Clockwork Stalker: The Dirty Heroes Collection
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“A joke! It was a joke. Shhh. Settle down, woman, or the tail will fall out.”
“Oh.” I rested my head on his thigh, one ear muffled. “You, sir, are a bastard.”
“Of course.” But he kept chuckling.
Sherlock Holmes had made a joke. My goodness.
I smiled to myself. I would scribble a note about this in his pretty columns of data when he wasn’t looking.
Mr. S. Holmes made a joke today.
I wondered how long it would take him to find it.
Tomorrow, probably. Hmmm.
I should hide all the hypodermic needles… just in case.
Kiss & Tell - Sneak Peek
Prologue
Salina
Being a mother changes your perspective on things. Things that once brought me shivers of exhilaration, are what terrify me the most now. I’d been born into a life of opulence but I had never truly lived. Locked away in a mansion until I turned eighteen, surrounded by my siblings and family only. Until him. Avi Shah had introduced me to life. He showed me a world that was no longer flat and colorless. There were hues of wonder and I believed that in every single shade, I’d discover a whole new world. Avi was all there was. The beginning of everything. But now, so much has changed. This life is no longer what I want to bring my son into. It wasn’t an arranged marriage like most people believe it was. I was entranced by him the moment I’d set eyes him. He was charming and charismatic and I was looking for adventure. I found it. Danger and disastrous situations were what drew me to Avi in the first place. I revelled in the darkness as much as he did. He awakened something in me, something I needed to extinguish.
Everything changed, the day I found out I was pregnant. What should have been the happiest day of my life, became the opposite. I gained a life inside me, but lost my husband. He wasn’t pleased at our news. He was outraged. He called it a betrayal. Avi became more distant, less interested me, or the baby. There was a darkness that cloaked the man he used to be. A darkness that continued to grow and fester. It terrified me, and so, I was left with no other choice.
I pull on a black cloak with a hood large enough to cover my face, almost completely, and my now swollen belly. The midwife had warned me against leaving the house at this late stage of pregnancy, but he’d offered me something Avi could never provide. Freedom and safety for both me and my baby.
He preferred to remain anonymous and I haven’t seen his face in all the months we’ve been communicating. The world my husband lives in is one of blood and betrayal and I cannot continue being a part of it, not with the responsibility of a child. I will remain the wife of a ruthless criminal until the end. I can’t not abandon him or the vows we took. But I have to protect my child, and he promised me that. I didn’t have the details, but any ounce of security at this point was sufficient.
It is cold when I reach the docks, a layer of mist makes it difficult to see the yachts that I know line the harbour. One of them my own, a gift from my husband on our first wedding Anniversary. I wrap my cloak tighter around me to keep the chill out. The short walk from the car left me feeling slightly out of breath. I feel a cramp in my pelvis but think nothing of it. I have at least two weeks to go before my son is born. I looks around the area, and then sit on a bench, far enough away from the main walkway to not be seen.
I feel him more than see him.
“Salina. Not even the darkness can shroud your beauty.” His voice sends shivers down my spine, not the welcome kind.
“What is it that I have to do?”
He sits next to me, so close, his coat and mine touch. I move an inch. “There is no need to be afraid.”
“What is it that I have to do?” I ask again, my teeth chattering slightly from the cold.
“It is simple.” He says casually. I don’t dare turn my head to see his face. It is said that once you do, you’ll never live long enough to tell the tale. “A life for a life, a soul for a soul, grant yours to mine, and his will be whole.”
“What does that mean?”
“Your life, Salina, your soul. If you offer to me, your son will live.”
“What is the catch?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know?” His laugh fills the air. I hold my belly, the ache is far too much to bear. “An answer.”
“You can have it, all of it, just save my son.”
I remember arms wrap around me.
I remember the darkness swallow me whole.
I remember the voice.
I remember the cold.
Acknowledgments
Thank you to my wonderful beta readers Janine Peta, Emma Rose, and Louise Hallet.
Afterword
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