by Keya Jay
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[I am Brooke Fields-Laurence]
I am the secret no one wanted but the secret they were forced to keep. I am a burden to most and a welcoming fresh spring air to others but to me I'm nothing but a lie, everything about me is just that –a lie. This is a role I play, I'm just acting I tell myself. This is just a movie and I'm the star –but these are just more lies that I can't afford to keep. If I have to tell one more lie I'mma have to sacrifice an old lie, I have no room for more lies. For every lie I tell the truth steps closer and closer to the light instead of the dark I've kept it in all of these years.
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[My Dearest Aaron,]
My Dearest Aaron I have promised you so much but haven’t made good on any of them, but that will soon change. This coming blue moon everything will go the way it was meant, the way you intended. Your name is still as powerful as it was when you left and that shall not change. I will no longer stand to be a disappointment, you will be proud of me and you will regret leaving me that I promise you.
Sincerely: your one && only.