by E. C. Land
I close my eyes as I run my fingers down my body, between my legs, finding my sweet spot. Imagines of Thorn covering me there with his tongue as he roughly strokes my clit, nipping it between his teeth. I think about him tongue fucking me as I start to stroke my fingers in my pussy, pushing them in and out as I imagine it were Thorn. I know there my hands but damn if it doesn’t feel good. As I get closer to coming, I moan his name.
“Fuck!” My eyes fly open at the sound of his voice. Oh, shit he caught me.
“Don’t stop, beautiful. Keep going, I want to watch,” Thorn says as he moves to the bed, removing his shirt in the process.
Feeling bold, I continue as he watches, keeping my eyes on his. I love this man, but I know I can’t keep him— he’s not a one woman man and never will be.
Why can’t I have what he’s offering right now, though? I can at least enjoy his body like before. I can do it without my heart getting in the way. Right?
I keep my eyes on him as I move my fingers faster and pinch one of my nipples with the other. Rolling it between my fingertips the way I like. Fuck, I’m close and I want him inside me. That dick of his is way better than my fingers.
He must known I’m about to come because the next thing I know my fingers are moved out of the way as his mouth attaches to my pussy, his tongue thrusting in and out.
Oh shit! The screams that surround us can’t be mine. Fuck! I come harder than I have in months.
“Damn. That was fucking awesome. I gotta fuck you, though. I’m dying to have that cunt wrapped tight around my dick. You ready for it?” Thorn says as he moves up my body, taking a moment to lavish each of my nipples.
Lining his dick up, he thrust all the way in until he’s deep inside me. Fuck, that feels so good. I hadn’t even seen him remove his jeans. “Fuck, it’s better than before. I swear you’re tighter than ever. Squeeze my dick, babygirl. I’m gonna fuck the shit out of you as you clinch that cunt around me.”
I scream out when he starts fucking me with brutal force. Oh shit, it feels so good. He continues to fuck me until I tighten around him, screaming out his name as I come.
All of a sudden, he pulls out, flipping me from my back to stomach before slamming into me with his hands holding my hips in place. With the depth that he fucks me, I’m coming instantly with him giving short, quick thrust before pulling out again only to shoot his come all over my back. He traces his fingers through his come, drawing designs on my back. After we catch our breaths, I collapse to my side, facing him.
I never knew I could miss something so much.
“Fuck, you drained my dick. I didn’t hurt you, did I, babe?” Thorn ask as I look up at him with a small smile, reality seeping back in. We shouldn’t have done this. No matter how much we both needed it.
“No, you didn’t hurt me, Thorn, I promise. That was good but what did we just do?” I whisper. In the heat of the moment, I let him do something that we never should’ve done.
I swore to myself I wouldn’t cave to my need for him. The man has me completely crazed, and now, I just want more.
“We fucked, babygirl, that’s what we just did, and damn if it wasn’t the best fuck ever. You’re my woman, Lynsdey. I plan on us doing that a hell of a lot more now.”
“I’m not your woman. I’m just the woman that you got knocked up,” I whisper, keeping my eyes on anything but him. I don’t think I can look him in the eyes right now and lie to him.
The truth is that I’ll never be able to be with anyone else, but I can’t be his. I wanted to be his so badly before everything happened, but then Jake came back. As long as he’s free, I’ll never be free. I hear his words in the back of my head and it sends shivers down my spine. What did he mean about him being the vessel? I don’t understand any of what he said that day.
“The fuck you’re not,” Thorn roars as he gets off the bed. I look up at him as his face hardens. “Lynsdey, I haven’t been with anyone since you came into my fucking life five months ago. You don’t get it. Swear to fuck, I’m only gonna say this shit once more and that’s it. You are fucking it for me woman! I love you, and it took you leaving me like you did for me to realize what it is that I actually fuckin’ wanted. But now that I have you back, I’m not fuckin’ letting go. Fuck! You better be fuckin’ glad I just fucked you good and drained my dick, otherwise, I’d smack the hell out of your ass before sinking in it.” Thorn grabs his jeans and shirt before storming out of the room naked, leaving me in his wake.
He just said he loves me. Again! Holy mother monkey balls!
I guess Kenny was right, and I should believe him.
I scramble to get off the bed, nabbing my shirt off the floor as I run after him. Damn, why did he have to stalk out of the room before I could reply, my feet are sore as hell.
That asshole!
“You don’t get to fucking say that to me and storm off, you fuckin’ ape!” I yell at his back. I stop him from getting closer to the door. I wait a second to see if he will turn around, but he doesn’t. He has his jeans on but hasn’t put his shirt on yet. The muscles in his back twitch as I get close enough to touch him. “You can’t just tell a girl you love her then storm out of the room. I mean, what the hell what do you want from me? You and I were never in a relationship before I ended up pregnant. You’re the one that told me we’d never be anything but friends with benefits. I left, yes, because I heard you thought I was clingy. I also left because if I had to look into your eyes when I told you I was pregnant, I’d be devastated.
“You wanna know why? Why I’ve fought keeping my distance with you since you brought me here? Because I love you, you moron. You don’t get what my life has been like. The shit I’ve put up with from everyone in it. Jake, he’s back, and I don’t feel safe unless I’m with you. But my heart hurts every damn time my mind replays your brother’s words. Don’t you…” I’m unable to finish my rant before Thorn has me in his arms with his mouth fused to mine. He thrust his tongue into mine.
“Thorn?” I ask breathlessly when he lifts his head.
“Michael. Sweetheart, my first name is Michael. When we’re together, just us, you use my name.” Wow. No words form in my head as he takes me back to the room and lays me back down as he leans over top of me. “You have no clue how much you mean to me. No one has ever meant as much to me as you and these babies do. You give me the chance, and I’ll be there for you. I’ll keep you safe in the dark of your nightmares. Let me be your man,” Michael whispers against my lips as he lays one hand on my stomach, stroking along where our children rest and one on my cheek wiping a single tear away.
Do I take the chance on him? Actually, agree to be his woman? He can have anyone he wants. With my insecurities, I don’t know if I can, but I want to try.
“Okay,” I whisper. “I’ll give us a chance. Please don’t break my heart.”
“Beautiful, I promise, I won’t. Believe it when I say, I’ll always love and protect you. Now, let me show you how much I love you before the doctor gets here and then after, I’ll feed you and show you some more.”
And that’s what he does, and more through the rest of the day and the next. In the back of my mind I can’t help but wonder when will the next woman show up. I know it’s only a matter of time before he grows tired of me.
I just hope, I’m not right.
12
Thorn
I don’t know why the hell I’m sitting here, at a party, at the clubhouse instead of at home, enjoying the feel of being between my woman’s legs. The last couple months have been great, going home every night to her, feeling the inside of her hot as fuck pussy as I fuck her. Being with Lynsdey leaves me with a feeling in my heart I told myself I never wanted, but now, I can’t live without it. After telling Lynsdey I loved her, I didn’t think she would actually say it back, let alone stay with me and give us a try, but she’s doing it. I know she still has doubts about us, but I’ll prove to her that I’m all in.
Lynsdey’s stomach has grown almost double in size.
I can’t fuckin’ keep my hands off of her. Hell, just the thought has me wanting to go home and bend her over the side of the bed and pound that pussy of hers. Lately, she’s been letting me play with her ass, and I can’t wait to be able to fuck her there but not until after she has the babies.
“This is fucking bullshit. Izzy, Cristy, and Cleo came over to the house, grabbed Kenny, and told me to fuck off. Those two bitches are hellfire when it comes to something they’re gonna do. I swear, I started to tell them to fuck off so I could go back to fuckin my ol’ lady, and Cleo looked like she was about to rip my balls off. Claiming they had the afternoon planned and for me to back the fuck off.” I look over at Horse as he sits down with his beer in hand, grumbling. Least, I’m not the only one.
“Those two did the same damn thing to me. Evidently, they’re taking Kenny and Lynsdey out to be pampered, and shower them with baby gifts or some shit. That’s what Cristy said when they got to my place. The girls asked if a prospect could fill in so Cristy could join them.” I shook my head at the thought of Lynsdey out and with that psycho stepbrother of hers still out there. I refuse to let my guard down when it comes to the safety of Lynsdey and our kids. I won’t let something happen to them.
As much as we’ve looked for the fucker, there hasn’t been any sight of him. He completely ghosted. Doesn’t mean I believe he left the area. After Lynsdey and I worked things out between us, we had a talk about what he did to her growing up. How he’d torture her with making her run through the woods, then chase her. How her mom allowed it to happen. Her mom needs a bullet to the head for not protecting her daughter when she needed it. The part that gutted me the most was when she told me what he said about him being the vessel to his lord, and that he would take her, and she would be his as well. Her stepbrother is a piece of work, that’s for sure.
When all the girls showed up at our place to pick up Lynsdey, I didn’t want to agree to it but it was either agree or feel my balls in the back of my throat as I was threatened. But I won’t tell Horse about that. So, here we are, waiting on the girls. They all agreed to come to the club when they were finished. Works for me. The club is his home. Just like the house I bought for Lynsdey. Home.
The club is the only family I have. I refuse to acknowledge the fuckheads who wanted to call themselves my parents. Hell, they don’t even know I moved from Stonewall Mills. After my granddad died, I walked away from them, deciding not to deal with their shit anymore. I don’t need the thorn in my side they can cause.
“I put Badger on them, and another prospect. Knowing the girls, they’ll make Badger go inside with them wherever they fuckin’ go. You know Kenny made him take her to Victoria Secret's one day to buy some shit. I swear to fuck, if it wasn’t for Kenny distracting me with what she bought, I would’ve killed his ass. But then again, Kenny loves to torture him with her shopping trips.”
I laugh as I remember that day. Badger came back from following the girls around while they were shopping. The fucker looked miserable as fuck, but the prospect has a soft spot for the girls. They all seem to gravitate to him as if he were there big brother.
“Damn, Kenny really has you pussy whipped, that’s for sure,” I say trying to lighten the mood some. With Kenny getting closer to her due date, and Lynsdey not far behind, it’s unusual for either of us to be away from them for extended periods of time.
I finish up the rest of my beer before waving for another. Prospects have learned to bring me my beer instead of letting one of the club whores do it for them. I don’t want their nasty hands anywhere near me. They’re here for one thing and one thing only—to satisfy my brothers. Sad that bitch Sofia is still trying to catch my eye, even after I made the announcement of claiming Lynsdey as my ol’ lady. She just doesn’t get the fucking hint. Twister even told her ass she’s on fucking probation, one more fuck up and she’s out. I’m actually shocked the bitch hasn’t tried anything yet tonight. However, the night is still young.
“What are you two over here bitchin’ about?” Twister asks as he grabs a chair, flipping it around before taking a seat.
“I ain’t bitchin’ about shit, Prez, that would be our VP here,” I smirk towards Horse as I respond.
“Fuck you, dickhead. You’re in the same boat as me. I was enjoying being—”
“I don’t even want to hear about my sister’s sex life, asshole,” Twister says.
We all know the guy can’t keep it in his pants when it comes to his ol’ lady. There constantly going at it with each other.
“Hey boys, do you want some company?” Micky, one of the club whores, asks as she stands next to Twister, eyeing him.
Whichever brother gave her the name, definitely got it right. The bitch sounds like fuckin’ Mickey Mouse screeching when one of the brothers fucks her. This is the same bitch that Twister ordered to get lessons on how to suck a dick right.
“That depends. You learn how to suck a dick properly yet? If not, then nope.” Twister eyes the whore.
“I promise you, I’ll suck you dry baby. If you want, we can include Nicky in on it. She’s been dying to have you in her mouth.” Micky runs her fingers down Prez’s body, reaching for his dick.
“Well, if she wants my dick in her mouth, you can eat her pussy while watching. Maybe get some damn lessons on how to treat it like a blow pop,” Twister says getting up. “Catch you two later. I’m gonna get my dick sucked while I enjoy the show of a snatch being eaten.”
“Fucker!”
“You too, dickhead!”
“How long were the girls gonna be gone? I could use my dick sucked right about now,” I ask, taking another sip of my beer.
“I could help you with that, baby,” that bitch Sofia says from beside me. Where the fuck did, she come from.
Before I can snap at her, she’s on her knees in front of me with her hands on my dick. “Here, let me make you feel better. I’m sure that fat prego isn’t doing what she needs for you. Let me show you how good my mouth is.”
I go to throw the bitch off me when I hear screeching. The hurt on Lynsdey’s face when I look up guts me. It’s almost as if I can read her mind. She thinks I’m actually trying to get my dicked sucked by this bitch.
“Fuck this, I’m out. You can have him, you ugly ass bitch. I hope you two are happy,” Lynsdey says before stomping out the door.
I go to move, only to have the bitch throw herself at me. “See, I told you she can’t do what I can. I’ll make you happy, baby, I promise.” The fuck is this bitch talking about? She’s a fucking lunatic
“I ain’t got time for this.” I shove her off me before running after Lynsdey. She needs to know what she saw was complete bullshit. I need to explain that nothing was happening. That bitch set me up. Making it through the door, I’m met with one of my worst fears. Lynsdey on the ground bleeding from between her legs.
“Lynsdey!” I roar into the night. Soon as I reach her, I grab her quickly needing to get her to the hospital.
Fuck, it’s too soon. I can’t lose her or our babies. I can’t do it.
This is my fucking fault.
13
Lynsdey
Damn my body hurts. What happened, and why does my stomach feel empty? Oh no, my babies. It's too early! I open my eyes and look down to confirm what I feel. Looking around the room with tears in my eyes, I find Thorn sitting there, staring down at the floor with his hands holding his head up. He almost looks as if he is praying.
That’s when I remembered last night and the club skank all over Thorn—telling her she could have him. The pain of seeing him with another woman hurt more than I imagined it would. Then there was the sharp knife-like pain that hit before I collapsed
“Why are you here? Where are the babies? Are they okay?” I ask holding back the tears.
“Beautiful.” The croak in his voice when he looks up with so much pain in his eyes, I just know my babies are gone. “I’m so fuckin’ sorry. None of this shit should’ve happened, and what you saw is not what you think.
The bitch had just sat there. You walked in before I could get her off my lap. I swear, baby, I fucking swear it wasn’t what you think. But it doesn’t matter right now. Now that your awake I’m gonna get a nurse so we can get you down to NICU. With them being born so early they needed to be placed in this glass case thing and put on oxygen to help them breath.” He stops long enough to take a shaking breath. “We have beautiful babies, babygirl. One boy, one girl, with all ten fingers and toes.” He pulls out his phone showing me the most beautiful sight.
My babies.
The sob that tears from my chest is painful. I can barely breathe when Thorn’s arms surround me.
“Please, Michael. Please, I need to see them. I need to see our babies.”
“Okay, beautiful. Let's get you to them.” He kisses the top of my head before stepping out of the room.
When he comes back into the room, I could almost groan at the sight of who my nurse is. Why me? Seriously, why am I to be tortured?
“How are you feeling, Lynsdey? I’m so sorry about what happened. Let’s see what we can do to get you down there to see your babies,” Logan says sweetly before she sets to get everything done around me. “So, have you thought of names for your babies? They’re adorable, I will say.” If the chick doesn’t shut up, I’m gonna shoot her in the head. I’m in no mood for bullshit. I want my babies and I want them now!
“We haven’t picked names yet, we were waiting to see them first.” Thorn thankfully answers for me. I’m still pissed as hell at him, but I know those bitches will do anything to get their hands on a brother of the club. When we get out of here, I wanna face her to find out why she did it.
“Oh, that’s so sweet. I’m sure you’ll pick the perfect names for those beautiful babies, Lynsdey.” Logan keeps her eyes on me the entire time, ignoring the fact that it is Thorn the one who answered the question. God can I get another nurse?
