“They can’t do this to you,” Cooper protested. Then, “What exactly are they doing to you?”
“The usual fine. There goes your Hanukkah present.” Park winked. “And a three-month suspension.”
“Three months?”
“I was already in the doghouse because of last night. And revealing ourselves is a serious crime. Especially for a Trust agent who should be ‘a pillar in this community and infallible,’” Park recited like he was quoting someone.
“Let me guess, not Maclean again,” Cooper said.
“Cola may have stopped by. And she may have brought you that.” He nodded at the table against the wall, and Cooper saw a little brown bear holding a Get Well Soon heart.
His eyes widened as he looked from the bear to Park. “Cola?”
“Yes. She and your father had a chat.” Park sniffed, looking a bit offended. “I wasn’t allowed to sit in on it, but from the looks I’ve been getting for the past six hours, I’d say the jig is entirely up.” He hesitated. “And, you should know, he almost certainly knows about the BSI now.”
“Huh,” Cooper said, stunned for a moment. Then, “But suspended? It wasn’t your fault. I’ll vouch for you. I’ll complain.”
“Cooper...” Park shook his head. “It’s honestly fine. She was right. It was incredibly stupid and reckless of me to go so long without shifting. To get to the point where I thought...well, some time off isn’t the worst thing.”
Cooper bit his tongue. He had a feeling Park’s excuse of not shifting because he didn’t want to leave him alone was only part of the truth. He privately swore to make it his mission to figure out what else was going on, and if it had anything to do with him, he’d fix it. Hell, even if it didn’t explicitly have to do with him, Cooper could still do better. He knew that.
Park was still talking. “Besides, I’ll have plenty to keep busy. My partner has been seriously injured and I have strict orders to keep him off his feet and hand-feed him grapes and personally sponge-bathe him until he sees fit.”
“I really hope you’re joking.”
“What, you’re saying I don’t know how to keep you off your feet?” Park wiggled his eyebrows.
Cooper rolled his eyes. After a moment he tentatively returned to the word that poked at him. Even more than the “personally sponge-bathe him” situation.
“So. When you say partner,” he said slowly. “What does that mean exactly?” The rest of the words came out in a garbled mess.
“Pretty much whatever you want it to mean,” Park said frankly. “I’m open to discussing some relationship parameters. But as long as it includes you and me together, I’m happy.”
“Partners,” Cooper said, tasting the word on his mouth and imagining it as something completely non-work-related.
Park was watching him with an amused expression. “We can use a different word if you want. Boyfriend, lover, love.” He looked over his shoulder conspicuously, and then leaned forward and whispered, “Mate.” He pulled back and made a face.
“Now you’re just bluffing. You would never agree to calling each other mate. You can’t even keep a straight face when I say it.”
Park sighed and pressed a light kiss to Cooper’s lips. “For you, Agent Dayton, there doesn’t seem to be much I won’t do.”
“My, my.” Cooper stroked Park’s face with the back of his hand. “What a good mate I have.”
“Ahem.” Ed had pulled back the curtain a bit and stuck his head in. His face was ruddy with color and he was tugging at the hairs of his mustache almost manically.
Cooper pulled back sharply and a pharmaceutically dulled throb bellowed a protest deep inside his mummified leg. Park raised an eyebrow.
Fuck it.
Cooper grabbed Park’s hand, and the smile he got in return did a hell of a better job than whatever was hanging in that IV bag.
“Eavesdropping?” Park said without turning around.
The curtain was yanked back even farther by a ridiculously grinning Dean. “And loving it,” he said cheerfully. “But can you two wrap it up soon because visiting hours are ending soon and I might have, you know, a question or two million.”
Behind him Sophie rolled her eyes, nodded at Cooper, and then without hesitation, at Park. “You guys okay?” she asked kindly.
“Never better.” Cooper squeezed Park’s hand and got a squeeze back. “All right, come in. Let’s talk.”
* * * * *
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The Wolf at the Door
The metro swayed unexpectedly and Cooper cursed when he almost dropped his coffee. The caffeine was veritable nectar at this time of day and he didn’t have time to buy a replacement cup. A woman sitting nearby gave him a sympathetic look and nod. Her heels were a little too shiny and her shirt a little too rumpled to be heading anywhere but home this early on a Sunday morning. Cooper was dressed in a crisp suit, but without a tie on he looked less business, more wine bar, and she clearly thought they were in the same boat.
I wish, Cooper thought. But he gave her a friendly and hopefully commiserating nod back. He’d rather be trudging home from a one-night stand than rushing in to work on a Sunday feeling underdressed and underprepared. Or, more accurately, rushing in late to a mysterious last-minute work meeting on a Sunday with a coffee-stained tie stuffed in his pocket.
Cooper tried to get the coffee cup to his mouth without letting go of the metro pole or dropping his breakfast sandwich and fancy new briefcase, a ridiculous impulse buy he regretted now as it kept slipping from under his arm. The metro jostled again and a little bit of coffee splashed down his chin and spotted his button-down. A scruffy-looking, possibly homeless man sitting nearby smirked at him and Cooper scowled back. God, could this day be over now?
It was a miracle he’d gotten himself this far by this time considering the amount of wine he’d drunk last night, not expecting to need a functioning brain until Monday.
But Special Agent in Charge Santiago, his direct supervisor, had phoned early that morning, waking Cooper and demanding he come in for an emergency meeting with her and Director Furthoe regarding a new case.
“And Dayton,” she’d said. “Get here a little early. I need to talk to you beforehand.”
Cooper had garbled his assurance that he would try, though god knew if that’s what came out. During the night the wine had grown fur, birthed a litter and dug out a nice little two-story burrow between his mouth and the back of his skull. A little early? He’d be lucky if he was on time at all. The metro was surprisingly crowded for a Sunday morning. There were small groupings of chattering young people, men with the sort of facial hair usually seen on 1800s weightlifters and women in an excess of headbands, all holding posters. Hipsters in DC for some march or another.
Cooper tentatively let go of the pole to begin unwrapping his breakfast. He thought he’d have time to stop outside the office to eat, but that wasn’t going to happen. The train slowed suddenly to make a stop and he stumbled forward into a tall, broad-shouldered man standing with his back to him. The man was very warm and solid against Cooper’s chest. A wall of muscle that immediately tensed, and Cooper quickly pushed himself backward.
“Sorry,” Cooper muttered. The guy didn’t turn around, and if he said anything in return it was lost in the sounds of the opening doors and turnover of passengers. A mother with a stroller moved to stand behind Cooper, and he reluctantly inched closer to the man again, whose posture had not relaxed. Cooper was close enough that he could feel the warmth radiating from the guy’s suit jacket. He had a pleas
ant smell that reminded Cooper weirdly of Passover and playing with his cousins and brother Dean on his grandparents’ dirt lawn. That peculiar mix of spring soil and the fresh, clean linen of his boyhood “fancy” clothes. The rich scent of fresh growth, earth and man.
Cooper cleared his throat, embarrassed at the tingle of heat that raced down his body. Had it really been so long that he was huffing on some guy like a train car pervert? Christ, Dayton, pull it together.
He stepped back as much as the stroller behind him allowed and the broad lines of the man’s back relaxed a bit. Cooper went back to unwrapping his breakfast.
The scruffy seated man was still watching him. He had that semi-twitchy, self-reflective look that many people who’ve spent a lot of their time alone do, but at the moment he was eyeing Cooper’s breakfast sandwich with a detached sort of interest. As Cooper watched, the man inhaled deeply and sniffed the air. Cooper’s first absurd thought was he was also admiring the intoxicating smell of the broad-shouldered man.
Then he wondered if the scruffy guy could be a wolf.
There was a glint in the man’s eyes that could almost be described as wild. Or desperate.
Cooper’s gut tightened painfully and the four thick scars running down his lower belly tingled. His hands dropped automatically to cover them.
When the doctors told him they’d had to remove six and a half feet of eviscerated small intestine, Cooper had thought life as he knew it was over. He saw IVs and colostomy bags, leaving the job he’d worked his whole adult life to get and never being allowed to chew his own food again. But apparently six and half feet meant he still had around seventy percent of his small intestine left. He was on nutritional IVs for a few horrible days, but after that, with some changes in diet and an adjustment period of about a year, he was expected to be back to his previous level of function.
“The body is an amazingly resilient thing,” his doctor had said. “Just take care of yourself and don’t go losing any more intestine. You don’t have a lot left to spare.” She’d laughed like that was unlikely to happen. So had he. That was before he’d joined the BSI and learned he was surrounded by people who could constantly take out the rest of his gut without blinking an eye.
And his doctor thought a trip to the therapist could fix him.
The man sniffed again, gaze lowered, and sighed. Cooper looked down at his sandwich and kicked himself. Of course the guy was just picking up the smell of fresh bagels, tomato and melted cheese on egg. This job was making Cooper see things. Again.
The train slowed to a stop and his briefcase slipped from under his arm to the floor.
“Shit,” he said, and then added, “Sorry,” to the frowning mother behind him. He scrambled to collect his case, which had continued to slide under the seat of a clueless young woman in a painted T-shirt. Damn it, and this was his stop, too.
If Dad or Dean could see him now, they’d say it was his own fault for having such a hoity-toity bag. Who do you think you are, James Bond? More like Maxwell Smart.
Of course, if they saw how flustered he was from smelling some man, they’d have a whole lot more to say and it wouldn’t be at all funny.
“’Scuse me,” Cooper muttered to the young woman who eyed him with distaste. He scooped up his briefcase from under her, turned and shoved the uneaten sandwich at the scruffy man, ignoring the tightening in his gut. “Hey, do you want this?” The guy eyed it suspiciously. “I didn’t eat it. I don’t have time—” The doors were going to close and he shook the sandwich. “Yes?”
The man took it delicately and Cooper ran for the closing doors. If he missed his stop he could forget about being even fashionably late for this meeting.
“Wait. Hold the door please.” He shoved past a few yawning, dead-eyed people. “Hold the—”
The doors were abruptly prevented from closing by a broad shoulder. The guy who had been standing in front of Cooper before leaned casually against them, looking more appealing from the front than he had from the back, and that was saying something.
He had dark chestnut hair that, despite the fashionable suit, was a little too long for a businessman but a little too short to be one of the hipsters. Too old for that, too. Cooper’s age or a little older. No hipster mustache either. His rather square, masculine face was clean-shaven, his skin a warm honey brown just a few shades lighter than his eyes, an odd amaretto color.
He was looking at Cooper with open curiosity, and when Cooper’s roaming gaze finally met his, the man gave him a crooked, closed-mouth grin. Cooper stiffened at being so obviously caught out, but the man just continued to watch him smiling and then tilted his head questioningly. Cooper realized he’d been standing there like an idiot for too long.
“Uh, thank you,” Cooper said, and he almost blushed at how warm his voice sounded.
The man hummed politely in response, which Cooper could practically feel as a vibration under his skin as he brushed past him to get out of the metro. The platform was crowded, so they walked side by side toward the exit to street level.
Say something to him, Cooper thought. Say anything at all. But he was horrible at this. Couldn’t tell when men might be interested in him, didn’t know what to say when they were. He was an actions-over-words type of guy, and the metro stairs was no place for getting any action.
He glanced to the side and was surprised to catch the man still looking at him. Cooper made a startled, nervous sort of noise that was something between an exhale and an awkward laugh, and came out like a honking sound.
Okay, say anything but that.
He’d missed his chance anyway. They’d reached the street, which was even more crowded with young marchers with signs than below. Cooper paused before pushing into the crowd and so did the man. “Well,” Cooper said. He jerked his hand up in a little wave and immediately spilled coffee on himself, burning his skin.
“Aw, shit,” he muttered, embarrassed, and stared stupidly at the rapidly cooling liquid soaking into his cuff, his briefcase in one hand and his cup in the other. His fuzzy brain struggled to decide what to do. If he put the cup down on the ground, what were the chances of it not getting knocked over?
“I wouldn’t risk it,” the man said, watching him with barely contained amusement. “If I were you,” he added pointedly but smiled to take the edge off and pulled a paper napkin out of his suit pocket. “May I?” He dabbed at Cooper’s wrist. Cooper froze, surprised, and concentrated on not spilling more on the both of them. The man’s fingers dipped just inside the cuff and tickled the hair on his arm.
Cooper’s breath hitched. He cleared his throat hastily and said, “This really hasn’t been my day.”
“You know, I thought the same thing this morning. But mine just recently started to turn around.” The man looked at him from under his eyelashes. “Perhaps yours will too...?” He smiled at Cooper and seemed to be waiting for something.
“Ah, Cooper. Cooper Dayton. I’d shake your hand but then I might not have any coffee left.” He took a deep, fortifying breath and added, “Maybe we can save that shake for another time.”
A strange expression flickered across the man’s face. Surprise and, to Cooper’s sudden and painful discomfort, something like disappointment. “Maybe.” He pulled his hand away and his gaze didn’t quite meet Cooper’s as he looked distractedly over Cooper’s shoulder. “Excuse me,” he said abruptly, and pushed into the crowd. Despite the man being so broad and tall he quickly managed to melt between the people and disappear while Cooper’s hand still hovered, outstretched stupidly in the air.
Right. Okay then. Message received. That was...fine. Cooper stared into the crowd where he’d disappeared and squeezed the cup so tightly the top popped off, splashing him again. This time the coffee felt just lukewarm against his skin, flushed with embarrassment and rejection.
“Idiot,” he said to himself, for more reasons than one. He tossed the pathetic
remains into the nearest trash, wiped his hand viciously on his briefcase and shoved into the crowd. His shirt cuff felt cold, sticky and wet on his wrist, a caffeine headache was setting in and he was still blocks away and already late to the meeting.
Perhaps the man was right and his day would get better after all, Cooper thought dryly. Because right then he didn’t see how it could get worse.
* * *
“You really can’t stay away, can you?”
Cooper turned toward the speaker along with most of the other people in the BSI main office. His partner, reclining at his desk, had a commanding voice.
“Jefferson. You get called in for this mystery meeting too?”
“Meeting? No.” Jefferson frowned and spun slowly in his chair. “Not me. Though the high-ups have been all in a flutter this morning, so I wondered if something was going on.” He grinned at Cooper suddenly. “Looks like you’re passing me up the ladder, kid. Don’t forget us little people when you’re calling the shots, okay?”
“I doubt that,” Cooper protested, awkwardly. “Santiago said something about a new case. But if you weren’t called in, I’m probably just in trouble.”
Jefferson snorted. “Trouble? For what? Everything you do is by the book.”
It didn’t sound like a compliment when he said it and Cooper felt a flash of discomfort. “I froze,” he said. It had been hanging heavily on his mind since Friday. “In Bethesda. If you hadn’t been there on the other side of the fence, Pultz would have gotten away. Because I froze.”
Jefferson didn’t argue it. He regarded Cooper for a long time. “Why? ’Cause he was young? You felt bad for him?”
“No,” Cooper said quickly. Though truthfully that hadn’t been far from his mind either. “When he was running I—there was a moment that I thought he was going to...ah, shift.” Cooper lowered his voice and glanced around. But his colleagues were busy with whatever dismal work had dragged them into the office this early. “I’ve never seen an actual full shift before and I just—I mean, sometimes it’s hard to remember they’re...” He trailed off, embarrassed.
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