by Dyble, S R
“And weird, right?” I said without thinking.
“What?” he latched onto my words, wanting to know exactly what I’d meant.
“Nothing,” I said quietly, looking away.
“Why would I think you’re weird?” he asked.
I scoffed, my sarcasm being my first protocol as my defence system.
“I heard you and Jason talking, now I know how you really feel. I get that the screaming is fucked up but you didn’t have to make me feel so...” I was welling up and I hated myself for it.
Kit looked shocked and searched my eyes, “How much did you hear?”
“Everything. Like you said, I’m fucked up, right?”
The fact that Kit looked massively relieved caught me off guard and I wondered if there was more to what he’d said that I hadn’t heard.
“Eve, I wasn’t putting you down, I swear. We were just talking, I don’t think you’re weird or anything like that."
“Yeah, right,” I smiled sadly and turned to open the door when Kit’s body caged me so I couldn’t leave.
“Yes, right,” he said against my ear and a ripple travelled the length of my body.
“I’m real with you, Eve, don’t doubt me, okay?”
I waited a short while and turned to face him, his eyes searched mine and he looked genuinely bothered by the whole thing.
“How can I believe a word you say? You were bitching about me only a second ago with your brother. Is this what you do every morning, talk shit about the girl you’ve been with the night before?”
He sighed, “Don’t bring other chicks into this, you know you’re not the same."
I rose my eyebrows then, “Am I not? Because right now I don’t feel any different."
He didn't speak, and he didn’t have to. Kit just stared at me and I sighed to let go of some of the tension, “Just don’t fuck me over, okay? Be real with me."
Kit’s face lit up then and once again his normal attitude came along with it.
“Like I could get away with being anything but with you, Blondie,” he smirked.
“Why are you smiling like that?”
“You’re cute,” he shrugged and I couldn’t help but laugh slightly, shaking my head.
“Don’t start,” I warned. “Your pretty smile and charm aren't going to work on me, I’m still pissed at you..."
Whilst trying to walk past him, he caught hold of me and nestled his mouth into the side of my face.
“Or what?” he teased.
I pushed against his chest hard, grinning and Kit did the same but pretended to be physically wounded by my action.
“You’re aggressive, you know that?” he smirked.
“Liar,” I threw back at him.
“Don’t make me force-feed you bacon, Blondie."
“You wouldn’t dare, Escort."
Kit moved close again, “I’ll escort you in a minute, straight to my bed."
“Kit!” I scolded, looking behind him to make sure no one had heard him.
“Eve!” Kit mimicked my accent and I pushed at his chest.
“You can’t say things like that, it’s embarrassing."
He chuckled, “Why? I’m your boyfriend, I’m supposed to threaten you with raging sex."
My eyes widened at the sound of the word boyfriend.
“So, you haven’t regretted the whole seeing each other thing that you decided last night?”
“I decided before last night that you were mine, Eve, and I told you, I’m not sharing you."
I smiled, feeling like a total girl with the feelings Kit was igniting, but I didn’t care and as Kit kissed me, I ran my fingers through the back of his hair and enjoyed every second.
“So, you decided to stay?” Jason smirked at me and got up. “Here, have my seat."
I thanked him and sat as both Kit and Jason manoeuvred around the kitchen making breakfast.
“Fuck sake, I thought today I’d actually get a day off – Oh, hey, Eve?” Jax stopped mid-way walking into the kitchen. He was adjusting the tie on his perfectly hot looking suit and he looked from me to Kit and then back again before smiling.
“Hey,” I smiled and gave him a small wave.
“So, you decided to stay?” he asked, but his question didn’t seem to be directed at me.
I was confused and feeling awkward as hell.
“You don’t usually invite them to stay for breakfast, bro. I thought you preferred sleeping alone?” Jax walked around the kitchen bar and made himself a cup of coffee.
“Will you shut the hell up,” Kit snapped at Jax and it earned him a grin from his brother.
“She’s definitely yours then? I was worried I’d got her mixed up with someone else, no offence, Eve. You are hard to mistake for someone else,” Jax winked at me and I couldn't help but blush.
“I swear to God,” Kit cursed and glared at his brother.
“She is fucking mine, yes, unless you wanna try harder to scare her the fuck away."
“Sorry, sorry.” Jax held his hands up in surrender before taking a drink from his cup.
“You’re very protective over this one,” he said quietly, thinking I couldn’t hear him.
“That’s because she is mine, you idiot, we’re dating."
I nearly shot off of my seat when Jax legit spat his drink out like a water fountain.
“What the fuck man, the cleaner just left!” Jason growled at him.
“Yours? As in yours, yours?” Jax asked Kit and then looked at me.
I got that Kit was a player but was it really that hard to believe?
Kit placed a bowl of fruit in front of me and I smiled the best I could whilst still listening in on them both.
“Yes, unless you wanna try harder to mess it up for me."
“Holy fuck, since when do you have a girl longer than a night?” Jax said in shock and I wondered what the massive deal was. Perhaps I’d underestimated just how much of a player Kit was. Should I have been regretting my decision to give it a go with Kit?
“Since now, clean your mess up, you dog."
Kit bent over the counter and dug into his sandwich when he looked up at me, he saw me nervously eating my fruit.
“You sure you don’t want any, veggie?” he threw at me with a cocky look on his face.
“I’m good,” I said, lifting a grape to my lips. “Did you actually cut the fruit yourself, and everything?” I answered back sarcastically and smirked at him.
It got me a chuckle from Kit’s brothers and Kit shook his head at me whilst chewing his food.
“She’s smart-mouthed and gorgeous, everything you’re not, bro,” Jax said to Kit and it made me bite on my lip so I didn’t laugh.
“What is it, fuck-Kit-over-day?” Kit said through eating his food and I bit my lip harder.
“Don’t cry, dude,” Jason said to Kit.
Although they were simply squabbling and pulling each other to bits, I could feel the love between them. I loved being a part of it because strangely enough, I felt a part of something for the first time in a year. I felt good here with them and I laughed as Kit threw insults back at his brothers and they all laughed.
“I’ve gotta go to work, try not to burn the place down whilst I’m gone,” Jax said.
“Yes, Dad!” Jason called after him.
“Nice to see the girl capable of whipping my bro,” Jax said to me.
“Who said I’m whipped?” Kit answered quickly.
I smirked and nodded, “Nice to see you too."
Just then a ruffled up looking Nick came into the kitchen and smiled at me before taking a seat beside me.
He looked exhausted and I wondered if it was because of my dramatic screaming episode waking everybody up during the night.
“You okay?” I asked him.
“Yeah,” he grinned and I nodded.
“Want some more?” Kit pointed to my empty bowl.
“No, thank you, that last lot was super great though,” I beamed at him.
“Supe
r great, huh? Maybe next time I’ll make you bolognaise."
I smiled, just thinking about it, he meant like a real date? “I’ll hold you to that, only just not for breakfast,” I grinned.
“No,” he chuckled. “For dinner, then everyone knows what comes after bolognaise on a first date?”
I rose my eyebrows, “You’ll have to enlighten me…”
“Netflix and chill,” he smiled.
“Jesus, I shouldn’t be getting so turned on just listening to you both talking about Netflix and chill, will you get a room?” Nick said from beside me.
“Sure, bro. Yours is free right?” Kit teased his brother and I wanted to scold him.
“That’s what you think, right now there is a perfectly fuckable babe laid naked on my bed…”
I watched as Kit’s face changed and he looked over at Jason who didn’t believe it either.
“No fucking way, you pulled that Stacey bird from last night?” Jason asked quickly.
Nick didn’t even have to respond and he sipped on coffee like a legend whilst his brothers both got excited like little boys and before I knew it Kit was following Jason upstairs and I was left alone with Nick wondering what the hell he was doing.
I watched through the kitchen door as Kit and Jason both snuck up the last few steps and Jason going first, I lost sight of them as they moved further upstairs.
I looked around, feeling physically sick from what I was witnessing. Kit had gone upstairs with his brother to see a naked girl in his brother’s bed. Like I wasn’t even here. He didn’t care. Yet again Kit had managed to shatter a piece of my heart that I’d only just opened up.
“No fucking way!” I heard Kit shouting from upstairs and if I wasn’t already disgusted at the thought of him ogling a naked girl, the realisation of it hurt and I quickly gathered myself.
“You’re not going, are you?” Nick said after me.
“I really need to be somewhere,” I lied.
“Don’t let that bother you, sweetheart, it’s just a guy thing."
I nodded and smiled the best I could before making a quick dash for the front door.
I managed to get out before either of them came back downstairs and as the fresh air hit my face a single tear fell down my face as I continued down the Beck and down a public footpath. I had no idea where I was going but I continued with force, I couldn’t get far enough away from Kit’s house.
“Eve!” I heard him come quickly and I wished my legs could carry me faster so that Kit couldn’t catch up to me.
“Eve, wait, please!” It didn’t take long for him to be in front of me, blocking my way each time I tried to get around him. I didn’t even know where this path led, I just wanted to get away from Kit.
“Where are you going?”
“Away from your house."
“Look, I’m sorry.” Kit put both of his hands on the tops of my arms so I couldn’t keep moving around him.
“I was being an idiot, I didn’t think and I’m sorry."
I nodded but didn’t know what else to say.
“That girl meant nothing to me, it was purely about Nick getting laid, I swear."
I nodded again. “I understand why you did it."
Kit was taken back by my understanding but little did he know that with that understanding came a whole lot more. “This isn’t gonna work, Kit. We’re totally different people. You didn’t think twice about running off there, making me look like a complete mug. You’re who you are and I don’t expect you to change for me."
“No, listen,” He looked me in the eyes to make sure I was listening. “I fucked up okay? I’ve never done the boyfriend thing before, this is all new to me. Just give me another chance."
“You’ve never been in a relationship before?”
Kit shook his head, that would explain why Jax spat his coffee out with the news.
Kit cursed when I said nothing.
“I’ll try harder, I’ll be a good boyfriend, I swear."
“You don’t have to beg me, Kit."
“I do, I just got you to agree to being mine and I fucked up straight away."
“Maybe you’re just the way you are…”
“That is the way I am but I’m willing to give that shit up if it means I get to have you."
Did he really mean that? I didn’t want to pressure Kit into anything.
I nodded, “I still think I should go home."
“You mean, we’re okay?”
I nodded and Kit shot forward to kiss my forehead.
“I’ve gotta be at the gym in an hour, I’ll drop you off then, okay?”
I nodded again and took Kit’s hand when he offered me it, he gave me a quick kiss before leading me back to his house.
“Make-up sex time!” I heard Jason shouting from the kitchen and it made me roll my eyes as Kit lead me upstairs.
“Just so you know, she didn’t have anything on you,” Kit said as he closed the door.
“Oh yeah?” I said sarcastically, “You gonna tell me how beautiful I am now?”
Kit chuckled and shook his head. “You are beautiful but no, Eve, I won’t try playing you like that."
I pulled my hand to my chest, pretending to be hurt by his words. “Why not?”
Kit laughed, “I know you wouldn’t fall for it anyway, you don’t fall for the crap I lay out for other girls, Eve. I love it about you."
I shut right up at hearing those words and Kit came up closer as I stood in the centre of his room.
“I’m clueless with you, Eve, is there like a good boyfriend book I can read?”
I smiled, “Maybe on Amazon?”
“Damn, we need that shit on Amazon prime, I need it fast,” he grinned at me and kissed the side of my mouth as I smiled.
Feeling Kit’s nose trailing down my neck and him placing delicate kisses against my skin made my eyes close and Kit’s hands held onto my hips as he captured my mouth.
“You drive me insane, Eve,” he said against my lips and his hands lifted the top I was wearing by the hem so he could dig his hands underneath and make circles on my skin with his fingers.
I wanted to have contact with him so bad, I needed to touch him and despite being terrified to do so, I lifted Kit’s top and ran my fingers around his back as he pulled me closer to his body. I enjoyed feeling every ripple on his back, but when my hand landed on a small section of lifted skin, I knew I’d come across one of the scars that I’d noticed before. My eyes opened and I looked into Kit’s as I moved my hand away, I wasn’t sure if I should ask him about the scars but to my shock Kit moved back and with one swift move and with only one hand, he gripped the back of his top and pulled the full thing off like a magician pulling off a tablecloth. He eyed me and took my hands before pulling me closer again and placing my hands on his chest.
“You tryna show off?” I said, looking him in the eyes.
It caused him to smile and he shook his head, “I just love you touching me."
Kit had the ability to make my body heighten with just his words and when he said things like that my stomach flipped.
“But, seeing as I am now topless, I think it’s only fair that you are too,” he said before yet again gripping the hem of my top and pulling it much further so it came up over my head. I had no choice but to lift my arms and it didn’t take Kit long to discard of the material and bring his hands back to me. The first thing he did was to bring his face forward and indulge himself between my cleavage, where he kissed and held both breasts within his hands.
I hummed against his touch and held onto his shoulders as he reached around my back and undid my bra before letting it fall aside. At first, I felt overly exposed but Kit’s hands captured both of my breasts again and whilst kissing the skin, his thumbs ran over my nipples and I couldn’t help but tighten my grip onto his shoulder as a sensation ran the length of my body and hit directly between my legs.
My head fell into Kit’s neck as he pulled me close and reached down to pull down the bottoms I had on,
then only to grip the backs of my thighs. Seconds later Kit pulled me up and I wrapped my legs around his back and my breasts pressed against his chest as he kissed me. He walked us over to his bed just like that, holding me against him and sitting with me on top of him.
Returning his attention back to my breasts, Kit now latched onto one of my nipples and licked it with his tongue. The action sent me crazy and without having control over my body, my hips started moving against the intense need and I started rocking over Kit’s crotch.
Not only was I starting to pant from the need but Kit did too, and I could feel his hardness pressing against my needy spot.
“I’m gonna shoot a load in my pants, baby if you don’t stop grinding over my dick."
His words made me moan, listening to his sexy voice and having Kit’s hands teasing my breasts was driving me insane.
“Take them off,” I said.
Kit growled and gripped onto my hips so I’d stop grinding against his hardness.
“No, I can’t,” he said to my shock and I looked down at him, feeling suddenly embarrassed that I was losing control of myself on top of him.
“Don’t look at me like that. If I take them off, I’ll end up fucking you right now. Trust me, that’s all I can think about, but I’m not gonna fuck you until you’re really ready, Eve. When I do fuck you, you’ll know that this is more than just a shag for me and I’ll make you see fucking stars."
I waited until Kit hid his head against my shoulder, to smile. He lifted my arms to wrap them around his back and my breasts pressed against his chest once again as I sat on top of him and savoured his touch.
Kit ran his hands over my body and gripped my arse before running them back up my body and lowering his lips to my breasts.
When my body started to grind against him again, he growled and flipped us over quickly so he was between my legs.
Like a mad man, he pulled the last layer of my clothing off and pulled my legs apart before lowering his face between my legs.
“Kit!” I called for him to stop but he was determined and using one arm he pinned me down whilst planting a kiss directly between my legs.
“Ah!” I shouted and threw my head back as Kit paid special attention to my clit. He separated my folds and ran his lips over my clit, only to then lick the length of my clit downwards were he dipped his tongue inside of me.
