by J. D. Robb
“Then God help us both.”
Changing tacks, Lucias grabbed McNamara’s arm, put a plea in his voice. “Grandfather, we mustn’t argue like this. I apologize. I was overwrought. Kevin and I have been working very hard.”
“Working?” McNamara repeated. “How did you come to be monsters? With so much at your fingertips.”
“We’re scientists, Dr. McNamara.” Kevin ranged himself beside Lucias. “This is all a mistake. That’s all. Just a mistake. There was an accident.”
“Yes, an accident.” Lucias tried to nudge his grandfather into a chair. “And perhaps we got a little carried away. But these things happen when you try to . . . expand the box. You understand that. They were only women. Test subjects.”
“Take your hands off me. You’ll face this, both of you. You’ll pay the price for your actions. If you want my help, you’ll come with me to the police tomorrow. I’ll arrange for a legal team, and a psychiatric study.”
“We’re not crazy! You’d let them lock me up? Your own flesh and blood.” He leaped, knocking over a table as he fell on top of his grandfather. The priceless lamp that stood on it crashed and showered glass. Enraged, McNamara shoved Lucias aside and tried to regain his feet.
“For years I tried not to see what you were. Allowed myself to see you—both of you—as what I knew you could be.” He managed to kneel, braced a hand on the arm of the chair.
“What we’ve done is no different from what you did a generation ago.” Lucias swiped a trembling hand over his mouth. “You dosed test subjects, some with their knowledge, some without, for the purpose of copulation and conception. You did it for procreation, so you say. We’re doing it for fun. And with more style.”
“You’ve killed.”
“A lab rat is a lab rat and an acceptable sacrifice.”
It was horror now that clutched in McNamara’s throat. “You’ve destroyed yourselves. I’m going to the police. The two of you are nothing but an experiment gone wrong.”
With a cry of fury, Lucias snatched up the base of the lamp, used it like a club.
“We’re men! Men!” Blood sprayed over the chair, the rug as McNamara slumped to the side, flailed out to try to defend himself. “They’ll send us to prison. To prison. Stupid old bastard!” He staggered to his feet, screaming as he pounded his grandfather to the floor. “I won’t go in a cage because you have no vision.”
Breath heaving, Lucias stepped back, tossed the bloodied lamp aside.
“My God.” Kevin’s voice was soft, almost reverent. “Is he dead?”
McNamara’s face was bloody, his mouth agape. Still panting, Lucias crouched down and checked for a pulse. “No, not yet.” Then he sat back on his haunches and forced himself to think. “But he will be. He has to be. He’d give us over to the police, give us over like we were nothing.”
Though his breathing was shallow, Kevin nodded. “We can’t let that happen.”
“We’ll finish it.” Lucias got carefully to his feet. “But not here. We have to take him away from the house, make it look like a robbery.”
“You . . . I’ve never seen anything . . .”
“I’ve done us both a favor.” Staring down at his grandfather, Lucias patted Kevin’s arm. He was in control again. Perhaps, he realized, fully in control for the first time in his life. “He’s outlived his usefulness. And he’s a danger to us. So, we take him out of the equation.”
“It has to be done. But, my God, I’ve never seen so much blood.”
“If you’re going to be sick, get it over with.”
“No, I’m not going to be sick.” He couldn’t look away. “So much blood. It’s . . . fascinating. The others, the women, it was almost gentle, really. But this . . .” He moistened his lips and his face was pale and shining as he looked at his friend. “How did it feel? When you struck him? How did it feel?”
Lucias had to stop and consider. His hands, slick with blood, were steady now. His mind already clearing. “Powerful,” he decided. “Extremely. Energizing.”
“I want to try it.”
“We’ll finish him off together then. But not here.” Lucias checked his wrist unit. “We have to work quickly. I have a date tonight.”
It didn’t take long, all things considered.
It was a matter of pulling his grandfather’s car into the garage. As a point of pride and control, Dr. McNamara made a habit of driving himself nearly everywhere. He wouldn’t, Lucias thought, drive himself to his final destination. With Kevin’s help, he wrapped his grandfather’s nude body in plastic and folded it into the trunk.
“He might have told someone he was coming here,” Kevin pointed out.
“Low probability. He disliked sharing personal business.”
“Your grandmother?”
“Her least of all.” Lucias tossed the bag of clothes and valuables into the trunk. “It wouldn’t have occurred to him to bother, nor would it occur to her to ask if he had any plans. Now.” He slammed the trunk closed, brushed his hands together. “You’ve reprogrammed the droid?”
“Check. They’ll be no record we had any company.”
“Excellent. We have the location for disposal your computer scan indicated was the best for our purposes. You follow in your car, we finish it, then dump him and the goodie bag. You did weigh it down enough, didn’t you?”
“Absolutely. It’ll sink to the bottom of the river.”
“And he won’t. Perfect. We torch the car, drive back home. And I have plenty of time to dress for my evening out.”
“You’re a cool one, Lucias. I’ve always admired that about you.”
“Thank you. Well, we’d best be off. You know, this will be a record. Two perfect crimes in one night. I’ll have to claim the lion’s share of points for the first, though.”
“I can’t argue about that.” Kevin gave him a friendly smack on the shoulder.
“Clean as a whistle,” Eve said as she studied Lucias’s data. That either makes him a droid or a . . . what’s that term Mavis uses? Dweebazoid. No school infractions, no traffic violations. Following right along with the family tradition, too.”
“That’s why they’re called family traditions,” Roarke pointed out. “What will ours be, I wonder? Crime, of course, but which side of the spectrum?”
She spared him a look. “He’s got his own residence here in the city. I’m going to make time to talk to him. He’s rolling in money, so he’s a hit there. He’s got knowledge of chemistry.”
“Attractive young man,” Roarke commented, nodding toward the picture beside the written data. “Young being the operative word. He’s barely been out of university a full year.”
“I’m checking him out. And I’ll use checking him out to see if it makes his grandfather a little more forthcoming.”
“He pissed you off.”
“That’s affirmative. And I’m going to piss him off right back when I get authority to open the sealeds.”
“I can get that data for you.”
“I’ve already had you do an unauthorized and illegal computer block. Let’s leave our black marks to a minimum.”
“The block may save a life. That’s no black mark. And I can get you some of that sealed data by perfectly legal means. A single ’link call to a source at Allegany who worked on the project. If you want names to run, I’ll get you names.”
“Just a call?”
“Very simple.”
“Then do it.”
“All right, but it’ll cost you.”
Because she recognized the gleam in his eye, she narrowed her own. “Get out. I’m not paying for information with sex.”
“Consider it taking one for the team,” he suggested, and tumbled her into the sleep chair.
By the time she’d paid up, her ears were ringing and every ounce of tension had melted out of her body. It seemed her bones had melted along with it as she discovered when she tried to stand.
She wore only her boots and the diamond pendant he’d once give
n her.
“You know if you hadn’t become a cop, you might have had a future in porn vids. And I mean that in the best possible way. Christ, Eve, you’re a picture.”
“Don’t even think about trying for a second round. I want that data, pal.”
“A deal’s a deal.” He rose, fluidly, wearing nothing but his grin. “Why don’t you order us up a meal of some sort,” he suggested as he started for his office. “I’m starving.”
She watched him go. Talk about pictures, she thought. If she didn’t consider herself on duty, she’d have been tempted to sprint after him, tackle him, and sink her teeth into his really superior ass.
Instead she’d settle for an AutoChef burger.
She leaned down, scooped up her clothes.
“Catch!”
She straightened and, as her arms were full, took the robe he tossed her in the face.
“Might as well be comfortable,” he said. “And oh, darling? I could use a glass of wine.”
Chapter 15
A cheeseburger wouldn’t have been his first choice, particularly with the Savignon Blanc ’55. But it was Eve’s show.
“Why didn’t you tell me about this guy before?”
He watched Eve shake a blizzard of salt over her fries, and winced. “Had your blood pressure checked lately?”
“Just answer the question.”
“You had a lot of irons in the fire, so I took this one. Stiles was bound to be more cooperative with me than with you. As illustrated by the fact that after only minimal grousing, he’s digging through his files and his memory. You’ll have your data by the time we finish this delightfully adolescent meal. More onion rings?”
“You trust him?”
“I do, yes. Stiles makes a career out of being irritable, but under the rough exterior is an equally rough but honest interior. You’d like him.”
It was plain Roarke did, and she trusted his instincts. “What I need is project staff who got a little too involved with the experimentation. People who might have taken it home with them. Their family, friends, associates.”
“And so I explained. Relax, Lieutenant, or you’ll give yourself indigestion.” He watched her scarf up onion rings. “Though that’s pretty much a given in any case.”
“You’re just sulking because I didn’t pick out rack of lamb or something. The murders are connected to the project. It just follows logic. You have to figure supply and intent. You don’t pick these particular illegals up on the street. Derivatives, diluted clones, but not the pure goods.”
She lifted her wineglass, studied the pale gold liquid. “Just like this stuff. You can’t walk into the corner liquor store, a twenty-four–seven and cop a bottle of this. You can get cheap substitutes, inferior, what do you call them, labels, but for the snooty stuff you need a high-end supplier and the wherewithal.”
“Or your own vineyard.”
“Or your own vineyard,” she agreed. “You got that, you can drink it like water. He doesn’t settle for substitutes. He’s better than that, deserves the very best. The best illegals, the best wines, the best clothes. And the women of his choice. Just another commodity.”
“He has the means to indulge himself, in every vice. Isn’t it probable he’s worked his way up to this ultimate indulgence?”
“Yeah, if you go by percentages, probabilities of profiling. But there’s more to it, because there are two of them. Teamwork, competition, mutual dependence. The first one fucked up. He hadn’t worked his way up to killing yet, so he panicked. But that upped the stakes. Second guy can’t let his pal get ahead of him. He’s got more violence in him, and isn’t afraid of seeing that part of himself. He enjoys it. Then you bounce back to the first player, and he messes up again. He leaves her alive. He’s losing the game.”
“You’re dismissing multiple personalities?”
“Even if its MPS, we’re dealing with two. But I’m more inclined toward the simple route. Two styles, two killers. I wonder if anybody on the project list had two sons. Brothers maybe. It would make sense if . . . or childhood friends.” She shifted her attention back to Roarke. “Guys who grew up together. That’s like brotherhood, isn’t it?”
He thought of Mick. “It is. More so in a way as you don’t have the family dynamics, the antagonisms, getting in the way. With Mick and Brian and the rest of us, we were a family we created rather than one we’d been born into. It’s a powerful bond.”
“Okay, tell me this—from a species that does the majority of its thinking with its penis—”
“I resent that. I don’t think with my penis more than twenty-five percent of the time.”
“Tell that to somebody you didn’t just nail in the sleep chair.”
“And I can tell you it took very little thought. But your question is?”
“Guys’ll bang anything if they get the chance.”
“Yes, and we’re proud of it.”
“No offense. That’s just the way the machine works. But when they have a choice, a selection, even a fantasy, they tend toward a certain type. Most commonly that fantasy or type is based on a female figure that was or is important to the man. Either the type resembles that figure in some way or opposes it.”
“Since I assume in this case you’re eliminating basic chemistry, emotion, and relationship, I won’t disagree. The female machine runs much the same way.”
“Yeah, that’s how he gets them. Molding himself into their fantasy. But I’m betting the women he selects are looking for the type he is, or appears to be on the surface. He doesn’t have to change much. Why should he? It’s his game. I’m going to run some probabilities.”
Roarke heard the signal from his office for incoming data. “Stiles came through. I’ll transfer that over for you.”
“Thanks.” She glanced at her wrist unit. “Nine-fifteen,” she announced. “Nearly date time.”
Her name was Melissa Kotter, and she was from Nebraska. A genuine farm girl who’d fled the fields for the bright lights of the big city. She had hopes, as did thousands of other young women who streamed into New York, of being an actress. A serious actress, of course—one who would remain true to her art, infusing new life into the classic roles played by all the greats who’d trod the board before her.
While she was waiting to light up Broadway, she waited tables, went to auditions, and took whatever work came her way. It was, in her opinion, the way all the great artists began their careers.
At twenty-one, she was full of optimism and innocence. And dreams. She waited tables with tireless cheer, and her farm-fresh looks earned her as many tips as her speedy service.
She was blonde, blue-eyed, and delicate of build.
A sociable creature, Melissa had made a number of friends. She was always eager for friendships, conversation, experiences.
She adored New York with the passion of a new lover, and in the six months she’d lived in the city, her affection hadn’t dimmed by a watt.
She’d told her across-the-hall neighbor, Wanda, about her date that night. And had laughed off her friend’s concerns. The media reports about the murdered women didn’t apply to her. Hadn’t Sebastian brought them up himself, hadn’t he said he’d understand completely if she didn’t feel comfortable meeting him tonight?
As she’d told Wanda, he’d hardly have brought the matter up if he was a dangerous individual.
He was a wonderful man, intelligent, erudite, exciting. And so very different from all the boys back home. Most of them hadn’t known Chaucer from Chesterfield. But Sebastian knew all about poetry and plays. He’d traveled all over the world, had attended performances in all the great theaters.
She’d read his e-mails over and over until she could recite them by heart. No one who could write such lovely things could be anything but wonderful.
And he was meeting her at Jean-Luc’s, one of the most exclusive clubs in the city.
She made the dress herself, patterning it after a gown worn by the actress Helena Grey when she’d acc
epted her Tony the previous year. The deep midnight blue material was synthetic rather than silk, but it had a lovely drape. With it she wore the pearl earrings her grandmother had given her on her twenty-first birthday in November. They looked almost real dripping from her lobes.
The shoes and the bag had been snagged on sale at Macy’s.
She did a quick, laughing twirl. “How do I look?”
“You look mag, Mel, but I wish you wouldn’t go.”
“Stop being such a worrywart, Wanda. Nothing’s going to happen to me.”
Wanda bit her lip. She looked at Melissa and saw a little woolly lamb who’d bah cheerfully as she was led to the slaughter. “Maybe I’ll call in sick, hang out here in your place until you get home.”
“Don’t be silly. You need the money. Go on, go get ready for work.” Melissa draped an arm around Wanda’s shoulders and walked her to the door. “If it makes you feel better I’ll call you when I get back.”
“Promise.”
“Scout’s honor. I think I’m going to order a martini. I’ve always wanted to try one. Which do you think is more sophisticated? Gin or vodka? Vodka,” she decided before Wanda could weigh in. “A vodka martini, very dry, with a twist.”
“You call me, the minute you get back. And don’t you bring him up here, no matter what.”
“I won’t.” Melissa twirled herself to the stairs. “Wish me luck.”
“I do. Be careful.”
Melissa dashed down all three flights, feeling very glamorous. She called out greetings to neighbors, struck a pose at the wolf whistle delivered by Mr. Tidings in 102. When she rushed out on the sidewalk, her cheeks were flushed and rosy.
She thought about taking a cab, but since she had more time than money thought it best to take the subway uptown.
She joined the hordes on the underground platform, humming to herself as she anticipated the evening. She squeezed on the train and stood, propped up by bodies.
Crowds didn’t bother her; she thrived on them. If she hadn’t been so busy writing the script for her meeting with Sebastian, she’d have struck up any number of conversations with her fellow passengers.
