by Lilly Wilder
I lit the incense and candles surrounding the tub, enough to set the room ablaze with a warm yellow light. A mug of steeping nettles and crescent claw warmed my hands. It was bitter, but I knew it would take me into a state of mind where I could commune with the Goddess. I usually relied on sex to clear my mind, but the men were busy with preparation for the warriors.
Throwing my leg over the side of the tub, my toes grazed the hot water. Ouch. Perhaps I overdid it. I switched the faucet to the cold setting and waited a minute. I tested the tub with my other foot. Perfect. After placing my mug on the ledge, I sank into the steaming water. The salts! Where were they? I searched the ledge for the small bottle of black salt. Aha! I pulled out the cork and tipped a bit over into my palm. The crystals were fat and uneven. They looked like asphalt snowflakes. I submerged my hand and then let them fall to the bottom of the tub. Giving it a swirl for good measure, I swept my hands around the tub. Hopefully it is all mixed. We’ll see. Bringing my cup to my lips, I drained the remainders of the tea. It shouldn’t be too much longer now.
Sliding down further into the water, I submerged myself up to the neck. Letting go, I slid all of the rest of the way into the water, so that only my nose and mouth remained above. Only the sound of my own breath filled my ears.
“Goddess. It’s been awhile. I know you brought me here for a reason. But, please. Have mercy on Vivica. She’s only a human after all. Please, let her come back safely. I dedicate my next act of love to you. I promise to keep practicing. To dare. To know. To will. To keep silent. To love, above all, you.” After meditating for a few minutes, a warmth began to spread across my nakedness. My skin tingled and vibrated with life. It was as if I was being wrapped in a steaming hot towel.
A knock sounded. I sat up. Another knock. “Come in.” Gerard entered bearing a huge smile.
“They found her.”
“Vivica!?”
“Yes. She’s here, but you can’t see her yet. She’s resting. Apparently, the other tribe really put her to work.” He grimaced.
“What do you mean?”
“A few of the girls…didn’t make it back to camp with them. They either fought back or were pushed to exhaustion. There were only five breeders and he sold them to a tribe of fifty. We were lucky we found her when we did.”
“What happened?”
“Our warriors stomped that tribe into the ground and rescued the breeders. We brought them all back for treatment.”
“Poor dears.” Vivica was most definitely not going to want to be a breeder now. She should have stayed in her human world.
Gerard came closer. “What’s all this?”
“Why don’t you come in and find out?” He laughed and took off his shirt.
“A hot bath sounds great.”
“It’s a lukewarm bath, but I can heat it up for you.” I winked.
He ripped down his pants and underwear in one motion. Gerard’s already hard cock appeared. Although I’d never appreciated penis aesthetics before, I had to admit there was something beautiful about his. Pink, long, thick, delicious. He stepped closer to the tub. I leaned against the edge and began to stroke him with wet hands.
“Hey what’s going on in here?” Ian exclaimed.
“We were just about to take a bath. How about you join us?” I fluttered my eyelashes.
“Do you think we can all fit? It looks a little tight.”
“Well, there’s no harm in trying is there?” Gerard laughed.
“Fuck it. I’m in.” Ian dropped his pants and stood next to Gerard. I grabbed his cock with one hand and started stroking him while I began to suck Gerard off. Gerard moaned and began gyrating his hips. Adam’s voiced boomed from the bedroom.
“Hey where is everyone? Are you all hungry? I brought dinner!” Gerard’s moans grew louder. Ian lifted his foot and put it on the edge of the tub to give me more leverage.
“No one told me we were having a party!” Adam’s voice was filled with fake hurt.
He came in and squeezed my boobs. “Hello.”
“Is that our new handshake now?”
Adam laughed and sat on the toilet seat across the room. “I’m going to watch for a while. Action!”
I paid particular attention to meet Adam’s eyes when I tongued both of their cocks. He sat in silence, his dick growing harder and harder. He didn’t move to touch it. He just watched. Gerard bent down and kissed me.
“I want to take it up a notch tonight.” The Goddess loved to play. She also loved it when I started trouble.
“What are you proposing?” Gerard inquired.
“Adam come here.”
They all three stood in front of me. The sexual hunger gleaming in their eyes.
“First, I want you to fuck me in the ass. All of you. Then I want to be double penetrated in the water. Then, I want to watch one of you get fucked in the ass.”
Gerard’s mouth opened in surprise. Adam smiled. And Ian looked confused.
“You want one of us to fuck each other?” The idea of one of these masculine bad boy warriors bent over taking it in the asshole made me so wet I couldn’t stand it.
“We all love each other don’t we. This is just an expression of that love. If you don’t feel comfortable, it’s okay. I would never want you to do something you aren’t comfortable with. But, the idea of one of you pleasuring each other really turns me on.” Gerard swallowed hard.
Adam spoke up. “I’m up for it.”
Ian turned over and looked at him. “I’ll consider it. Let’s just see how things go.”
Gerard also spoke up. “I’m not interested in any butt action, but I wouldn’t mind getting a blow job or possibly giving one. Just as an experiment.”
My heart filled with glee. They were trying so hard to please me. “Ok, someone needs to go get some lube because we’re in for some friction!”
Adam turned around. “I’ll get it!” When he came back a minute later, Gerard already had me sitting on top of him in the tub. My legs were wrapped around him and his hands were on my ass cheeks, spreading them apart. He was bouncing me up and down on his cock while Ian watched from behind.
“I’m going to put it here.” He sat the lube on the ledge.
“Did you get the water-proof kind?”
“What kind of monster do you take me for? Of course.” Adam smiled. His eyes twinkled.
I grabbed the lube and poured some in my hand. “I need you in my ass now.” I stood up and bent over and rubbed the lube in between my ass cheeks, coating my hole in warm lube. Gerard stood up and used the head of his dick to spread the lube. He entered me easily.
Adam came around the other side of me and scooted up on the ledge until his dick was in my face. I started sucking it slowly, but he grabbed my head and forced his thick cock down my throat. Spit gathered in the corners of my mouth and it leaked on his balls. I gagged but he continued to use my throat to please himself.
Meanwhile Gerard reached around and began playing with my clit. Wetness poured from me.
Ian squeezed in between my spread legs and began to tongue my clit. My breasts jiggled from Gerard’s thrusts and slapped against my upper chest and stomach. Ian’s tongue circled around my swollen clit, sending shockwaves of pleasure throughout my body. He slipped two fingers into my pussy and began moving in rhythm with Gerard’s thrusts. My thighs burned with the effort of bending over. I stood up.
“I need a break. Ian come tongue fuck me over here.” I moved over to the ledge and lay down. Spreading my legs as wide as I could, I opened myself to him. He began sucking my clit and swirling his tongue around my pussy.
As I propped up my torso, I saw Adam reach for Gerard’s cock. Gerard looked stunned at first, but quickly his face changed to pleasure as he enveloped it with his mouth. Adam began slamming his mouth down on Gerard’s dick while massaging his balls and twisting his hand in a circular motion. It was fascinating to watch as if every move was choreographed. After a few
moments, Gerard pulled Adam’s head back and turned him around. Adam got down on his knees in the water and Gerard got down behind him. Grabbing the back of his neck, he bent him until he was horizontal and shoved his dick into Adam’s ass. Adam gasped.
“You’re so big.” Adam moaned. Well they warmed up to that quickly. Gerard grabbed Adam’s hips and began stroking. Ian’s tongue flicked back and forth over my clit. Seeing Gerard pleasure Adam was too much for me.
“Harder!” I screamed and squeezed the back of Ian’s neck, bringing him closer to me. I shuddered and bore down, squeezing out the strongest orgasm of recent memory. Ian popped his head up looking pleased.
“I want you all to come in me now.” Now that Gerard and Adam had broken down their boundaries, it was time for them to continue to bring me new experiences. Wasn’t this what being in love was about? Expanding your boundaries in an environment safe from judgement?
“Say no more.” Ian leaned forward and grabbed me up. He sat down on the ledge and slapped his thighs. I straddled him and began riding him. Gerard approached from the back and rubbed his dick with lubricant. He began to ease his dick into my ass. The stretching hurt a little.
“Easy. I’m still a little sore from yesterday.”
“I’m sorry I can’t help it, you’re just so tight.” He backed out a little and just held his position. I knew what I was missing.
“Adam, I’m going to need you to fill up one of my holes too.”
He grinned. “I’m not sure how I’m going to squeeze in there.”
“Just come around and stand on the ledge. Just be careful so you don’t slip.” He needed to hurry. The deeper Gerard got into my ass, the closer I came to coming. Adam walked around to the back of the tub and climbed up on the ledge. He needed to do a quasi-crouch to get low enough to fit his dick in my mouth.
Both Ian and Gerard synchronized their rhythms. Going in slow circles, they began to stir different sensations than the hard bounce. My holes were being stretched to my limit, I felt completely full. With one hand on my clit, I balanced myself on Ian’s shoulder. It was all I could do to stretch my mouth open wide and let Adam move himself in and out.
I surrendered to the oddity of the moment. We were all one. All four of us. Each one of them was inside me at the same time. Gerard’s thrusts got more aggressive and urgent. Next time we are going to need to figure how to fit two of them in my pussy. There was something to be said for this fullness. I’d never be the same for just one man again. Or possibly one woman.
I relaxed into Ian and leaned forward, letting him hold my full weight. Adam went further into my throat. My orgasm began to rise slowly. I kept rubbing my clit. My wetness dripped onto Ian’s lap. Gerard shuddered and leaned his forehead onto my shoulder.
Ian was next. Pumping harder, bouncing me a bit, he shot his warm load into my pussy.
Adam was next. Ian wrapped his arms around my waist to support me as I began bobbing my head and using my hands to bring Adam’s hard cock closer to climax. In a fit of inspiration, I licked one finger and reached around and entered Adam’s ass. Adam yelped and then groaned. Cum dripped from his dick, down into the back of my throat. I continued to suck on his cock, making sure all of it was out. After a few strokes, his cock began to soften. I licked my lips and looked up to Adam. His cheeks were flushed and his forehead sweaty, but he had a huge grin. Ian’s sleepy eyes were wrinkled at the corners. I turned around and glanced at Gerard. He had a sheepish, almost bewildered look on his face.
“We’re getting into this four-way thing, aren’t we?”
I threw my head back and cackled. “I guess we are. I guess we are.” The others joined me in a great belly laugh. Our enthusiasm for each other and our situation was growing. Where would it take us? The only thing I knew for sure was where we were going first: back in the shower and then into the kitchen. I was starving.
-21-
After we showered and ate, I asked Gerard about seeing Vivica. “Am I allowed to see her yet?”
Gerard nearly choked on his tea.
“I’ve been with you this entire time. How am I supposed to know what’s the deal with her?”
Well that’s true. “Could you check? Like as soon as you can?”
He smiled and patted my arm. “Of course. As soon as we finish our tea, I’ll be out the door.”
I walked over to him and kissed him on the cheek. “I appreciate it.” And then I thought of something else. “Who is going to stay with me tonight?”
“Ian will. Adam and I are going to check on Vivica. We’ll come back and update you after we figure out what’s going on.”
We finished up our tea and Adam and Gerard left to check on Vivica. I told Ian that I wanted to relax, but I just really needed some detox alone time. Spending time with them was great, but before it has always been just Maya and I. I hadn’t thought about her in a while. I wonder what she’s doing now? Probably hanging out some clothes on the line to dry or baking a cake. She was always so awesome at that homesteading crap. We really had to be. There was no one else around.
We had this unspoken agreement about silent time. Each day after we’d finished the chores around the cabin, we’d retire to different corners of our place and simply sit in silence. She’d work on knitting or cross-stich and I would read. At the time, I thought that everyone did this with their roommates. I had no idea that it was just us. Our rhythm. The thing about living with Maya is that I never had to explain anything to her. She just knew. And although Vivica filled in some of her place, it wasn’t an even exchange.
For some reason, I’d charged ahead with my new life thinking about all of the things I would be gaining. A place in history. A baby. A purpose. But, did this really give me any more of a purpose than I already had? And at what cost? Would I ever be able to return to Maya again? Would I want to? Would she even have me?
These are not things to think about now. You need to think about yourself. Taking care of your body and mind to give these shapeshifters the baby they want. And if Vivica is ready, taking care of her. I grabbed a book and tried to read, but the storyline was dry and my mind kept returning back to Vivica and Maya. Would they like each other? Was it possible that some form of rivalry would exist between them? Is there any way I would ever know?
Maybe the guys would help me send a letter to Maya. Although, I couldn’t be sure she would be home to accept it, the idea made me feel a little less guilty.
I threw my book down on the bed and went into the closet. I selected a stretch maxi dress that hugged my curves. The slits down either side were high enough to be flattering, but not too high to be uncomfortable. I fluffed my hair up a bit and went over to the jewelry box. Perhaps I could try on something subtle. After digging through the box for a few minutes, I found a thin gold chain and large hoops.
After putting them on, I went over towards my magic working area. Inside a glass jar, anise and carob were steeping for a new passion tonic I was working on. If we were going to breed a lot of babies, some of the men would need some performance recovery. In another glass jar, dried mint, figs, and myrrh were mixed with honey. Just in case any of the breeders got yeast infections. I had a crockpot hooked up in the corner melting sugar, lemon juice, salt, and water. The wax that the other women were using was going to rip their skin off. This should help them. Nothing worse than a waxing pain. A few other jars of herbs and supplies were spread throughout the tabletop. Empty jars and spoons sat within their rack. I had everything I ever wanted, but little inspiration. What was missing? Just then I heard the door open and the deep timbre of chatter from Gerard’s voice. I ran to the front door to see what he had to say. When I saw her, it took my breath away.
“Vivica!” I ran to her and wrapped my arms around her. She felt frail and small in my hands, as if she’d lost twenty pounds in four days. Her eyes had large bags under them. Her hair was stringy and greasy. Her pallor was dusty pale. What in the Goddess’s name had they done to her? “Ar
e you hungry?” She shook her head. “Do you want some tea?” She paused as if she didn’t understand me for a moment and then shook her head again. “Okay, well let me take you back to rest.” She stood there for a few moments, then took a timid step forward. “Come on. I’ll put you in a bath and then you can get some sleep. We’ll talk in the morning.” I looked at Gerard. He avoided my eyes and looked at the ground. I would get the scoop from him later. After shuffling Vivica into the bedroom, I went to the bathroom to turn on the hot water. I plugged up the bath and cranked the faucet up as high as it would go. When I returned back to the bedroom, she was stretched out on the bed.
“I’m tired.”
“I know honey, but you’ll feel better after a bath.”
“Okay.” Her face was downturned. She was barely recognizable. Her exhaustion was palpable. I grabbed some herbs and salts from my table and threw them in the bath water. I grated in some lemon grass for good measure. The scent was invigorating. After mixing up black seed oil, fenugreek, sesame seeds, and star anise, I ground them with my mortar and pestle. Scraping a spoonful, I carried it over to her and presented it to her like a toddler.
“Open up.” She dropped her jaw and complied. Was she under a submission spell?
Poor Vivica was out of sorts. I would need to experiment.
“It tastes nice.” She said, her face curved up in something almost resembling a smile.
“You can have more after you get out of your bath.” I walked her over to the bathroom, peeled off her clothes, and guided her into the steaming water. I lit some incense and sage and began to clear the air around her. The guys had said that the other tribe was hard on her. They didn’t mention that she was broken, shell-shocked, and traumatized. Vivica sat in the bath unmoving.
“I’ll be back in a minute.” I went over to my table and grabbed the largest flakes of sea salt I could find and the black seed oil. I also grabbed a medium-sized bowl. With my hands, I mixed equal proportions of both until I had a rough scrub. I sat on the ledge behind her and spoke softly. “I’m going to wash you.” No response. I scraped a big lump of the scrub into my hand and smeared it across her back. After dipping my hands in water, I began exfoliating her skin in short strokes. Using intense pressure, I scrubbed until her skin turned pink. She didn’t say a word. There was definitely something holding her, trapping her responses. After I scrubbed her entire body clean, I used the warm water to rinse her pinkish skin. Dipping her head back, I made sure each strand of her hair was wet. I grabbed shampoo from the ledge and squirted some into my hands. Vigorously scrubbing each inch of her scalp, I flaked off dead skin, oil, some blood, and a bluish substance I couldn’t name. After I rinsed her hair, I slathered on some conditioner and tied her hair up with a hair tie. “Just sit here and relax a bit. I’m going to get you something to drink.”
