by Nora Roberts
“Not without a search warrant, and you don’t get those without probable cause.”
“Don’t interrupt with legalities.” Abra dismissed them with a wave of her hand. “And they could do a CSI on the fibers and his clothes. The DNA from my pajamas.”
“All requiring a warrant, which requires probable cause.”
“And the gun—”
“Unregistered. That tells me he probably bought it on the street, for cash. Or from a shaky dealer, for cash. Not that hard to do in Boston.”
“How do you trace something like that?”
“Show his picture around to known dealers in that kind of trade. Find the dealer, then get him to ID Suskind, then get him to agree to testify.” Eli wove through the process and possibilities. “All of that takes the same kind of luck it does to win the Mega Millions lottery.”
“Somebody has to win, eventually. Your investigator should do that, all of that. I think we need to let Hester remember on her own, if and when. And, honestly, the fact that it was dark? I don’t think she really saw him. Just more a shadow, a shape.”
“I’m with you there.”
“The tools wouldn’t be easy. He probably bought them months ago. Who remembers some guy buying a pickax or sledgehammer? But . . . I think you should go to Boston and talk to his wife.”
“What? Eden Suskind? Why would she talk to me?”
“Well, hell, Eli, that shows what you know about women. Especially angry, betrayed or sad women. You were both cheated on—her husband, your wife. That’s a kind of bond. You shared a difficult experience.”
“It’s a pretty shaky bond if she thinks I killed Lindsay.”
“There’s only one way to find out. And while we’re there, we could check out Kirby Duncan’s office.”
“We?”
“Of course, I’m going with you. A sympathetic female.” Laying her hand on her heart, Abra shifted her expression into quiet sympathy.
“That’s good. You’re good at that.”
“Well, I do feel sympathetic. She might feel safer if there’s another woman. One who feels and can show that sympathy and understanding. And we definitely need to show Suskind’s picture around Duncan’s offices.”
“That’s what investigators are for.”
“Sure, yeah, but aren’t you curious? I can’t do it this week, I’m already booked. Plus we should plan it a little more. I can probably juggle time next week. In the meantime, maybe your investigator will win the lottery, and we can keep an eye out for Suskind. And an eye on Sandcastle.”
“We can’t go lurking down there. If he spots us, we could scare him off. And you’re not going near his place. Nonnegotiable,” he said before she could respond. “That’s a line, not in sand, in solid rock. We can’t be sure he doesn’t have another gun, but we can be reasonably sure if he does he’d use it. Duncan had one registered, and it wasn’t found on his body, or—as far as I can find out—anywhere else.”
“Speculative—but I mostly agree. We don’t have to lurk. Come with me, I’ll show you.”
She led the way to the terrace, and the telescope. “According to Mike, the previous owners bought it as an investment property about five years ago right before the bubble burst. The economy bottomed out, people weren’t spending as much on vacations, and so on,” she continued as she turned the telescope south. “It was on the market for over a year, and they had to keep cutting the price. Then—”
She straightened up from her focus. “Oh, for Christ’s sake, I’m an idiot. You need to talk to Mike. He brokered the property.”
“You’re kidding.”
“No, I wasn’t thinking. He was the agent on that property. He might know something about something.”
“I’ll talk to him.”
“For now, you can look.” She tapped the scope. “Sandcastle.”
Eli bent over, looked through the eyepiece. It stood near the north point, two-story clapboard, with a wide deck facing the beach. Windows and sliders shuttered with blinds, he noted. A short driveway and no car.
“Looks like nobody’s home.”
“So, it would be a perfect time to go down, take a closer look.”
“No,” he said, still studying the house.
“You know you want to.”
Damn right he did, but he didn’t want her with him.
“The only thing to see is a house, with the blinds closed.”
“I bet we could pick the lock.”
Now he did straighten. “Are you serious?”
She shrugged, had the grace to look sheepish. “I guess I sort of am. We might find some evidence that—”
“Would be completely inadmissible.”
“Lawyer.”
“Sane,” he insisted. “We’re not breaking into his—or anyone’s—house. We’re especially not breaking into the house of a man who may very well be a murderer.”
“You’d do it if I weren’t here.”
“No, I wouldn’t.” At least he hoped to Christ he wouldn’t.
She narrowed her eyes at his face, then sighed. “You wouldn’t. At least tell me you’d like to.”
“What I’d like is for him to be in there. I’d like to go down, kick in the door then beat the living crap out of him.”
The cold rage in his voice got through, had her eyes widening. “Oh. Have you ever beaten the living crap out of anyone before?”
“No. He’d be my first. I’d enjoy it. Fuck speculative.” He rammed his hands into his pockets as he paced the terrace. “Just fuck it. I don’t know if he killed Lindsay, but odds are. And I know, I know he’s responsible for what happened to Gran. I know he put his hands on you. He put a bullet in Duncan. He’ll do it all again and more to get what he’s after. And I can’t do a goddamn thing about it.”
“Yet.”
He stopped, tried to shrug off some of the frustration. “Yet.”
“What can you do at this point?”
“I can talk to Mike. I can think about talking to Eden Suskind, and the best way to approach her if I do. We can give the cops your ID of Justin Suskind, which gives them a reason to have a conversation with him—in a few days, to give Sherrilyn some time first. Not much is likely to come from that, but it should worry him when it happens. I can keep researching the dowry, and try to figure out why he thinks he’ll find it here.”
As he thought it through, he calmed. “I can trust the investigator to do her job. And as insurance? I can put together a plan to lure Suskind into the house so I can catch his sorry ass.”
“We,” she corrected.
“We can see his place, therefore he can sure as hell see Bluff House. So he’s watching it, at least off and on. We’d have to make sure he was in there. Then we could make a show of leaving the house. Maybe we even take a couple of overnight bags.”
“Like we were taking a quick trip.”
“It would give him the perfect opening. We just park out of sight, circle back on foot and go in the south side. And into the passageway with a video camera. I’ve been looking at some online, and nanny cams.”
“Excellent, proactive. And it could work. What about Barbie?”
“Crap. Yeah, he might not come in with her barking. We take her with us, leave her with Mike. Would they keep her for a few hours?”
“Absolutely.”
“We’d need to refine it.” And he’d want to walk it off, judge the timing. “It’s a good backup. Hopefully, between Sherrilyn and the cops, they’ll put together enough to pull him in and pressure him.”
“I like the idea of huddling in a secret passage, with my lover.” She wrapped her arms around him. “Preparing to ambush a cold-blooded killer. It’s like a scene from a romantic thriller.”
“Just don’t sneeze.”
“As if. And speaking of scenes from a book . . .”
“Yeah, a deal’s a deal. I’ll pick one. Let me think about it.”
“Fair enough. Now about that tie.”
“You’re serious abo
ut that?”
“Deadly. You can go pick one while I run those wet clothes I completely forgot about through the wash. Then I can look at those files while you do the dishes. Barbie will need her bedtime walk by then.”
“You’ve got it all figured out.”
“I do try.” She kissed him, one cheek, then the other. “One tie,” she repeated, and tugged him back inside.
More reluctant than he’d expected, he went upstairs, pulled his tie rack out of the closet.
He liked his ties. It wasn’t as if he had an emotional attachment, but he liked having a variety. Choices.
Which still didn’t explain why he’d brought them all to the beach, especially when he’d worn a tie a spare handful of times in the last six months.
Okay, maybe a slight emotional attachment. He’d won court cases in these ties, and lost a few. He’d selected one every day of his working life. Had loosened them during late nights at the office. Knotted and unknotted them countless times.
In another life, he admitted.
He reached for one—blue and gray stripes—changed his mind, lifted a maroon with a muted paisley pattern. Changed it yet again.
“Oh hell.”
He shut his eyes, reached down and grabbed one blind.
It just had to be a freaking Hermès.
“Done.”
It actually hurt to carry it away from the others. To offset the downer, he swung into his office.
She’d tell him it was good, he thought as he tried to decide what scene to give her. She’d lie.
He didn’t want her to lie. He wanted it to be good.
Oddly, he realized that he knew just the scene for her to read—one where he could use her feedback.
He scrolled through his manuscript, found the pages. Before he could change his mind, he printed them out.
“Don’t be a pussy,” he ordered himself, and took them and the tie downstairs.
She sat at the counter, one bare foot rubbing the flank of the dog that sprawled on the floor. And wore glasses with bold orange frames.
“You wear glasses.”
She pulled them off like a dirty little secret. “Sometimes, for reading. Especially when the print’s small. Some of this is really small.”
“Put them back on.”
“I’m vain. I can’t help it.”
He set the pages aside, took the glasses, slid them back on her nose. “You look cute.”
“I thought going for punchy frames would make a difference, but I’m still vain, and still hate wearing them. Just for reading sometimes, and sometimes when I’m making jewelry.”
“The things you learn. Really cute.”
She rolled her eyes behind the lenses, then took the glasses off again when she spotted the tie. “Nice,” she said, taking it from him. Then wiggled her eyebrows when she saw the label. “Hermès. Very nice. The ladies at the consignment shop are going to be very pleased.”
“Consignment shop?”
“I can’t just toss it. Somebody can use it.”
He looked at it as she hopped up to tuck it into her bag. “Can I buy it back?”
With a laugh, she shook her head. “You won’t miss it. Is that for me?” She gestured toward the printout.
“Yeah. One scene, it’s just a couple of pages. I figured I’d get it all over with at once. Like ripping off a bandage.”
“It’s not going to hurt.”
“It already does. I don’t want you to lie to me.”
“Why would I lie to you?”
He snatched up the pages as she reached for them. “You’re a born nurturer, and you’re sleeping with me. It goes against the grain for you to hurt anyone’s feelings. You won’t hurt my feelings. And that’s a lie. But I need to know if it works, or if it doesn’t, even if it hurts.”
“I won’t lie to you.” She wiggled her fingers for the pages. “Take your mind off what I’m doing and load the dishwasher.”
She propped her feet on the second stool and, since they were right there, put on her glasses. After peering at him over the pages, giving him a shooing gesture, she picked up the half glass of wine she’d been nursing. And read.
She read it twice, saying nothing as dishes rattled and water ran in the sink.
Then she set the pages aside, took off her glasses so he could see her eyes clearly.
She smiled.
“I would’ve lied a little. The kind of thing I consider a soft lie, because it’s like a cushion, it gives a soft landing to both parties.”
“A soft lie.”
“Yeah. I can usually manage those guilt-free. But I’m really glad I don’t have to lie, even with a soft one. You gave me a love scene.”
“Well, yeah. There was a reason. I haven’t written many of them. Could be a weak spot.”
“It’s not. It’s sexy and it’s romantic, and more, you showed me what they’re feeling.” She laid a hand on her heart. “I know he’s bruised, here again,” she said, tapping her hand. “She wants to reach him, and she so much wants him to reach her. I don’t know all the reasons, but I know this moment mattered to both of them. It’s not a weak spot.”
“He didn’t expect to find her. I didn’t expect him to find her. She makes a difference, in him, in the book.”
“Will he make a difference in her?”
“I hope so.”
“He’s not you.”
“I don’t want him to be, but there are pieces. She’s not you, but . . . I’m pretty sure she’s going to wear orange-framed reading glasses.”
She laughed. “My gift to your literary oeuvre. I can’t wait to read it, Eli, from start to finish.”
“It’ll be a little while yet. I couldn’t have written that scene three months ago. I wouldn’t have believed it, and I couldn’t have felt it.” He walked to her. “You’ve given me more than reading glasses.”
She slid her arm around him, rested her cheek on his chest. Hardly a wonder, she thought, once she’d taken that first risky step, the fall had followed so fast.
And she wouldn’t regret it.
“Let’s walk Barbie,” she said.
At the words “walk” and “Barbie,” the dog scrambled up and went into full-body wag.
“And I can tell you a couple of ideas I had for your new third-floor office.”
“For my office.”
Her lips curved as she drew back. “Just ideas. Including,” she continued as she rose for the leash and one of his jackets, as hers was currently in spin dry, “a really wonderful painting at a shop in the village. One of Hester’s, actually.”
“Don’t we have enough paintings in the house?”
“Not in your new office.” She rolled up the sleeves of his jacket, zipped it. “Plus, your art in there should be inspiring, stimulating and personal.”
“I know just what would inspire and stimulate and qualify as personal.” He reached for another jacket. “A full-length photo of you, wearing just those glasses.”
“Really?”
