Richard something maternal and reassuring.

  She was nearly of the age at which he best remembered his mother, the Princess Joan, and that memory brought ease.

  With one of his characteristic volte-faces, Richard laughed and patted Katherine’s hand. “I shall believe you, my fair new aunt,” he said mischievously. “At least for tonight! God’s blood, but the minstrels play badly. This banquet bores me.” He stood up, shoving his plate away. like released bowstrings, the two hundred diners jumped to their feet and waited. The Cheshire guard sprang to attention.

  Richard airily waved the Flemish lace handkerchief he always carried. “Clear the Hall. There shall be dancing now!”

  The half-eaten food was whisked away. The subtleties not yet presented were returned to the kitchens.

  Richard looked up at Katherine, who topped him by some inches, crying loudly, “My first dance of course will be with the Duchess of Lancaster.” He winked at the Duke, as Eleanor gave an unmistakable anguished choke.

  On the day after the banquet, the Lancasters travelled back to Kenilworth to enjoy a few days of privacy before leaving for Calais and the state meeting there with the Dukes of Berry and Burgundy - more preliminaries to peace with France.

  As the ducal retinue cantered along the side of the mere towards Kenilworth, Katherine looked ahead at the red sandstone battlements with fervent relief. This was the castle which in the old days had always been home to her, its warm ruddy fabric was interwoven with memories of her children’s babyhood, and of the more peaceful stretches of her love.

  The watch had seen them. The trumpets blew a salute, and the Lancaster pennant ran hastily up on the Mortimer Tower. The Duke’s retinue pulled their horses down to a walk, and Katherine presently said to John, “Oh my dear lord - how delicious it will be to rest here a few days.”

  He placed his hand on the jewelled pommel to turn and smile at her. “Your new duties are exacting, lovedy! And I fear it won’t be all rest now. There’s Saint Pol to be entertained. The tenants have planned celebrations for you, and all the chancery officials are here, since we have much business to discuss before going abroad.”

  “Oh well - I know - but that’s all simple compared to court life. Sainte Marie, but these last few days at Windsor were gruelling. ‘Be gracious to the Sieur de Vertain, but remember that he’s outranked by Saint Pol Remember that Lady Arundel will repeat everything I say to Gloucester, and Lady Salisbury to her husband, who will tell the King, and above all be careful what you say to the King.’ I never knew how hard it was to be a great lady - -“

  “You do it superbly, Katrine,” said John with sudden seriousness. “I’ve been very proud of you and of the way you ignore malice and slander.”

  She blushed and said quietly, “Malice and slander are accustomed things to both of us, darling. One learns to live without their hurting overmuch.”

  “Ay,” he said, “they never disturbed me but once - that foolish changeling story. Ah, Katrine - never during the long time of our separation did I quite forget what your love did for me then.”

  They both fell silent as they rode through the two gates and under the raised portcullises of Mortimer’s Tower into the base court, where they were greeted by the usual confusion of scurrying stableboys, barking dogs and children. It was a different set of children now who ran in great excitement down from the inner court, escaping from nurses and governesses to precipitate themselves perilously near the rearing, snorting horses. These were John’s grandchildren, Henry’s brood, who summered at Kenilworth. Little Henry of Monmouth, nine years old, did not wait for the Duke to dismount, but swarmed up the flank of his grandfather’s great charger, and sure of indulgence, wedged himself between the pommel and the Duke crying, “Grandsir, Grandsir, did you bring me the peregrine you promised? Did you, my lord?”

  John smiled at Katherine over the child’s head. “Here’s a naughty mannerless lad, who thinks of nothing but falconry! Get down’, you little savage, get down, you’ll find out in good time.” He scooped the boy out of the saddle and deposited him on the flags. “Now stand back and show the Duchess and me proper courtesy.”

  “Ah, but not too much ceremony, my lord,” said Katherine laughing, as the boy, who had no awe of his grandfather, made a pert face. “It’s good to have a pack of rowdy children around again!”

  She glanced up at the weather-vane on the stable roof remembering the day Elizabeth had clung to it - Elizabeth, now at last married none too happily to the John Holland of her earliest passion, the King’s lustful unprincipled half-brother. Katherine walked through the arch after the Duke and saw the stone bench by the keep where Philippa had said gravely on that same day, “Nay, I don’t mind that my father should love you - but I pray - pray for your souls.”

  Philippa was now Queen of Portugal with five children of her own. She had written Katherine a gentle affectionate letter of congratulation upon receiving news of the marriage.

  There had been another child on that old mossy stone bench that day. Katherine had an instant vision of the upturned dark grey eyes and dismissed it sharply. It was morbid to dwell on the one sorrow when the other five children were secure now in positions never imagined in her most daring dreams.

  The next morni
ng, when Katherine awoke early in the State Bed of the White Chamber, John still slept. He needed more rest than he used to, and though she tried to deny it to herself, nor ever let him guess that she noticed, she knew that his heart was tiring. He must mount stairs slowly, or struggle to breathe; at times his mouth had a pinched bluish look, and there was an oppression in his chest.

  Yet on this summer morning he looked well, the deep grooves on his forehead and cheeks were smoothed by sleep, the scarred eyelid less puckered. He was thin but still hard and muscular, the hairs on his chest were golden as they used to be, though his head was streaked with grey. He slept tidily without sound, the fastidiousness that she loved in him never failed. She thought of what Elizabeth had said when she saw her father in Richard’s coronation procession, “He’s never slobbery, no matter what,” and, smiling, kissed him on the shoulder, then slid out of bed and summoned Hawise.

  Hawise was a person of consequence now, and not sure that she liked it. She had four waiting-women under her, besides a score of maidservants, and her new position required that she dress in heavy flowing woollen robes no matter what the temperature.

  Katherine gestured towards the garderobe, and the woman went in there so as not to disturb the Duke.

  “I’ve brought ye spiced hippocras the butler sent up,” said Hawise crossly, putting a chased gold ewer down on the toilet-table. “We’re all far too grand to drink honest English ale of a morning anymore.”

  Katherine laughed. “Don’t tell me you miss Kettlethorpe, my lass?” She swallowed a cupful of the cool sweet wine and began to wash herself with rosewater.

  “Not sure I don’t,” grumbled Hawise, mixing powdered coral and myrrh for the tooth cleaning. “Doesn’t take five women to wait on you, when I’ve done it well enough alone these donkey’s years - that Dame Griselda Moorehead, Dame Muttonhead I call her, telling me it’s her right and privilege to attend ye at your bath, that I know naught of etiquette. I’ll right-and-privilege her, may Saint Anthony’s fire burn me if I won’t. ‘Fishmongress’ she calls me, as though Father’s trade was aught to be ‘shamed of!”

  “Have some hippocras,” said Katherine pacifically, putting the cup in Hawise’s reluctant hand. “‘Tis really delicious. We must both put up with changed conditions for ill or well - I suppose.”

  “Ah sweeting,” cried Hawise, her broad freckled face crinkling, “ye know I don’t mean it. God’s belly, there’s not an hour in the day I don’t gi’ thanks for the marvellous thing what’s happened to ye - when I think o’ the black past - well, let be - we won’t think of it.”

  They looked at each other, while the memory of all the years they had shared together hovered between them, then spoke of trifling matters while they proceeded with Katherine’s elaborate toilet. John wished her to be always richly dressed, and to wear the new jewels he had given her. He took great pride in her mature beauty and liked her to enhance it by the artful application of unguents, rouges and perfumes.

  After Hawise had adjusted a light seed-pearl coronet over a veil of rosy gauze, Katherine glanced into the bedchamber and said, “My dear lord sleeps late, I’m afraid I should wake him. He must sign those letters to the King before the Comte de St. Pol starts back for Windsor.”

  “Let His Grace rest, poor soul, he seemed mortal weary yestere’en.” Hawise had indulgence now towards the Duke and did not even mind his teasing her for her jealous wardship of her mistress.

  Katherine nodded, walked rapidly through the passages of the Sainteowe Tower into the beautiful Great Hall which John had now completed. It was crowded with retainers, lords, knights, squires and their ladies, all waiting for her to come so that they might sit down to eat. As she entered, the men bowed, and the ladies curtsied. The chamberlain ushered her unctuously to the dais, where her own squire, kneeling, presented her with a damask napkin.

  “Good morning Roger,” she said smiling at him, while the company seated themselves. “You look very merry, you won at dicing last night?”

  The lad blushed, and bit his lips to keep from laughing. “Dame Fortune favoured me, Your Grace,” he admitted.

  He’s like his grandfather, she thought - Roger de Cheyne with the bold wooing eyes, the pretty chestnut curls - -my first love, I suppose, or I thought so - Jesu, how long ago. Thirty years. She thought of the tournament, the knight with the nodding iris stuck in his helm - poor Roger who was killed so shortly after that at Najera. Blessed Mother, how many were dead that had witnessed Saint George’s tournament at Windsor? She crossed herself, and turned abruptly to the French nobleman on her right, the Comte de St. Pol, “Vous vous amusez bien ici en Angleterre, monsieur, ca vous plait?” She embarked on the courteous chit-chat which was constantly required of her now.

  “Parfaitement, madame la duchesse,” replied the count, delicately wiping his long black moustaches, and thinking that despite the scandal of this marriage, the new Duchess had far better manners than most of the English barbarians and the further advantage of speaking pure French - which he would report to his own King Charles in good time.

  The stately breakfast proceeded. Katherine longed to go out to her pleasaunce where the peaches were ripening and the new Persian lilies were in bloom, but she allowed herself no impatience. It would be hours before she could enjoy the garden. There must first be interviews with the chamberlain and the steward. She must arbitrate a quarrel between the village and castle laundresses, she must dictate answers to a dozen letters, and as most of them were begging letters, there would be conference first with the clerk of her wardrobe.

  When she rose at length, a page came up to say that two nuns had just arrived at the castle and craved an audience. “Certainly,” said Katherine, wondering which convent it was this time that required a benefice. “Tell them I’ll receive them presently.” And hoped that whatever it was they wanted, she could manage to gratify them herself from her privy purse without bothering John.

  By the time she had finished her necessary morning routine, it had grown very warm, and she sent a page to the nuns to convey them to the oriel of the Great Hall,, where a faint breeze blew through the opened window. John was up at last and had gone to the chancery office with St. Pol. Except for her own women who were embroidering and spinning by one of the empty fireplaces, the Hall was deserted for the present.

  Katherine seated herself in a carved gilt chair and surveyed the-two nuns with polite indifference as they bowed before her. White nuns, Cistercians, shrouded in snowy wimples and habits, a tall one and a short one. The former turned away at once and seemed to be examining the embroidered Venetian wall hanging. Katherine had had only a glimpse of a pale unsmiling profile.

  The short nun began to talk in a weak insistent voice, her heavy-jawed, middle-aged face twitched with nervous little smiles. “Most kind of you, Your Grace - forgive this intrusion, really I hardly know how to explain it. Oh, I’m the prioress of Pinley - a very small foundation, you know where we are? Only a few miles from here, near Warwick - but of course we’re not on Lancastrian land. Your Grace wouldn’t know us - -“

  What is all this about, Katherine thought, faintly amused. “Is there some help I can give you, my lady prioress?” she said, glancing in some perplexity at the rigid white back of the other nun, whose marked withdrawal was surely peculiar.

  “Well,” said the prioress, chewing her lips, “I don’t rightly know. It’s Dame Ursula there who would come. She’s my sacrist and librarian, not that we have many books, I think it’s maybe that she wanted, wondered if - but Dame Ursula, she talks so little, sometimes we think she’s very odd, though not the way she used to be - -“

  Katherine raised her eyebrows and drew them together.

  “Oh,” said the prioress, “she’s quite deaf, I doubt she can hear me.”

  But it seemed that the other nun had heard. With a slow almost languorous motion she turned and looked full at Katherine, whose heart began to pound before her mind knew any reason for it, who gazed blankly at the triangular wedge
of face enclosed by the white wimple, then at the slate-grey eyes that looked at her with hesitant enigmatic question.

  “You do not know me?” said the tall nun quietly in the flat toneless voice of the deafened.

  Katherine stared again. She pushed herself up from the chair, gripping the armrests. She tried to speak, but the blood drained from her head, she fell back sideways - and slipped off the chair.

  The blankness lasted only a few moments, though it was long enough for the page on hearing the prioress’ frightened cry to have summoned Catherine’s women. When she opened her eyes, she had been laid on the rug, Griselda Moorehead was sponging her forehead with wine, Hawise was burning a feather beneath her nose and there was a chorus of female speculation: “What happened? The Duchess swooned - but she never does - what can be amiss?”

  The prioress had drawn back and was wringing her hands, crying that it was not fault of hers, that she didn’t know what happened, that Dame Ursula - -

  Katherine pushed Hawise and Griselda aside, she struggled to her elbow and saw that the tall white nun knelt by her feet, the wimpled head was bowed and there were tears on the pale cheeks.

  “Go away please, everybody,” said Katherine in a shaking voice, “all but Dame Ursula. I’m sorry I was so foolish. The heat, perhaps - -” The women reluctantly obeyed her. Hawise made after them after she had helped her mistress to her feet and shot a long startled unbelieving look at Dame Ursula, who continued to kneel with her head bowed.

  When they were alone, Katherine bent down, took the clasped thin trembling hands in hers. “Blanchette,” she whispered. “Oh, my darling - I always knew - Dear God, I knew you’d come back - -“

  The nun raised her head at last. “I had to see you again,” she said through stiff pale lips, “I could no longer live with my hatred.”

  There were only two people in the castle who understood why the Duchess was closeted in her bower all that day with the Cistercian nun. These were the Duke and Hawise, who saw to it that she was not disturbed, while the mystified prioress was made welcome in the Hall.

 

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