by A. Aubry
“Come home with me,” Julianna asked desperately.
I pulled away from our kiss, “Yes, baby.”
Anything for you.
Taking a step back, I tried to catch my breath as Julianna leaned over and put her hands on her knees. At least it was a fucking good kiss in case she changed her mind by the time we got home. I took her hand and led her back to the car. I opened the passenger door for her and let her take her seat before I jogged around to the driver’s side. Julianna sat quietly in her seat and the entire ride home I was worried that she’d tell me she didn’t want this. That I would have to go back to my month to month rent apartment all alone.
I parked the car in the driveway. As fast as I could, I got out of my seat and went to open Julianna’s door for her. A secret promise was made to myself that I would be the perfect gentleman for her for as long as I lived. Julianna stepped out of her seat and moved to the side, allowing me to push the door closed. Moving closer towards her, I cupped my hand to her cheek and her eyes closed as she leaned into my touch.
“Are you sure you still want this?” I questioned, wanting to make sure that she didn’t change her mind.
She smiled, “Take me to bed, Finn.”
I brought her into my arms, helping her legs to hook around my waist as her hands instinctively rested on my neck. When her lips met mine, it was as though the world just stopped turning. My Julianna was back in my arms. Everything was right as it was supposed to be.
Maneuvering by memory, I took us back into the house. Easily shutting the front door with my foot, I brought Julianna to the staircase as her tongue slipped into my mouth and my tongue willingly met hers.
“Hey Jules, how was dinner?” Angie’s voice called out from the living room.
Julianna moaned softly as my tongue ran over hers. I smiled as I tightened my hold on her and began to walk up the stairs.
“Jules? How was…oh…never mind,” Angie giggled as she caught us as I carried Julianna up the stairs.
Making my way into the bedroom, Julianna closed the door behind us and I brought us to the bed. If I was lucky, this would go back to being our bed once again after tonight. I gently set Julianna onto the bed before quickly lifting her dress up and over her head. My heart stopped when I saw how she had chosen to wear a black lace push up bra and matching lace panties.
She was my fucking siren and I couldn’t help but groan, immediately changing it to a hum so I didn’t look too needy. Julianna shoved my blazer from my shoulders and her fingers made quick work of my shirt. This was exactly what I had wanted on our first date, but now I was finally going to get it.
My lips reconnected with Julianna’s and I undid her bra. Disposing of the fabric on the floor, I slid off her panties and dropped them onto the growing pile of clothes. Julianna ran her hands down my chest to the waistband of my pants, easily undoing and pushing them—and my boxers—down around my ankles.
Our kiss ended as Julianna shifted up the bed, reclining back against the pillows. I licked my lips as I kicked off my clothing around my ankles and took a nice long look at her pussy that was already dripping wet for me. I kneeled up onto the bed, slowly heading towards the apex of her thighs with my mouth but Julianna quickly covered herself with her hands. What the fuck? She never denied me of this before.
“No foreplay, I want all of you right now,” Julianna demanded softly.
I smirked and continued to crawl up her body, “Anything for you.”
Oh, shit. The one thing I wasn’t expecting tonight was sex. There was no condom in the pocket of my dress slacks. That was one of the things we had always used since Julianna was cleared for sex after Leo was born. We wanted to put off having a baby for a while.
“I don’t have a condom.”
Julianna sat up and put her hands on my cheeks, “Let’s take our chances.”
Our lips met once more and I leaned her back against the pillows, easing her legs open for me. I aligned my cock and slowly pushed into her, the feeling of her pussy wrapping around my cock was one of the most exquisite things in the world.
“Fuck, yes,” I moaned into our kiss.
This was what I had been wanting—no, needing—for so long. Julianna’s eyes closed as her head leaned back, her mouth opening as soft moans escaped over and over. One of her legs made its way around my waist and I set up a rhythm that would take us exactly where we wanted to go but not too quickly. I needed to savor this moment. I could only do that though if I could gaze into my wife’s eyes.
“Julianna, look at me,” I demanded quietly, my hand running through her hair.
She shook her head and kept them closed, “What if this is all just a dream?”
Oh, I can prove to you that it isn’t.
With one hard thrust, Julianna’s back arched as a loud groan filled the room.
“Did that feel like a dream?”
Her eyes opened slowly and she smiled shyly up at me.
“There’s my girl,” I grinned.
Julianna’s eyes stayed on mine as her arms came around my neck, holding me closer against her. My mind couldn’t even focus on the intensity of her gaze as pleasure came through me with every thrust. Her moans were like music to my ears every time they flowed from her lips.
Just as I was gaining momentum, Leo’s cries covered the sounds of our grunting and groaning. I immediately stopped, this was always where Julianna made me stop and after a month of solely taking care of Leo when I had him, it was a sound that immediately took my mind off of whatever I was doing.
“Just let him cry,” Julianna said breathlessly, lifting her hips up against me.
She was trying to get me to keep going? I would, but Leo’s cries were hard to ignore.
“I don’t think I can ignore that sound, Jules,” I admitted softly.
Julianna sighed and leaned over, quickly flipping the switch on the baby monitor, immediately silencing it, “There, problem solved. Now keep fucking me.”
Holy shit.
“Oh, baby,” I moaned and started to thrust faster than I was before.
Her nails skimmed across my back and it only pushed me to go faster. My release was gaining on me and there was no way in hell that I could hold back much longer. Julianna showed me right then and there that she was focused on me and me alone in this moment.
Every moment of the last three months was running through my head. How much I hurt my wife and how much I regretted it, how much I hurt my son, but he was too young to realize it. I would spend the rest of my life making it up to him and to Julianna, every day would be spent showing them how much I loved them.
Julianna’s hand tangled in my hair, “Shit, right there, Finn…god…I’m gonna come.”
I began to thrust harder than before, ready to let my release go, “I love you, Julianna.”
“I love you more, Finn,” she said breathlessly before kissing me with the passion that only Julianna could give.
“Fuck, Jules!” I yelled out just as my release tipped over, filling her quickly as her body held onto me tight, both her limbs and her pussy.
When both of our orgasms released us, I fell on top of Julianna, completely spent. I had never come that hard in my life, it was so fucking intense. Yes, before our fight, I had plenty of intense orgasms with my wife, but never like that. My face buried into her neck, taking in her sweet scent that I’d missed so much. The feeling of her hands on my back as they ran up and down almost sent shivers down my spine.
When I had finally caught my breath, I got onto my side of the bed. Instinctively, I brought the blankets up to cover ourselves. Julianna’s eyes never left the ceiling and her eyebrows furrowed in the most adorable way that told me she was thinking. A part of me wanted to break the silence, and I knew exactly how to do it.
“What are you thinking about, Winnie?” I whispered over to her.
I was rewarded with her smile. Calling her the nickname that she always called me whenever I sat in my new thinking spot here in the house. Her
head turned and her blue eyes pierced my brown ones, skepticism and love were fighting behind them.
“What does this mean for us, Finn?”
I put an arm around her, trying to show her that everything would be okay, “I know what I want it to mean…but what do you want it to mean?”
She rolled onto her side, facing me with a serious look on her face. Oh shit, was I reading the signals all wrong?
“If we get back together, there has to be some changes.”
How did I not see this coming? “I’m listening…”
“Okay. We have to communicate better. If you don’t feel like I’m paying attention to you, or you think I’m neglecting you in any way, you have to tell me right away. Don’t let it sit there and simmer until it goes bad.”
“I can do that,” I responded with no hesitation.
“Next, at least once a week, we have a date night. Whether it’s going to dinner, going out to see a movie, or just go do something else fun. It’s our time together, no Leo, nobody else, just us.”
That was something I could get behind. But what about the other nights?
“And every other night that I’m home?”
Julianna scooted closer to me and brushed the backs of her fingers over my cheek, “We put Leo to bed and cuddle on the couch to watch television or a movie. Then, we come up here…and we show one another how much we love each other.”
And this, ladies and gentlemen, was why I married this woman.
“I think I can get behind that,” I grinned.
Julianna giggled, “I think you can get behind a lot of things.”
I arched an eyebrow at her, “I’ve only got my mind on one thing I wanna be behind.”
“Oh, really. Do tell.”
Taking advantage of her guard being down, I easily flipped her onto her other side and pulled her back against me, “I can show you better than I can tell you.”
Her ass ground against me, “Show me.”
“I’ll do whatever you ask,” I kissed the back of her shoulder as I lifted her leg and brought it back over my side.
Damn, I actually fucking did it. I fixed my marriage.
Chapter Nineteen
The last two months had been the best two months since after Leo had been born. Julianna and I went on weekly date nights, every other night was spent with her in my arms on the couch before I had her underneath me in bed. She still gave me rundowns of hers and Leo’s day but she kept them short and sweet, unless he did something big, then she caught it on camera for me. I still remembered the first time he actually crawled while I was away at practice and her reaction the second I got home.
“Finn…I know you totally hate when I do this right off the bat, but I have AMAZING news about Leo today!” Julianna jumped off the chair she had been sitting in, feeding Leo his dinner.
“Can I at least get a kiss first?” I teased.
She grabbed my shirt and pulled me close to her. When I thought I was going to get a quick kiss as I always did around this time, her lips dragged it out, a long, slow kiss that took my breath away.
“Okay, after that, you can fucking tell me what happened with the Kardashians if you want.”
She giggled and brought her phone out of her back pocket, pressing the screen a few times before she turned it back to me, “Our baby crawled for the first time, Finn.”
I watched as Julianna’s voice on the recording cheered for Leo as he crawled across the rug in the living room. His arms finally gave out and he grinned up at Julianna.
“That’s amazing!” I said excitedly, carefully moving around Julianna to go pick up Leo.
Kissing his round cheek several times, I tickled his belly and his adorable laugh came out, “We’ll have you kicking around a soccer ball in no time, Leo.”
Julianna rolled her eyes and came up next to us, “I’m not ready for that part yet. When that time comes, he will be crawling out of his crib and our cuddling time will be spent chasing him around the damn house.”
My eyes shot up in surprise, “Yeah, no, we can’t have that. Leo, keep it to a crawl for now.”
Julianna’s smile took my breath away, “Now that that is all said and done…how was your day, baby?”
Right on track once again.
I came down the stairs just as Leo squealed loudly from his high chair. Julianna grumbled underneath her breath and I came into the kitchen to see her cutting up Leo’s breakfast. The few moments alone this morning had been spent with me offering to take care of Leo’s breakfast and taking him to daycare but Julianna told me that she had it all taken care of. She’d been a little more moody than usual the past few weeks but for the life of me, I couldn’t figure out why.
“Hey now, Leo, be patient. Mommy is working as fast as she can,” I smiled, setting down my gym back and giving him a quick kiss on the top of his head.
After giving Leo a toy to keep him occupied, I went to join Julianna where she stood and wrapped my arms around her waist from behind. My lips found their way to her neck and I kissed her skin softly. Julianna’s hands rested on my arms as she leaned against me. I could just make out the cool metal of her rings against my arm as she slowly rubbed my arms and it made me smile. The second those rings were back on her finger, there was nothing else I had to worry about.
“Can we just call in sick today?” I groaned against her neck.
“I wish we could sweetheart, but I have a blog post to write and an article due at the end of the week. The quicker I get it done, the more time I can spend with you in bed in our free time.”
Hell yeah. “Mm, I like the sound of that.”
Her soft giggle responded to me before Leo screamed angrily. Julianna’s hands moved from my arms and soon she was gently nudging me with a small plastic bowl.
“Go put these in front of your son.”
I smiled and kissed her cheek before heading over to Leo’s high chair.
“Here you go, little man,” I laughed and emptied the bowl onto the tray in front of him.
Leo eagerly picked up a piece of banana and put it in his mouth. When I turned around, the sound of the coffee maker was quietly humming next to Julianna who was now sitting on the countertop. She looked exhausted and I figured I could only help out by running one of her errands for her that she’d been meaning to do for days.
I walked over to where she sat and stood between her legs as my hands skimmed over the naked skin of her thighs, “I’m gonna stop at the store on the way home to pick up some more diapers and wipes for him. You want me to pick up anything for you?”
Her arms hooked around my neck loosely as her innocent smile crossed her lips, “Hmm…maybe some cool ranch Doritos?”
Hold up…what? The woman hasn’t asked for those since she was having pregnancy cravings with Leo. Was she pregnant? No, there was no way that she could be because we had been using condoms nearly every single time. Unless she was just afraid to tell me…
“You haven’t had those since you were pregnant. Care to share any news with me?” I playfully narrowed my eyes so that she knew she could tell me if she was.
“I’m not pregnant, we’ve been using condoms,” she said exasperatedly.
Except those few times when we said let’s take our chances and you let me fuck you bare, sweetheart.
“95% of the time we have,” I chuckled.
“And whose fault is that mister ‘let’s take our chances’?”
I shook my head and laughed. It wasn’t necessarily all my fault, but she was so adorable when she was teasing like this. The coffee maker signaled that it was done with my morning coffee, something that I would die without.
“I gotta go, long day of practice. Let me know if you want me to grab anything else from the store before I stop there,” I brought her face close to mine and kissed her as passionately as I could.
It was something that I did every morning. I had a lifetime of telling her that I was sorry, and a little kiss was what I wanted every day to start with for her.
As I released her, Julianna had a goofy ‘in love’ look on her face. Her smile was wide as she nodded slowly, “I love you.”
I reached over and screwed on the lid for my travel mug with the MNUFC logo on it, “I love you more.”
Thinking that Julianna would end it there, I left her side with my coffee mug in hand and went over to where Leo was sitting.
“No, I love you more,” she smiled from where she sat.
“I’ll let you win this round since I have to go,” I turned my attention to Leo whose mouth and cheeks were covered with bananas, “I’ll see you after work buddy, be good for Mommy and at daycare.” My lips pressed against his round cheek and he smiled up at me.
Walking over to the door and setting my coffee mug down to grab my keys and my bag, Julianna’s voice sounded worried when she called out to me, “Finn, wait.”
Did I forget something? Was something really worrying her? I turned to look at her, confusion filling my mind. Julianna hopped off the countertop and charged over to where I stood before she threw herself into my arms. Her lips collided with mine as she kissed me even more deeply than I had kissed her before.
I couldn’t contain the moan that escaped as I felt her warm skin in my hands as I held her up. This was the first time that she had ever done this, but hell, who was I to complain? Julianna’s phone beeped from across the room and she lifted her face away from mine. It took everything in me not to pull her back in for more.
“What was that for?” I grinned as I caressed her skin.
“Can’t a woman just kiss her husband goodbye?” She playfully pouted.
I gazed into her eyes and all I saw was love, it made my heart skip a beat, “Damn, I wish I could stay home with you.”
She released me and jumped down from my arms, “Well you can’t. You have to go to work, so get outta here.”
Fuck, didn’t she know that that only made me want to stay more?
I brushed my lips against hers, “Sassy girl.”
She giggled and gave me a wink before opening the door for me, “Only for you.”
“Better be,” I chuckled as I picked up my bag and coffee mug and went out to where my car waited in the garage.
