by Karen Deen
“Stop, Kane stop.” I give in and let her catch her breath.
“Don’t think I don’t realize you managed to change the subject again. No wonder you make a good cop.”
She’s still catching her breath when I can’t resist taking her ability to talk away. Leaning down, I take her mouth and kiss it like my life depends on it. The more she starts talking about relationships, the more my head is thinking ridiculous thoughts. Ones I can’t afford. In the attempt to turn them off, I’m taking this siren and heating her back up again. It’s time for less work talk and more playing.
The harder I kiss her, the more her body softens underneath me and gives into my demands. It’s like her body knows how to read me and what I need from her.
“I think there has been too much talking from those red little lips of yours. It’s time for you to stop talking, Red. I’m in charge. You need to listen now.” My hand is now sliding onto her pussy and starting to rub with a little pressure. Her head is tilting back and mouth dropping open with no sound escaping.
“You like me being in charge, don’t you, Red?” She nods her head as the rubbing gets harder and I slip a finger inside her.
“You’re going to listen to these instructions. I am going to walk into the bathroom and start the shower. I want you to continue to lie here and keep touching yourself. I don’t want to let your arousal slide one little bit while I get things sorted. So, you can keep going. When I call you, I want you to walk into the shower and turn your body to the tiled wall. Hands on the tiles where I can see your body just like you were in New York. Sprawled out naked on that window. You should be nice and wet for me. I won’t be gentle. I’m going to take you from behind and show you what it feels like to be fully fucked, Red. Let’s see who outlasts the other. I hope you’re ready for a long night.”
The whole time I talk and massage back and forth over her clit, her body is shivering at my voice. There’s something about her that makes me just want to go all caveman and claim her over and over again.
The moaning and screaming of my name in the bathroom as Lilly and I climax together should have shattered the glass. Sex with Lilly, skin against skin, is addictive. I may never get this again so I want as many turns tonight as I can get, without hurting her, of course.
There’s something that can be said for a wild woman like Lilly. Her energy in the bedroom is crazy. I wasn’t the only one who kept going back for more. Not sure she’ll be able to walk for a few days, which makes me happy in a weird way to know she won’t be keen to go out dating for the next couple of nights anyway.
Looking at the clock, the green numbers show four in the morning. I was totally wired when I arrived home from work and knew sleep would be an issue tonight. I had no idea it would be because Lilly would be in my bed and we couldn’t keep our hands off each other. Again, she’s lying curled into me, using my chest as her pillow and her soft breathing tickling my chest. I want to watch her sleep, but my eyelids are heavy, and finally the peaceful sleep I’ve been longing for the last week is taking me under. My body is the most relaxed it has been in weeks.
It’s Lilly. She calms my soul.
She is my enchantress.
11
Lilly
WAKING UP WITH A hand between my legs, lips nibbling on my neck, another hand on my breast and a hard dick pressing into the crack in my backside, is one hell of a way to start a day. Even if every single muscle is still screaming from the marathon sex last night. I could get used to this in the mornings. Well, on the weekend at least. Not sure anyone wants to cope with me on a morning I have to get up for work. That is not a Lilly that anyone wants to share.
“Mmm, morning gorgeous,” Kane whispers as he sucks on my earlobe. I’m like a doll in his arms, totally under his control and happy to play whatever game he’s up for.
“Morning, my big bad wolf. You hungry again?”
His little chuckle against my neck sends shivers all over me. “I’m always going to be hungry when it comes to you, Red. Besides, waking up to this vision, how can I not enjoy a little snack.” Slowly he turns me around to face him. Kissing me like he always does, taking my breath away and sending my body into overdrive. Not sure my body will last another earth-shattering orgasm. Who am I kidding? I’m not turning it down, bring it on, big boy.
***
“How is it possible that you can be lying here now after you had your early ‘breakfast’ and you’re still sporting a hard cock. Seriously, Kane, are you superman, the man of steel?” The look of being proud of his manliness is so funny.
“You have no idea how true that is, Lilly. It’s just top secret and I can’t confirm or deny any rumors in relation to my superhero status. If I tell you, then I’ll have to fuck you until I kill you.”
“You’re such an idiot, Kane. How do you come up with some of this shit?” I’m giggling at him now as he flexes his muscles, showing me how strong he is and can pass as Superman.
“Oh wow, you hurt my steel heart with your cynicism. One day you’ll need my dick of steel and we will fly in and save the day. Then you’ll eat humble pie.” Rolling my eyes at him, I sit up on the side of the bed, pushing up to head into the bathroom.
“You better plan on bringing that cute ass back here when you’re finished. Not sure we’re done here yet,” I hear him calling out as I close the bathroom door.
Oh. My. God.
This man is so intense.
For the first time in my life, I’m about to say the unthinkable.
I think my pussy is about to close up shop for the day. She is not used to such a thorough workout.
Splashing water on my face, using a bit of toothpaste on my finger and smoothing down my hair, I head back out to where Kane is lying back looking very pleased with himself.
“Well, don’t you look like the cat that ate the canary, looking proud as punch. Anyone might think you conquered some wickedly hot chick that’s like the gold prize in women.” His hand reaches out for mine while he just looks at me with the big Cheshire-cat smile.
Dropping back onto the bed and being pulled into a tight set of arms, I try to work out how to say what I’m thinking. It has been on my mind since last night, I just don’t know how Kane will react. He’s pretty confident he doesn’t want any sort of relationship with anyone. I feel the same, but this sex is too fucking hot to let go of just yet. I’m hoping he’ll agree, otherwise I’m about to make a fool of myself.
“Kane, we need to talk.” I try to sit up but his hold on me is too strong.
“This sounds serious. If we were in a relationship, I would be worried it was about to be the ‘it’s not you it’s me’ speech. Since we aren’t attached… no, I’m still a bit worried where this is going. Okay, lay it on me, Lil.”
After my squirming, he finally lets me go. I sit up, dragging the sheet with me and leaning against the headboard.
“Hang on, let me take a leak first. This looks like it could take a while.”
“You are such a jerk sometimes, you know that?”
He just chuckles as he walks into the bathroom leaving the door open.
“Umm excuse me, what about the door?”
“What, not like you haven’t seen it before, or felt it, or eaten…”
“Okay, that’s enough. Stop it. Just pee and hurry up.” I shake my head at him. It’s funny he feels so comfortable with me to pee in front of me, and normally I would be horrified, but at the moment all I can do is shake my head and laugh at him. Pretty sure nothing he does would shock me.
Propping himself up on the headboard next to me, he pretends to wriggle and fluff pillows making sure he is totally prepared for whatever I’m about to say.
“You know you have totally messed this up for me. I had the whole speech planned out to let you know what a disappointment the sex was last night and now you’ve wrecked my moment.”
“By the number of times you screamed my name and begged for more, I know that statement is a load of shit. The floor is all y
ours, little lady. What’s so serious we need to talk about?”
My heart is pounding, and I can feel my palms sweating on the sheets I’m clinging to.
“I think you will agree the two nights we’ve spent together have been pretty awesome and I’m not ashamed to admit, the best sex I’ve ever had.” I open my mouth to continue and he grabs my hand, squeezing it.
“Lilly, we made a deal.” He looks nervous at what I’m about to say.
“I know. Let me finish.” I swallow the lump in my throat that feels like it’s going to choke me. “I know neither of us are interested in being tied down in any kind of serious relationship. We both have our reasons. Which yours is silly but hey, you’re a guy and men are stupid,” I try to lighten the moment.
“Careful there, sassy girl.” Kane pokes his finger into my ribs and makes me laugh.
“I was thinking maybe we could just keep doing this. You know, sex in a friendly environment whenever either of us feels the urge. You know, like when you need stress relief and when I need a good hard night of sex in a safe environment, no strings attached.” I knew as soon as I said the word safe it would appeal to his protectiveness.
He just keeps staring at me with no real reaction on his face and not saying a word.
“You know, like a friends-with-benefits scenario. One we keep between us.” My stomach is churning. I’m trying to look like I’m super confident but it’s not the case at all.
Kane sits for a moment silent, not saying a word, not giving me anything. I’m just about to tell him to forget it and we can just move on when he starts to laugh. It gets louder and stronger, making the bed bounce from the movement of his body.
“You want us to be fuck buddies. Is that what you want, Lilly? To be at my beck and call whenever I want someone to fuck?”
What the hell?
“You make it sound so sleazy and pathetic. You’re such an asshole. Just forget I even said anything. I think it’s time I left.” Before I have time to even move off the bed, Kane is dragging me down the bed and is straddling me, holding my hands above my head.
“You bite so easy. Just calm down, you’re not going anywhere. You just caught me off guard which doesn’t happen often. Let’s talk about this.”
“What’s the point? You think it’s a stupid idea and aren’t interested. We obviously just need to move on.” Trying to wriggle my hips to make him get off is becoming a waste of time.
“You know, the more you keep wriggling your pussy underneath my cock, the less concentration I have for this conversation. All that’ll happen is that I’ll be pinning you to the bed with a different leg. Get the picture?”
I can’t help but laugh. “You are so crass sometimes. Why didn’t you just say I’m going to spear you with my dick, so you stop moving. Isn’t that what you meant?”
“Same thing. I just tried to be more of a gentleman.”
“You have got to be kidding. Save that for the other gullible ladies that visit this bed.” I want to slap myself as soon as the words leave my mouth. Kane’s body language changes, and I feel like I swallowed tabasco sauce and it’s burning all the way down.
“I’m sorry, that was a shit thing to say. One, because I know you aren’t like that, and two, it makes me look like my own idiot because I am one of those supposed gullible women. I’ll just open my mouth, shall I, so I can take the shoe out of it that I rammed down there.”
His hand sweeps my hair off my shoulder and slides up to cup my cheek. The cheek that is now red with embarrassment.
“Lilly, the only person I’m worried about right this moment is the sexy naked one in my bed. Propositioning me to become fuck buddies with her. Now, listen while I talk this time.” I start to open my mouth only to have him place his finger on my lips and silence me.
“You have asked me something that’s crazy, but I must admit very appealing to both me and my big cock.” Always the one to lighten the moment with his ego. “I’m worried you will go all girly on me after a while and become attached and I don’t want to hurt you. You’re the only woman who I’ve told my real reason for not wanting anything permanent. So, you know that fuck buddies is all we can ever be. Do you really honestly think you can cope with that?”
If he wants my honest answer it’ll be I don’t know. I keep telling myself I can. I know I’m not ready to settle down for marriage and the average two point five kids. The one thing I’m certain of, though, is that I don’t want to walk away from Kane just yet. He’s a sex god that plays my body like a master but it’s more than that.
Sure, he can dominate me and pleasure me until I’m incoherent. The best part, though, is he knows when to bring gentle Kane into the room too. He gives me both sides of him. He reads my body and knows what I need. In a way I’m being greedy. I’m thinking of my needs and how he’s the first man who takes care of me in a way I didn’t even know I would enjoy.
The way he’s stroking my cheek tells me that I bring something to him too. He might not admit it or understand it, but he needs relief from his mind. I can do that for him. In a way I hope gives him more than a nameless, faceless one-night stand can.
“I know I can. I’m the one suggesting it. You can’t tell me you don’t want more of the last two nights. Without having to worry about the nagging phone calls or the text messages wondering what you’re doing and why you haven’t been in contact. I’m not needy like that. I don’t care what you do every second of every day. I’ll only care that while we’re together we’re having a good time.” I’m not sure who I’m trying to convince harder, me or Kane.
“What you’re saying is that this is just purely about good, hot, spine-tingling sex? No wining and dining needed. That you’re okay with a message to meet for a booty call? I’ve got to admit this sounds too good to be true.” Kane’s looking at me like he’s trying to work out what’s going on in my head.
“That’s exactly what I’m saying. Do you think you can handle it? I know I’m irresistible and I don’t want you all brokenhearted and devastated when I throw you aside when I’ve had enough of you.” Like that’s going to happen, but it doesn’t hurt to bring out the inner bitch to show a bit of self-confidence.
“Oh, I’ll be perfectly okay with spending more time inside you, Red. That’s for sure. You just name the time and the place, and I’ll control the rest. That’s the way this will work. Will you cope with me taking control of your little games of pleasure? You know me but there’s a lot more to learn if you’re willing. You take me as one who likes a crazy adventure but how wild can you be, Red?”
“Maybe you need to find out.”
“Get ready for the ride of your life, little lady. This may be a lot wilder than even you imagined.”
I giggle at the thought of my body being any wilder than it has been the last week with Kane.
“Let’s see if you can keep up, Kane.”
We both just lie silently looking into each other’s eyes. The feeling of change is hanging around us and we both need time to soak it in.
“Are we really doing this?” Kane breaks the silence. I bite my bottom lip and, slowly releasing it, I nod up and down. The intensity gets too much and simultaneously we both start to laugh.
“Do we need to do some pinky swear thing?” Kane asks in between laughing and falling onto his back on the bed.
“Or, cut a finger and make a blood pact. Isn’t that what you boys do, gross things like that?” I remember Luke trying to get Zach to do that when we were little. Grant smacked him around the back of the head and told him not to be so stupid, that it would hurt and get infected. Besides, they were already brothers who shared blood so why in god’s name did they need to do that. Always the practical boring one was Grant.
“Hey, that’s part of becoming a man, being a blood brother. At least you get a scar from that. Not like a wimpy girly pinky swear.”
“Whatever. Anyway, we do need to finish talking this through, though.” I try to guide him back to the serious part of the conv
ersation.
“Like what? We get to fuck whenever we want, and we just promise not to fall in love. How hard can it be?” A heaviness sits on my chest with that statement. I’m not sure what it is but I push past it.
“So, you have no problem with me sleeping with other men at the same time?” I know the reaction that’s coming before it even happens.
“Fuck no! Not a fucking chance is any bastard touching you while we’re doing this. Understood?” Kane is almost growling by the time he’s finished.
“Well, then maybe we do have a few things we need to talk about. Hmmm?” Kane makes fun of me for being an easy target. Not that he’ll admit but he is so easy to provoke as well. We make a matching pair.
“My rules, you’re mine until this is over. In the bedroom, I control the fun. That’s it. Easy. Now are we done?” Kane rolls his eyes at me as I start to open my mouth again.
“Oh my god, you are so painful. No, we are not done. Now listen. One.”
“Man, how long is your list?” Kane grumbles
“Shut up and listen. Now, number one, I agree, no other partners while we do this. Number two, we can stop this at any time with no problems, but we need to tell the other person, face to face. Number three, we don’t tell anyone. Number four, if one of us calls and the other is busy, we can’t get upset. Remember this is casual so it just happens when it happens.” I pause thinking if I missed anything I wanted to say.
“Now are you done? I need to consummate this fuck-buddy arrangement.” His hand is already running up my thigh.
“Really? I don’t know if I can physically last another round.” He thinks I’m joking but part of me is dead serious.
We start with a slow kiss just touching and feeling our bodies pressed together. I do love this part of Kane, the soft gentle man who just wants to make me feel good. It’s like all the pent-up energy has left Kane’s body and now he just wants to take it slow and enjoy the sensual feelings. I’m all for this kind of sex too. I need to take it slow. My body needs to be totally aroused to take him inside me again.
