“Chicago’s been overdue,” Jimmy Saclarides said. “It was bound to happen.”
Georgia Davis bristled. “How can you say that?” She rose from the couch where they were lying feet to feet watching the news. “What about the Chicago murder rate? It’s up to three a day. You don’t consider that domestic terrorism?”
“You have a point,” Jimmy said. “But this isn’t the same thing. You know that. I mean, the guy blew himself up afterwards. That’s not your typical gangbanger.”
Georgia headed into the kitchen of her small apartment. Jimmy was so damn evenhanded and fair. It was hard to summon up much self-righteous indignation. Probably one of the reasons she was attracted to him. She took a baby bottle out of the fridge, set it in a pan of water, and turned the heat on low.
“What are you doing?” Jimmy called.
“Heating up Charlie’s bottle.”
“But he’s sleeping.”
“He won’t be for long.”
As if on cue, they heard a muffled wail from the other room.
“Which came first, the bottle or the baby?” Jimmy cracked.
“Does it matter? I’ll be back.” She returned a moment later, cradling an infant in her arms. “Ready for your nighttime snack, Chuckie Cheese?” She raised her voice to that high pitch people used around infants. She’d sworn not to do it. It was pandering. Naturally, within a couple of hours of his birth she caught herself doing exactly that. Charlie seemed to like it, and Georgia could see him trying to make sense of sounds, tones, language. Smart kid. Now he stared at her. Georgia smiled. He smiled back.
Jimmy gazed at her. “I like the look.”
“Don’t get used to it. I’m just pinch-hitting for Vanna’s boob.”
Still, Georgia had to admit that at three months, with his hazel eyes and downy straw-colored hair, he could have been hers. She had the same blond hair, and while she had brown eyes to his hazel, there was something about his mouth and chin that reminded Georgia of herself. Then again, she and her half sister, Savannah, looked like full sisters.
“Vanna’s at class, I assume?”
Georgia nodded. “I should have never introduced her to Sam.” She shifted her weight so she could hand the baby to Jimmy. “You hold him while I get the bottle.”
“Graphic design, isn’t it?”
“Good memory.” Samantha Mosele was her friend; maybe her only friend. They’d met at community college when Sam was studying design, Georgia sociology. Now Sam had her own company. Vanna, after learning what Sam did, decided she wanted to be a graphic designer too. It was a good idea. She did have a talent for drawing.
Now she felt Charlie’s bottom and gave it a sniff. “Someone needs a clean diaper.” She peered at Jimmy. “I don’t suppose you want to change him?”
“Umm . . . I’ll feed him . . . ,” Jimmy offered, as if they were negotiating where to go for dinner.
“Burp included?”
He nodded. “Sure.”
Georgia sighed. “Spoken like a man without kids.” She hoisted Charlie up. He started to fuss. “Hold on, little man. We gotta change you so you can poop into a clean diaper after you eat.”
Jimmy’s forehead furrowed. “I don’t get it. Why change him now if you’re just going to do it again in fifteen minutes?”
“Wouldn’t you like a nice clean diaper to poop into?”
Jimmy waved her off. “Whatever.”
Georgia laughed and took the baby back into Vanna’s room.
• • •
Afterward Georgia plopped back on the couch. “This baby-care stuff is not for the faint of heart.”
Jimmy looked her over speculatively. “How are they doing? Really?”
“Charlie’s a peach. Round and happy. Vanna seems happy too. Or should I say focused. Once I introduced her to Sam, they got along like, well, two peas in a pod.”
“Run, Forrest, run.”
“Exactly.” Vanna had studied for and passed her GED online, then signed up for drawing classes. “She’s a smart cookie when she’s motivated.”
“Takes after her sister.”
“Compliments’ll get you brownie points.” She snuggled closer. “It’s almost like the past year was only a bad dream.”
Jimmy kissed her lightly. “You went to hell and back.”
“So did Vanna. But maybe it was worth it.” She gestured. “Look at our lives now.”
“You said it.” He gazed around the room. “Only one thing.”
“What’s that?”
“It’s crowded in here.”
Georgia looked around. Her small two-bedroom apartment in Evanston used to be spare, uncluttered. She liked it that way. It helped her concentrate on important matters. Now, though, cushions, books, and baby clothes crowded into corners. Her carefully arranged furniture, what little there was, had started to look bedraggled. Vanna and the baby shared Georgia’s extra bedroom, which was no bigger than a closet to begin with, and now bulged with a twin bed, crib with the obligatory mobile, baby toys, and a diaper stand. Jimmy had a point.
“I guess. Vanna didn’t inherit the clean-house gene.”
Eight months had passed since she’d rescued Vanna and brought her home. Two months later Charlie made his appearance. It seemed like a logical progression to Georgia. Her life, once empty and uncharted, now had purpose. Georgia wanted a family, and the universe provided. It wasn’t the family she’d imagined, but Vanna was in no condition financially or otherwise to get a place of her own.
Jimmy went on. “We haven’t had much time to ourselves since Prince Charles made his appearance.”
“I know.” The memory buzz of long, intimate nights where they couldn’t keep their hands off each other swept through her.
“Well, I might have a solution,” Jimmy said.
She jerked her head up. “What?”
“Remember when Luke bought that condo in Northfield after Rachel’s—um—ordeal? So Ellie could keep an eye on her?”
Georgia nodded.
“Well, Rachel just moved in with her boyfriend, so the condo is empty.” When Georgia didn’t respond, he went on. “I thought I might rent it from Luke.”
Jimmy lived in Lake Geneva, about an hour away in Wisconsin. Which was great in summer but during winter months not so convenient. They’d been commuting since they’d met.
“But your job . . . your work.” Jimmy was the chief of police of Lake Geneva.
“I can drive it in forty-five minutes.” He made a circular motion with his index finger. “I’ve got a siren, remember?”
“You’d take advantage of law enforcement perks for your own purposes?”
“If it means I can spend more time with you,” he said, “no contest.”
Georgia stroked his arm.
“And you could spend more time with me. Without Charlie. Or Vanna.”
Georgia brightened but then frowned. “But what about money? You can’t support two homes. Can you?”
“I’ve been offered the friends-and-family discount.”
Georgia considered it. “Vanna can get her feet on the ground and experiment with life, without me in the way.”
“Assuming you think she’s ready.”
“It’s an open question. It’s been less than a year.”
Jimmy nodded. “I don’t want to push you. Or Vanna. I just thought—”
“I know, and I love you for thinking that way.” She drew her finger down his cheek. “I’ll consider it.”
“Well, I’m glad—”
Georgia shushed him with an index finger on his lips, then kissed him. He returned it eagerly.
“Oh, Jimmy,” she whispered. He moved closer and folded her in his arms. She hoped they’d have enough time before Vanna got home.
Chapter Four
Ruth floated through the shallows of consciousness. Muted sounds that could have been chatter, an occasional bell, and padded footsteps registered through the fog. A faint antiseptic odor like the surface of a Band-Aid filled he
r nostrils, and she was a little girl again, her mother applying Mercurochrome to her skinned knee.
“Ruth? Ruth Marriotti?” she heard her mother ask. Not her mother. Ruth forced herself to swim through the black. As she rose, the voice grew louder, the odor sharper. She cleared her throat, wanting her mother to know she was there, but she couldn’t quite speak. Still, something must have gotten through, because the woman calling her name replied.
“There you are.” Her voice was cheerful. “So glad you’re back, honey. Now, don’t open your eyes. You’re at Northwestern Hospital. Just relax and go back to sleep. You’re safe now.”
The next time Ruth surfaced, she cracked her eyes open. She saw the outlines of a room, curtained off in the center, the wall-mounted TV, and two plastic chairs. Then a piercing, agonizing pain obliterated everything else. She sucked in air and cried out. A few seconds later a woman in blue scrubs hurried through the door.
“You’re awake.”
“Hurts.” Ruth mumbled. Her tongue felt furry, her lips dry and split. She wasn’t sure the nurse understood.
But the woman nodded. “I bet it does.” The nurse went to Ruth’s IV bag on the pole beside her bed and adjusted the drip. A moment later blessed relief surged through. Ruth let herself relax.
“You thirsty?” the nurse asked. “I can get you some ice.”
Ruth nodded.
While she waited, Ruth tried to piece together what had brought her to this place. A half-formed thought nagged at her, but she couldn’t define it. Something bad had happened. Something really bad. She sank back into darkness.
• • •
The third time she woke, the accordion curtain separating her from the room’s other occupant was pulled back. Ruth wondered what had happened. Had the patient been released? Or did they die? She reached for her water and managed to sip it through the straw. Heat wafted over her from the register under the window. The absence of light seeping around the window shade indicated it was night. She felt dirty and unkempt and wanted to ditch the hospital garb and change into a clean nightgown. As soon as she realized she’d been thinking coherently, she congratulated herself for escaping whatever netherworld she’d dipped into.
Her thoughts turned to Dena. She’d been with Dena before it happened. They’d been doing something important. Something big. All of them. Wait. Where was Dena? They’d been waiting for her. Dena was late. Ruth was especially anxious. Why? She remembered. She was panicked that she might have to speak. The demonstration! That was it. Grant Park. Finally Dena arrived. But then what happened?
For some reason Ruth recalled the first words a nurse had said to her in recovery. She was safe here. Why wouldn’t she be? This was a hospital, after all. But she must have been unsafe before. In danger. What danger? In a flash, it came to her. Dena had been shot too. Ruth pressed the call button. The nurse rushed in.
“I remembered.”
“What’s that, honey?”
“Why I’m here.”
“Everything is fine. You had surgery for a gunshot wound. The bullet is gone, and it missed your spine. You should make a full recovery.”
“Dena. My friend Dena. She was shot too. How is she?”
The nurse tightened her lips.
She didn’t have to say it. Ruth knew. Dena was dead.
Chapter Five
Three Weeks Later
“You want to leave?” Vanna cried. “You can’t! What will I do?”
Georgia, at the kitchen sink washing dishes, shook her head. “I will never leave you. I just found you.”
“But you just said you’re going to move. Without me!”
Georgia had been thinking about the condo Jimmy had rented. The idea of having more private time with him was tantalizing. Even if it was just one or two nights a week. She’d just raised the issue with Vanna. Now she wasn’t so sure.
“It would only be a couple of nights a week.” She picked up a plate and dried it with a towel.
“But why?”
“Mostly because it’s pretty crowded in here, don’t you think? And Jimmy and I haven’t had any private time unless I go up to Lake Geneva. Which is too far away.”
Vanna worried a hand through her long blond hair. A younger—Vanna was just sixteen—more beautiful version of Georgia, her sister shared the same porcelain skin, high cheekbones, and lithe body. But her nose was smaller than Georgia’s, and she was at least two inches taller. Now her brown eyes flashed with anger.
“Who’s gonna take care of my baby when you’re gone?”
“Excuse me?”
“You’re taking Charlie, right? And what about school? Sam said I could intern with her next semester. I need you.”
Georgia sighed. This was the hard part. “Vanna, Charlie is your son. Not mine. I can’t babysit forever. I need to work. But don’t worry. We’ll find really good day care. Or a babysitter.”
“I can’t believe this!” Vanna’s voice climbed up an octave. “You’re fucking abandoning me. And my baby. Because of your boyfriend.” Vanna’s lips puckered. Georgia wasn’t sure if she was going to cry or throw a tantrum. “Jimmy, Jimmy, Jimmy. It’s all about him, isn’t it? You don’t give a shit about me. He’s the one who wants you to leave. He’s never liked me. He—”
“He does like you. What he doesn’t and didn’t like was the danger we were in. You know how I want to protect you? Well, he wants to protect me.”
Vanna planted her hands on her hips, exaggerating her belligerence. Georgia almost expected her to stamp her foot. “So you’re going to move out? Some protection.”
“Vanna, I told Jimmy I didn’t know if you were ready. But he had an opportunity to rent an apartment nearby, and I told him I’d consider spending more time with him. You’ve been a real trooper since—well—everything happened. You’ve matured a lot. And you’re a wonderful mother to Charlie. I thought this might give you a chance to spread your wings.” She flipped the towel over her shoulder. “See what life could be like without your sister and her boyfriend in the way.”
“What if I don’t want to spread my wings?” Her expression hardened. “What if I’m fine the way things are? What about me and my feelings? You just want to dump me . . . like, like”—she waved her hand—“last night’s garbage.”
This was not the reaction Georgia had expected. Maybe she should have. Fourteen months earlier Vanna had run away from a Denver suburb where she was living with her—no, their—mother, from whom Georgia was estranged. Vanna came to Chicago on the bus, but Georgia didn’t meet her until six months later, when Vanna was in trouble and pregnant. Eight months later they’d created a new life together. Vanna had done well. Really well. A little more freedom, Georgia had figured, might not be a bad idea. Apparently, she was wrong.
“And what about homework?” Vanna cocked her hip. “What am I supposed to do with Charlie when I’m studying?”
“We’ll figure out a solution, if it comes to that. Vanna, we’re only talking one or two nights a week.”
But Vanna ignored her. “I should have known. You want to get as far away from me as you can. You’re just like everyone else.”
Was “everyone else” a euphemism for their mother? “Oh, Vanna.” Georgia couldn’t decide whether to tell Vanna to quit manipulating her or to throw her arms around the girl. Her sister’s words cut deep.
Just what Vanna wanted, Georgia figured. She was a former addict, a survivor of sex trafficking, and now a mother. But she was also just a teenager who thought the world revolved around her. Throw in some drama, and this was the result. Georgia wished she knew what to say to her sister, but she stood a few feet away, feeling useless. This is how families fall apart, she thought. Misunderstandings. Friction. Angry jabs.
“I get it.” Vanna was working herself up. Her body was rigid, her eyes slits. Her skin from the neck up was bright red. “You don’t give a shit about me.”
“Sweetheart. That’s not true.”
“Don’t call me sweetheart,” she hisse
d. “You’re not my mother.”
Georgia had never seen her sister so angry. Pure white-hot rage with a dose of teenage prima donna syndrome. She choked back her own feelings. She’d taken a psychology class at the police academy and knew rage usually stems from a deep-seated fear. Of rejection. Or abandonment. And while she and Vanna had taken very different paths, they both shared the same mother. A mother who’d abandoned Georgia. Walked out when she was twelve and never called, wrote, or even sent a damn birthday card. Then Vanna had walked out on her. Now Vanna thought Georgia was walking out. In her mind, the circle was complete.
She wanted to suggest they start the conversation over when two things happened at the same time. Charlie woke up with a lusty yell—Georgia was surprised he’d slept this long with Vanna’s shouting—and Georgia’s cell pinged.
“Let’s talk about this in a minute, okay?”
Vanna turned on her heel and stomped out of the kitchen. Georgia fished the cell off the kitchen table. The screen registered an unfamiliar number, but it had a North Shore area code. Another damn telemarketer?
“Davis here.”
“Is this Georgia Davis, the private investigator?”
Georgia straightened. “Speaking.”
“My name is Erica Baldwin Stewart.”
Where had Georgia heard that name?
The woman’s voice cracked. “My daughter was Dena Baldwin.”
Chapter Six
The next morning Georgia dressed in what had become her uniform: jeans, a sweater, and a blazer roomy enough to hide her Baby Glock in a shoulder holster. As a former cop, she still liked the idea of wearing a uniform. It added credibility to her appearance and, she hoped, her reputation. She drove north to Winnetka, an affluent suburb on the North Shore of Chicago, and parked across from a coffee shop that was now in its third incarnation.
Inside, the place sported dark furniture, a polished hardwood floor, and three shelves of assorted books donated by the bookstore next door. The counter could have doubled as an antique soda fountain. Georgia chose a small table against the wall.
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