“I do what I can.”
The names of the cast and crew, the key grip and the costumer streaked across the screen, and they watched them all. Soon, the movie reached its final frame, and silence filled the theater.
“What did you think of the movie? And don’t tell me you liked it because I had a client work on it.”
She rolled her eyes. “I have no need to suck up to you, Clay. You’re already putting out for me. But I loved it. Especially because you’re totally convinced at one point that there’s no way they can walk out of the vault with all those jewels, but then it turns out there was a hidden wall,” she said, her expression animated as she recounted the film.
He nodded enthusiastically. “That’s exactly what I love about a good heist flick. The way the story makes you think one thing, and then all of a sudden,” he said, twisting his hand to the side to demonstrate a U-turn, “you’ve gone the other direction.”
“That’s what a good story does, right? Surprises you. Challenges you.”
The sweeping of a broom interrupted their conversation. Clay glanced behind him. A skinny usher was cleaning the floor of the theater. The thin theater employee dumped the contents of the dustpan into a trashcan and then left.
“I guess that’s our cue to go.” Clay stood up, holding Julia’s hand and they exited their row. “All alone in the movie theater,” he mused as they made their way up the aisle. “The things we could do.”
“You never stop, do you?”
“Thinking of ways to seduce you?”
She nodded, tucking a strand of her sexy red hair behind her ear.
“Never.”
“Your efforts are very much appreciated, but you do know you have this one in the bag?”
He reached his hand around her waist, tugging her in close as they left the theater, the bright lights of the lobby making him blink. “You are not the type of woman I would ever take for granted,” he said, whispering low in her ear, because the words were just for her. She shivered lightly against him, and he wrapped his arm tighter around her.
“Why?”
“Why what?”
“Why am I the type of woman you wouldn’t take for granted?”
He held open the door to the cinema, letting her walk onto the New York street first, admiring the view of her legs. It was a Saturday afternoon, but she was wearing black stockings and her trench coat. Heels, too. A young man in a slouchy sweatshirt stared at Julia as he walked by, nearly tripping over his Converse sneakers as he craned his neck to gawk. Clay wasn’t bothered. In fact, he was a proud motherfucker to know the woman other men stared at was with him. “Because you wear stockings on a Saturday to the movies. Because you do it not just to turn me on, but because you are intrinsically sexy. Because you have this gorgeous internal confidence that has nothing to do with what men think of you. Because you stayed in the theater to watch the credits. Because you get why crime flicks are a damn good way to pass two hours. Because as much as I want to spend the entire weekend in bed, I also want to get to know you. Because I like talking to you as much as I like touching you. Is that enough?”
She stopped in the middle of the sidewalk, wrapped her arms around his neck, nodded her answer and planted a hard kiss on his lips. She tasted like kettle corn from the movies.
“Mmm,” he growled, as a gray-haired couple sidestepped them. They were in New York City, kissing on the street, doing exactly what new lovers should do on the weekend together.
“Yes, that’s enough.” She grabbed his hand and laced her slender fingers through his. “And I think you are a fabulous way to pass the time,” she said, and he suspected that was as much as she’d admit when it came to that most dangerous territory of feelings. But he’d take it; he’d happily take it.
They resumed walking, a crisp April breeze blowing past them that smelled remarkably like rain as they neared Christopher Street. The breeze billowed her coat momentarily, providing him with a full-on view of her long legs, and just the slightest peak of her panties as her skirt danced upwards too. “Because of that, too,” he added.
“I arranged for that gust of wind. I ordered it to arrive at this instant.”
He laughed, then gestured to a sushi restaurant at the corner. “You hungry?”
She looked at her watch. “It’s four in the afternoon.”
“I know. But we skipped lunch when I needed to eat you instead, and I figured once we return to my place you’re definitely going to be tied up.”
“See, here’s the thing,” she said, holding up her hands, as if offering them for shackling. “You’ve been promising me these ropes, Clay, and my wrists are still achingly empty.”
He swatted her ass. “Get some food in you, woman, before I tie you up and tie you down.”
Clay had been to this restaurant a few times, including once with his ex, Sabrina. She’d asked the sushi chef if she could lick the yellowtail. She wasn’t drunk. Sabrina had never been a drinker. She’d been too in love with other substances instead, with little pills prescribed by doctors. “Little darlings for my headaches,” she’d say when a migraine swooped down on her. But then the migraines, if she truly had them, became so crushing that she needed those pills more and more.
She needed them all the time. Up her nose. Every few hours.
But the worst part? The way she lied. The times she denied. How she hid what she was up to.
That was the problem. That’s also why Clay didn’t want any drama with Julia. He knew there were no guarantees in relationships, and certainly people had a way of making and breaking promises. Still, he was keen on this woman, he wanted to spend more time with her, and he wanted to be upfront about the past so they could have more of the present.
After they finished eating and left the restaurant, he cleared his throat. “So, what’s your story, Julia? Got any deep dark secrets I should know about?”
She started coughing.
“You okay?”
She nodded, but kept hacking as they passed an art gallery. “Just a tickle in my throat,” she choked out.
“Let me go back and get you some water.”
She held up her hand to say no, and coughed once more. “I’m fine. But what kind of question is that?”
“An honest question. I’m just trying to get to know you,” he said, his tone straightforward.
Then the sky broke, out of nowhere it seemed. The clouds heaved with heavy droplets of water, pelting them from above.
“Holy shit, that’s some rain,” Julia said, and grabbed at the collar of her coat, as if that would protect her from the water. A few feet away a man hailed a cab, racing to get inside the vehicle. A family down the block ducked into a coffee shop, and a car squealed to a stop at the light.
“We’re only three blocks away, but do you want to go to the coffee shop?”
“No. I want to go to your place.”
They picked up the pace, Julia’s heels clicking loudly against the wet sidewalk. “You okay in those shoes?”
“Totally fine,” she said.
“There’s a little souvenir shop on the corner. Let me get an umbrella for you.”
She grabbed his arm, wrapped her hand around it and pushed him against the brick wall of a shoe store. “Don’t even think for a second that I can’t handle a few drops of rain, Mister. I’m not some fragile flower.”
He held up his hands in mock surrender. “Never said you were.”
“I like the rain. And I’ve always wanted to kiss in the rain,” she said, gripping his shirt collar, and running her fingers along it. “Now, give me one of those fabulous New York kisses in the rain that make all the girls swoon.”
“Gladly,” he said and cupped her cheeks in his hands, held her gaze, then moved in for a kiss, sweeping his lips softly against her, slowly kissing her in the rain, drawing out decadent little sighs and murmurs from her mouth. The sky unleashed a fire hose of water, and the rain became a goddamn downpour. Julia quickly broke the kiss, and pointed to her
hair, now plastered against her head. “Okay, time to run because that was romantic for about ten seconds and now I’m just a drowned rat.”
He laughed. “Somehow, you’re still unbelievably sexy though,” he said as he grabbed her hand.
They walked quickly, doing their best to dart and dodge passersby and sprayed-up puddles from cars. He kept his arm around her the whole way, and after another block, they were both soaked, but she couldn’t deny that she liked being wet with him, even this kind of wet.
“My coat is useless,” Julia shouted against the pounding rain. His jeans stuck to his legs, and her stockings looked waterlogged. Soon enough they reached his building and ran inside. He took a deep breath once the world turned dry again thanks to four walls and a roof.
“That’s a hell of an angry sky,” he said as they stepped inside the elevator.
“And there’s nothing romantic about getting caught in the rain.”
He laughed. “Turns out that’s all just a lie of the movies.” He looked her up and down, her hair clinging messily to her neck, and her cheeks. Her mascara had started to run and a drop of water slipped down her face. “I know what we need.”
Chapter Eight
Candlelight bathed the warm room in its soft glow. A D’Angelo album played faintly from an iPod in the bedroom, but here inside the spacious bathroom with its cream-colored tiles and marble tub, the world was warm again, and the water was the perfect temperature.
Hot.
Julia leaned back against him, her slim body aligning perfectly with his, the waterline bobbing near her breasts. He was sure he could stare at them for quite a while and not ever want to look away. They were gorgeous, full and round, with rosy nipples that he couldn’t resist touching. He cupped one in each hand, kneading them.
“Hmm. Where did we leave off? Something about deep dark secrets and skeletons in the closet.”
She leaned her head back against him, her hair fanning out in the water like a mermaid’s. “Yes. I believe you were going to tell me about yours,” she said.
“Ah, so many skeletons,” he said, running his index finger across the soft skin of her belly. She sighed happily, snuggling in closer against him.
“I was once a dirty businessman and ran a Ponzi scheme like Bernie Madoff,” he said with a straight face.
She turned to look at him. “Really?”
He’d said it so matter-of-factly that it had taken her a moment to realize he was teasing. “No. But the truth is, I ran a high-class call girl ring as a side business to my law practice,” he said, in a deliberately confessional tone.
“Shut up.” She laughed as she slinked deeper into the water.
“You got me. I never did that. A buddy of mine did, but he got out of that racket recently. Reformed.”
“Good. I’m glad to hear that.”
“He’s the one who runs the poker games I was telling you about. He’s also my go-to guy if I ever need to track down intel on someone I’m not so sure about.”
“Like an investigator?”
“Sort of. He just knows stuff. He can find out anything about anybody, like that,” he said, snapping his fingers. He shifted away from talk of his friend. “But those aren’t my skeletons.”
“What are yours, then?”
He reached for a bar of soap from the side of the tub, soaped up his hands, and began washing her legs, enjoying the feel of her sexy body sliding across his palms. “Actually, I don’t think I have too many skeletons. You know about my family already. I’ve been a lawyer for ten years; I work hard for my clients, I like entertainment, and I hate lies,” he said and she tensed instantly. He briefly wondered why she’d react that way. But then, he reasoned, nobody liked lies. She probably hated them as much as he did. He kept on going, moving from her calves to her thighs. Then he stopped because this was important, what he had to say. “They’re a deal breaker for me. There’s no need for lies. You agree?”
“Of course,” she said quickly.
“I don’t like being caught up in something that’s a game, or a cheat. Been there, done that. I won’t go there again,” he said firmly, using his negotiation voice as memories flashed by of his ex. She was the reason he felt this way, and he needed Julia to know he didn’t want and wouldn’t tolerate a repeat. “I was involved with a woman named Sabrina for a few years. I thought I knew her well, but her whole life was a lie.”
“How so?”
“She was addicted to painkillers, and denied it for the longest time. She started taking them for headaches, and she kept on popping more. And she became so wrapped up in it that her life was dictated by it. She missed work, she wrote fake prescriptions, and she started doctor shopping, then selling her stuff to pay for more pills: jewelry, her iPhone, Coach purses . . . anything that had value she sold off to buy more,” he said, stopping to gently rinse off the soap from Julia’s legs. “I tried to help her. Get her into rehab.”
“How did she react to that?”
Clay shrugged heavily, the defeat of those days with Sabrina rising back to the surface. It had been a while since he’d ended things with her for good, and there certainly weren’t any residual feelings or lingering love. Still, the memories had a way of wearing him down, because that last year with her had been rough. Her furtive phone calls, the late-night texts to slimy dealers and doctors who started providing for her, and the slide into all those lies. He could still recall the unabated shock he’d felt when he woke up in the middle of the night to find her rooting around in his wallet and pocketing some bills to buy more drugs.
It wasn’t even about the money she took. He couldn’t care less about the money. It was the lies, and the secrets, and how they both had wore away at him. That last year with her had been the worst twelve months for his firm. The only year his revenues were down from the one before. Precipitously. He couldn’t concentrate on deals, couldn’t focus on clients. The way she’d toyed with him had nearly cost him the business he’d worked so hard to build. Robert had landed a big client for them—the action film director—and in the span of those last few months with Sabrina, Clay had gone and lost that client for them.
If he were a ballplayer, he wouldn’t just have been benched. He’d have been called back down to the farm leagues for the way he’d messed up that negotiation.
“She was game for it on the surface. Did the whole contrite act. Said she had a problem and needed help. But she relapsed every time, and kept going back for more,” he said, and while it had hurt like hell at the time, it didn’t hurt anymore. She was the past, and he’d learned from it. He wasn’t going to repeat those mistakes again.
Julia laid a gentle hand on his arm, resting it against the strong, curved strokes of his tattoo. “I’m sorry, Clay. That sucks.”
“Yeah, it did,” he said. “It’s hard when someone you care about won’t change and won’t even try. I kept trying to help her and she kept promising to get help,” he said, drawing a circle in the air with his index finger, “but it never happened. And so on you go.”
“On you go indeed. And here you are,” she said, twisting around to lay a sweet kiss on his chest. Then his shoulder. Then up to his jawline.
“Here I am.”
“I’m glad you’re here with me,” she whispered, and it was so unlike her to let go of her hard edge, but he liked it when she did in moments like this. “I’m loving this weekend.”
Here he was, falling faster than he expected to.
Chapter Nine
That’s why he hated lies. Made sense. Made perfect sense. And, hell, she shouldn’t worry because she didn’t have a drug problem, like his ex had. Not even close. She had a money problem, and it wasn’t her fault. But she also had a truth problem, because she couldn’t tell a soul about all those dollars she owed Charlie. She certainly couldn’t tell Clay. He did well for himself, and she didn’t want Charlie to sink his teeth into her new man.
New man?
What the hell? It was one weekend. One moment. Nothing m
ore, and she certainly couldn’t think of him as her man, no matter how much she enjoyed every single second of these days with him, from the way he touched her to the way he made her feel in her heart.
Like it could open again.
Like she could let him in and not be burned because there was something about him that simply meshed with her. Maybe it was the way he held her, or it could be the way she felt when she was with him. Free.
It was a feeling she’d longed for, and it thrilled and scared her.
She buried her nerves in a kiss. Julia pressed her lips to his jawline, then tangled her fingers in his wet hair, the contact temporarily distracting her from what she knew was coming. The moment when she’d have to tell him something about her past.
“What about you?” he asked, and there it was. Her turn to share.
“You want to know my skeletons?” she said, slipping her hand down his chest, drawing a line across his fabulously firm body in an effort to rattle his focus. His breathing quickened, and his dick rose up in the water. But he reached for her hand before she could touch him.
“Don’t distract me. We’re talking,” he said, in a tone that was playful but firm.
She pretended to pout. “But other things are more fun than talking.”
“We’ll get to other things, gorgeous. I promise you I have many things planned for you.”
“But I have to ‘fess up about the nudist colony I used to belong to first?”
“Yeah,” he said with a grin, as he shifted her around so she lay against his body, her back to his front, his hard cock against her backside.
“And my days working in a high-class call ring with your lawyer friend?”
“Ha, that too.”
“Fine,” she said, ripping off the Band-Aid. “I have an ex named Donovan. We dated on and off for a few years. He was handsome and hung—”
“Hey, now.”
“Well, not like you,” she said, wriggling her rear against that evidence of how very well hung Clay Nichols was. So well. So unbelievably endowed in the length and width department. She thanked her lucky stars for that.
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