by J. O Mantel
“You know what else I want?” Hunter asked.
“What?” Andy moaned, opening his eyes.
Pressing his mouth against Andy’s ear, Hunter whispered, “I want to know if my mouth feels as good as yours does.”
“How about you kiss me again and find out.”
“Oh, I am going to kiss you again, but that’s not exactly what I was referring to.”
“Huh?” Andy questioned.
The look in Hunter’s eyes screamed anticipation as he said, “I want to know if my mouth feels good … wrapped around your cock.”
Andy’s eyes moved to Hunter’s mouth, who parted his lips and slid his tongue out. Not missing the opportunity, Andy pushed forward and captured his mouth in a hot kiss. Pulling their lips apart, he asked, “You’re fighting to stop, aren’t you?”
“I have this deep craving sensation coursing through my veins. Do you know how much I want you right now?”
“More than you know. But I want to make sure you’re ready, and it’s what you want. If this … if we make something of this, whatever this is, I don’t want you doing things just to please me. It works both ways, I want you to know that,” Andy stated.
“I do. I do know that, Andy.”
“Are you sure? Because less than thirty minutes ago, you weren’t so convinced that it was natural for you to get off on another guy.”
Hunter thought about the words that had just come out of Andy’s mouth, and remembered how uneasy and scared he’d been when they walked into the hotel room earlier tonight. But as he stood there with his gaze on Andy and the thick length of delicious hardness pointing at him, he came to the conclusion that this was it. This was his time to be happy and maybe even fall in love again, if that was even possible.
“I guess all I needed was a little convincing,” Hunter chuckled.
“Um, just to clarify, you are referring to me convincing you with my mouth wrapped around your dick and not your subconscious, right?”
The amusement thrown at him from Hunter’s eyes was all the clarification he needed. Andy sat on the bed and spread his legs apart.
“Now, um … how exactly do I do this? I mean, before you I’d never even had anyone suck my dick before.”
“Seriously?” Andy asked, shocked.
“Nope.”
“Not even by a woman?”
Hunter shook his head. “No. Bree was my first, and only, and we never did that kind of stuff.”
“Wow. Okay. Well, for starters, stop thinking about it, and just go with it. Do you remember what it felt like when I sucked you off?”
Hunter closed his eyes and wet his lips, recalling the erotic sensation only a few moments earlier when his cock was between Andy’s lips.
“O …kay, I’ll take that as an indication of your approval then.”
“Mmm,” Hunter mumbled.
Andy made himself more comfortable on the bed as Hunter got to his knees and allowed his eyes to roam up and down the six-pack before he focused them on the thick, long length in front of him.
“Now, just lower your lips over the tip and imagine you’re about to eat a banana.”
“A banana?” Hunter asked.
“Yeah. Just don’t bite, or if you do, just make sure it’s not too hard.”
Hunter gave him a questioning look and Andy told him, “Remember, don’t overthink it. Like I keep telling you, turn your brain off and just … enjoy.”
Hunter nodded and shifted his head, lowering his eyes to Andy’s balls.
I’m really going to … stop thinking about it, Hunter, and just do it. With shaky fingers, he brushed the inside of Andy’s thigh, and slowly made his way toward the engorged length in front of him. From his position on the bed, Andy’s eyes followed Hunter’s fingers, as they continued to travel up his thigh, and he noticed the look of ... Is he freaking out? Andy thought.
“Hunter?”
Hunter raised his head, and their eyes met.
“You’re shaking. I don’t want you to do this if you’re not comfortable,” Andy told him.
“I’m just … a little nervous, that’s all.”
He really was nervous, and a small part of him was perhaps even a little freaked out about what he was about to do. Andy had assured him there was no pressure in this relationship, and they should spend time getting to know each other’s bodies first, but Hunter wanted this, he wanted to know what Andy tasted like.
“I’m ready, I promise,” he assured him.
Andy leaned backward so he was angled on his arms as Hunter crawled forward a little farther until he was only inches away from the thick, veiny erection in front of him. What he wanted the most, was to comfort this man, and make this entire experience a memorable one, for both of them. The feelings he was developing for Andy were strong and real and he was certain, now, more than ever, that this was exactly what he wanted.
Fisting the root of Andy’s shaft, Hunter slowly lowered his lips over the sensitive skin. Andy shut his eyes as he felt the moisture from the inside of Hunter’s mouth swallow him. Hunter gagged and had to quickly remove his mouth, coughing as he struggled to catch his breath.
“Okay, perhaps I should have warned you not to take it so deep first time around,” Andy said, sitting up.
“Are you okay? Did I hurt you?” Hunter asked
Andy shook his head with a laugh. “No, you didn’t hurt me, but you need to take it slow, and don’t go as deep.”
“Fuck. I had no idea you were that big.”
Andy let out a loud laugh, and lowered down his face to Hunter’s, stealing a hot kiss from his mouth.
“Can I try that again?” Hunter asked.
“You can do whatever you want, as long as you’re comfortable.”
“I am,” Hunter assured him.
Andy returned to his previous position on the bed, while Hunter maneuvered himself between Andy’s legs again. This time though, Andy decided to keep his eyes open, wanting to watch the moment when his cock slid between Hunter’s lips.
“Just remember, do whatever you feel is natural and take it slow.”
Hunter lowered his eyes and felt the strain of his own cock, he wrapped his fist around it and pressed it against his body. He lowered his head until his tongue was at the base of Andy’s cock, and he slowly slid it from the base of the thick erection right up to the tip. Hunter felt a firm hand press against his head, and as he flicked his tongue around the swollen head in front of him, he could taste the evidence of precum.
“Am I making you do that?” Hunter asked.
“You’re making me do a lot of things right now, Hunter. Just quit teasing me and get it over with, will you?”
Hunter felt his own arousal pounding and he decided that this was the time for him to put aside all his fears and concerns and take what was right in front of him. Hunter raised his head slightly and when Andy gave him an approving smile, he knew it was time. Hunter opened his mouth and he slowly slid his lips down Andy’s engorged length.
Somewhere from above, he heard a loud curse, but Hunter was too busy concentrating on the task at hand to bother looking. As he sucked on the flesh, Andy gently pushed farther into Hunter’s mouth, but it didn’t seem to bother Hunter in the slightest. He continued dragging his lips up and down Andy’s cock, pumping in and out of his lips. Andy wasn’t complaining, and it appeared that Hunter finally had this under control, so he slowly increased the pace. He took it slow, just as Andy had instructed, but he couldn’t deny how good Andy’s cock tasted and felt inside his mouth.
Hunter felt a hand brush against the side of his head, and when he looked up at the man sitting on the bed, he couldn’t help but notice the look of sincere pleasure on his face. Hunter curled his fingers around the thick shaft that was currently the object of his affection, and with each suck he pulled back and forth on the flesh with his fingers.
“No hands … just your mouth,” Andy whispered with a raspy voice.
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Hunter let go of Andy’s cock and continued worshipping it with his mouth. Being careful not to go too deep, too quickly this time, Hunter gradually slid his way down to the root of Andy’s dick, just enough to feel it at the back of his throat, and he heard, “Holy. Fucking. Shit,” escape from Andy’s mouth above him, as he continued to thrust in and out of Hunter’s mouth.
For Hunter, this was an entirely new experience completely, but there was no denying the absolute gratification he felt each time Andy’s cock slid in and out of his mouth. With Andy still in his mouth, Hunter slid a hand up the inside of Andy’s thigh and gently tickled one sac, and a loud chuckle came from Andy.
“Whatever the fuck you’re doing, don’t stop. That. Feels. Fucking. Incredible,” he panted.
Hunter continued mouth-fucking Andy’s cock, and he could taste the evident precum inside his mouth with each thrust. He was almost positive that Andy was about to come at any moment, but he wasn’t sure if he was ready for him to do that inside his mouth—not just yet anyway. His concerns evaporated however, when he heard Andy tell him, “Okay, you need to stop now, because I’m about to come, and I don’t want to do that inside your mouth, not yet.”
With one final and gentle suck of Andy’s dick, Hunter withdrew his mouth, and Andy stood from the bed. With a satisfied shout, Andy jerked his cock and came in a hot, sticky explosion in the palm of his hand.
Holy. Fucking. Shit. What the hell just happened? He remained on his knees on the bed, trying to catch his breath. His brain was a cloud of fog, he couldn’t think straight, and he caressed his swollen mouth, throwing a smirk at Andy.
“Proud of yourself?” Andy asked, walking into the bathroom.
“For what?”
“The fact that a straight guy just totally mouth-fucked my cock,” Andy yelled from the bathroom. Fetching a towel, he cleaned himself up and headed back into the room.
“I … ah ...” Hunter couldn’t find the words to form a sentence.
“Don’t you even try to fucking deny that you liked what just happened. And if you do … make sure you convince yourself before you try to convince me.”
Hunter gave Andy a thorough inspection, as he sat there gloriously naked in front of him.
“Do … do you … have you ever …?” Hunter paused and stared into Andy’s eyes.
“Have I ever what?” Andy asked.
“You know?” He moved his hand down to his still throbbing cock and gestured a jerking motion.
“Have I ever got myself off? Constantly.”
“No,” Hunter told him. “Have you ever allowed someone to …?” His words failed him, and it wasn’t until Andy put the pieces together that he finally realized what Hunter was asking.
“Have I ever swallowed?”
Hunter nodded.
“No, I haven’t, Hunter. I told you earlier that I haven’t been with anyone else except you.”
“So, you’ve never sucked cock before?”
“Nope,” Andy stated.
“But how is that even possible? You sucked my cock like you knew what you were doing.”
“I’ve … done my research.” Andy chuckled.
Hunter raised a brow at Andy but didn’t say a word.
“What?” Andy questioned.
“Nothing,” Hunter said, looking down at his now subsiding erection.
“Are you having regrets?” Andy asked.
“No, of course not.”
“Then why do you suddenly look as if you’ve done something wrong?”
Hunter sat in silence and realized that Andy was right. What just happened felt incredibly amazing, and Hunter certainly didn’t have any regrets, but how was he supposed to feel? He hadn’t touched Bree the way he’d just touched Andy, and he’d never been touched the way Andy had been touching him all night. He’d just stood there, watched, and allowed himself to be given his first blow job, and possibly the best fucking experience of his life.
“I guess this is all very new to me and it’s just going to take some time for me to get used to… us, and everything.”
Andy looked at him with a brilliant smile and wide eyes, as he said, “There are no rules here, Hunter. No instruction manual, and definitely no deadlines. We have all the time we need, but let’s not forget that you just made me come. Not bad for a straight guy.”
Hunter stood so he was level with Andy. He placed a hand behind his neck and pulled him forward, pressing their lips together as the rough texture of Andy’s stubble brushed against Hunter’s chin.
When he pulled away, Hunter’s eyes met with Andy’s, and he said, “Thank you.”
“For what?”
“Giving me a birthday I’ll never forget.”
“You’re welcome,” Andy told him, his smile widening. “I think we’ve explored enough for tonight. I might use the shower first so that I can …,” Andy looked down at his still throbbing erection, “fix what you’ve done to me.” He continued, “I wasn’t sure if you preferred a double or single bed, so I got a room with one of each. If you prefer the double, I don’t mind sleeping on the single.”
Andy grabbed one of the provided towels from the closet and started making his way toward the bathroom when he felt a hand touch his arm. He spun around to face Hunter, who was giving him a look of sincerity.
“I prefer a double bed. But it gets cold at night all alone.”
Andy wasn’t quite sure if he was catching on to what Hunter was saying, so he asked, “What are you suggesting?”
“That’s a big bed for just one person. I think it would be cozier, not to mention much warmer, if I were in it … with you.”
AS LILI PLAYED on her swing set, Hunter sat on one of the deck chairs on the patio, and wondered to himself what direction his life had taken him over the last couple of months. The afternoon summer breeze washed over him as he watched the city lights of Brooklyn. He and Andy had spent a lot of time together since they’d returned from his birthday weekend in San Francisco. They continued to explore each other’s bodies and their feelings toward one another, and Andy continued to wait for the moment when they could finally have each other, completely. For Hunter though, it had been a huge revelation, as he came to terms with the fact that he was attracted to Andy—a man. A man he was slowly falling head over heels for.
He’d spoken to his mom about their weekend away, and Judith had given him … them, her full blessing. She was pleased Hunter was once again happy. As he allowed his thoughts to wander through his mind, he heard a knock on his front door.
“Lili? Daddy’s just going to answer the door. You stay here, okay?”
“Okay, Daddy,” she smiled as Hunter made his way inside and toward the front door.
Pulling it open, happiness washed over him as he saw Andy standing there. He’d obviously just finished work, as he was still in his uniform. The top of his pants had been rolled over and sat neatly over his waist, and the black tee he was wearing molded to his muscular torso. Hunter raised his head, and instead of the green eyes he was used to seeing every day, he was met with a dark stare.
“Andy? What’s wrong?”
“Can I come in?” Andy asked in a serious tone.
Hunter stepped aside, making space for Andy to enter the room. Stepping into the living room that had now become a regular part of Andy’s daily routine visit, he walked over to the couch and sat down while he waited for Hunter. It didn’t take long, and within a few seconds Hunter walked over and sat down on the couch next to Andy.
“Are you okay?” Hunter asked.
“Not really, no.”
“Can I get you anything?”
“Yeah, a scotch.”
Hunter gave him a wide stare, but when Andy didn’t say anything else, he realized he wasn’t joking. Getting to his feet, Hunter stood and walked toward the kitchen and opened the cupboard where he kept his liquor locked and out of reach from Lili. He grabbed two glasses from the cupboard above his he
ad. He filled one of them with scotch and the other with some juice. He walked back into the living room and sat back down next to Andy, handing him the drink.
“Thanks,” Andy told him, accepting the glass and taking a large gulp.
“Wow! Andy, what’s going on?” Hunter asked.
Allowing the cool liquid to ooze down his throat, Andy turned to Hunter and said, “My sister … she’s back.”
“Piper?” Hunter asked.
Andy nodded and took another sip of the drink.
“Didn’t she run away with some guy?” Hunter questioned.
“Yep,” was all Andy managed to say.
Slowly, Hunter lifted his head and their eyes met in a heated connection. Deciding that he needed to speak if he wanted to get answers, he asked, “What … what happened?”
“I don’t really know the full story, but from what Mom’s told me, she left him.”
A loud curse escaped Hunter’s mouth as he sat and listened.
“Mom told me that Piper and the guy she was with, had been having troubles for many years. He was a control freak, and a very dangerous man.”
“Did he …?” Hunter cut off his words, not wanting to push Andy into answering something that clearly wasn’t any of his business.
“Did he beat her? No one really knows. We don’t know what he was capable of.”
Hunter placed a hand on Andy’s thigh, and when he felt Andy’s hand on top of his, he whispered, “Are you sure you want to tell me this?”
“You’re a part of my life now, and I don’t want there to be any secrets between us.”
Hunter couldn’t argue with him, but right then, he wanted to do everything in his power to comfort Andy. Yes, Andy considered him a part of his life, and the feelings Hunter had toward him were strong, but was all this too much, too soon?
“So, what happened?” Hunter asked.
“Piper left him, some time ago, actually. She’s been on the run for a few months, then a few weeks ago, she found her way back to our doorstep, around the time you and I were in San Fran.”
