“You’re the dad, you do it. I don’t want strangers in my house.”
I can’t fucking win and I’ve had enough. I can’t help my parents, and I can’t please Nina anymore. This pregnancy is turning her into a soul-sucking bitch, I can’t wait till the baby is out of her.
“You’ve changed, ever since I told you I was pregnant you’re so cold.”
“Did you ever think it was a bad fucking time for us to have a kid?” I yell, losing my temper. “I saw my sister murdered in front of me and bam, you tell me you’re pregnant the morning we bury her. My head hasn’t stopped spinning for months.”
“Maybe if you weren’t so high all the time, it wouldn’t spin as much, and what, did I climb on myself and get myself pregnant? No. Stop acting like I did this to you all on my own. If this is too much for you, just go. It’s hurting too much to love you and the stress is not good for the baby.”
“You know what?” I shouldn’t say it, I should work this out with her and move forward, but the only words that leave me mouth are, “I’m out.”
Shoving off the doorframe, I head for the door and I don’t look back when I ride away from the house. There’s two places I can go where no one will fucking disturb me and one’s the club and the other is the cemetery at my sister’s graveside. I opt to visit my sister and fall to my knees and fist the dirt at the base of her grave.
“The family is messed up without you, Indie. Nothing I do is enough. I can’t figure out how to reach them. Then there’s Nina. Everything is falling apart and I’m no good at this. No fucking good. I’m not ready to be a dad, they’re better off without me.”
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