The Death of Sitting Bear

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by N. Scott Momaday


  And green lightning in your eyes.

  It is almost love, almost a story to tell.

  On Spring in the Alexander Gardens

  Flowers have come from Central Asia,

  And old people hold their faces to the sun.

  There is rejuvenation in the patient heart

  And ice breaking in the waterways.

  Grandmother, close your eyes and give thanks,

  Tomorrow will be time to sweep the streets.

  This Morning the Whirling Wind

  It was full of angry sound,

  It was not, but its fury was visible.

  I watched the tumult among the leaves

  And thought of needles of the sun,

  How they stitched a stillness

  Beneath the green blur of havoc.

  II

  Now as I look back on that long landscape of the Jemez Valley, it seems to me that I have seen much of the world. And I have been glad to see it, glad beyond the telling. But what I see now is this: If I should hear at evening the wagons on the river road and the voices of children playing in the cornfields, or if in the sunrise I should see the long shadows running out to the west and the cliffs flaring up in the light ascending, or if riding out on an afternoon cool with rain I should see in the middle distance the old man Francisco with his flock, standing deep in the colors and patterns of the plain, it would again be all that I could hold in my heart.

  From THE NAMES

  A Century of Impressions

  1.

  on the frosted path

  the tracks of many children

  crisscross in the noon

  2.

  summer on the hills

  poppies bursting in the sun

  five colors rampant

  3.

  a stone outcropping

  gray keeper of a green field

  ever standing fast

  4.

  now the rain-swept plain

  tomorrow the burning brush

  and the weather rolling

  5.

  I sit holding her

  my lady cello trembling

  vibrant her long throat

  6.

  I behold your hands

  the instruments of planting

  shaping the harvests

  7.

  again the snowfall

  a shroud of billowing lace

  the sheer wind muffled

  8.

  who will love my face

  when age has come upon me

  the dog by the hearth

  9.

  another birthday

  a wind in the chimney

  a metronome ticks

  10.

  there are those who know

  the prisms in the sunrise

  the flakes in the air

  11.

  strolling in the hills

  I am mindful of motion

  the river wanders

  12.

  slowly the reeds dance

  the wild river slaps its banks

  encore of applause

  13.

  beyond the forest

  a pool of eternity

  in the sun’s saddle

  14.

  an eagle soaring

  the wind a reflecting plane

  mirror of passage

  15.

  a dark hinge of time

  eclipse of the burning shield

  and shadows crawling

  16.

  vapor of the sun

  a haze on the mountainside

  a curtain of smoke

  17.

  an antelope bounds

  a tumult in the long grass

  and evanescence

  18.

  in the photograph

  a black and blue horse bolting

  outburst of silence

  19.

  a young girl praying

  and a hundred koi darting

  an efficacy

  20.

  the ringing of wires

  artificial birds abound

  the bells of heaven

  21.

  wan the smile of cats

  although the mice are aware

  ominous the guise

  22.

  the tide appearing

  absorbed in the silver sand

  again and again

  23.

  the desert at dawn

  the flowering saguaro

  the drumming of rain

  24.

  geese sliding on ice

  the whistling of reeds

  pond music at dusk

  25.

  an aged merchant

  a placard in the window

  everything must go

  26.

  woman of the night

  a hard makeup at the eyes

  a porcelain doll

  27.

  the ballerina

  a spiral of leaps and turns

  lifesize music box

  28.

  in the great bahnhof

  silver serpents side by side

  Paris overnight

  29.

  an old dream of you

  vivid as the autumn moon

  dissolved in the dawn

  30.

  carols of the mind

  on the pale magenta sky

  the soul emerging

  31.

  the crow in the tree

  a black tyrant making fun

  a rabbit dancing

  32.

  a lone evergreen

  a sentinel bearing snow

  tells the time of cold

  33.

  the wind chides the cranes

  they stand in the fallow fields

  tall and tolerant

  34.

  a stone for grinding

  shaped by the labor of years

  and a woman’s hand

  35.

  ruts of wagon wheels

  incise the Oregon Trail

  graves marked and unmarked

  36.

  old ghosts of the house

  at home in the darkened rooms

  thin benign spirits

  37.

  the land’s crystal light

  on the colors of canyons

  here my pots of paint

  38.

  in her quiet space

  she wrote of evanescence

  and quicksilver days

  39.

  the house wastes away

  there was life and laughter here

  who shall remember

  40.

  time keeps the meadows

  cattle low by the river

  a bunched committee

  41.

  the plain in moonlight

  a luminous patchwork quilt

  fireflies stitch the sky

  42.

  a sudden downpour

  a thousand frogs raining down

  the deluge croaking

  43.

  bees enter a swarm

  the mass shifting like a fog

  a floating shadow

  44.

  through the Grand Canyon

  the rapids dance with the raft

  tango in the toss

  45.

  the man is worthy

  and carries his honor well

  children uphold him

  46.

  old women are wise

  indeed they will tell you so

  and gossip goes round

  47.

  a beautiful girl

  flowers in her flowing hair

  a petal spins down

  48.

  a golden eagle

  clutching the slippery air

  incises the storm

  49.

  on the barn’s red wall

  the tobacco’s drifting smoke

  a rainy harvest

  50.

  when you went away

  I burned sweetgrass and cedar


  when will you return

  51.

  rolling tumbleweed

  a globe and brittle network

  wayfaring pilgrim

  52.

  a seductive scent

  your hair like the sheen of flax

  je suis dans la lune

  53.

  on the crooked limb

  a harbinger of the fall

  the aspens shiver

  54.

  the chill of morning

  becomes the September noon

  orange, red, yellow

  55.

  the wind-shaped icebergs

  colors ranging on the sea

  little auks skimming

  56.

  the Silk Road winding

  ancient towns and rich bazaars

  numberless spices

  57.

  the mother ditch bends

  beneath elder cottonwoods

  the sun splinters

  58.

  I follow the tracks

  a lean tawny animal

  blends in the grass

  59.

  the flower most loved

  beheaded in the bean field

  mere execution

  60.

  the lowly lizard

  crouching on the sandy path

  claims the right-of-way

  61.

  the cemetery

  row upon row of headstones

  a white armada

  62.

  a pride of lions

  in the streets of Nairobi

  shops closing early

  63.

  the perfect poem

  in Tibet it is written

  and there it is lost

  64.

  shadows weave and dance

  on the walls of Samarkand

  where Tamerlane sleeps

  65.

  in the city streets

  the raucous sounds of commerce

  silence the outcast

  66.

  golden birds of prey

  the rodent stiff in shadow

  ancient sacrifice

  67.

  in the wild surround

  lions in the underbrush

  nothing is unseen

  68.

  cistern in the rain

  a feathered migration

  descending in thirst

  69.

  in a quiet room

  the retreat of growing old

  dreams of days gone by

  70.

  in a yellow dress

  she glories in the summer

  and we give good thanks

  71.

  we speak of spices

  hunger has no urgency

  fragrances will do

  72.

  on the trembling rock

  I gaze on infinity

  waves crash under me

  73.

  the poet recites

  children listen and wonder

  these are the first words

  74.

  the sound of crickets

  in the green and yellow fields

  strident threnody

  75.

  the valley below

  a song among the shadows

  the lyrical land

  76.

  thunderheads rising

  on the far rim of the world

  blackness descending

  77.

  I will wait for you

  make a song as you approach

  my soul will listen

  78.

  butterflies swirling

  upon the crest of a knoll

  clouds of confetti

  79.

  landscapes forgotten

  a return to sacred sites

  a world renewal

  80.

  a lynx on the slope

  paw prints tracing a straight line

  to deeps in the wood

  81.

  words marshaled in file

  constructions of thought and dreams

  miracles of meaning

  82.

  a bend in the road

  the train curls around a lake

  the moon divided

  83.

  the candle gutters

  darkness creeps upon the floor

  objects change their shape

  84.

  on the autobahn

  flashing lights in the mirror

  whoosh a Mercedes

  85.

  in the great ballroom

  a couple comes together

  from a single cell

  86.

  you were sound asleep

  the moon slipped behind a cloud

  you bathed in blue light

  87.

  geologic time

  informs the towering cliffs

  with eternity

  88.

  a brush on linen

  color and image emerge

  a village in snow

  89.

  the river winding

  across the yellow expanse

  would define distance

  90.

  a book of poems

  arrived in the afternoon

  a bound excitement

  91.

  then a blue aura

  surrounded you where you stood

  energy of love

  92.

  one hundred haiku

  elemental exercise

  to nourish the mind

  93.

  to invade Russia

  in the fury of winter

  surely ill-advised

  94.

  an imperfection

  the flaw in the walking stick

  a fortune unique

  95.

  in Brocéliande

  in the hold of Merlin’s tomb

  far from Camelot

  96.

  the wild mare lunges

  and bolts through the arroyo

  on the edge of fear

  97.

  on a green hillside

  a man herds his flock of sheep

  on an heirloom stick

  98.

  for the villagers

  stories as old as the earth

  tell the human heart

  99.

  in the beginning

  the sound of the spoken word

  the roll of thunder

  100.

  in far dimensions

  you have succeeded at last

  mere mortality

  III

  There was a woman whose hair was long and heavy and black and beautiful. She drew it about her like a shawl and so divided herself from the world that not even Age could find her. Now and then she steals into the men’s societies and fits her voice into their holiest songs. And always, just there, is a shadow which the firelight cannot cleave.

  From IN THE PRESENCE OF THE SUN

  The Death of Sitting Bear

  There is the photograph taken by William S. Soule at Fort Sill, Indian Territory, in 1870, a black-and-white photoprint, 6 x 7 inches mounted on 8 x 10 inches paper and preserved in the National Anthropological Archives of the Smithsonian Institution.

  Sitting Bear sits looking directly into the camera. He is an old man, lean, and weathered. His gray hair is loose and reaches to his shoulders, and his mustache droops from the corners of his mouth. His eyes are piercing and narrow and his nose straight and prominent. His cheekbones are high and pronounced as well, and his forehead generous. Most remarkable are his hands, which lie crossed on his lap. They are long and expressive, indeed artistic, as if he might have been a painter or a musician. The nails of his fingers are long and surprisingly light in color, almost white against his dark skin. Befitting his name they resemble the long ivory-like claws of Ursus arctos horribilis. Draped about him is a buffalo robe, and he wears the bandolier of the Kaitsenko society, of which he was the leader. The society was the elite warrior organization in the Kiowa tribe. It was composed of ten men
only. The bandolier has a loop at either end. The warrior wore one loop around his neck. In time of battle the other loop was secured to the ground by means of a sacred arrow. The Kaitsenko must stand this ground to the death.

  The portrait of Sitting Bear is that of a formidable man, singular and mysterious, one who exists now in the distance of myth and oral history. The cultural principles by which he lived without compromise—bravery, steadfastness, generosity, and truth—have different meanings and different magnitudes of importance in our time than they had in his. And so, I believe, does the concept of death. Sitting Bear lived the whole way of life he was given and he died the death of a Kaitsenko warrior. For him that was an equation both proper and inevitable.

  O sun, you remain forever, but we Kaitsenko

  must die,

  O earth, you remain forever, but we Kaitsenko

  must die.

  Sitting Bear, 1870

  (Photograph by William S. Soule)

  1

  It was in my name that the blood bore me,

  Set-angya in Kiowa, otherwise Sitting Bear.

  The hills are black where I was born,

  Dark in the density of wilderness, tangled

  In twists of pine and oak, floating on the plain.

  Below, a prairie tufted in whispering grass, a fan

  Of undulant drifts, a bare definition of the earth.

  In me a memory of the ancestral north.

  2

  Origins confirmed me. There lay the hollow log.

  And the emergence of the coming-out people,

  One by one. From what mythic world did we come?

  Beyond the Yellowstone a Sarsi woman and

  The Athapascan strain, and I was of two parts,

  Waif and warrior in the camps, then sage and chief.

  I heard ice ringing on the wind, and beheld the

  Shivering colors of the Arctic night, and a destiny.

  3

  Mine were a people of pilgrimage. On the Great

  Plains they followed the arc of the sun. I so

  Embraced the meaning of my name. I was brave,

  Steadfast, generous, and true. And I excelled;

  Honors were placed on me. I led the Kaitsenko,

  The band of ten heroes. We owned the death song.

  I was known beyond the camps and among enemies.

  My medicine was feared, and I taunted death.

 

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