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by Tennessee Williams


  something, that--time?

  PRINCESS: Yes, time.

  CHANCE: . . . Gnaws away, like a rat gnaws off its own foot caught in a trap, and then, with its foot gnawed off and the rat set free, couldn't run, couldn't go, bled and died. . . .

  [The clock ticking fades away.]

  TOM JUNIOR [offstage left]: Miss Del Lago . . .

  PRINCESS: I think they're calling our--station. . . .

  TOM JUNIOR [still offstage]: Miss Del Lago, I have got a driver for you.

  [A trooper enters and waits on gallery.

  With a sort of tired grace, she rises from the bed, one hand lingering on her seat-

  companion's shoulder as she moves a little unsteadily to the door. When she opens it, she is

  confronted by Tom Junior.]

  PRINCESS: Come on, Chance, we're going to change trains at this station. . . . So, come on,

  we've got to go on. . . . Chance, please . . .

  [Chance shakes his head and the Princess gives up. She weaves out of sight with the

  trooper down the corridor. Tom Junior enters from steps, pauses, and then gives a low whistle to Scotty, Bud, and third man who enter and stand waiting, Tom Junior comes down bedroom

  steps and stands on bottom step.]

  CHANCE [rising and advancing to the forestage]: I don't ask for your pity, but just for your

  understanding--not even that--no. Just for your recognition of me in you, and the enemy, time, in us all.

  CURTAIN

  FOREWORD [now Afterword]

  (Written prior to the Broadway opening of Sweet Bird of Youth and published in the New York

  Times on Sunday, 8 March 1959.)

  When I came to my writing desk on a recent morning, I found lying on my desk top an un-

  mailed letter that I had written. I began reading it and found this sentence: 'We are all civilized people, which means that we are all savages at heart but observing a few amenities of civilized behavior.' Then I went on to say: 'I am afraid that I observe fewer of these amenities than you do. Reason? My back is to the wall and has been to the wall for so long that the pressure of my back on the wall has started to crumble the plaster that covers the bricks and mortar.'

  Isn't it odd that I said the wall was giving way, not my back? I think so. Pursuing this

  course of free association, I suddenly remembered a dinner date I once had with a distinguished colleague. During the course of this dinner, rather close to the end of it, he broke a long,

  mournful silence by lifting to me his sympathetic gaze and saying to me, sweetly, 'Tennessee, don't you feel that you are blocked as a writer?'

  I didn't stop to think of an answer; it came immediately off my tongue without any

  pause for planning. I said, 'Oh, yes, I've always been blocked as a writer but my desire to write has been so strong that it has always broken down the block and gone past it.'

  Nothing untrue comes off the tongue that quickly. It is planned speeches that contain

  lies or dissimulations, not what you blurt out so spontaneously in one instant.

  It was literally true. At the age of fourteen I discovered writing as an escape from a

  world of reality in which I felt acutely uncomfortable. It immediately became my place of

  retreat, my cave, my refuge. From what? From being called a sissy by the neighborhood kids,

  and Miss Nancy by my father, because I would rather read books in my grandfather's large and

  classical library than play marbles and baseball and other normal kid games, a result of a severe childhood illness and of excessive attachment to the female members of my family, who had

  coaxed me back into life.

  I think no more than a week after I started writing I ran into the first block. It's hard to

  describe it in a way that will be understandable to anyone who is not a neurotic. I will try. All my life I have been haunted by the obsession that to desire a thing or to love a thing intensely is to place yourself in a vulnerable position, to be a possible, if not a probable, loser of what you most want. Let's leave it like that. That block has always been there and always will be, and my chance of getting, or achieving, anything that I long for will always be gravely reduced by the interminable existence of that block.

  I described it once in a poem called 'The Marvelous Children'.

  'He, the demon, set up barricades of gold and purple tinfoil, labeled Fear (and other

  august titles), which they, the children, would leap lightly over, always tossing backwards their wild laughter.'

  But having, always, to contend with this adversary of fear, which was sometimes terror,

  gave me a certain tendency towards an atmosphere of hysteria and violence in my writing, an

  atmosphere that has existed in it since the beginning.

  In my first published work, for which I received the big sum of thirty-five dollars, a

  story published in the July or August issue of Weird Tales in the year 1928, I drew upon a

  paragraph in the ancient histories of Herodotus to create a story of how the Egyptian queen,

  Nitocris, invited all of her enemies to a lavish banquet in a subterranean hall on the shores of the Nile, and how, at the height of this banquet, she excused herself from the table and opened sluice gates admitting the waters of the Nile into the locked banquet hall, drowning her unloved guests like so many rats.

  I was sixteen when I wrote this story, but already a confirmed writer, having entered

  upon this vocation at the age of fourteen, and, if you're well acquainted with my writings since then, I don't have to tell you that it set the keynote for most of the work that has followed.

  My first four plays, two of them performed in St Louis, were correspondingly violent or

  more so. My first play professionally produced and aimed at Broadway was Battle of Angels

  and it was about as violent as you can get on the stage.

  During the nineteen years since then I have only produced five plays that are not

  violent: The Glass Menagerie, You Touched Me, Summer and Smoke, The Rose Tattoo, and,

  recently in Florida, a serious comedy called Period of Adjustment, which is still being worked on.

  What surprises me is the degree to which both critics and audience have accepted this

  barrage of violence. I think I was surprised, most of all, by the acceptance and praise of

  Suddenly Last Summer. When it was done off Broadway, I thought I would be critically tarred

  and feathered and ridden on a fence rail out of the New York theatre, with no future haven

  except in translation for theatres abroad, who might mistakenly construe my work as a

  castigation of American morals, not understanding that I write about violence in American life only because I am not so well acquainted with the society of other countries.

  Last year I thought it might help me as a writer to undertake psychoanalysis and so I

  did. The analyst, being acquainted with my work and recognizing the psychic wounds

  expressed in it, asked me, soon after we started, 'Why are you so full of hate, anger, and envy?'

  Hate was the word I contested. After much discussion and argument, we decided that

  'hate' was just a provisional term and that we would only use it till we had discovered the more precise term. But unfortunately I got restless and started hopping back and forth between the analyst's couch and some Caribbean beaches. I think before we called it quits I had persuaded the doctor that hate was not the right word, that there was some other thing, some other word for it, which we had not yet uncovered, and we left it like that.

  Anger, oh yes! And envy, yes! But not hate. I think that hate is a thing, a feeling, that

  can only exist where there is no understanding. Significantly, good physicians never have it.

  They never hate their patients, no matter how hateful their patients may seem to be, with their relentle
ss, maniacal concentration on their own tortured egos.

  Since I am a member of the human race, when I attack its behavior towards fellow

  members I am obviously including myself in the attack, unless I regard myself as not human

  but superior to humanity. I don't. In fact, I can't expose a human weakness on the stage unless I know it through having it myself. I have exposed a good many human weaknesses and

  brutalities and consequently I have them.

  I don't even think that I am more conscious of mine than any of you are of yours. Guilt

  is universal. I mean a strong sense of guilt. If there exists any area in which a man can rise above his moral condition, imposed upon him at birth, and long before birth, by the nature of his breed, then I think it is only a willingness to know it, to face its existence in him, and I think that, at least below the conscious level, we all face it. Hence guilty feelings, and hence defiant aggressions, and hence the deep dark of despair that haunts our dreams, our creative work, and makes us distrust each other.

  Enough of these philosophical abstractions, for now. To get back to writing for the

  theatre, if there is any truth in the Aristotelian idea that violence is purged by its poetic representation on a stage, then it may be that my cycle of violent plays have had a moral

  justification after all. I know that I have felt it, I have always felt a release from the sense of meaninglessness and death when a work of tragic intention has seemed to me to have achieved

  that intention, even if only approximately, nearly.

  I would say that there is something much bigger in life and death than we have become

  aware of (or adequately recorded) in our living and dying. And, further, to compound this

  shameless romanticism, I would say that our serious theatre is a search for that something that is not yet successful but is still going on.

  THE CHARACTERS

  Sweet Bird of Youth was presented at the Martin Beck Theatre in New York on 10 March 1959

  by Cheryl Crawford. It was directed by Elia Kazan; the stage settings and lighting were by Jo Mielziner, the costumes by Anna Hill Johnstone, and the music by Paul Bowles; production

  stage manager, David Pardoli. The cast was as follows:

  CHANCE WAYNE Paul Newman

  THE PRINCESS KOSMONOPOLIS

  Geraldine Page

  FLY Milton J. Williams

  MAID Patricia Ripley

  GEORGE SCUDDER

  Logan Ramsey

  HATCHER John Napier

  BOSS FINLEY

  Sidney Blackmer

  TOM JUNIOR

  Rip Torn

  AUNT NONNIE

  Martine Bartlett

  HEAVENLY FINLEY

  Diana Hyland

  CHARLES Earl

  Sydnor

  STUFF

  Bruce Dern

  MISS LUCY Madeleine Sherwood

  THE HECKLER

  Charles Tyner

  VIOLET

  Monica May

  EDNA

  Hilda Browner

  SCOTTY

  Charles McDaniet

  BUD Jim Jeter

  PAGE Glenn Stensel

  MEN IN BAR

  Duke Farley

  Ron

  Harper

  Kenneth Blake

 

 

 


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