by Amy Brent
My cheeks burned with an intense blush, but luckily Mom was too concerned talking to Ben to notice it. “It really has been wonderful. Thank you for going along with the tradition, Ben.”
Like the doting husband he pretended to be whenever there were people around, he winked at her—which instantly caused a wave of jealousy to rise up my chest. “Anytime, now let’s go to bed and leave these two to say their goodbyes.”
The look Ben gave me at that last word made it clear that he meant our final goodbye. I gave him the tiniest nod as mom came to say good night to me. They walked back into the house together, finally leaving me alone with Trey.
As soon as their voices were out of hearing range, Trey’s smile shifted from friendly to what I assumed was sexy and he leaned in to kiss me. Uncomfortable with his advances, I held my breath and bent backward, putting some extra space between us.
“What’s wrong?” he asked, clearly annoyed about me evading his kiss.
I knew that this was the moment I had been waiting for. This was my cue to break up, but in my rush to get this endless dinner over with and free myself of the only thing keeping me from being with the man I desired, I hadn’t stopped to think about how I would end it. As far as Trey knew, I was happy and our relationship was going well.
Still, at a loss for what to say, I inhaled a deep breath and shook my head. “Nothing, I just don’t want to kiss here. It’s Ben’s house, and someone can come in.”
Trey rolled his eyes and leaned in once more. This was exactly what he used to do the last time we were together. He would pressure me to do things I didn’t want to do and dismiss my concerns when I voiced them. It was demeaning and finally gave me the strength and angle to say what I had to say.
“No,” I barked as I placed my open palms on his chest and pushed his body away from me. “I said I don’t want to kiss you.”
“Fine,” he muttered, clearly angry at my rejection. “Let’s go outside to my truck. We can even go to my apartment if you want.”
Aggravated that he didn’t seem to get the message, I got up from the bench we were seating and crossed my arms. “Geez, Trey. I don’t want to go to your car or to your apartment. It’s eleven on a school night. All I want is to go to bed.”
“Then go to bed at my place,” he said exasperatedly as he got up as well. “We dated for a year, and now we’re together for two months. That’s a long fucking time, Jess. I’m trying really hard to be faithful, but it’s hard when you refuse to do anything with me.”
I pulled in a deep breath and almost smiled at the perfect opportunity. “Then don’t. Don’t be faithful. Go and fuck whoever you want like you did the last the time because I’m still not ready to sleep with you.”
His brows pulled together with a mixture of confusion and anger. “What the hell does that mean? Are you really so frigid that you prefer to know that your boyfriend is fucking someone else than to open your legs to him?”
My mouth opened with outrage at his words. Throughout our relationship, Trey had always shown himself as this nice guy who despite being was a little too horny was still miles away from being a complete asshole. But now, as I looked at his impatient face and mulled over his harsh words, I realized that Ben was right. He really was a prick, an assclown, and a tool.
Seeing red, I grew taller in my spine and carefully said, “First of all, I’m not frigid. I just rather wait to give myself to someone better than settle for your mediocre ass. Secondly, I want you to fuck someone else because I really, truly don’t want to be your girlfriend anymore. We didn’t work the first time and agreeing to try again with you was clearly a mistake. Finally, get your rude ass out of my house because you’re no longer welcome here.”
Trey stared at me with rage in his eyes for a few more seconds. I stood firm in my resolve and in the knowledge that I was right to dump his ass. Now that he had shown me his true colors, I could see that breaking up with him was about so much more than just Ben. It was about rectifying a huge mistake and putting an end to an unnecessary and regretful part of my life once and for all.
When he just continued to stare at me without moving, I raised a brow and, using a very stern tone, said, “Do I have to call for help or you’ll go on your own?”
“You’re such a crazy bitch, Jessica,” Trey spat as he gathered his things and started walking away. “Honestly, I’ve never met a girl who asks a guy to have dinner with her family and then dumps him for wanting a kiss. Thank you for breaking up with me. I can do so much better than you.”
My eyes widened, and my heart raced at his words. Not only he was untruthful and wrong, he was also being mean which was unforgivable. “I didn’t invite you. You showed up, and I didn’t tell you to leave,” I barked as he walked towards the French doors leading into the house. “Oh, and before I forget, fuck you!”
Without turning to look at me, he raised a middle finger and then disappeared into the house. I took several calming breaths as I watched him go and thanked the heavens that this house was big enough to contain my screams. Although I was right about everything I said, this wasn’t my finest moment, and I didn’t want anyone witnessing it.
I stood outside, pacing my breaths and calming my heart until I heard Trey’s car drive away. Then, with relief flooding my veins, I exhaled and walked back into the house. I walked straight to the stairwell.
A new wave of nervousness hit me hard as I climbed the stairs. Despite my urgent desire to run two steps at the time to tell Ben that I was his and his alone, I took my time as my brain processed what was going to happen next. Even with all Ben and I had already done, this next step would be the biggest. It would be life changing for me, and I wanted to be sure it was right.
Alone in the massive staircase, I asked myself if I wanted Ben to be my first because he was the unobtainable man or if it was because he was the man. I searched my feelings and wondered honestly if I felt capable of feeling something that strong for another person.
Then, as I reached the top landing and looked at both sides of the corridor, I thought back to every stare, word and touch Ben and I had shared, I realized that what I felt for him was more than just desire. There were feelings—strong as hell feelings—and though naming them scared the living shit out of me, I knew I would never feel what I felt for him for anyone else.
With that certainty in mind, I turned right—the opposite side of my room—and walked to the only door in that wing. The closer I got, the harder my heart thumped, but I pushed through the knot in my throat and kept walking until I arrived at Ben’s double doors.
One of the doors was slightly opened with what I assumed to be an invitation for me. So, I filled my lungs, pushed the door opened and walked inside.
Ben was nowhere in sight, and I was almost glad he wasn’t since it gave me the opportunity to admire the massive room without distractions. The space was very much like Ben; gorgeous and a perfect mixture of light and dark.
Stark white walls were accented by dark furniture and beautiful black and white photos of organic shapes. There was a king size bed right at the center of the room styled in chic white and light gray linen, a conversation area to the left and a desk and some doors to the right. Facing the bed was a gorgeous ornate window that overlooked the grounds with old mirrors on each side.
I was still admiring the beauty of the space when one of the doors by the desk opened to reveal a very wet and very naked Ben. My hungry eyes roamed from his handsome face, down his defined as fuck body to his hips. His cock wasn’t hard as it had been the last time I had seen his bare body, but it was still impressive enough to have me biting my lip and pressing my legs together.
Not the least bothered by the shameless way I was gawking at him, Ben just smiled and continued to walk toward me. “Did you break up with him?” he asked, his sapphire eyes glistening with excitement and anticipation.
With a sigh, I nodded and muttered a shaky, “Yes.”
His smile widened as he finally arrived in front of me.
“How did he take it?”
“Like an asshole, to be honest,” I deadpanned.
Ben chuckled and brought a hand to my hair. He curled a lock around his finger and took another step in my direction. “I can’t blame him. I’d probably be one as well if you dumped me.”
Something stirred inside me, but I decided not to overthink it. Instead, I rolled my eyes and said, “Well, he called me frigid and crazy bitch, so I do blame him. He was really mean.”
“You want me to kick his ass?”
I smiled at his offer but shook my head.
He raised a brow and added, “Want me to pay someone to kick his ass?”
At that, I let out a deep laugh. Looking up from under my lashes, I shook my head once more and said, “No, just make me forget I ever belonged to someone who wasn’t you.”
Ben pulled in a deep breath at my request and slid his hand around my head. Pulling my face towards his, his whispered, “Gladly.”
And then, he did.
Chapter 19 – Ben
I kissed Jessica slowly. Unlike all our other kisses, this one had no urgency or desperation. There was no fear of getting caught or doubt that we both wanted this just as much. She had proven that she wanted to belong to me and, for the first time in my life, I wanted to belong to a woman as well. In that sense, this was as much of a first to me as it was to her and I would make sure we both enjoyed it as we should.
With one hand holding her tight by the hip, I opened my mouth and deepened the kiss. A small sigh passed from her lips to mine as my tongue invaded mouth and touched hers. The contact was tentative at first, like an invitation to join me in the game of pleasure I had planned, and she quickly accepted it.
True to her brazenness, Jessica brought her hands to my skin as our tongues started to move in a perfectly choreographed dance of lust and desire. She touched my hair, my back, my arms, my ass in a way that was at the same time light and hot like fire. The intensity of it made my hardening cock grow all the way.
Jessica gasped and pulled her mouth away from mine as my hard shaft poked at her lower belly. With the nervousness of a virgin shining brightly in her eyes, she stole a peek at it and quickly bounced her gaze back to my eyes. I couldn’t help but smile.
“You’re mine, and I’m yours now. You can touch it if you want,” I whispered while tucking a stray lock of hair behind her ear.
Her lips curled into an anxious smile as the tips of her fingers circled around my waist and started a descending line down my stomach and happy trail. My heart pounded in tempo with her heavy breaths and, once her hand finally reached the base of my cock, I thought it would explode.
With unblinking eyes, I watched her glide the tips of her fingers from the base all the way to the tip. Once more, her touch scorched my skin in the most intense and incredible way, but it still didn’t compare to the sexiness of the awe on her face as she looked back at me.
“The skin is so tight and soft,” she said, more to herself than to me. Then, in a louder tone, she added, “I have no idea what I’m doing which makes me a little afraid that I’ll hurt you.”
“You won’t hurt me, baby,” I said with a ghost of a smile on my lips. Holding her gaze, I placed my hand over hers, flattening her palm against me, and added, “Be mindful of your nails and hold him firmly, but don’t squeeze too hard.”
Carefully, Jessica curled her fingers around my girth with enough pressure so I could feel her, but not too much to cause me any pain. “Like this?” she asked, all insecure and sexy.
“Yes, that’s perfect, sweet girl,” she smiled with pride at my compliment. Encouraged by her delight, I added another instruction. “Move your hand up and down, like you saw me doing yesterday. You’re in control right now, so go as fast or as slow as you want, just make sure you slide your hand all the way.”
Once more, Jessica nodded and instantly followed my instruction. With a deep breath and her teeth clamped over that juicy bottom lip, she started to slowly glide her hand up and down my shaft. My eyes fluttered as delicious waves of warmth and tingles spread from the point of connection to every portion of my body, but I refused to close them. The vision of her pleasuring me was what my wet dreams were made of, and I would be damned if I lost a single second of it.
As an orgasm started to brew inside me, I realized I had to put an end to this. No matter how much Jess seemed to be enjoying pleasuring me, tonight was about her. It was a night meant to make her feel special and lucky have me as her first, and to do that, I had to change the focus back to her.
I pulled her closer to me again and brought my lips to her neck. She sighed but didn’t stop or slow her hand as I delivered a line of kisses down her neck and cleavage. As I kissed her, I reached behind her and slowly dragged the zipper of her dress down, ready to get her naked and make her feel as good as she was making me feel.
Jessica didn’t stop jerking her hand up and down my cock until the garment was completely open and I started dragging the straps down her arms. Instead of simply dropping the fabric to the ground, I held it in my hand and guided slowly down her body. Hungry to taste her, I kissed and licked and nibbled each and every new patch of skin that came into view.
I kissed her collarbones, her gorgeous full tits and took my time pleasuring her rosy nipples. Proving that she was the exact opposite of the bullshit name that little twit had called her, Jessica moaned and grabbed at my hair whenever I did something she wanted more of.
Whenever she did that, I smiled. There was something so special and unique about teaching a girl the wonders of her body and learning along with her what made her toes curl and her breath catch in her throat, that I couldn’t help but feel honored. It was something I had never experienced before, and I knew, without a single doubt, that this experience and this night would stay with me forever.
Kneeling in front of her, I kissed concentric circles around her each of her nipples before taking them in my mouth. I used my lips, my tongue, my teeth and every ounce of desire I had to pleasure her until she was gasping for air, only then I moved on. I continued my journey with slow, wet kisses down her flat stomach and curvy hips. She shivered and let out the sexiest cry I had ever heard when my tongue dipped into her belly button.
As good as that sound was to my ears, it still wasn’t what I wanted to hear. I wanted her calling me daddy as she orgasmed, so I kept going down until the line of her panties came into view. Finally, I dropped her dress to the ground and hooked both my index fingers to her black lace panties.
Sitting on my heels, I dragged the flimsy fabric down her legs in painfully slow movements until it was discarded on the ground with her dress. I could feel Jessica’s eyes on me, but I was too entranced by the beauty of her clean-shaven pussy to pull my eyes from it for even a second. For nearly twenty-four hours I had thought of little else than how she would taste in my mouth and the time to find out had finally arrived.
I circled my hands around her hips to grab her firmly by the back of her thighs and parted her legs just enough to welcome my watering mouth. As I expected, Jessica gasped as I pressed the first kiss to her pussy and her fingers fisted my hair and shoulder giving me her approval. Wanting her completely comfortable to enjoy what I had in mind, I brought my hands to her ass and held her firmly against me as I got up to my feet.
She clung to me as I carried her to the bed. With her tits right in front of my face, I couldn’t help but retake one of her nipples into my mouth and tease it while I walked. Impatient to replace her rosy nipple with her sweet pussy, I tossed her rather carelessly at the center of the bed.
To my surprise, Jessica giggled as her body hit the mattress. I knew she was an adventurous girl, but I hadn’t imagined her as someone who liked it rough. That notion excited me even more, and I decided that I would find a way to test that side of her as well.
Like a little devil, she kept her green eyes focused on me as I stood at the foot of the bed watching her for a second, and brazenly bent and parted her knees. The inv
itation made my mouth water, and though I knew she wanted me to climb on top of her and fuck her, I had other plans.
I grabbed her by those bent knees and yanked her body towards me. Once her ass was deliciously balanced at the edge of the mattress, I sank down to the floor, held her legs spread even wider and, holding her gaze, moved my head towards her center.
My cock pulsed with desire as I stuck my tongue out and slowly ran it through her folds. A soft gasp echoed around me as I tasted the sweetness and warmth of her pussy. The sound was fuel to my lust and turned me into a madman who thought and desired nothing other than to give his woman the most absolute and life changing pleasure.
To do just that, I held her legs spread open and placed my mouth right above her clit. Jessica moaned and grabbed the sheets as my tongue and lips worked magic on her most sensitive spot. Like the hungry man that I was, I continued to feast on her until she started calling my name and begging for more.
Happy to oblige, I continued pleasuring her clit as I let go of one of her legs and brought a finger to her center. Slowly, I pushed my digit inside her opening and almost exploded with the little shriek of delight that came out of her sweet mouth. She was so fucking tight around my fingers, I forbade myself from thinking how amazing she would feel around my cock. I knew that if I gave into to those thoughts, I would rush through this and I really didn’t want to do that.
Over and over, Jessica called my name as I continued to pleasure her. The despair in her voice and the shivers in her legs told me she was close to an orgasm, but I wasn’t done yet. I had told her that once she was mine, we would have fun with her ass and I had meant it. For this to be the orgasm she compared every other to, as I wanted it to be, I would have to give her every ounce of pleasure her body could endure.
