by Naomi West
I climb up the stairs with a weight in my chest. I want to turn away, sprint back down the stairs and just go somewhere, anywhere else. Maybe to the beach, just sit on the sand a while and stare at the ocean and lose myself in the rolling of the waves, pretend that, in a white-walled room, my dad isn’t dying.
But I don’t do that. I open the door and nod at Dad and Mom, and then join them at the bed.
“My son,” Dad says, lifting his hand. The skin is drawn too tightly over his flesh. His bones poke through the paper-thin skin. Old-man spots mark his arm and all in all, I find it difficult to look at him. Guilt crushes me and I wonder if I’ll ever be able to get over this feeling of disgust. It’s selfish and I want to shake it, but I can’t.
“Dad.” I take the hand and we clasp forearms like we used to before a job. “How’re you feeling?”
“I’m as healthy as a horse.” He smiles. “Listen, I didn’t call you here to ...” He hacks and coughs and dribbles and Mom mops up after him. When he’s regained some composure, he goes on. “I called you here because you need to know somethin’, Logan. But first I wanna say that you’re a good man, a damn fine outlaw, and you can lead this club better than I ever did if you really put your mind to it. You’re a soldier, it’s true, but you’re a smart kid, too. Your mother was right to keep you in school.”
Dad and Mom share a moment, Dad pawing at her face and Mom clutching at his wrist. Whatever sedatives she’s taken aren’t strong enough to protect her from his touch. She breaks down and weeps violently all over his hand, kissing his knuckles one by one and then pressing her wet cheek firmly against his palm. I watch with a calm exterior, but my insides twist and ache. This isn’t how it’s supposed to be, Mom with smeared makeup looking more terrified than I’ve ever seen her, looking like she could shatter into a million pieces.
Dad turns back to me. “You know everything I’m gonna tell you, I reckon. Be smart; don’t try’n be too tough if you don’t need to be. Never give an order you’re not sure beforehand is going to be followed. That’s important, ’cause once men see you as weak—” More coughs, some of them with blood in them.
“It’s coming,” he says. “I can feel it. Let me get down to business, son. Listen to me. Lean closer, will you? My throat is a bit of a traitor these days.”
I lean closer and listen to his rasping voice. For a split-second I hear a different rasping voice, singing of Viking warriors and gods and dancing across the stage, and another selfish thought strikes me: I wish I was there instead of here. I try my best to be a good son and focus.
“I had a friend once. His name was Crash Collins. This was a long time ago, when I could lift my own goddamn head.” Some of the old fierceness comes into his voice. “We were good friends and he was my VP. He came from money but not a lot, under a million, but he made ten times that running with us. He was a smart man, Crash was. He could turn a dollar into ten with the snap of his fingers. But the thing is, half of that money was mine, ’cause we went in on a business deal together and split the profits. He put all the money upfront, but half the money from the profits was mine, do you get it? But he was good with banks and locked it up tight. He knew I couldn’t do shit since I was outside the law. And then do you know what the bastard did? He got together a few stupid men and tried to take over my club! He started calling himself the gentleman and claiming that his money went back generations, when really his dad made it in oil from nothing. But he still wore a leather! The prick wanted it both ways!” Dad spits and then waves Mom away when she tries to clean him. “He died when he tried to take over our club, but he left a daughter behind. Her name’s Melissa Collins and she’s the only one who can access our money, but I got word a few weeks ago that the mafia knows about the cash and thinks it’s theirs for some damn reason. Maybe ’cause we had a meeting with them way back, saying we might do some business with them. We never did, but now they think they’ve got a claim. You know the fella: Moretti.”
“The one who burned down our clubhouse in ’09.”
“That’s the one. Listen to me. I need you to find this girl and get our money. Did I tell you her name? Yes, I did. Well, there’s something else. I happen to know for a fact that she has a tattoo of a microphone with a bolt through the middle. It’s a tramp stamp, as far as I know.”
My head feels groggy and heavy and I wonder if maybe, just maybe, there was more to Cora Ash than met the eye. Or if it’s just a strange coincidence. I’m sure many women have that tattoo ... maybe two friends who got the same one together. The names don’t match—a changed name? I keep my face composed as Dad falls back, wheezing, eyelids flickering.
“Do you know where to find this girl?” I ask.
“Find—”
Thorne Birch closes his eyes, and he never opens them again. I stand in the corner of the room with my hand on Mom’s shoulder as she weeps and screams, as the doctors go about the business of pulling the blanket over his head and calling us into the hallway to tell us how sorry he is. And then I give Mom a ride home and sit on her armchair—Dad’s old chair—as she takes two sleeping pills and falls asleep on the couch.
“Melissa Collins,” I whisper, convinced that Dad is still alive somewhere, maybe on a ride, and any second now he’ll bust through the door with a bottle of whisky in his hand.
Don’t stop now! The story continues in RAVAGE (Book 2).
Mailing List
Sign up to my mailing list!
New subscribers receive a FREE steamy short.
Click the banner or link below to join.
Link: http://dl.bookfunnel.com/6a9zef5fm3
Follow my Facebook page for hot guys, free content, and awesome giveaways!
https://www.facebook.com/naomiwestbooks/
Don't miss out!
Click the button below and you can sign up to receive emails whenever Naomi West publishes a new book. There's no charge and no obligation.
https://books2read.com/r/B-A-ELTD-HHICB
Connecting independent readers to independent writers.
