Her answers, and her facial expressions, kept him amused, diverted, and challenged throughout the entire ten-course meal. When she talked about some of the outrageous frivolities and excesses she’d read about, she had a way of wrinkling her pert nose in prim disapproval or rolling her eyes in amused disbelief that invariably made him feel like laughing. And while he was still struggling to hide his amusement, she could turn thoughtful and phrase a quiet question that took him completely aback. Her damaged memory seemed to have random blanks when it came to understanding how and why people in his social stratum—or her own in America, for that matter—did things in a particular way, and so she asked pointed questions that made him reevaluate customs he’d taken for granted.
“According to the Gazette,” she laughingly informed him as the footmen placed a serving of succulent duck on their plates, “the Countess of Evandale’s court gown was embellished with three thousand pearls. Do you suppose that was an accurate tally?”
“I have every faith in the journalistic integrity of the Gazette’s society reporter,” Stephen joked.
“If that is correct,” she said with an infectious smile, “then I can only assume they were either very small pearls or she is a very large lady.”
“Why is that?”
“Because if the pearls were large and she was not, she’d have surely required a winch to haul her upright after she curtsied to the king.”
Stephen was still grinning at the image of the coldly dignified and very rotund countess being hoisted aloft and swung out of the way of the throne when Sherry made a lightning shift from the frivolous to the serious. Propping her chin on her linked fingers, she’d regarded him down the length of the dining table and asked, “In April, when everyone of importance gathers in London for the Season and remains until June, what do people do with their children?”
“They stay in the country with their nannies, governesses, and tutors.”
“And the same is true in the autumn during the Little Season?”
When Stephen nodded, she tipped her head to the side and said gravely, “How lonely English children must be during those long months.”
“They aren’t alone,” Stephen emphasized patiently.
“Loneliness has nothing to do with being alone. Not for children or adults.”
Stephen was so desperate to avert a topic that he feared would lead directly into an impossible discussion of their children, that he didn’t realize his tone had chilled or that in her vulnerable state, his remarks might hit her like daggers. “Are you speaking from experience?”
“I . . . don’t know,” she said.
“I’m afraid that tomorrow evening, you’re going to be.”
“Alone?”
When he nodded, she looked quickly at the delicate pastry shell filled with pâté that was on the plate in front of her, then she drew a deep breath, as if gathering her courage, and looked at him directly. “Are you going out because of what I just said?”
He felt like a beast for making her ask that, and very emphatically he said, “I have a prior engagement that cannot be cancelled.” And then, as if his need to exonerate himself in her eyes weren’t already reaching the absurd, he announced, “It may also set your mind at ease to know that my parents had my brother and me brought to London at least once every fortnight during the London Season. My brother and his wife, and a few of their friends, bring their children and an entourage of governesses here during the Season.”
“Oh, that’s lovely!” she exclaimed, her smile dawning like the sun. “I am vastly relieved to know there are such devoted parents amongst the ton.”
“Most of the ton,” he informed her dryly, “is vastly amused by that same parental devotion.”
“I don’t think one ought to let the opinions of others influence what one does, do you?” she asked, frowning a little.
Three things hit Stephen at once, and he was torn between laughter, pity, and chagrin: Whether she realized it or not, Charise Lancaster was “interviewing” him, weighing his merits, not only as a prospective husband, but as the prospective father of her children—neither of which were roles he was going to fulfill. And that was a very good thing, because in the first place, he didn’t seem to be rating very high in her estimation, and in the second, her disinterest in the opinions of others would surely get her banished from polite society within a week, were she ever to set foot in it. Stephen had never cared for anyone’s opinion, but then he was a man, not a woman, and his wealth and illustrious name gave him the right to do as he damn well pleased and to do it with impunity. Unfortunately, the same upright society matrons who were eager to lure him into marrying their daughters, and who were perfectly willing to overlook any of his vices and excesses, would pillory Charise Lancaster for the most minor social infraction—let alone a major one such as dining alone with him, as she was doing now.
“Do you think one ought to let the opinions of others influence one’s actions?” she repeated.
“No, definitely not,” he solemnly averred.
“I’m happy to hear that.”
“I was afraid you would be,” Stephen said, biting back a grin.
His good humor continued unabated during their meal and afterward in the drawing room, but when it was time to bid her good-night, he realized he couldn’t trust himself to do more than press a brotherly kiss on her cheek.
17
“Whatever you did, it certainly has turned the trick,” Hugh Whitticomb announced early the following evening, as he poked his head into the drawing room, where Stephen was waiting for Sherry to join him for dinner.
“She’s feeling well, then?” Stephen replied, pleased and relieved that his passionate and willing “fiancée” had not decided to indulge in a fit of virginal guilt over the few liberties he’d taken the night before and confessed it all to Whitticomb. Stephen had been closeted all day, first with one of his stewards, and then with the architect who was laboring over the plans for renovating one of his estates, and so he hadn’t caught a glimpse of her, though the servants had kept him informed of her whereabouts in the large townhouse and reported that she appeared to be in good spirits. He was looking forward to a thoroughly enjoyable evening, first with Sherry and later with Helene. As to which part of the evening he was most looking forward to, that was something he did not care to consider.
“She’s feeling more than well,” the physician remarked. “I’d say she’s glowing. She said to tell you she’d be down in a moment.”
Stephen’s pleasurable contemplation of his evening was substantially diminished by the fact that the physician was now strolling into the room, uninvited—and unwanted—and he was studying Stephen with an open, intense interest that was distinctly disturbing from someone as astute as he. “What did you do to accomplish such a miraculous transformation?”
“I did as you suggested,” Stephen said mildly, turning and walking over to the fireplace mantel where he’d left his glass of sherry. “I made her feel . . . er . . . safe and secure.”
“Could you be more specific? My colleagues—the ones I’ve consulted about Miss Lancaster’s amnesia—would surely be interested in your method of treatment. It’s amazingly effective.”
In answer, Stephen propped an elbow on the mantelpiece and quirked a mocking brow at the inquisitive physician. “Don’t let me keep you from another appointment,” he countered dryly.
The broad hint that he should leave led Hugh Whitticomb to conclude that Stephen wished to enjoy the evening alone with her. Either that or he simply didn’t want a witness to the charade he was being forced to play as her devoted fiancé. Hoping to discover it was the former, he said sociably, “As it happens, I’m free for the evening. Perhaps I could join you at supper and witness firsthand your methods with Miss Lancaster?”
Stephen gave the physician a look as bland as his own, but his voice carried a wealth of meaning. “Not a chance.”
“I rather thought you were going to say something like that,”
Dr. Whitticomb said with a grin.
“A glass of Madeira instead?” the earl suggested, his expression as inscrutable as his tone.
“Yes, thank you. I believe I will,” Dr. Whitticomb said, no longer quite so certain what Stephen’s motives were for wanting him to depart. The earl nodded a silent instruction at a footman standing near a cabinet filled with decanters and glasses, and in moments a glass of wine was handed to him.
Dr. Whitticomb was asking Stephen what he intended to do about his houseguest when the ton descended en masse on London for the Season next week, when the earl’s gaze suddenly snapped to the doorway and he straightened from his lounging position against the fireplace. Turning in the direction of his gaze, Dr. Whitticomb saw Miss Lancaster walk into the room wearing a fetching yellow gown that matched the wide ribbon that twined in and around the heavy curls at her crown. She saw him too, and she came directly to him as good manners and his age dictated she should. “Dr. Whitticomb,” she exclaimed with a delighted smile, “you didn’t tell me you would be here when I came down!”
She held out both hands to him in a gesture that, for a well-bred English girl, would have been much too cordial for such a brief acquaintance. Hugh took her hands in his own and decided he liked her unaffected warmth and spontaneity very well, and the devil with custom. He liked her very well indeed. “You look lovely,” he said feelingly, standing back a little to survey her gown. “Like a buttercup, in fact,” he added, though the compliment sounded unflattering somehow.
Sheridan was so nervous about facing her fiancé that she prolonged the moment before she had to look at him. “But I look exactly as I did when you saw me a few moments ago. Of course, I didn’t have clothes on then,” she added, and then felt like dropping through the floor when the earl made a choked, laughing sound.
“What I meant was,” she amended swiftly, looking up at Lord Westmoreland’s handsome, smiling face, “I didn’t have these clothes on.”
“I know what you meant,” Stephen said, admiring the rosy blush that tinted her cheeks and the porcelain skin above the gown’s square neckline.
“I cannot thank you enough for the lovely gowns,” she told him, feeling as if she could drown in the depths of his blue eyes. “I confess that I was very much relieved by their arrival.”
“Were you?” Stephen said, grinning for no reason at all except that she gave him an odd kind of pleasure when she walked into a room . . . or looked at him with such unconcealed delight over a trifling thing like a few hastily fashioned, simple gowns. “Why were you relieved?” he asked, noticing that she did not offer her hands to him to clasp as she had to Whitticomb.
“I wondered the same thing,” Dr. Whitticomb said, and Sheridan pulled loose from Lord Westmoreland’s mesmerizing gaze with a mixture of embarrassment and reluctance. “I was very much afraid they might all be like the one I wore two nights ago,” she explained to the physician. “I mean, it was truly lovely, but . . . well . . . drafty.”
“Drafty?” Dr. Whitticomb repeated blankly.
“Yes, you know—it rather floated about and I felt like I was wearing a lavender veil, instead of a sturdy gown. I was in constant fear that one of those silver ribbons would come undone and I would find myself . . .” she trailed off, as all the physician’s attention shifted and narrowed on the earl. “So it was lavender, was it?” he asked her without taking his gaze from her fiancé. “And flimsy?”
“Yes, but it was perfectly proper to wear it in England,” she put in quickly, sensing increasing censure in the look the older man was giving the earl.
“Who told you that, my dear?”
“The maid—Constance.” Determined that he not misjudge her fiancé, who looked mildly amused despite the doctor’s continued, narrowed scrutiny, she added very firmly, “Dr. Whitticomb, the maid assured me it was meant to be worn ‘for one dinner bell.’ Those were her very words—‘For One Dinner Bell’!”
For some reason, that emphatic announcement caused both men to finally break off their visual duel and aim their twin gazes at her. “What?” they said in unison.
Wishing she’d never brought the matter up, Sheridan drew a long breath and patiently explained to both baffled male faces, “She said that the lavender gown was suitable for only one dinner bell. I didn’t know you rang a bell, and I realized I was coming down to supper, not dinner, but since I didn’t have anything else to wear, and I hadn’t worn it for any other dinner bell, I didn’t—” She broke off as understanding dawned on the earl’s face, and she saw him struggling to keep his expression straight. “Have I said something amusing?”
Dr. Whitticomb looked at Stephen and demanded a little testily, “What does she mean?”
“She means ‘En déshabillé.’ The chambermaid was butchering the French pronunciation.”
Dr. Whitticomb nodded his instant understanding, but he did not find the explanation at all humorous. “I should have guessed. I certainly suspected it from the description of that lavender gown. I trust you’ll find a qualified ladies’ maid for Miss Lancaster at once and that you’ll completely remedy the clothing problem, so that sort of misunderstanding won’t happen again?”
Dr. Whitticomb had drained his glass and passed it to the footman who materialized at his elbow with a silver tray before he realized that his host hadn’t replied. Intending to insist on an answer, he turned and realized that Stephen had evidently forgotten not only the question but Hugh’s presence. Instead of attending the discussion, he was grinning at Charise Lancaster, and saying in a lightly chastising tone, “You have not yet bade me good evening, mademoiselle. I’m beginning to feel quite devastated.”
“Oh, yes, I can see that you are,” Sheridan said, laughing at the outrageous—but flattering—exaggeration. Leaning casually against the mantel, with his blue eyes smiling into hers and that lazy white smile upon his handsome face, Stephen Westmoreland epitomized male confidence and potency. Nevertheless, his teasing gallantry and the warmth in his eyes had a strangely exhilarating effect on her; and her own smile warmed as she admitted wryly, “I did intend to greet you at once, but I’ve forgotten how it should be done, and I’ve been meaning to ask you about it.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, am I to curtsy?” she explained with a desperate little laugh that Stephen found utterly endearing. Somehow, she managed to confront her enormous problem and all its obstacles with a smiling honesty that he found astonishing and incredibly courageous. As to how he wished her to greet him, he would have preferred that she offer both her hands to him as she’d done to Hugh Whitticomb, or better yet that she offer her mouth for the kiss he suddenly wanted to put there, but since neither was feasible right now, he nodded in answer to her question and said casually, “It’s customary.”
“I rather thought it was,” she said and sank into a graceful, effortless curtsy. “Was that acceptable?” she asked, putting her hand into Stephen’s outstretched palm as she arose.
“More than acceptable,” he said with a grin. “How did you spend your day?”
From the corner of his eye, Hugh Whitticomb carefully noted the warmth of the earl’s smile, the absorbed way he watched her as she answered his question, and the fact that he was standing far closer to her than was necessary or even seemly. If he was merely acting a part, then he was certainly enjoying it. And if he wasn’t merely acting . . .
Dr. Whitticomb decided to test the latter possibility, and in a casual joking tone, he addressed their profiles, “I could still be coerced into staying for supper, were I invited—”
Charise Lancaster looked around at him, but Stephen didn’t so much as glance in his direction. “Not a chance,” he said dryly. “Go away.”
“Never let it be said I don’t know a hint when I hear one,” Dr. Whitticomb said, so encouraged, so utterly delighted by everything, including Stephen’s unprecedented lack of hospitality, that he almost clasped the butler’s outstretched hand at the front door when the butler gave him his hat and c
ane.
“Keep an eye on the young lady for me,” he said instead, with a conspiratorial wink. “It will be our little secret.” He was halfway down the front stairs before he realized that the butler hadn’t been Colfax, but another, much older man.
It didn’t matter. Nothing could have dampened his spirits right then.
His carriage was waiting at the curb, but the night was so fine and his hopes so high that he decided to walk and motioned to his coachman to follow him. For years, he and the Westmoreland family had watched in helpless consternation as women threw themselves at Stephen, all of them so damned eager to trade themselves for his title, his wealth, and an alliance with the Westmoreland family that Stephen, who had once been the personification of elegant charm and relaxed warmth, had become a hardened cynic.
He was sought after by every hostess and matchmaking mama in England, treated with the deferential respect that his immense wealth and powerful family commanded amongst the ton, and desperately desired—not for what he was, but for who he was and what he had.
The longer he remained unattached, the more of a challenge he had become, to married and unmarried women alike, until it reached the point that he could not walk into a ballroom without creating a veritable frenzy amongst the female population. He saw it happening, he understood the reasons, and his opinion of women continued to degenerate in direct proportion to his increase in popularity. As a result, his attitude toward the entire female sex was now so jaded and so low that he publicly preferred the company of his mistress to that of any respectable female of his own class. Even when he came to London for the Season, which he hadn’t done in two years, he disdained to put in an appearance at any of the major social functions, preferring to spend his evenings either at the gaming tables with male friends or else at the theatre and opera with Helene Devernay. So openly did he flaunt her in front of the offended ton that it was causing a scandalbroth that was deeply distressing to his mother and his sister-in-law.
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