by Dean Koontz
“He doesn’t mean he’ll throw a pig,” Barty told her.
“He will, I bet,” said Angel, returning to her crayons.
“One of the fundamental things suggested by quantum mechanics,” Tom proceeded, “is that an infinite number of realities exist, other worlds parallel to ours, which we can’t see. For example…worlds in which, because of the specific decisions and actions of certain people on both sides, Germany won the last great war. And other worlds in which the Union lost the Civil War. And worlds in which a nuclear war has already been fought between the U.S. and Soviets.”
“Worlds,” ventured Jacob, “in which that oil-tank truck never stopped on the railroad tracks in Bakersfield, back in ’60. So the train never crashed into it and those seventeen people never died.”
This comment left Tom nonplussed. He could only imagine that Jacob had known someone who died in that crash—yet the twin’s tone of voice and his expression seemed to suggest that a world without the Bakersfield train wreck would be a less convivial place than one that included it.
Without commenting, Tom continued: “And worlds just like ours—except that my parents never met, and I was never born. Worlds in which Wally was never shot because he was too unsure of himself or just too stupid to take Celestina to dinner that night or to ask her to marry him.”
By now, all here assembled knew Celestina well enough that Tom’s final example raised an affectionate laugh from the group.
“Even in an infinite number of worlds,” Wally objected, “there’s no place I was that stupid.”
Tom said, “Now I’m going to add a human touch and a spiritual spin to all this. When each of us comes to a point where he has to make a significant moral decision affecting the development of his character and the lives of others, and each time he makes the less wise choice, that’s where I myself believe a new world splits off. When I make an immoral or just a foolish choice, another world is created in which I did the right thing, and in that world, I am redeemed for a while, given a chance to become a better version of the Tom Vanadium who lives on in the other world of the wrong choice. There are so many worlds with imperfect Tom Vanadiums, but always someplace…someplace I’m moving steadily toward a state of grace.”
“Each life,” Barty Lampion said, “is like our oak tree in the backyard but lots bigger. One trunk to start with, and then all the branches, millions of branches, and every branch is the same life going in a new direction.”
Surprised, Tom leaned in his chair to look more directly at the blind boy. On the telephone, Celestina had mentioned only that Barty was a prodigy, which didn’t quite explain the aptness of the oak-tree metaphor.
“And maybe,” said Agnes, caught up in the speculation, “when your life comes to an end in all those many branches, what you’re finally judged on is the shape and the beauty of the tree.”
“Making too many wrong choices,” Grace White said, “produces too many branches—a gnarled, twisted, ugly growth.”
“Too few,” said Maria, “might mean you made an admirably small number of moral mistakes but also that you failed to take reasonable risks and didn’t make full use of the gift of life.”
“Ouch,” said Edom, and this earned him loving smiles from Maria, Agnes, and Barty.
Tom didn’t understand Edom’s comment or the smiles that it drew, but otherwise, he was impressed by the ease with which these people absorbed what he had said and by the imagination with which they began to expand upon his speculation. It was almost as though they had long known the shape of what he’d told them and that he was only filling in a few confirming details.
“Tom, a couple minutes ago,” Agnes said, “Celestina mentioned your…‘certain awareness.’ Which is what exactly?”
“From childhood, I’ve had this…awareness, this perception of an infinitely more complex reality than what my five basic senses reveal. A psychic claims to predict the future. I’m not a psychic. Whatever I am…I’m able to feel a lot of the other possibilities inherent in any situation, to know they exist simultaneously with my reality, side by side, each world as real as mine. In my bones, in my blood—”
“You feel all the ways things are,” said Barty.
Tom looked at Celestina. “Prodigy, huh?”
Smiling, she said, “Gonna be especially momentous, this day.”
“Yes, Barty,” Tom said. “I feel a depth to life, layers beyond layers. Sometimes it’s…scary. Mostly it inspires me. I can’t see these other worlds, can’t move between them. But with this quarter, I can prove that what I feel isn’t my imagination.” He extracted a quarter from a jacket pocket, holding it between thumb and forefinger for all but Barty to see. “Angel?”
The girl looked up from her coloring book.
Tom said, “Do you like cheese?”
“Fish is brain food, but cheese tastes better.”
“Have you ever eaten Swiss cheese?”
“Velveeta’s best.”
“What’s the first thing comes to your mind when you think of Swiss cheese?”
“Cuckoo clocks.”
“What else?”
“Sandwiches.”
“What else?”
“Velveeta.”
“Barty,” Tom said, “help me here.”
“Holes,” Barty said.
“Oh, yeah, holes,” Angel agreed.
“Forget Barty’s tree for a second and imagine that all these many worlds are like stacked slices of Swiss cheese. Through some holes, you can see only the next slice. Through others, you see through two or three or five slices before holes stop overlapping. There are little holes between stacked worlds, too, but they’re constantly shifting, changing, second by second. And I can’t see them, really, but I have an uncanny feel for them. Watch closely.”
This time he didn’t flip the quarter straight into the air. He tipped his hand, and with his thumb, he shot the coin toward Agnes.
At the midpoint of the table, directly under the chandelier, the flashing silvery disc turned through the air, turned, turned, turned out of this world into another.
A few gasps and exclamations. A sweet giggle and applause from Angel. The reactions were surprisingly mild.
“Usually, I throw out a bunch of hocus-pocus, flourishes and patter, to distract people, so they don’t even realize that what they’ve seen was real. They think the midair disappearance is just a trick.”
Everyone regarded him expectantly, as if there would be more magic, as if flipping a coin into another reality was something you saw every week or two on the Ed Sullivan Show, between the acrobats and the jugglers who could balance ten spinning plates on ten tall sticks simultaneously.
“Well,” Tom said, “those people who think it’s just a trick generally react bigger than you folks, and you know it’s real.”
“What else can you do?” Maria asked, further astonishing him.
Abruptly, without a cannonade of thunder, without artillery strikes of lightning, the storm broke. As loud as marching armies, rain tramped across the roof.
As one, those around the table raised their eyes to the ceiling and smiled at the sound of the downpour. Barty, with patches over his empty sockets, also looked up with a smile.
Perplexed by their peculiar behavior, even slightly unnerved, Tom answered Maria’s question. “I’m afraid there’s nothing else I can do—nothing more of a fantastic nature.”
“You did just fine, Tom, just fine,” Agnes said in a consoling tone that she might have used with a boy whose performance, at a piano recital, had been earnest but undistinguished. “We were all quite impressed.”
She pushed her chair back from the table and got to her feet, and everyone followed her example.
Rising, Celestina said to Tom, “Last Tuesday night, we had to switch on the lawn sprinklers. This will be much better.”
Looking toward the nearest window, where the wet night kissed the glass, he said, “Lawn sprinklers?”
The expectation with which Tom ha
d been greeted on his arrival was as thin as the air at Himalayan heights compared to the rich stew of anticipation now aboil.
Holding hands, Barty and Angel led the adults into the kitchen, to the back door. This procession had a ceremonial quality that intrigued Tom, and by the time they stepped onto the porch, he was impatient to know why everyone—except he and Wally—was emotionally airborne, one degree of altitude below euphoria.
When all were gathered on the porch, lined up across the head of the steps and along the railing, in chill damp air that smelled faintly of ozone and less faintly of jasmine, Barty said, “Mr. Vanadium, your quarter trick is really cool. But here’s something out of Heinlein.”
Sliding one hand lightly along the railing, the boy quickly descended the short flight of steps and walked onto the soggy lawn, into the rain.
His mother, gently pushing Tom to the prime view point at the head of the stairs, seemed unconcerned about her child’s venture into the storm.
Impressed by the sureness and swiftness with which the blind boy negotiated the steps and set off across the lawn, Tom didn’t initially notice anything unusual about his stroll through the deluge.
The porch light wasn’t on. No landscape lighting brightened the backyard. Barty was a gray shadow moving through darkness and through the darkling drizzle.
Beside Tom, Edom said, “Hard rain.”
“Sure is.”
“August, 1931. Along the Huang He River in China. Three million seven hundred thousand people died in a great flood,” Edom said.
Tom didn’t know what to make of this bit of information, so he said, “That’s a lot.”
Barty walked in a ruler-straight line from the porch toward the great oak.
“September 13, 1928. Lake Okeechobee, Florida. Two thousand people died in a flood.”
“Not so bad, two thousand,” Tom heard himself say idiotically. “I mean, compared to nearly four million.”
About ten feet from the trunk of the oak, Barty departed his straight route and began to circle the tree.
After just twenty-one days, the boy’s adaptation to blindness was amazing, but clearly the gathered audience stood in anticipation of something more remarkable than his unhalting progress and unerring sense of direction.
“September 27, 1962. Barcelona, Spain. A flood killed four hundred forty-five people.”
Tom would have edged to his right, away from Edom, if Jacob hadn’t flanked him. He remembered the odd comment that the more dour of the twins had made about the Bakersfield train wreck.
The enormous canopy of the oak didn’t shelter the lawn beneath it. The leaves spooned the rain from the air, measuring it by the ounce, releasing it in thick drizzles instead of drop by drop.
Barty rounded the tree and returned to the porch. He climbed the steps and stood before Tom.
In spite of the gloom, the boy’s miraculous accomplishment was evident: his clothes and hair were dry as though he’d worn a coat and hood.
Awed, dropping to one knee before Barty, Tom fingered the sleeve of the boy’s shirt.
“I walked where the rain wasn’t,” Barty said.
In fifty years, until Angel, Tom had found no other like himself—and now a second in little more than a week. “I can’t do what you did.”
“I can’t do the quarter,” Barty said. “Maybe we can teach each other.”
“Maybe.” In truth, Tom didn’t believe that any of this could be learned even by one adept taking instruction from another adept. They were born with the same special perception, but with different and strictly limited abilities to interact with the multiplicity of worlds that they could detect. He wasn’t able to explain even to himself how he could send a coin or other small object Elsewhere; it was something he just felt, and each time that the coin vanished, the authenticity of the feeling was proved. He suspected that when Barty walked where the rain wasn’t, the boy employed no conscious techniques; he simply decided to walk in a dry world while otherwise remaining in this wet one—and then he did. Woefully incomplete wizards, sorcerers with just a trick or two each, they had no secret tome of enchantments and spells to teach to an apprentice.
Tom Vanadium rose to his feet and, with one hand on Barty’s shoulder, he surveyed the faces of those gathered on the porch. Most of these people were such new acquaintances that they were all but strangers to him. Nevertheless, for the first time since his early days in St. Anselmo’s Orphanage, he’d found a place where he belonged. This felt like home.
Stepping forward, Agnes said, “When Barty holds my hand and walks me through the rain, I get wet even while he stays dry. The same for all the rest of us here…except Angel.”
Already, the girl had taken Barty’s hand. The two kids descended from the porch into the rain. They didn’t circle the oak, but stopped at the foot of the steps and turned to face the house.
Now that Tom knew what to look for, the gloom couldn’t conceal the incredible truth.
They were in the rain, the solid-glassy-pounding-roaring rain, every bit as much as Gene Kelly had been when he danced and sang and capered along a storm-soaked city street in that movie, but whereas the actor had been saturated by the end of the number, these two children remained dry. Tom’s eyes strained to resolve this paradox, even though he knew that all miracles defied resolution.
“Okay, munchkins,” Celestina said, “time for Act Two.”
Barty let go of the girl’s hand, and although he remained dry, the storm at once found her where she’d been hiding in the silver-black folds of its curtains.
Dressed entirely in a shade of pink that darkened to rouge when wet, Angel squealed and deserted Barty. Spotted-streaked-splashed, with false tears on her cheeks, with a darkly glimmering crown of rain jewels in her hair, she raced up the steps as though she were a princess abandoned by her coachman, and allowed herself to be scooped into her grandmother’s arms.
“You’ll catch pneumonia,” Grace said disapprovingly.
“And what wonders can Angel perform?” Tom asked Celestina.
“None that we’ve seen yet.”
“Just that she’s aware of all the ways things are,” Maria added. “Like you and Barty.”
As Barty climbed to the porch without benefit of the railing and held out his right hand, Paul Damascus said, “Tom, we’re wondering if Barty can extend to you the protection he gives to Angel in the rain. Maybe he can…since the three of you share this…this awareness, this insight, or whatever you want to call it. But he won’t know until he tries.”
Tom joined hands with the boy—such a small hand yet so firm in its determined grip—but they didn’t have to descend all the way to the lawn before they knew that the prodigy’s invisible cloak wouldn’t accommodate him as it did the girl. Cool, drenching rain pounded Tom at once, and he scooped Barty off the steps as Grace had gathered up Angel, returning to the porch with him.
Agnes met them, pulling Grace and Angel to her side. Her eyes were bright with excitement. “Tom, you’re a man of faith, even if you’ve sometimes been troubled in it. Tell me what you make of all this.”
He knew what she made of it, all right, and he could see that the others on the porch knew as well, and likewise he could see that all of them wanted to hear him confirm the conclusion at which Agnes had arrived long before he’d come here with Wally this evening. Even in the dining room, before the proof in the rain, Tom had recognized the special bond between the blind boy and this buoyant little girl. In fact, he couldn’t have arrived at any conclusion different from the one Agnes reached, because like her, he believed that the events of every day revealed mysterious design if you were willing to see it, that every life had profound purpose.
“Of all the things I might be meant to do with my life,” he told Agnes, “I believe nothing will matter more than the small part I’ve had in bringing together these two children.”
Although the only light on the back porch came from the pale beams that filtered out through the curtains on the kitch
en windows, all these faces seemed luminous, almost preternaturally aglow, like the kiln-fired countenances of saints in a dark church, lit solely by the flames of votive candles. The rain—a music of sorts, and the jasmine and incense, and the moment sacred.
Looking from one to another of his companions, Tom said, “When I think of everything that had to happen to bring us here tonight, the tragedies as well as the happy turns of fortune, when I think of the many ways things might have been, with all of us scattered and some of us never having met, I know we belong here, for we’ve arrived against all odds.” His gaze traveled back to Agnes, and he gave her the answer that he knew she hoped to hear. “This boy and this girl were born to meet, for reasons only time will reveal, and all of us…we’re the instruments of some strange destiny.”
A sense of fellowship in extraordinary times drew everyone closer, to hug, to touch, to share the wonder. For a long moment, even in the symphony of the storm, in spite of all the plink-tink-hiss-plop-rattle that arose from every rain-beaten work of man and nature, they seemed to stand here in a hush as deep as Tom had ever heard.
Then Angel said, “Will you throw the pig now?”
Chapter 80
THE MORNING THAT it happened was bright and blue in March, two months after Barty took Angel for a dry walk in wet weather, seven weeks after Celestina married Wally, and five weeks after the happy newlyweds completed their purchase of the Galloway house next door to the Lampion place. Selma Galloway, retired from a professorship years earlier, had subsequently retired further, taking advantage of the equity in her long-owned home to buy a little condo on the beach in nearby Carlsbad.
Celestina looked out a kitchen window and saw Agnes in the Lampion driveway, where the three-vehicle caravan was assembled. She was loading her station wagon.
After moving all of a hundred feet, Celestina and Wally—with Grace fretting that someone would be hurt—had torn down the high stave fence between properties, for theirs had become one family with many names: Lampion, White, Lipscomb, Isaacson. When backyards were joined and a connecting walkway poured, Barty’s travels from house to house were greatly simplified, and regular visits by the Gonzalez, Damascus, and Vanadium branches of the clan were also facilitated.
“Agnes has the jump on us, Mom.”
At the open kitchen door, arms laden with a stack of four bakery boxes, her mother said, “Will you get those last four pies for me there on the table? And don’t jostle them, dear.”
“Oh, that’s me, all right. I’m on the FBI’s most-wanted list for criminal pie jostling.”
“Well, you ought to be,” Grace said, taking her pies out to the Suburban that Wally had bought solely for this enterprise.
Trying not to be a wicked jostler, Celestina followed.
Filled with the songs of swallows that evidently preferred these precincts to the more famous address of San Juan Capistrano, this mild March morning was perfect for pie deliveries. Agnes and Grace had produced a bakery’s worth of glorious vanilla-almond pies and coffee-toffee pies.
Under Celestina’s guidance, the menfolk—Wally, Edom, Jacob, Paul, Tom—had packed cartons of canned and dry goods, plus numerous boxes of new spring clothing for the children on their route. All those items had been loaded into the vehicles the previous evening.
Easter still lay a few weeks away, but already Celestina had begun decorating more than a hundred baskets, so that nothing would need to be done at the last minute except add the candy. Her living room was a warren of baskets, ribbons, bows, beads, bangles, shredded cellophane in green and purple and yellow and pink, and decorative little plush-toy bunnies and baby chicks.
She devoted half her work time to the neighbors-in-need route that Agnes had established and steadily expanded, the other half to her painting. She was in no rush to mount a new show; anyway, she didn’t dare renew contact with the Greenbaum Gallery or with anyone at all from her past life, until the police found Enoch Cain.
Truly, the time spent helping Agnes had given her uncountable new subjects for paintings and had begun to bring to her work a new depth that excited her. “When you pour out your pockets into the pockets of others,” Agnes had once said, “you just wind up richer in the morning than you were the night before.”
As Celestina and her mother loaded the last of the pies into the ice chests in the Suburban, Paul and Agnes came back from her station wagon at the head of the caravan.
“Ready to roll?” Agnes asked.
Paul checked the back of the Suburban, since he fancied himself the wagonmaster. He wanted to be sure that the goods were loaded in such a way that they were unlikely to slide or be damaged. “Packed tight. Looks just fine,” he declared, and closed the tailgate door.
From her Volkswagen bus in the middle of the line, Maria joined them. “In case we get separated, Agnes, I don’t have an itinerary.”
Wagonmaster Damascus at once produced one.
“Where’s Wally?” Maria asked.
In answer, Wally came running with his heavy medical bag, as he was now doctor to some people on the pie route. “The weather’s a lot better than I expected, so I went back to change into lighter clothes.”
Even a cool day on the pie route could produce a good sweat by journey’s end,
