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by Les Murray


  JÓZSEF

  M.J.K. 1882–1974 IN PIAM MEMORIAM

  You ride on the world-horse once

  no matter how brave your seat

  or polished your boots, it may gallop you

  into undreamed-of fields

  but this field’s outlandish: Australia!

  To end in this burnt-smelling, blue-hearted

  metropolis of sore feet and trains

  (though the laughing bird’s a good fellow).

  Outlandish not to have died

  in king-and-kaiserly service,

  dismounted, beneath the smashed guns

  or later, with barons and credit

  after cognac, a clean pistol death.

  Alas, a small target, this heart.

  Both holes were in front, though, entry

  and exit. I learned to relish that.

  Strange not to have died with the Kingdom

  when Horthy’s fleet sank, and the betting

  grew feverish, on black and on red,

  to have outlived even my Friday club

  and our joke: senilis senili

  gaudet. I bring home coffee now.

  Dear God, not one café in this place,

  no Andrássy-street, no Margaret’s Island …

  no law worth the name: they are British

  and hangmen and precedent-quibblers

  make rough jurisprudence at best.

  Fairness, of course; that was their word.

  I don’t think Nature speaks English.

  I used to believe I knew enough

  with gentleman, whisky, handicap

  and perhaps tweed. French lacked all those.

  I learned the fine detail at seventy

  out here. Ghosts in many casinos

  must have smiled as I hawked playing cards

  to shady clubs up long stairways

  and was naturalized by a Lord Mayor

  and many bookmakers, becoming a

  New Australian. My son claims he always

  was one. We had baptized him Gino

  in Hungary. His children are natives

  remote as next century. My eyes

  are losing all faces, all letters,

  the colours go, red, white, now green

  into Hungary, Hungary of the poplar trees

  and the wide summers where I am young

  in uniform, riding with Nelly,

  the horseshoes’ noise cupping our speeches.

  I, Mórelli József Károly,

  once attorney, twice gunshot, thrice rich,

  my cigarettes, monogrammed, from Kyriazi,

  once married (dear girl!) to a Jew

  (gaining little from that but good memories

  though my son’s uniforms fitted her son

  until it was next year in Cape Town)

  am no longer easy to soften.

  I will eat stuffed peppers and birds’ milk,

  avoid nuns, who are monstrous bad luck,

  write letters from memory, smoke Winstons

  and flex my right elbow at death

  and, more gently, at living.

  FOLKLORE

  What are the sights of our town?

  Well, there is that skeleton they hang

  some nights in the bar of the Rest

  and everyone laughing in whispers

  the barmaid broke down one time, laughing.

  The cord goes up through the ceiling

  to the undersprings of the big

  white bed in the Honeymoon Suite

  and when those bones even jiggle

  there’s cheers (and a donnybrook once)

  and when they joggle, there’s whooping

  and folk stalking out in emotions

  and when they dance – hoo, when they dance!

  he knows every tune on the honeymoon

  flute, does the hollow-hipped fellow.

  There are a few, mind, who drink on

  straight through it all. Steady drinkers.

  Up over the pub there’s the sky

  full of stars, as I have reflected

  outside, while guiding the course of my

  thoughts. Some say there’s a larger

  cord goes up there, but I doubt it

  I mean

  but then I’m no dancer.

  Besides that, there’s meatworks and mines.

  THE POLICE: SEVEN VOICES

  1. The Knuckle Garden

  In the city of Cargo

  at the very centre of it

  is the Knuckle Garden

  Alibis melt off like grease

  names, causes, soak into the tiles

  in the Knuckle Garden

  This garden is kept by blue serge

  men with thick pocketknife nails

  and impatient fellows

  Their opinions are petrol, and steel,

  blurred elastic, and knowing the time,

  they are wholly practical

  With strong lights to shine through hard men

  and hoses – men have died fighting those,

  Laocoöns, distending

  Men have died of falling downstairs

  have ruptured their spleen eating pies

  have confessed to God’s death

  And women have bled from soul-searching

  but let us, however altered

  the shape of our smiles, be content

  For factory whistles would choke

  and the flag catch afire from its stars

  without these ministers

  Nor would the great Cargo come

  or keep on its shelves, without

  the Knuckle Garden.

  2. Plainclothes Park

  Thinking my old thought in the eye-stinging dark:

  the Motive Revealer. People are so undeclared.

  A button, now, on a unit in your pocket –

  I was wiring that airy device in the mid-city park.

  There’d be luminous face colours. Visible only to you.

  Green for lying, yellow when you had them scared.

  Violence? Red. When a man reached intense pink, you’d hit him

  first. Or change tack. I’ve had various meanings for blue …

  The man sitting next to me thought his kink out loud:

  The body – you know? There are design flaws God left

  hanging. Too many non-overridable programmes.

  Why shouldn’t we will new teeth, new hair, new organs?

  Will-overrides, friend. We need to start working on these,

  and shielding. Good God! All that soft rippable belly

  without a bone casque. And non-retractable genitals!

  My trouble, I muttered, is with doubt, not knees.

  His face was no colour that betokens guilt

  but I questioned him (and I think he questioned me).

  No result. He left the park shortly after

  and vanished from sight in the city we had built.

  3. Discontent, Reading Conan Doyle

  CI: the detectives. After the age of belief

  we’re what happened to mystery. Our model explainaway trade

  brings complex relief.

  Not quite your suave Sherlocks, we know

  fences, sperm, payoffs, the squalor of minds, and where

  the husbands go.

  The gentlemen Sherlocks

  trail their gentlemen quarry, one case at a time.

  Let us touch our forelocks.

  From cars, under glass

  we watch the citizens: Touchables and Not

  is our theory of class.

  The uniform branch have their mystery, the Peace:

  shall meaning be slow, at home, at the factory, at church

  or loose in the streets?

  We still defend logic –

  try bringing a fat man down off a love-death pact

  and you learn about magic –

  but our mystery’s the Score

  that is, knowing it. Which is the Upper Hand.

&n
bsp; That’s to say, the Law.

  Not of course for some.

  Say the Law’s a regent till the King comes back

  if he does come.

  Reading modern stuff at times

  you’d think all crime was protest, or illusion –

  we should charge the victims.

  Doubts, then, and changes:

  don’t ever book on them. The old sleuths dealt, like us,

  only with strangers

  so if we’re sent

  to interview you, in especially the poorer suburbs,

  don’t run. Don’t quote the law. If you’re a man

  be in employment.

  4. Rostered Duty

  This is the hour the Crucified Bludger is fed

  a tin dish held to his mouth and his night’s stain hosed down

  before he is driven slow-slow through the fibro-tile streets

  and the message gets through to moaners, to oversleepers,

  to migrants who dream dark police, to blokes thinking Sickie.

  This is the hour the hurrying frowners at railway

  stations don’t look but all read his placard: WORK-SHY.

  Soon, outside factory and depot, flies supping his wounds,

  he will be ignored by staff, by management, by unions,

  all too mature to look. Very few people focus,

  not the realists, nor the long planners, not the fellows

  with trades in demand, nor the ones proud they can shovel

  as much as God’s truck can dump; self-provers and winners

  never see him at all, and talk about him constantly.

  But everyone knows the form: on a quiet day

  passing Hey Folks PLANETWIDE Pow! Discounts / Trade Ins!

  I’ve been known to say to the salesfolk there not looking

  Gooday, how’s the carrot? Yes, I’ve had my turn,

  served my tour with the Bludger. Every policeman does one.

  I’ve picked airgun slugs out of him, tuned his trannie on race days,

  heard him howl in the truck bay, echoing the oil drums.

  I’ve supervised him and his wife on a visiting day –

  No madam we can’t let him down – and had her scream

  into my face ME! crucify ME, God damn you!

  At least it’s intense. Jail is drearier employment.

  When he’d get randy we’d turn him face to the van.

  I think of him often, spread-Andrewed on four bolts

  parked facing the sea for a treat of a summer evening

  (when he bit my hand to the bone he saw more sunsets).

  I remember him watching the big ships loading bales

  and unloading bales, as the radio quacked Production.

  This is a shop, boys, not a nation, a man said,

  making a gesture. A poet growled Misemployment

  but poets are kids. A thousand fellows in ties

  picking flyspecks from pepper with fine Government needles

  or that’s what it looked like said No time to be choosy.

  Unless he’s got a job, smiled the chief clerk, he can’t have one.

  It was interesting duty, travelling with the Bludger,

  more to the point than backing up wives and collectors

  and once you’ve done it, you’re never, like they say, off duty.

  5. The Lips Move During Anointing

  FOR FR EDMUND CAMPION

  Stopped

  tilted

  watching a ditch

  digger’s family eat, in a window,

  miles on –

  blue metal gums my draining reasons

  wait

  there’ll be time for doubling my tongue

  back, in,

  and the bucket and the raincoat

  I’m trying to say

  on-the-spot dignity Walther speed

  docked

  my imaginary body

  streaming hurt at the sky like headlights

  I’m trying to SAY

  that shame, rolling, boot-walloping

  into the sniggers of gambling men tankwater

  drinkers pill burners

  I’ll be with long gone

  horse police in their own steel, made dance

  or wire stretched between trees,

  that story

  I was the scorer you didn’t call sport

  to blunt men up against the numbers

  poor is still

  Christ

  and not money-poor now

  I was a copper, not ever a policeman

  a john served right on a lorry’s tray

  I was the joker who made numbers win

  I’m learning pity

  rougher than shear

  watching those ones

  my glazing angle.

  I would feed them from my own plate

  set aside even fact, with good losing, not

  doing my job with a score for a vision

  which makes a cop of any fellow

  unfix me, but, then

  from my slewed skidding. I

  will, bare-eyed, see them

  anyway, a long time

  happy with lamp pickles worn faces, no one

  stacking on the realities

  chipped star of black tea

  I was a toddler under sad calendars

  there, before winning

  walk, don’t spill

  this, in my chinstrap cup under the oilskins, this

  decency, shape

  there’ll be no columns

  in justice.

  No setup.

  6. The Breach

  I am a policeman

  it is easier to make me seem an oaf

  than to handle the truth

  I came from a coaldust town

  when I was seventeen, because there was nothing

  for a young fellow there

  the Force drew me because of a sense I had

  and have grown out of

  I said to Ware once, Harry, you’re the best

  cop of the lot: you only arrest falls

  he was amused

  I seem to be making an inventory of my life

  but in that house opposite, first floor

  there is a breach

  and me, in this body I am careful with,

  I’m going to have to enter that house soon

  and stop that breach

  it is a bad one people could fall through

  we know that three have

  and he’s got a child poised

  I have struck men in back rooms late at night

  with faces you could fall a thousand feet down

  and I’ve seen things in bowls

  the trick is not to be a breach yourself

  and to stop your side from being one

  I suppose

  the sniper Spiteri, when I was just out of cadets –

  some far-west cockies’ boys straight off the sheep train

  came up with their .303s and offered to help

  they were sixteen years old

  we chased them away, not doubting for a minute

  they could do what they said

  bury your silver the day we let that start

  now I’ve said my ideals

  Snowy cut, snow he cut …

  A razor-gang hood my uncle claims he met

  is running through my mind

  in Woolloomooloo, wet streets, the nineteen twenties

  dear kind Snowy Cutmore

  Snowy cuts no more

  he was a real breach

  also, on our town, I

  remember the old hand bowsers, that gentle apop-

  lexy of benzine in the big glass heads

  twenty years since I saw them

  There’s a moment with every man who has started a stir

  when he tires of it, wants to put it aside

  and be back, unguilty, that morning, pouring the milk

  that is the time to separate him from it

  if I
am very good I’ll judge that time

  just about right

  the ideal is to keep the man and stop

  the breach

  that’s the high standard

  but the breach must close

  if later goes all right

  I am going to paint the roof of our house

  on my day off.

  7. Sergeant Forby Lectures the Cadets

  Old Warwick, the husband, scratched his head:

  they’d run off together, was all he knew.

  He didn’t know where.

  Most would have said where.

  He had no theories about the horse.

  We stood round it,

  the trackers drowsing.

  Our witnesses reckon they told the boarder

  you knew, and would shoot him.

  He had no views on that.

  They went off together. I told them Get,

  her and him.

  Then some fool poked the horse with a stick.

  It bowled us, gagging, clean off the hill.

  Country people aren’t keen on decay

  too many midsummer funerals, I guess,

  of beasts, and men. Too many feeds

  of ptomaine mutton in the heat

  sweets from the handy home botulin kit.

  No market for jugged hare or ripe cheese

  among that sort.

  We had some sort of case:

  opportunity, motive, shot horse

  but Warwick’s counsel made mince of it.

  Without bodies, the onus was on us

  (I hope the Onus comes on him

  some dark night)

  but he was right.

  And Warwick got off.

  He was ten minutes gone

  when the answer hit me like a brick:

  country people aren’t keen on decay

  of course!

  And we dug under the horse.

  The secret of our profession, this:

  we dig under the horse.

  Dismiss.

  AQUALUNG SHINTO

  FOR CHRIS KOCH

  All day above the Japanese fleet,

  the zenith sun between the islands

  unmoving. We were after the flagship

  and kept diving, finding tackle

  jettisoned in her agony. My

  shadow over the sand floor curved

  on chain, on wavering metal forms,

  Don saying Be careful of any ammo,

  it could still give us the instant bends.

  We were following the logic

  of a dying ship among islands: here

  he would have considered beaching her, here

  the sub may have come for the admiral. We dived

  in lucid water, tracing down

  the death-hours of an Imperial captain

 

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