Well, goddammit, now I was feeling my way on my own terms. I needed this to mourn, to heal. I’d been broken into a million pieces, scattered and hollow and floating, but these guys would piece me together again, as I would them.
And the power inside me, straining against my skin, it might just save us all.
In my dreams, I’d been in the Great Hall, staring up at the swords and cobwebs in the rafters while the boys ravished my body. But this … this was better than my dreams, because it was real.
Blake’s tongue attacked my clit. He didn’t do soft and languid like Rowan, or building intensity like Corbin. His desire rolled over me like a battering ram. I could practically feel the spirit magic rolling off his tongue and entering my veins, mingling with my own, making me hotter and wetter and ready to burst.
His tongue … oh god … I can’t …
Not yet, Princess, his voice boomed in my head. It’s going to get so much better.
Blake sucked my clit into his mouth, biting down on the sensitive bud. I lost it. My legs clamped around his head and my whole body shook with the strongest orgasm I’d ever had. I went blind for a moment, the whole room disappearing into a black hole of pleasure – gravity seemed to pull the room inward, to suck their bodies into mine so we became one single body, with Hawking radiation exploding from the event horizon that surrounded our—
Through it all, Blake’s tongue kept stroking between my legs, pounding against my sensitive clit, each stroke making my body shudder and shake. It was so intense. I tried to scramble away, but he gripped my thighs, pushing me harder against his punishing tongue. “Hold her,” he growled to the other guys. Hands clamped over my shoulders and wrists, pinning me to the sofa.
Corbin’s lips left mine, to be replaced by Flynn. He giggled around my gasping mouth. “Hold still, Einstein. You can’t get away from us now.”
Not that I wanted to, but damn … I moaned and bucked and thrashed, but the boys held fast. Blake sucked my clit into his mouth again, pounding it with his tongue until the room exploded again. This time I didn’t just go blind, but white lights danced in front of my eyes, and for a moment I hovered outside myself, rising above my body on a wave of pleasure.
I came back to my body, gasping for air. Blake moved to go down on my again, but Rowan batted him away. “Give the rest of us a turn,” he said in his gentle voice.
“Wait on,” Flynn said, leaping to his feet. “I have to get something. Don’t let the fun start without me.”
He dashed off. I didn’t have time to wonder what he was doing, because Rowan’s lips pressed against my mound, and Corbin’s closed around my nipple, and I melted away into a pool of pleasure.
Rowan was the opposite of Blake. He took his time, making sure I felt each stroke and flick of his tongue, drawing out his ministrations until my body arched toward him, trying to draw his tongue deeper. He didn’t succumb, taking his own sweet time until I was practically grinding myself against his face in desperation.
When I came again, Rowan plunged his tongue inside me, lapping at me like a cat. I passed over into the dark void again, and it took everything I had to hold my magic inside of me.
Three orgasms. Three. I could barely breathe by the time I surfaced again. I couldn’t move my limbs. Rowan scooped me up into his arms.
He kissed my lips. He tasted sweet, the scent of myself on his lips. God, Rowan kissed so good, everything about him liquid, melting into me. I met his eyes, wondering if he’d been looking at Corbin this whole time. But right now, his gaze held nothing but me.
While Rowan held me, Corbin lay back on the couch, his face serene. “Blake got to go first before,” he said, folding his hands behind his head and staring up at me with bold, bright eyes.
Flynn bounced back into the room. “Got it!” He held the brown paper bag from the pharmacy. The bag containing seventeen tubes of lube. “You blokes can thank me later.”
Rowan set me down. I stepped toward the sofa. My legs trembled. This is it. This is my dreams come to life.
“If anyone wants to back out now,” I whispered, holding the back of the sofa to keep myself upright, “I understand. I won’t think less of you.”
“We ain’t going nowhere, Princess.” Blake sneered, gripping his own substantial cock in his hand. “Ride his cock like a stallion. You’ll have all of us before the sun sets this day.”
And maybe, if we get this right, we’ll stop Daigh in his tracks.
I straddled Corbin, taking his cock in my hand and stoking it, feeling its length, remembering how good it felt between my legs. Flynn handed me a condom and I rolled it down Corbin’s shaft. He was so big it barely reached halfway.
I lifted myself up on shaking legs, aimed Corbin’s cock in the right place, and sank down, sighing with pure joy as the ache inside me was filled.
Corbin’s hands wrapped around my thighs, steadying me as I found my own rhythm. His eyes locked on mine. For the first time since i’d known him, his expression was serene, relaxed, almost filled with … awe.
I did this to him. I gave this gift to him.
His cock felt so good, filling me, touching every part of me. I swept my gaze to the others standing around us, watching me fuck their friend and de facto leader. I glanced at Rowan and beckoned him forward.
Rowan’s eyes widened as I took my hand off Corbin’s shoulder and wrapped it around his shaft, stroking him softly, slowly, trying to mimic his own technique on me. Rowan gulped as his eyes flicked down to Corbin, and the two of them shared a look that made me feel almost like a trespasser.
“I’m next,” Blake said. He came around the front of the couch and knelt on the arm, straddling Corbin’s face.
“Mate, what are you doing?” Corbin demanded as Blake’s balls swung in front of his face.
“Giving meve exactly what she wants.” Blake held out his cock. I bent down and took it in my mouth.
The angle of Corbin’s cock rubbed a dark spot inside me that flicked my power higher, harder, faster. My skin practically boiled. I ground my hips into Corbin as I rocked forward to take in more of Blake, then back again. Mmmmm. My grip tightened around Rowan’s cock. So full of them all.
The sofa creaked as Flynn clambered on behind me, rustling his paper bag. He pressed his stomach against me, warming my skin. His hand snaked around, rolling my nipple between his fingers before reaching down and circling my clit.
I ground my hips against Corbin, driving him deeper, as my lips curled around Blake's cock, sucking him as far as I could, filling my body so completely with them, wanting more, more, more.
Four sad, lonely, broken-hearted boys. It was like they’d been waiting here for me all this time, waiting for us to join together and feed each other on the embers of our hurt.
This is how to fucking heal.
Something warm trickled down the crack of my ass. Flynn nibbled on my neck. He slid his fingers through the warm lube, trailing a line down, down, down, until he slipped a finger inside my back hole. I gasped around Blake’s cock at the strangeness of the sensation.
A second finger joined Flynn’s first. They swirled around, pressing against the circle of muscle, and then, they were inside me. First one, then another. I can feel them brushing against Corbin’s cock through the thin wall of my vagina. I sucked in a breath. This is intense.
Flynn moved his fingers in and out, matching Corbin’s rhythm, giving me a taste of what it was to be completely full. I stopped grinding my lips, letting the boys control the speed and depth, enjoying being suspended between them, held aloft by their passion.
Rowan watched my face, his pupils dilated, his lips pursed, a hungry look in his eyes. His gaze flicked to Corbin, whose face registered the feel of Flynn’s fingers against the thin wall. He sure didn’t notice Blake’s balls swinging in front of him any longer. Corbin’s eyes blazed with desire, and Rowan’s shoulders sagged with the longing he could not share. And I knew then without a shadow of a doubt that what happened in the dream was real. As
much as Rowan cared about me, he was totally in love with Corbin, who still had no idea.
But I did, and I could give Rowan what he needed … for now.
I dropped Blake’s cock for a moment. “Flynn, that feels so good,” I moaned, turning my head so I could see Flynn’s eyes. “But … can Rowan be the … um, first?”
Disappointment flickered across Flynn’s face for a moment, but then he grinned. “As long as he treats you right, Einstein,” he whispered, planting a kiss on my lips. “I’ve loosened you up for him.”
I dropped Rowan’s cock. Flynn scrambled out of the way, and took up Rowan’s old position beside me. I grabbed his rigid cock, knowing it wouldn’t be long before he blew. I gripped him tight and sucked the tip into my mouth as I wrapped my other hand around Blake’s.
That’s it, Princess, Blake’s voice caressed the inside of my skull. Take us all in. Feel your power grow. Give yourself completely over to the pleasure.
Rowan’s arms fell around me, and his lips brushed my neck. “Please don’t let me hurt you,” he whispered into my ear.
His words gave me pause. Was this really the best idea? Rowan was so big …
My body answered for me, the ache inside me begging for ultimate fulfillment. The magic darting and leaping under my skin, desperate to be united with the four sources of power. “You could never hurt me,” I whispered back. “Go slow, okay?”
“I will. Tell me if it hurts and I’ll stop.”
I returned my mouth to Flynn’s cock. I heard a package tear as Rowan rolled on a condom, and then another warm squirt of lube hit my back. His hand gripped my shoulder, and I felt a shudder rocket down his arm.
Nearly there, Princess. We’re nearly ready. Keep doing that thing with your tongue and I’ll be the fist to blow.
My body quaked, the magic bubbling through my veins. “Please,” I purred around Flynn’s cock. “Please give me everything.”
THIRTY-EIGHT: ROWAN
Maeve’s back glistened with sweat, her shoulders rolling forward as she took Flynn’s dick in her mouth, alternating between him and Blake. I rubbed lube on my hands, over her ass and my cock, still not really believing this was really happening.
I trailed my fingers through the lube Flynn and I had spread over her ass. Maeve’s body shuddered against Corbin as I slid my finger into her hole, pushing past the tight band of flesh.
Blake wasn’t the only one that had done this before. Of course, I’d never been this sober, or this turned on, or this terrified.
I slid my finger deeper, feeling the hardness of Corbin’s cock pressing against the thin wall. I closed my eyes, steeling myself as my cock shuddered.
Shit. I nearly came right then. Keep it together, Rowan. Maeve knew my secret, and this was her gift to me. I needed to focus or it would be over before it began.
“Thank you,” I whispered against Maeve’s earlobe, so only she could hear. I thrust my finger inside her, meeting Corbin’s steady rhythm with my own, running the pad of my finger along his shaft through Maeve’s skin, like I was stroking him, too.
Maeve’s mouth fell open in an O of pleasure. Her muscles slackened as she rode the new sensations flooding though her. Slivers of her magic leapt out of her skin and darted across my own.
And over Maeve’s shoulder, Corbin’s face stared back at me, his eyes flicked from Maeve’s to mine. He held my gaze, and it was the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen.
Then Blake climbed on top of the couch arm again, pressing his cock against Maeve’s lips, begging her to take it alongside Flynn’s.
Our moment was gone. Instead of Corbin’s eyes, I was going to have to stare at Blake’s rigid cock. Not a bad view, as cocks went, but nothing like I wanted to see.
“I don’t think so, mate.” Flynn elbowed Blake in the ribs. “I meant what I said; none of you guys are touching my junk.”
“Aw, Irish. I thought you were the fun one,” Blake tried to kiss Flynn’s cheek, but Flynn ducked just in time.
“No need to fight. I can alternate.” Maeve slid her mouth off Flynn and took in Blake, sucking him deep. I added a second finger, driving another deep moan from her throat. Corbin’s cock leapt inside her.
How amazing would that cock feel inside of me?
No. I couldn’t think like that. Now was not the time to wish for what couldn’t be. I intended to relish every moment of Maeve’s gift, of her and him and me bound together.
Maeve gyrated her hips. Muffled gasps and grunts emerge from her throat. Blake's eyes bug out as her lips vibrated around his cock. Maeve’s hand snaked down and she grabbed Flynn’s cock, pumping him hard while he bent his head to her chest, sucking her nipples.
Three fingers. Maeve thrust back, her nails scraping against Corbin’s chest. She’s ready, and I can’t hold on any longer.
I poured more lube onto the condom on my shaft, making sure it was plenty wet. This was Maeve’s dream just as much as it was mine, I didn’t want it to be painful. I positioned myself at her entrance. Before I could even push forward, Corbin slammed into her, rocking her back so she slid herself onto the head of my cock.
So tight.
My heart pounded. My hands trembled. I could feel everything.
Corbin’s cock moving against mine though the thin wall, Maeve’s body hugging me tight, clamping me in place. I drew out slowly, listening to her breath hitch. As I thrust back in, Corbin pulled out, dragging his length along mine.
Corbin and Maeve. It was like I was fucking both of them. Oh, gods.
Maeve gasped. “It’s so… amazing.”
“Yup,” Corbin grunted. “Fuck, I…”
I thrust forward again and he couldn’t even finish his sentence, his words dissolving into a long moan that tore my heart to pieces.
Corbin and I settled into a rhythm, thrusting together to move Maeve between us. Her body shimmered with the power of her magic as we four worshipped her the only way we knew how. We held her and loved her and fucked her and poured everything we were into her body, giving her all our broken pieces so she could make us whole again.
So tight. So intense. So perfect.
My cock jerked as Corbin’s slid down it again. He gasped and gritted his teeth. I was so close, my body all knotted up as I fought to hold on as long as I could. Between us, Maeve made little mewling sounds around Blake’s cock. I couldn’t see her eyes, but the tensing in her shoulders and pitch of her cries suggested she wasn’t far away, either.
Maeve's growing pleasure reached inside me, and it grabbed my own magic, pulling it out through my skin. My earth magic poured out of me – all the things I most loved; the smell of fresh soil on my fingers, the precise way I cut vegetables from the garden, using the ancient spell books to create healing potions, Corbin’s face lighting up as he bit into something delicious I’d made. Maeve’s magic absorbed all those sensations and feelings through her skin, taking my power and making it part of her own.
So amazing. The most intimate thing I’d ever experienced, sharing body and magic.
Oh, wow, Corbin’s cock rubbing down mine. Both of us plunging deep inside Maeve, pulling her power to the surface so it enveloped us all like a cloud—
Corbin’s whole body shuddered. His legs rubbed against my thighs as a convulsion rocked through his whole body. Maeve’s head curled back and Blake moved his bloody ball sac for long enough that I glimpsed Corbin’s face. His mouth hung open, his eyes rolled back, his expression completely shell-shocked.
I’d done that to him. Maeve and I had rendered that giant of a man utterly spent.
I relaxed my muscles, giving in to my own release with a cry that didn’t sound human. Maeve’s magic swirled around me, becoming one with my own. I tossed my head back as I thrust into her one final time, spilling four years of sexual repression inside her in a single, earth-shattering orgasm.
Maeve moaned, long and low, and her legs clamped around Corbin’s thighs as her whole body shuddered. He power burst out of her body, tossing the four of u
s back as it radiated out like a giant mushroom cloud, spilling white-hot heat into the air before it disappeared entirely.
I collapsed against Maeve’s back, gasping for breath. “Wow,” she kept saying over and over again. “Wow, wow, wow.”
“I was pretty blood good, wasn’t I?” Flynn grinned, planting a kiss on Maeve’s forehead.
She laughed. “Always a pleasure, Flynn.”
“That power—” Corbin wheezed. “Maeve, how did you…?”
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